Sentimental charm

, After returning to Shanghai, Xue Zihan drank alcohol for the first time, using alcohol to numb the nerves so that he would not feel pain, and quietly accompanied Xue Zihan, drinking not much.

"Zihan, haven't you found Xichuan yet?"

"Xichuan, why did I look for him!" Xue Zihan yelled.

"Don't hide it from me. You think I came here to drink with you. We have been friends since we were young, but all your friends know about it. You only kept it from me. If my wife hadn't told me, I still don't know."

Xiao Sheng suddenly poured a glass of white wine, "It's not good to be cheated by your best friend!" Xiao Sheng saw that Xue Zihan didn't respond and was silent in his own world, and said with a strange smile: "My lord doesn't remember the mistakes of villains!" , want to know where Xi Chuan is?"

"Where is it?" Xue Zihan sat up violently when he heard Xichuan's news, and whispered, "He is in Shanghai, but since he came to Shanghai, he has never used a bank card again, so I can't find him!" Xue Zihan collapsed on the sofa again.

"What are you going to do with him when you find him"?Looking at Xue Zihan's red eyes in a low voice, he couldn't help but sweat for Xi Chuan.

"Abandoned him!"

"Then I won't help you find it. My daughter-in-law and Xia Wei are cousins. I only found out when I came to Shanghai. Now Yumeng is at her cousin's house."

"I'll ask myself!" Xue Zihan stood up dangling with a bottle of wine, "I don't believe it, she's not afraid of death!"

Quickly stopped Xue Zihan in a low voice, and sighed, "Forget it, if you can ask anything like this, let me help you!"

Xi Chuan met an acquaintance again, and did not avoid it. Xiaofeng looked more handsome than before, but he also had more thoughts, drinking wine glass after glass.

"Brother Xiaofeng, is there anything you're not happy about?" Xi Chuan took another dozen beers and sat opposite Xiaofeng.

Xiaofeng didn't answer Xi Chuan's question, but asked Xi Chuan why he came to work here again. Xi Chuan wanted to find a reason to lie to him, but he didn't know why. Xi Chuan suddenly wanted to find someone to talk about his thoughts. too long.

"I don't go to school anymore, I don't have a place to go, I came out to work, I still think this place is good, so I came here."

"Why don't you go to school? If you have no place to go, you can live at my house. Don't work here. This kind of place is not suitable for you." Xiaofeng drank the wine in his glass and continued: "If you need money, I can help you .”

"It's not because of the money, it's because I don't dare to go to school anymore. Many people in the school know about my liking for boys!"

"Oh, if you don't want to go to school, just go to my house, and don't work here anymore."

Xiaofeng seems to have drunk too much, but keeps repeating that Xichuan is not suitable for working here. Xichuan doesn't know why he is not suitable, everyone here is gay, isn't it the right place for people like him to live?

Xi Chuan finally called Xia Wei. Xiaofeng drank too much and asked Xia Wei to pick up Xiaofeng. When Xi Chuan called, Xia Wei rushed over immediately.

Xia Wei was also extremely happy to see Xichuan again, and took Xichuan home with them.

Seeing Xia Wei's hesitant to speak, Xi Chuan must have known about his affairs, and hurriedly said, "Sister, I don't want to see Xue Zihan again!"

"Well, that sister will listen to you and not tell Zihan about your stay here. But why did you go to work in the bar again? Why didn't you come to see sister?"

He didn't hide anything from Xia Wei Xichuan, and expressed his true thoughts: "I want to forget Xue Zihan and start over."

"Are you trying to find another person you like in a bar?"

"No, it's just that the people here are the same as me, and they won't feel uncomfortable. It would be better if I can meet someone I like, so that I can forget Xue Zihan."

"In the back, if you want to find someone, just look for the person in the back. He is a walking dead just like you, and the two of you are just right together."

Xi Chuan knew that Xia Wei was joking, so he didn't answer. He peeked at Xiaofeng through the rearview mirror, "What's wrong with Xiaofeng? Didn't he be fine a while ago?"

"Who knows, after returning to Beijing, it will be a virtue to come back again."

Xia Wei also looked back at Xiaofeng, and she didn't speak even when she was drunk, "If you want me to say, Xiaofeng is not as good as you, you still know how to run and avoid, what about him? The man over there ran back as soon as something happened, He was the one who tortured himself when he came back, but that man over there didn't know anything."

Listening to Xia Wei's words, Xi Chuan thought about Xue Zihan, who was better between himself and Xiaofeng, after thinking about it, he felt that he was not as good as Xiaofeng, and unrequited love should be better than broken love.

"At least Brother Xiaofeng still has hope. Maybe one day that boy will figure it out. Unlike me, he doesn't give himself hope. He is completely desperate."

"Xichuan, don't say that. My sister will feel sad if you say that. In fact, after a while, you will also want to let go, and Xiaofeng will also want to let go. No matter how decadent people are, they still have to live, don't they?"

"Well, I haven't thought about dying. Even if I don't have university and Zihan, I still have you guys."

"Hmm! That's right. You are better than Xiaofeng if you think so. You see, he only knows how to drink and gets himself drunk every day. He is a coward. He has to make it clear whether he likes someone or not."

"Coward? Who says I'm a coward! I'm not a coward, Xi Chuan, would you like to associate with me?"

"Cut! Don't scare Xi Chuan, he is my younger brother, can I let you bully him?" Xia Wei choked.

"Xi Chuan, you said it yourself, didn't you say it just now? We both have the same disease, let's make do with each other first, and we will separate when we find a good one."

"Xi Chuan, don't listen to his drunken nonsense!"

"Who's talking nonsense! I'm not talking nonsense, Xi Chuan, do you agree or not? This is Xiaofeng's first confession."

"You're a confession, it's clearly abducting a boy from a good family!"

"agree!"

Xi Chuan raised his hands as if surrendering, Xiao Feng moved his head back in a daze, "How about it, I, Xiao Feng, am not a coward, I confessed to Xi Chuan for the first time, and it succeeded, starting from tomorrow Let's just make do with it together."

"Okay! If you two are willing to make do, I'll send Xi Chuan to your home today."

"Xichuan, are you willing?"

"Agreed!" Xi Chuan thought it was a joke, it would be fun to make a scene like this, at least it would distract him from thinking about Xue Zihan.

Xia Wei really sent Xi Chuan to Xiaofeng's house, but it was not for a reason. Xi Chuan was afraid that Xue Zihan would suddenly kill Xia Wei's house and find her, so it would be better to be safe at Xiao Feng's house, and she couldn't help but wonder if she was being self-indulgent.

When Xi Chuan came to Xiaofeng's house for the first time, he suddenly had the feeling of returning to the garden of the mansion. Like Xue Zihan, the design was simple and cold.

After returning home, Xiaofeng's wine was almost exhausted, so he told Xi Chuan to be free, and then he started busy with work.

Xi Chuan is a little envious of the living conditions like Xiaofeng and Xia Wei, but unfortunately all this is already a distant dream for him.

"Hi! What are you thinking, do you regret it?" Xiaofeng looked at Xichuan with a smile, without the drunken and confused look just now.

"Ah! What do you regret?" Xi Chuan thought that Xiaofeng had seen through his thoughts, and suddenly became at a loss.

"I regret agreeing to be with me!" Xiaofeng pursed his lips and stared at Xichuan.

Xi Chuan was dumbfounded, he didn't know if Xiaofeng was joking with him now, or if he took it seriously, he opened his eyes wide and didn't speak for a long time.

"If you don't speak, it's the default. Go! Go to bed with me."

"Sleeping? I'm not sleepy yet!" Xi Chuan whispered.

"Everyone sleeps separately, we make do together, not including sleeping! Look, it scares you!" Xiaofeng went upstairs with a smile. If he hadn't already had a relationship, he might be moved by Xi Chuan's cute and helpless look , and asked Xichuan to hurry up while walking.

Xichuan was arranged by Xiaofeng to the next room. Thinking about what happened that night, Xichuan smiled unconsciously. Xiaofeng was so frightened that night that he didn't even think about Xue Zihan.

Xi Chuan took a shower and climbed onto the bed, prepared the sleeping pills he gave Xue Zihan that day, and slept soundly from this day on.

It's just that the bedroom door was pushed open before Xichuan's water cooled down. Xichuan hurriedly hid the sleeping pills under the quilt, looked at Xiaofeng anxiously and asked, "Brother Xiaofeng, what's the matter?" , It doesn't look like you're going back on your word.

"Xichuan, stay at home honestly. I'm going back to Beijing. I don't know when I'll be back." As he spoke, Xiaofeng hurried out of Xichuan's bedroom. Xichuan hurriedly followed and asked, "Xiaofeng Bro, is something wrong?"

"Yeah! Ding Fei got into a car accident, I have to go back immediately."

"Ding Fei?" This name is very familiar, and Xi Chuan couldn't remember where he heard it, but when he thought about it, Xiaofeng must be thinking about that man.

"Well, Ding Fei!" Xiaofeng was so anxious that he didn't know what to say, and repeated Xi Chuan's words.

Xi Chuan sent Xiao Feng to the garage, Xiao Feng started the car, rolled down the window, and told him: "Xi Chuan, since we have made do with each other, this house will be taken care of by you, listen to Brother Xiao Feng, don't go there again work in a bar."

Xi Chuan nodded, Xiaofeng drove away, Xi Chuan felt a little warm, in fact, many people cared about him, but he avoided Xue Zihan by himself, and by the way, he blocked all the people who cared about him from the door.

Xi Chuan stayed alone at Xiaofeng's house. The refrigerator in the kitchen was full of single-cooked products, which could be eaten as soon as they were heated in the microwave. For nearly a week, Xiaofeng still hadn't come back.

Xichuan stays at home every day, remembering that there are still some unworn clothes left in the bar, which Xue Zihan bought for him before, and Xiaofeng just happened to get them back while Xiaofeng was away.

"Xue Zihan? Why are you here?" Xi Chuan was startled, and turned around to leave. Manager Li at the bar had already seen Xi Chuan, "Hey, Xi Chuan, why didn't your boyfriend come?"

"I'm here to get something!"

Xue Zihan cast a glance at Xi Chuan, and continued to chat enthusiastically with the little boy.Seeing the little boy opposite Xue Zihan, Xi Chuan was stunned, his feet seemed to be stuck with super glue, unable to move.

"Brother Zihan, who is he? What about you?" The little boy looked at Xi Chuan and muttered, "Why is he so shameless, staring at people?"

"Then you call him shameless!" Xue Zihan said to the little boy with a smile.

"Shameless!" The little boy obediently spit at Xi Chuan loudly.

Xi Chuan turned around, intending to fetch something, but unexpectedly ran into Xue Zihan, let alone Xue Zihan had a new friend so soon.

Thinking that he would not feel heartache, Xi Chuan turned his head, greeted Manager Li and went to the bathroom.

Xi Chuan washed his face with cold water, tears mixed with clear water and flowed down his cheeks, he chose to let go, but he didn't let his heart learn to give up, the pale face in the mirror tried to raise the corners of his mouth, giving himself a defeat in reality A terrified smile, a extravagant wry smile, his face became distorted.

"Brother Zihan! Look, it's him, shameless!"

Two faces appeared back and forth in the mirror, Xi Chuan wiped the corners of his eyes, even if he couldn't afford to lose, he couldn't be looked down upon.

"Xiao Peng, how do you know he's not there?" Xue Zihan raised his brows, looking at Xi Chuan who seemed unconscious.

"You can tell at a glance. Staring at you, the eyeballs will fall out. Isn't it shameless?"

"Just now you said what you were doing here, what should he do here watching?" Xue Zihan looked at Xi Chuan in the mirror and said.

"Get out, shameless!" Xiaopeng began to push Xi Chuan, "Get out, you are not welcome here!"

"Forget it, he can watch it if he wants, maybe he likes to watch others do it, maybe he also wants to play with brother."

Xue Zihan pulled Xiaopeng into his arms, bowed his head and was about to kiss, "Get out!" Xi Chuan cursed loudly.

"Is this your home?" Xiaopeng is not tall, but no one noticed that he would have such a temper. He kicked Xichuan's calf. Xue Zihan, who was close at hand, wanted to pull him, but he didn't.

Xi Chuan supported the washstand and did not fall to the ground, "Bah! Why is this person so shameless, he still doesn't leave."

"Then beat him away!" Xue Zihan instructed Xiaopeng.

Xi Chuan didn't have the face to stay any longer, seeing that when Xue Zihan was about to kiss Xiaopeng just now, Xichuan was already suffocated, he was kicked by Xiaopeng before he became conscious, and walked around Xue Zihan unsteadily.

The mop passed by Xi Chuan's ear and hit Xue Zihan's arm that was blocking him. Xi Chuan wiped off the blood on his lower left shell that was cut by the wire on the mop, leaving the dirt on his face, and hurried out of the bathroom and out of the bar.

The mop hit Xue Zihan's arm, and Xiaopeng was startled when he hit him, "Brother Zihan, is he alright?"

"Who told you to hit him!" Xue Zihan asked sharply, his face was cold and terrifying, like a ghost from hell.

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