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Xu Yu didn't come back for more than ten minutes. Duan Hefang got up, walked to Cen Suisui and Xue Mo, bowed his head and asked, "Did you see Xu Yu?"

Cen Suisui shook his head: "What's wrong?"

Duan Hefang looked around the box and made sure that Xu Yu was not there.

"He didn't come back after going to the bathroom, I'll look for it."

"Go to the bathroom?" Xue Mo's face changed slightly, he and Cen Suisui quickly looked at each other, and wanted to say something more, but Duan Hefang had already got up and went out to find Xu Wei.

Xu Yi has already walked to the bus station. He glanced at the mobile phone that received the message and lit up. The lock screen is a new photo that has just been changed. God knows that when this photo was just taken, Xu Wei was very happy. He After a pause, he turned off the phone again.

Duan Hefang naturally didn't find Xu Wei in the toilet, he went back to the box, found Xue Mo who was whispering with Cen Suisui, and handed him a card: "I'm going first, you can help me buy the order later. "

Cen Suisui got up: "Didn't you find him?"

Duan Hefang shook his head, and he went to ask Lin Quan again. After confirming that Xu Wei hadn't looked for him, Duan Hefang opened the door and went out, calling Xu Wei's phone.

The phone buzzed by my ear for a while, and was interrupted by a cold female voice. Duan Hefang frowned slightly, feeling a little flustered in his heart, so he called Xu Wei's again. If no one answered, Duan Hefang continued to call tirelessly until the other party seemed to be bored, so he simply turned off the phone.

Duan Hefang stared blankly at the dark phone screen, recalling whether anything special happened tonight.

Suddenly, the phone rang.

Duan Hefang took a closer look, it was Xue Mo.

Xu Wei didn't go back to school, he just got on a bus randomly, and then grabbed the dangling handlebars, followed the driver's turbulent journey with one foot of the accelerator and one foot of the brake, and sat directly at the terminal.

"Get off."

Xu Wei suddenly came back to his senses, and hurriedly got out of the bus after the driver got off. He searched for a while before he found a bus back to school. He was about to get on the bus when someone stretched out his hand and stopped him: " Hey, there is no departure today, the last one just left."

Xu Wei's legs stopped when he was about to get into the car: "Then is there any other car that goes directly to University D?"

"No, why haven't you gone back to school? You don't want to check what time it is. Take that car back and see if there is any transfer."

It was the bus he just took, and it was the last bus tonight, Xu Wei sighed.

He sat in the last row. In fact, there were only him and the driver in the whole bus. Except for the driver's seat, Xu Wei could sit anywhere he wanted.He only opened half of the car window, his hair flew away, and the cool night wind rushed into his throat, disrupting his breathing. Xu Yu held back his head for a while before exhaling. After doing this boring thing several times, I returned to the entrance of the ktv before I knew it.

Xu Wei didn't want to get off the bus. He sat at the next stop of the ktv before going down. He searched for a long time on the bus stop sign under the cover of night, and found that it was very unfortunate that he stopped at a platform that had no intersection with the bus line of D University. But this kind of embarrassment that he couldn't get on the bus was nothing to Xu Wei now. He reached out to hail a taxi and took a taxi back to school.

Because he didn't bring any cash with him, when Xu Wei got out of the car, he turned on his mobile phone to pay. Just as he was connected to the signal, Duan Hefang's phone came in.

Xu Wei was taken aback for a moment, with his thumb slightly bent, he hung up Duan Hefang's phone directly, paid the driver's money, and walked to the dormitory building.

While facing the night wind, Xu Wei laughed at himself and said that he still had a day to hang up on Duan Hefang's phone. If he didn't have the opportunity to receive a call from Duan Hefang before, he would be so happy and grateful.

Duan Hefang, who was hung up, was waiting for him downstairs in the dormitory.

This season is not cold yet, but the wind at night is really strong, and Duan Hefang is not wearing a few clothes, his lips are a little white from the cold, after seeing Xu Yu walking slowly towards him in the dark , the frowning eyebrows slowly relaxed.

Duan Hefang ran two steps forward and walked in front of Xu Wei. He settled down and asked in a probing tone, "Are you back?"

It was such a gentle, familiar tone again.

The sore feeling of being alone all night made Xu Wei's eyes red, he lowered his head, stepped back a little, and didn't speak.

"You, are you hungry? Shall I take you to have supper?"

"Do not……"

Xu Wei slowly squeezed out a word.

He drooped his shoulders and looked aggrieved. Duan Hewan wanted to reach out and touch Xu Yu's head, but he stopped in place when he looked at him with eyes full of resistance. Xu Yu had never looked at himself like this before.

"Don't look at me like that." Duan Hefang was a little sad.

"Then how should I look at you?" The wind blew all the way, Xu Wei's voice was a little hoarse, "Do you use the eyes you like?"

really.

Duan Hefang frowned distressedly: "Xu Wei, are you going to give me the death penalty?"

Xu Wei's body trembled uncontrollably, and half a tear slowly dripped from the end of his eyes: "Duan Hefang, you know it clearly, I can't bear it."

When he cried, Duan Hefang's heart ached as if he had been gouged out.

Xu Wei choked: "When did you know?"

Duan Hefang licked his dry lower lip: "Second term of senior year."

Xu Wei closed his eyes, he suddenly felt that he was so ridiculous, he was like a clown, thinking that his dirty secret love was seamless, but he had been seen through, peeped, and torn apart long ago.

Every time he peeked carefully, the concern hidden in the words, the peach-flavored sparkling water that was sent by the wind and rain, the small scrap of paper that was secretly hidden...

Xu Wei covered his eyes with his hands in embarrassment, and Duan Hefang could only see the crystals on his tear mole.

"楒楒."

Xu Wei was sobbing and sobbing, his chest rose and fell with the movement of his breathing: "You, don't you think I'm disgusting?"

Duan Hefang took a step forward, grabbed the back of Xu Yu's head firmly with his palm, gently wiped away the tears on his mole, and comforted him softly:

"I don't think so, never have."

He is so gentle, even if he has been liked by a boy with a bad and strange mood for so long, he can still maintain it like this, just like Duan Hefang who softly rejects girls in the corridor of high school campus, the better his temper, the better he is. Xu Yuyue felt suffocated.

Xu Wei turned his head away, avoided Duan Hefang's hand, and let him freeze in place.

"Don't lie." Xu Wei put down his hand, revealing his red eyes, "You went abroad early in your third year of high school because you found out that I like you."

Xu Wei's whole body is like being thrown into an ice cellar, from fingertips to soles of his feet, his whole body is cold, because his clumsy liking was discovered, it was a disgusting homosexual liking, how brilliant Duan Hefang is, why is he so beautiful because of him? stained.

Duan Hefang's throat choked, and he couldn't say anything to deceive Xu Wei.

"I know you like me. I was very confused at the time. I didn't know how to treat you, and I was worried that being indecisive would delay your college entrance examination. I don't think you are disgusting." Duan Hefang repeated, he was a little unbelievable, although Knowing that Xu Wei is now in a dead end, he still lost control, "I crossed the Pacific Ocean and came to D University to find you, is it because I think you are disgusting?"

Xu Wei raised his eyes to look at him, and through tears, he seemed to see the sports meeting in high school, and said to himself with a smile, "It's so embarrassing to be overtaken."

Xu Wei watched Duan Hefang's eye circles also turn red, he licked his lower lip, and let the uncontainable tears roll down his cheeks, adding to his embarrassment.

Xu Wei smiled bitterly:

"In the third year of high school, you shared a blog post saying that the Albizia julibrissin in D University was very beautiful. I thought you really liked it, but why did you catch your eyes with one school and two books? All the hopes I want to squeeze in, I read books day and night to brush up questions, and I clumsily imitate your life with a twelve-hour jet lag."

"If you read mathematics, I will read mathematics. If you read Chinese, I will also read Chinese."

"You, you know that I like you, you know, as long as you point at any place, I will rush over like crazy... I can't wait to run back and beat myself twice, don't work so hard, it's too ridiculous."

Xu Yu scratched his hair in pain, he couldn't contain the pain that spread from his heart to his whole body.

"Duan Hefang, tell me, do you really like to see D-sized Albizia juliensis?"