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It stands to reason that Xu Wei had accumulated a lot of things and wanted to write them in the diary, but he repeatedly picked up the pen and put it down again, leaving only one sentence in his mind.

"I like boys too."

Duan Hefang said that he likes boys.

Xu Wei slowly pressed his chest, and his breathing gradually became heavy.

The chaotic and chaotic thoughts rushed out of his mind, Xu Wei sighed softly, but he didn't write half a word, he closed his eyes hard, the sore eyeballs were gently pressed by the warm eyelids, and faint thorns spread. pain.

During those years in high school, Xu Wei observed Duan Hefang meticulously. It stands to reason that if he liked boys, Xu Wei would definitely be the first to observe it. But before he went abroad, Xu Wei did not notice Duan Hefang at all. Show passionate liking for anyone and anything.

So how did he find out he was gay too?

Did you meet a boy you like abroad?

Is it Ayun?

or someone else?

Did Ayun tell him that boys like boys too?

Who is this Ah Yun?

Xu Wei's breathing became more and more heavy, his complexion was ugly, and the more he thought about it, the more depressed he became.

Why did this guy named Ayun make Duan Hefang believe that he likes boys in such a short time? He is like a blank sheet of paper to feelings, how could he imagine the pain and bitterness of liking the same sex.

It is an unimaginable sadness, a grievance that has nowhere to vent.

Because the next day was the reception that Duan Hefang had prepared for a long time, Xu Wei went to bed early, but his thoughts were racing and he didn't feel sleepy, so he forced himself to close his eyes.

Xu Wei sucked his nose slowly, the choked up in his throat was covered by rolling throat, the tip of his nose was sore, from the end of his closed eyes, a few tears fell into his black hair.

"Everything is ready here, they will be here soon."

Duan Hefang nodded, he was a little bit battered.

"Have you copied that manuscript?" He turned sideways and asked softly.

"It's ready, it's ready." Wenwen quickly opened the bag, and looked for a long time with his head down, "I printed it last night and put it in the bag."

She continued to search, and the more she couldn't find it, the more panicked she became, her brows were tightly frowned: "It seems to have fallen into the dormitory."

This manuscript is the manuscript of Duan He's cue process, and there are some names and characteristics of the recipients.

"How can you forget this?"

"Is it too late to go back and get it now?"

"People are coming soon."

Wen Wen's face became ugly. She vaguely recalled that she put her things in the dormitory, but she still did unnecessary rummaging, trying to cover up her panic.

"Where did you put it..."

"The chain is dropped at a critical moment."

In fact, I probably remembered all the procedures, but I was worried that I would forget some details because of nervousness, and there might be too many people. He thought for a while and comforted: "It's okay, I remember most of it."

Wenwen blamed himself a little, and looked like he was about to cry.

Xu Wei followed Duan Hefang out, leaned close to him and asked, "What's missing?"

"The process draft should not be a big problem, but it is a bit of a headache to distinguish everyone."

Xu Wei picked up her schoolbag and said, "I have a very concise version."

He took out a notebook, then tore off the page of the transcription process, and tore off everything around it, leaving only a small sheet, which he stuffed into the palm of Duan Hefang.

Duan Hefang took a closer look and found that although Xu Tie wrote concisely, the details were marked. He happily stuffed the note into his pocket, then bent his lips towards Xu Tie: "Thank you!"

Xu Wei couldn't help but also smiled with him: "No, you're welcome."

The person who came to visit was an American university that was planning to conduct an undergraduate exchange program with University D. Although he had learned English for more than a year, Xu Wei could barely understand it. He followed the crowd and stared at it intently. Duan Hefang.

He is wearing a white shirt and black suit pants today, and he looks very straight and handsome. When he speaks, his hands move slightly naturally, because he is really proficient, and his confident expression when speaking English is no different from speaking Chinese. , although Xu Wei didn't understand it well, but Duan Hefang was familiar with the way and communicated with foreigners. Xu Yu's eyes were smiling, filled with every gesture and eyebrow raised by Duan Hefang.

"Teacher Duan is so handsome."

"Whoa, I'm dead."

"This spoken language is too professional."

It just so happened that the sun was shining today, and Xu Wei's vision was blurred by the light leaking from the leaves.

It seems like something has changed, and it seems like nothing has changed.

The reception work was successfully completed in the afternoon, and everyone breathed a sigh of relief, smiling and chatting while packing up.

"Thank you for your hard work today, please go to dinner and sing tonight."

"Okay, Teacher Duan!"

"Yeah! Thank you, Teacher Duan!"

"Can you bring your family, teacher?"

Duan Hefang raised his eyebrows: "Yes."

Duan Hefang was sorting out the materials on the table one by one, when Wenwen suddenly appeared from nowhere, her eyes were a little red, she didn't know whether she had cried or something.

"Teacher Duan, I'm sorry."

"Ah, it's okay, it's good that it ends smoothly."

After reassuring Wen Wen with a few words, the things are almost ready. Duan Hefang was about to ask everyone where they want to go for dinner. He happened to meet Xu Wei walking over, and he asked Xu Wei:

"Hey, where do you want to eat tonight?"

Wenwen glanced at him, then at Xu Wei.

Xu Wei tentatively asked, "How about going to yesterday?"

"Okay, let's go to yesterday's place then."

"Xu Wei, are you familiar with Teacher Duan?" Wen Wen asked.

Xu Yu let out an ah, and subconsciously looked at Duan Hefang, only to find that the other party was also looking at him.

Xu Wei licked his lower lip and replied, "Yes."

"Is your nickname 楒楒? Then can I call you 楒楒?"

Duan He's eyes flickered slightly.

Xu Wei pulled out a smile, and replied in a slightly joking tone: "Let's not."

After finishing speaking, he took the lead to go to the teaching building where he collected things. After all, Duan Hefang was a teacher, and he was never so comfortable in front of him. Wenwen said goodbye to him, then turned around and jumped up and down to keep up with Xu Wei, using his shoulders He bumped into Xu Wei's, laughed and continued to ask: "What's the matter, what's the matter, why don't you?"

The two backs look really seductive together, Duan Hefang squeezed the browbones, and reached into his pocket with the other hand to find the small note that Xu Wei gave, took it out and unfolded it.

Xu Wei's handwriting has improved a lot, and he writes every stroke very seriously. Duan Hefang can imagine him lying on the narrow table in the dormitory, showing a pink elbow and scattered hair on the back of his neck. Duan Hefang bent his lips slightly, and put the note back into his pocket as if he was serious about writing something.

Because they said they could bring their families, the original group gathering became much more lively, so after the meal, Duan Hefang called Xue Mo and Cen Suisui, who came to D University to play, and the group opened a private room , singing lively.

Xu Yu found his corner sofa with ease. He didn't sleep much last night, so he squinted for a while.

The air conditioner was turned on in the ktv, and Xu Wei slept a little unsteadily, always feeling a faint chill on his body.

In a daze, he seemed to hear someone talking next to him. It was a familiar male voice and a female voice. After a few words, the conversation disappeared.

After Duan Hefang dealt with Wenwen away, he sat next to Xu Wei alone and guarded him.

To be honest, Xu Wei is not a person who can take care of himself.

It may also be because his eyes are always habitually staying on others, and he often forgets to look at himself.

Duan Hefang stared at Xu Wei's round and small chin, his eyes gradually softened.

Duan Hefang gently put his coat on Xu Wei's body, and when he got closer, Duan Hefang couldn't help but stay for two more seconds due to the breath coming towards him, and then leaned against Xu Wei's sitting place, the two of them The body is very close in an instant.

But Xu Yu fell asleep, otherwise he would be so shy that his toes were red.

That is, when he woke up not long after, Xu Wei was startled by a heavy head on his shoulder. He recognized Duan Hefang by his smell and clothes. fingertip.

Duan Hefang was also exhausted these days, basically staying up late every day, because he was a light sleeper, he was also awakened by Xu Wei's slight movement, he raised his head slightly, and looked at it with sleepy eyes. He glanced at Xu Wei, and muttered in his mouth:

"楒楒..."

The deep voice leaned against his ear, and Xu Wei felt a tingling sensation from the roots of his ears to his whole body, and there was also the feeling of being gently rubbed by Duan Hefang's soft hair around his neck.

He was a little bit out of consciousness, and it took him a while to realize that Duan Hefang, who was supposed to be standing in the crowd and surrounded by him, was leaning on his shoulder, sleeping defenselessly.