Sentimental charm

Come back after a few days. "Liu Dong became anxious when he heard that Xi Chuan would not go back to school, obviously he didn't understand what Xi Chuan meant.

"No! I don't want to study anymore, and I don't want to see Xue Zihan again. I want to find a place where no one knows me and spend the rest of my life."

Liu Dong was stunned for a moment, but he understood Xi Chuan's current mood very well, and knew that persuasion was useless.What's more, in Liu Dong's impression, Xi Chuan is not an emotional person, and he will come back when he understands it. After all, university is not a child's play for everyone.

"Okay! No matter where you go, tell me when you settle down. You can rest assured that I won't tell anyone."

Liu Dong picked up the paper and pen from the hotel, and copied his mobile phone number to Xi Chuan, "Well, remember to call me, don't worry about the school, I will find a way to help you."

Xi Chuan took the note from Liu Dong and put it in his trouser pocket, "Go to sleep for a while, I won't be sleepy anymore." Xi Chuan said this and gave up the bed to Liu Dong.

"It's okay, you haven't slept well for several days, sleep first, and leave tomorrow when you feel refreshed, I don't have to worry, what do you need? I'll go back to school and get it out for you now."

"No, I don't have anything important either. It should be Xue Zihan who asked him to take it back, and leave the rest there."

Liu Dong didn't say anything, and lay on the spot where Xi Chuan had slept just now, unable to close his eyes. Looking at Xi Chuan standing in front of the window, he couldn't help feeling sad.

"Xi Chuan, this is all the money in my pocket, you take it." Liu Dong got up and handed the money to Xi Chuan, "You have to, if you don't, even if you leave, I won't feel at ease."

Xi Chuan didn't refuse anymore, and stuffed the few hundred dollars that Liu Dong handed over along with the note into his trousers, "Go to sleep, I'm fine!"

Liu Dong fell asleep without knowing why, and slept until dawn. When he woke up, Xi Chuan had disappeared. Although Liu Dong had expected this result, when the thing happened before his eyes, he felt lost.

A month has passed, and Xi Chuan seems to have become numb. In order not to have extra time to think about Xue Zihan, he worked hard on the construction site during the day and worked as a waiter in the bar at night. less tired.

There are only three or four hours of sleep a day, but it has become a torment for Xi Chuan. His body is so tired that he can't get up when he lies on the bed, but his brain is still awake. The more afraid he is of memories, the memories rush into his mind uninterruptedly.

The messy picture, the lingering love, everything in the past seems to be a predetermined mistake, the corners of the eyes have been inflamed with sweat, but the tears still flow down, the tears are dripping, one day I will cry dry, and I will die again There will be no feeling.

The height of the body is consistent, without enough sleep, the Xichuan people have lost weight several times, and their face is sallow.The migrant workers on the construction site looked at Xichuan's thin body and couldn't bear to let him do too much work, so they assigned Xichuan some light work.

Xi Chuan thought he would have a serious illness, but his body was indeed abnormally strong.

After a project is completed, Xi Chuan will soon go to the next city with the construction team. No matter how tiring he works, he still can't calm himself down. If he really enters the hospital as expected, he will be seriously ill. Mother or herself is undoubtedly a disaster.

Xi Chuan is not afraid of disasters, but now that he is no longer human, Xi Chuan does not want his mother to be sad with him. University has become a luxury for Xi Chuan. If his mother knows all this, it will be an even greater disaster for his mother. Xi Chuan dare not imagine, but must prevent the disaster from happening.

Xi Chuan wanted to call Liu Dong and ask about the situation, but when the phone was picked up, Xi Chuan lost courage. Hearing a familiar voice, maybe he would collapse in an instant. Strangeness is his best protection barrier.

The news stopped, Xichuan no longer had a mobile phone, and finally Xichuan thought of QQ information, but since that night, QQ seems to have become an untouchable current for Xichuan. Painful throbbing.

Enduring the pain in his heart, Xi Chuan sent Liu Dong a message, maybe Xue Zihan would see it, and this might save his mother from an ordeal.

After nearly a month of hard work, Xi Chuan earned more than 2000 yuan, mailed half to his mother, and kept the remaining half for his future life. Anyway, he will leave Shanghai soon, and no one will find it even if he has a mailing address.

The engineering team went to the far north. In order to facilitate contact with his mother, Xi Chuan bought himself a mobile phone for 300 yuan. Every day in the dusty and hot summer of the construction site, he could no longer remember the appearance of going to school at that time. Occasionally, he watched Seeing himself in the mirror, Xi Chuan realized that even if he met Xue Zihan, he probably wouldn't recognize him.

Mid-July was a tormenting wait for Xue Zihan. Every exam ended one after another, and there was still no news from Xichuan. Sometimes Xue Zihan would sleep in Xichuan’s dormitory, and sometimes at home in the garden of the mansion. Consciously touching the empty bed next to him, he suddenly woke up thinking that Xi Chuan had returned, but every time he woke up, he was endlessly disappointed.

Another summer vacation, Xue Zihan chose to stay in Shanghai, shuttled through the streets of Shanghai every day, hoping to meet Xi Chuan unexpectedly.

Every day of disappointment gave Xue Zihan the urge to kill Guan Lu. Although Guan Lu didn't admit it, Xue Zihan hit a woman for the first time, "You have no right to touch my things, this is just a warning to you!" Xue Zihan left without looking back.

Guan Lu didn't cover half of her face that was swollen by Xue Zihan's slap, and cursed that Xue Zihan would never find Xichuan again in her life.

"Does it hurt?" The boy hiding in the corner rubbed Guan Lu's red and swollen face distressedly.

"Coward, I've never seen such a coward like you, and you admit it before it's too late."

"You didn't look at Xue Zihan's eyes. If I don't say anything, we will all be beaten to death by him!" The boy said with lingering fear.

"You did one thing for me. I have been your girlfriend for a month. I have done everything I need to do. We will go our separate ways after that." After speaking, Guan Lu walked in the opposite direction.

"Guan Lu! I can still do things for you in the future, as long as you promise to continue to be my girlfriend, I can't bear you!"

Guan Lu stopped in her tracks, and cursed in her heart: "Xue Zihan, wait and see, you have such a friend, let's see who is more ruthless."

Xue Zihan didn't believe that the curse of a vicious woman would be prophesied on him, and every time he woke up, Guan Lu's curse was like a lingering ghost. Heart like a knife.

Smoking all night and all night, after smoking, there is endless regret. Xi Chuan doesn't like him smoking, why doesn't he listen to Xi Chuan.

Alcohol replaced cigarettes. After drinking a bottle of spirits in one go, Xue Zihan's tears could not stop flowing down the corners of his eyes. tears.

At the end of June, Li Liang came to see Xue Zihan because he broke up with Yin Hao.

Xue Zihan thought it was ridiculous, Yin Hao came over at the end of July and told Xue Zihan that they lived together again.

As Xue Zihan had expected, he and Xichuan had quarreled countless times over trivial matters, but it was okay in the end, but this time Xue Zihan had no confidence, he could no longer find Xichuan, and Xichuan was no longer with him. He didn't know how to get Xichuan back.

Yin Hao told Xue Zihan that Xi Chuan had never been back, but Xi Chuan's mother was getting married. Xue Zihan thought Yin Hao was joking, but in the end he believed it for no reason. Any clues related to Xi Chuan, even if Tian Fang Xue Zihan also has to hold on tightly to the night story.

When Xichuan heard the news that his mother was going to get married on the phone, he didn't feel anything. Even though he was so shocked, Xichuan's heart couldn't beat at all, as if he was dead.

His mother asked for Xi Chuan's opinion, but Xi Chuan didn't have any opinions, and he didn't even agree to see his stepfather before making a decision. Xi Chuan told his mother that as long as his mother felt good, he would definitely agree.

August NO.20 The day of the wedding on the 19th day of the seventh month of the lunar calendar, Xi Chuan has not even slept for two hours a day since the beginning of August. Finally, he was exhausted and woke up in the hospital.The contractor paid Xichuan more than ten days' wages to Xichuan, reimbursed the hospitalization expenses, and let Xichuan go home. Life here is not suitable for him, a young man who is only [-] years old.

Xi Chuan rushed back home on NO.19, but the house has moved, it is no longer the alley Xi Chuan is familiar with, the high-end residential building in the city center, Xi Chuan is a little unaccustomed, and hurriedly met the bride Mother returned to the home where she had lived for more than [-] years. Nothing had changed, but everything had changed.

For the first time in several months, Xi Chuan burst into tears. He fell asleep crying in his bedroom. After waking up, it was already late at night. It seemed that he had experienced life and death. Xi Chuan, who had just woken up, didn’t want to move. I just want to lie quietly on the bed like that, waiting for the last torment tomorrow.

Xue Zihan and Yin Hao left Shanghai together. They left Shanghai the day they learned that Xi Chuan’s mother was going to get married. Xue Zihan used to wait in that familiar alley every day for nearly a week. Two days before NO.20 Xue Zihan was told that he would attend the third uncle's wedding and could no longer leave the house.

Seeing the bride who was about to become their aunt, both of them were shocked, but what brought Xue Zihan more surprises, and hope was ignited in the already desperate heart.

Xue Zihan asked countless times throughout the day, but what he got was still "Xi Chuan hasn't come back yet."

Xue Zihan didn't want to hear this answer again. If it was still the answer after No. 20, Xue Zihan believed that he would collapse and go crazy.

Xue Zihan rushed to the alley that he hadn't been to for a day in the middle of the night, and the future aunt told Xue Zihan that Xichuan had returned from sin and went home.

But at the moment when he was about to knock on the door, Xue Zihan's beating heart calmed down, he was afraid, afraid that the room was still empty, afraid that Xi Chuan would run away from him again, only a door away, But so difficult to cross.

Xue Zihan fell down on the stairs and thought about it all night. Xue Zihan listened to the movement in the room all night, but there was no movement in the room all night. Xue Zihan even wondered if there was the person he was thinking about day and night inside. Maybe all this is just another dream.

The first ray of sunlight in the morning poured onto the tired boy's face through the narrow window in the corridor, and the light in the boy's eyes was stronger than the soft sunlight.

Xi Chuan saw Xue Zihan sitting on the stairs at the first sight when he was guarding the door. His back was much thinner, like a blue-yellow candle swaying in the breeze, and he lost the domineering spirit he had before.

Even so, Xi Chuan could tell at a glance that that person was Xue Zihan.

The meeting with Xue Zihan was already in Xi Chuan's expectation, but he didn't expect it to come so soon, his heart didn't obey the call of reason, it was more sad than imagined, and the wound that was about to heal was torn apart , and sprinkled a handful of raw salt on top.

Xue Zihan thought that if he could still see Xichuan, he would rush forward desperately and hug the person who was thinking about it day and night, but at this moment Xue Zihan hated himself for having scruples, hated that his legs did not obey the call of his heart, hated himself for being too tight Rational, hate yourself for being too cowardly.

After sitting all night, Xue Zihan's leg, which had been continuously injured, was already numb. He slowly stood up and walked in front of Xichuan, as if he looked the same as when Xichuan left.

"Who told you to sit outside, wouldn't you knock on the door and come in?" Seeing Xue Zihan walking, Xi Chuan felt extremely distressed for a moment. Xue Zihan's injuries were all because of himself, but when he thought that Xue Zihan wanted to stay Xi Chuan's heart instantly cooled down again for those things he did without caring about his own feelings.

Xi Chuan's hand that was going to help Xue Zihan stopped in mid-air, and turned back to the room. "Xi Chuan! I miss you!"

Xi Chuan didn't let himself soften his heart any more, held back the pain in his heart, and said the lines he had already preset, "We're done, we left in a hurry last time, and didn't tell you, this time I came back to tell you specifically."

"Xi Chuan, I'm sorry about what happened last time." Xue Zihan hadn't finished speaking, when Xi Chuan looked back at that moment's expression, Xue Zihan didn't continue talking, and looked at Xi Chuan in a daze.

What happened last time was a pain that could never be erased for Xi Chuan, because of this incident, he promoted the right to continue studying. Although Xue Zihan gave him this university from the beginning, he once cherished it very much and worked hard. However, even if Xue Zihan took it back from him, Xi Chuan had no complaints.

"Don't talk about what happened last time. Today is a happy day. My mother is married. If you are interested, you can go and see."

Hearing Xi Chuan's words, Xue Zihan calmed down for a moment, "Xi Chuan, you can go back to school and continue to study. The school will be fine. Don't ask me to find you anymore. If you don't want to see me, I can leave now." , but you can't make fun of your own life."

"Xue Zihan, thank you for your kindness, but I don't want to study anymore, it's meaningless, and it's even more meaningless for you to look for me."

"Xi Chuan, don't talk to me like that, I can't bear it, it's meaningless for me to find you, if it's meaningless, why should I live like death because of you."

"Hehe... I forgot, you are the young master, you can do whatever you want, I can't stop you, you can find me if you want, I have no right to stop you from doing anything."

Xue Zihan looked at Xi Chuan in front of him and said these insipid words, and his body trembled with anger, "Okay! I am the eldest young master, and I will keep you here today. You have to be willing or not if you want to." You have to be willing too, young master, I am going to order you today."

"Your young master likes men. There are many men in the world, and there are even more men who like your young master. It's nothing if I'm missing. I'm going to find my own man."

Xue Zihan pushed Xichuan down on the sofa, and asked sharply, "Say it again, you have another man."

Xi Chuan just said what he said casually just now, but he didn't expect Xue Zihan to be so annoyed, and suddenly felt a sense of revenge, looked at Xue Zihan, smiled and said, "None of your business!"

"It's none of my business, is it? I'll let you see if it's none of my business today, and let you know who is your man!"

When Xue Zihan heard Xichuan say that he had another man, he lost his mind and tore off Xichuan's pants. Xichuan resisted at first, but then he gave up altogether. When will he be tough on Xue Zihan?

Xi Chuan's sudden obedience made Xue Zihan, who had already succeeded, suddenly stunned. Xi Chuan lay on his back on the sofa in an inverted bow shape. .

"Go on, I'm used to it, and you're not the only man like this." Xi Chuan changed his tone, and smiled charmingly: "But you are the fiercest."

wrong and right

Xue Zihan's burst of anger was extinguished in an instant, and the two remained in a stalemate in a strange posture.After reacting, the two wrestled together, and it was naturally Xi Chuan who suffered in the end.

The more Xi Chuan cooperates with the male desire and the spurt of blood, the angrier Xue Zihan becomes, and the anger in his heart seems to burn Xi Chuan to death before it can be extinguished.

After everything calmed down, Xizan lay on the sofa in a mess, with his feet drooping on the ground, and the things left by Xue Zihan flowed out of his body.

Xi Chuan let himself lie half-lying as if he was about to die. Even though he was tortured badly on the construction site, he was never in such a mess.

No one will come here anymore, Xue Zihan has also left, Xi Chuan's goal has been achieved, and the two hearts are also dead.

The phone rang harshly, and Xi Chuan answered the phone with his exhausted and bruised body, tidied himself up like a human, put on a stand-up collar and half sleeves to cover the scar on his neck bitten by Xue Zihan, and smiled Tell mother, she will be there soon.

On the day of his mother's great joy, Xi Chuan didn't want to lose interest. Everything between him and Xue Zihan had clearly and definitely ended from this moment on.

It was the first time that Xi Chuan saw the man who was about to become his father. He was about the same age as his mother, but that face made Xi Chuan feel familiar.

"Hello, Uncle, I'm Xi Chuan." Xi Chuan, who has never called Dad before, finds it difficult to call a person who is meeting for the first time, even if he may no longer be a stranger in the future, "Dad".

"Xi Chuan, we will be a family from now on, and uncle will be your guardian. Tell uncle if you have anything to do. Uncle doesn't expect to be a good father, but at least he can be your faithful friend."

Maybe it's because he hasn't felt such warmth for a long time. This strange man in front of him suddenly makes Xi Chuan feel that there is no longer any distance. It seems that it is an arrangement of fate that he is specially sent to fill the gap in his life without father's love.

"Dad, I will call you Dad from now on." Xi Chuan said happily.

"Feng'er, I have a son!"

Xi Chuan seldom heard others call his mother by her nickname, but hearing his new father call him so naturally, it was obvious that they hadn't just met. ,

"Xi Chuan has never had a father since he was a child. You hit each other like this as soon as you met. You are really a destined father and son." Seeing that Xi Chuan gets along well with the man who is about to become an arrogant husband, the mother is of course happier than the two of them.

"Well, I like this child Xi Chuan." The groom who is about to become his father rubbed Xi Chuan's head and said, "You came back late, and Dad has nothing to give you. The building in the city center, Dad It has been transferred to your name. After we get married, your mother and I will go to Sanya. You can go wherever you want. If you want to come back here, you should have a place to live. After all, you have lived here for more than [-] years, Dad I bought you a building first and prepared it first.”

From the beginning to the end, Xi Chuan only grasped one word, "Sanya", how did his mother and this person meet in a long distance.

"Mom, how did you and Dad meet?"

"It's all thanks to you. Your mother and I are classmates, and we haven't attended a class reunion for several years. Only this time, we got married."

"Well, I didn't expect Xue Lin to recognize me at a glance after so many years!"

Seeing his mother's happy appearance in a bridal gown, Xi Chuan didn't expect that their marriage was actually brought about by the class reunion he urged his mother to, so he became happy too. As for the somewhat familiar name Xi Chuan, he didn't think much about it.

After the small family meeting of the three, the wedding officially began. The bride and groom led Xi Chuan to the lobby of the hotel. The first thing Xi Chuan saw was Xue Zihan.

"Xue Zihan is still here after all." Xi Chuan thought to himself, but seeing Xue Cheng standing beside Xue Zihan, Xi Chuan couldn't help but feel at ease, An Xu Xue Zihan was forced to come by his father.

Having said such unfeeling words, when the two of them got entangled in the end, Xue Zihan left with disgust and despair in his eyes, which has proved his success.

"Brother, this is my son, Xi Chuan!" Xue Lin led Xi Chuan to Xue Cheng and introduced him.

"Well, I've seen it, this time it's time to call me uncle."

Xi Chuan suddenly understood what was going on, why he felt strange when he heard Sanya and Xue Lin at that time, and Xi Chuan mechanically replied to Xue Cheng's words.

"Third Uncle, congratulations, you have such a big son just after getting married, and I have a lovely brother." Xue Zihan stretched the word "Keren" very long and heavy, and then acted like he didn't know each other. Xi Chuan seemed to say, "My name is Xue Zihan, and I will soon become your third brother."

"These two children have known each other for a long time, and..."

Xi Chuan didn't know how he answered Xue Zihan, what the parent next to him said, and didn't know what excuse he was making, so his mother asked him to go back first.

Xi Chuan walked out of the hotel and took a long breath before he could feel his heart still beating. He looked back and Xue Zihan didn't follow.

Xue Lin's driver took Xichuan directly to the high-end apartment in the city center that had been allocated under Xichuan's name. Although it was not as grand as Xue Zihan's family, it was comparable to Shanghai Xia Wei's.

Xi Chuan didn't have time to think about these things. There were many rooms in the apartment, so Xi Chuan randomly found a corner and used it as his temporary bedroom.

Xi Chuan felt that he was very tired and wanted to sleep, but he was surprisingly energetic. Xi Chuan took out the sleeping pills prescribed in the hospital, and got a glass of boiled water to drink, so that he could have a good sleep, and then think about the upcoming matter.

The sound of kicking the door interrupted Xi Chuan's planned sleep. Xi Chuan heard the doors of every bedroom upstairs being kicked open, and then closed with a bang.

Xi Chuan opened the bedroom door, glanced at Xue Zihan who was not as calm as before, and said calmly: "This is my house, even if you are my brother, you can't be so rude."

Xue Zihan glanced at Xichuan, and pushed Xichuan into the bedroom without saying anything. Xichuan didn't resist, knowing that it was useless to resist.

Xi Chuan was pushed and sat on the bed by Xue Zihan, "How about it, haven't you played enough? I want to do it again."

Xue Zihan didn't speak, and slapped himself first, "Xi Chuan, I know you lied to me, I'm an asshole." Xue Zihan then slapped the left cheek again.

Xi Chuan felt it was dazzling, Xue Zihan's ring was still safely worn on his ring finger, his heart ached, he got up and grabbed Xue Zihan's hand, "Don't slap it!"

"I know you still love me. If you don't get angry anymore, even if you slap me to death, I'm willing."

Xi Chuan didn't speak, just looked at Xue Zihan quietly, looked at the glass of boiled water he just poured, "Yes! I still love you, I hate myself for still loving you, so I don't want to live anymore!"

When Xi Chuan said this, Xue Zihan quickly reached out to touch Xi Chuan's forehead, and was at a loss, "Xi Chuan, what's wrong with you, you can't die, you are going to die, I will die with you."

Xi Chuan took Xue Zihan's bewildered hand away, and said, "I'm fine, I just wanted to die, and you came here!" While speaking, Xi Chuan picked up the water, and the sleeping pills that he threw in before opening the door had already melted into pieces A little slag remains.

Xue Zihan didn't know what Xi Chuan was going to do, so he rushed over and asked anxiously, "What is this?"

"Poison, I should drink it, but today you said that you are willing to die for me, I don't believe it, if you really love me, drink this cup of poison."

Xue Zihan did not hesitate, and drank a glass of plain water in an instant, with a bitter taste in his mouth, "Xi Chuan, I love you, and I am willing to die for you."

"Well, I believe you!"

When Xue Zihan got excited, he hugged Xichuan in his arms very tightly, as if he wanted to melt Xichuan into his body, Xichuan slowly hugged Xue Zihan, which undoubtedly gave Xue Zihan great confidence, The two of them fell on the bed.

Just hugging like that, without doing anything, "Zihan, I'm sleepy, I want to sleep for a while."

Xue Zihan habitually stretched out his left arm, signaling Xi Chuan to lie on it, "This is yours forever, and you will always be mine. I will never let you escape from me again."

Hearing Xue Zihan's words, Xi Chuan's heart ached like a movie eating, "Why don't you be afraid that it is really a cup of poison, if it is really a cup of poison, you will be dead now, and you will never be able to catch me again."

Xue Zihan looked at Xi Chuan and smiled. He hadn't smiled like this for a long time. Xi Chuan finally returned to his side, "I don't believe my Chuan Chuan will really give me a cup of poison. How could Chuan Chuan be willing to let me die? .”

"Well, I don't want you to die, but there is indeed something in the water."

"I drank it, it's bitter, okay! I'm willing to drink whatever it is, as long as you don't get angry and stay by my side."

Xue Zihan didn't know if he was too excited, or if the exhaustion of several months came up in an instant, and he was so sleepy that he couldn't keep his eyes open, but he still wanted to talk to Xi Chuan more, and forced him to fight Spirit, don't let your eyes close, just looking at Xichuan like this is also happy.

"What happened last time has passed, everything has passed, let the past pass." Xi Chuan looked at Xue Zihan trying to hold back his drowsiness, and felt uncomfortable, not as good as he thought , but as he said, the past will eventually pass.

Xue Zihan suddenly remembered that he hadn't explained clearly to Xi Chuan what happened last time, but this time he still didn't explain clearly, he just said, "What happened last time was not..." and he really fell asleep.

"No matter what happened last time, I don't care anymore, you can sleep in peace. We are destined not to be together, I don't want to continue to make mistakes, this is the choice of fate, thank you, at the last moment I have no ability to put me Catch it." As he spoke, Xi Chuan's tears already flowed down unknowingly, dripping on Xue Zihan's painful cheeks.

"We'll be brothers in the future. Although it's not what I want, it's a fact that neither of us can change. Zihan, sleep well, I'm leaving!"

Xi Chuan didn't dare to stay for another minute, fearing that if he looked at Xue Zihan one more time, he wouldn't have the courage to leave the room.Xi Chuan picked up Xue Zihan's cell phone and deleted "Qingdu" who had changed the new number.

Xi Chuan hurried downstairs, fearing that Xue Zihan would suddenly wake up at some point, but how could Xue Zihan wake up with such a large dose of sleeping pills?Xi Chuan smiled helplessly, looked back, looked at the bedroom in the corner, let it be over from now on.

"Xichuan, you're back, Zihan is here!"

Seeing Yin Hao and Li Liang approaching, Xi Chuan suddenly panicked, feeling his body trembling while holding the stairs, "Xi Chuan, what's wrong with you, where is Zi Han? Zi Han asked us to come and find you." Li Liang leaned in front of Xi Chuan and said.

"Zihan is ill. He fainted suddenly just now. I was going to call someone. Go and see him!"

Seeing Xi Chuan's nervous look, Yin Hao and Li Liang ran downstairs. Xi Chuan also hurried out of the room and sat down in the elevator.

Xue Zihan woke up from the strong shock, and there were two people shaking him in a daze. Xue Zihan touched his side, and his mind, which was still blurred just now, instantly regained consciousness, and asked loudly: "Where is Xi Chuan?" What about Xi Chuan?"

"Xi Chuan said you fainted, he went to call someone!"

"He ran away!"

Xue Zihan's body just got up, fell weakly on the bed, and muttered to himself, "Xi Chuan is gone, gone! Really gone!"

"Zihan, what's wrong with you, Xichuan was still downstairs just now, where can he go?"

Xue Zihan seemed to have received the order, jumped out of bed and rushed out of the bedroom, where there was still Xi Chuan downstairs, it was still as empty as when he came.

"Where is Xi Chuan going, let's find it!" Yin Hao pulled Li Liang to go downstairs.

"Don't look for it, Xichuan wants to hide from us, we can't find him, he is in Shanghai, but I haven't found him in Shanghai for two months."

Xue Zihan turned back to the bedroom, "Go back, I want to be alone for a while."

There was still the temperature that Xi Chuan had stayed in the bedroom. Lying on the bed, Xue Zihan felt Xi Chuan's breath that had not dissipated, and punched the wall hard, wiping blood on his joints, "Xi Chuan, you are so cruel, so cruel. To me. If you want to hide, you'd better hide far away, and hide in a place where I can never find it again! If I find it, I will kill you..."

Xue Zihan never thought about what would happen if he found Xichuan, maybe he really couldn't find him again, but if he really couldn't find him, would he still be able to live?

It would be great if Xi Chuan drank a cup of poison for himself, then he would no longer have to think about these things that are worse than death. It is better to die by Xi Chuan's side than to live alone .

However, he is still alive at last, living for Xichuan, and dying for Xichuan. Xue Zihan, who has never been so humble, slapped himself twice for Xichuan. Xue Zihan didn't understand how much Xichuan hated him, even so, he still unforgivable.

Even though he shouldn't be angry with Xi Chuan that day, but it's been so long, and he should apologize. Could it be that his hard work and condemnation in the past few months can't match the hatred in Xi Chuan's heart?

Love dies, but people are still alive. To live is to find a new love. After the baptism of love and the struggle of loneliness, if you want to forget, you must start again.

Xi Chuan believed in the efficacy of sleeping pills, so he did not leave the city immediately, but returned to the hotel. His mother hadn’t said a word of blessing on the day of her great joy. This time, she should at least tell her, and then leave, so that her mother can always be so happy go down.

The liveliness of the wedding banquet set off Xi Chuan's loneliness alone, and it will be fine if he gets used to it, Xi Chuan dare not think about what kind of life he will face in the future, at least for now he must leave here, leave the place with Xue Zihan's breath.

He could no longer bear Xue Zihan's love, that kind of love made him suffer.

His mother asked Xi Chuan why he came back with a puzzled face. Xi Chuan had forgotten what excuse he was looking for to leave, and said with a smile: "Mom, you went to Sanya after you married Dad, and I don't want to stay here. Something happened to a classmate in Shanghai, so I went to help him."

"Something happened to my classmate, what happened?" Xue Lin asked.

"Dad, it's a small matter. Appendicitis was hospitalized. Their home is far away. They didn't go home to work in Shanghai during the summer vacation. They suffered from acute appendicitis. We are about to start school, so I happened to take care of him." Xi Chuan didn't expect that he would be so slippery when he lied .

"Is it your girlfriend?" Xue Lin said with a smile.

Xi Chuan nodded, then shook his head again, this is just right, let them misunderstand as much as they want, misunderstanding is a good thing, at least Xi Chuan left the city without any scruples.

Xi Chuan did not expect that his father, whom he had just met for a day, would treat him so well. Before leaving, Xi Chuan gave him a bank card. After Xi Chuan refused several times, he still accepted it with his mother's consent.

Before the age of 19, Xi Chuan had never experienced what it was like to be rich, but now Xi Chuan feels it with only a bank card, and can go anywhere without any scruples.

Xichuan bought a ticket to Shanghai with a bank card, and the long list of zeros made Xichuan unable to figure out how much money he had.

Xi Chuan chose Shanghai. Perhaps the most dangerous place is the safest place. Xi Chuan also believed that even if Xue Zihan knew where he was, he would never look for him again.

Not long after Xi Chuan left, Xue Zihan also rushed to the wedding banquet. Maybe he was wrong from the very beginning. Love is not a humble prayer. The wedding banquet is almost over. Xue Zihan heard the bank card in his uncle's mouth and smiled coldly. wait and see.

"Shanghai! I still went to Shanghai!"

The best way to forget someone is to pin your feelings on another person. Xi Chuan knows that he has no feelings for girls, but if he can really forget Xue Zihan completely, Xi Chuan doesn't need to use this method.

Originally, Xi Chuan, who had money, could spend like a young master, but Xi Chuan only used Xue Lin's money to buy a plane ticket. Perhaps it was fate that Xi Chuan went to that gay bar again. After getting to know Xi Chuan, when Xi Chuan explained his purpose of coming, Manager Li warmly welcomed him, and the treatment was still the same as last year.

Xi Chuan started a busy life, working hard and conscientiously as before, but now Xi Chuan will observe those guests who come to seek pleasure and relieve their worries.

Xi Chuan doesn't know what he can do after losing his university diploma. All the futures in the past were related to the university and Xue Zihan, but now they don't exist anymore. Maybe he can use the money in the card to open such a bar in the future With this idea, Xi Chuan also had some fun working.

Suddenly, it has been more than half a month, Xichuan counts the days and lives every day, Xue Zihan should start school now, and he seems to have expectations when he comes to Shanghai.

Xue Zihan drove back to Shanghai after the wedding banquet, shuttled through the streets and alleys of Shanghai, stopped by chance, the bustling night scene, lonely and lonely, the three years of love have gone away.

The arrival of Xiaosheng disturbed Xue Zihan's life