Sentimental charm
Chapter 52 Old photos
Xue Zihan didn't stay in the dormitory for half an hour, and then returned to Xichuan's dormitory, but Wang Ziliang was the only one in the dormitory, sitting on the stool with a sad face and staring at the computer screen in a daze.
"Where's Xi Chuan?" Xue Zihan asked.
Wang Ziliang didn't know what he was thinking. He always felt that something happened to Xi Chuan. Since Xue Zihan was the chairman of the student union, he should be able to help Xi Chuan and violated Xi Chuan's explanation.
"I went to the academy. When I came back just now, the leader of the academy came looking for him. It seems that something happened."
Before Wang Ziliang finished speaking, Xue Zihan pushed the door and went out, hurriedly went to the School of Economics and Management to find Xichuan, and before he had gone far, he bumped into Xichuan who was coming towards him.
"What did the academy say?" Xue Zihan asked, seeing Xichuan's gloomy look, something must have happened.
"I didn't say anything." Xi Chuan raised the corner of his mouth with great effort, and squeezed out a stiff smile, trying to make himself look normal.
"Don't lie to me." Did Xi Chuan hide his emotions, everything in his heart was written on his face.
"It's really nothing." Xi Chuan didn't want Xue Zihan to be sad with him, and he was even more afraid that Xue Zihan would cause more trouble after hearing it.
"If you don't tell me, I'll go to the college to ask." After Xue Zihan finished speaking, he crossed Xichuan and was about to go to the Economics and Management Building.This trick really worked, Xi Chuan grabbed Xue Zihan's arm and said, "Don't go, I'll tell you, but you can't get angry."
"Why should I be angry? You didn't do anything to be sorry for me."
"Fighting and fighting, warning punishment, revocation of all positions in the student union and class, no rewards during school, good performance in three semesters, warning punishment will be revoked after graduation." The words of the college leaders are still in my ears.
What Xi Chuan said was simple, but Xi Chuan's sadness was not as easy as he said. The achievements he had finally exchanged for hard work were all in vain for a while, and if he wanted to work harder in the future, he had no direction and no goal.
Xue Zihan became anxious when he heard that, "Why don't you tell the truth and justify yourself."
"I don't want you to be implicated." Xi Chuan said, and walked towards the dormitory, avoiding Xue Zihan, but Xue Zihan grabbed him, "Let's go to the academy to clarify."
"Zihan, stop making trouble, I don't care, really, it's okay!"
"If it's really okay, if you really don't care, you won't be what you are now."
"If something happens to you, I will be more sad than now!" Xi Chuan pushed Xue Zihan's hand away.
Xue Zihan didn't push anymore, he was stunned for a while, and immediately chased after him, "Xi Chuan, let's go home."
Xi Chuan didn't object, and they walked silently with Xue Zihan. They walked back to the mansion garden where they hadn't been back for two or three days.Xi Chuan really didn't want his mood to affect Xue Zihan, in fact, there was nothing wrong with it, not to mention that this was the result that Xi Chuan had already expected.
Xi Chuan got up and went to the kitchen to work with Xue Zihan. Xue Zihan didn't know how to cook except a few simple dishes, but Xi Chuan still felt a lot better when he saw Xue Zihan was busy for him. One of the heavy stones lightened slightly.
Xue Zihan was not reconciled to the college's punishment of Xi Chuan, but seeing Xi Chuan's appearance just now, if Xi Chuan was forced to go to the college to explain clearly, he might be annoyed, Xue Zihan planned to wait for Xi Chuan to feel better before talking about this matter thing.
Xi Chuan felt sad, Xue Zihan naturally couldn't be happy, and Xue Zihan couldn't help being annoyed when he thought that the academy would punish Xi Chuan without asking indiscriminately.
"Xi Chuan, I'm fine, can I go to the academy with you and clarify the matter?" Seeing that Xi Chuan seemed to be in a better mood, Xue Zihan couldn't help bringing up the matter again.
Xi Chuan was taken aback, lowered his head and ignored Xue Zihan, and ate the white rice in the bowl. Seeing this, Xue Zihan hurriedly said: "Chuan Chuan, just listen to me this time, your university grades are all earned by yourself, I don't care Same, I was punished, the big deal is to return the things that shouldn't belong to me."
"But if you are punished, will your father let you continue to study here?" Xi Chuan lowered his head and asked back.
Xue Zihan only thought about Xichuan, but he didn't expect that if he was really punished, he might really be sent abroad, but Xue Zihan was not reconciled to letting Xichuan himself be punished.
"Even if you are responsible for the fight and the cause is not your fault, you can explain the cause and effect to them clearly, and there may not be such a heavy punishment."
Xi Chuan had already thought about the reason Xue Zihan said, Liu Gang insulted him first, and then fought with Liu Gang.Xi Chuan also knew that Xue Zihan was for himself, but he didn't know why when he thought of Liu Gang, Xi Chuan couldn't help feeling a nameless anger. If Xue Zihan hadn't been too impulsive that day and didn't listen to him, the situation like today would not have happened at all.
"What's the cause and effect? Did I fight back because I said I was gay and was insulted by Liu Gang?" Xi Chuan asked Xue Zihan excitedly in a bad tone.
When Xi Chuan was excited and angry, Xue Zihan's anger was inevitably brought up. He was in a bad mood and wanted to find an outlet to vent his anger. However, neither of them is suitable for venting his anger today. However, Xue Zihan still suppressed the upcoming Out of anger, he said, "Xi Chuan, I'm doing it for your own good."
"For my own good, for my own good, you shouldn't be so impulsive, want me to go to my college and say, I'm gay, have sex with men, and be ashamed?" Xi Chuan imitated the insulting words from Liu Gang's wife.
The harsh words scolded by Liu Gang's wife this morning, and the strange eyes that his classmates looked at him, for Xichuan, it would be better to be punished directly.
"Xi Chuan, don't make your words so harsh. You are gay, am I not? Are you scolding me or yourself." Xue Zihan felt uncomfortable after hearing Xi Chuan's words, and his voice couldn't help but grow louder Some.
Xi Chuan was in a bad mood, and didn't have time to care about Xue Zihan's thoughts, so he said angrily, "I'm scolding myself, you don't have to take everything on yourself."
"Don't be ignorant. I told you to go to the academy to help you. Don't get angry with me here. Don't think that you are the only one who has been wronged." Xue Zihan threw the chopsticks in his hand onto the dining table.
As soon as Xue Zihan threw something, Xi Chuan felt even more wronged when the young master got angry. It was clear that he was the one who suffered, and Xue Zihan got angry first.
Immediately afterwards, he stood up and yelled at Xue Zihan: "I have wronged your eldest young master, if you think you have been wronged, go abroad, and you won't be wronged when you go abroad!"
As soon as Xue Zihan heard "going abroad", Xue Zihan's anger rushed to the highest point. Xi Chuan actually didn't care about his going abroad so much. With a "boom", he kicked over the chair and overturned the meal that the two of them had been busy with for two hours.
"Song Xichuan, don't think that I really dare not go abroad. Even if I go abroad, I want to let all the students in the school know that you are gay. Are you afraid of your mother? I just let others know that you were raped by me, Xue Zihan. Let's see which man dares to go abroad." want you!"
Xue Zihan slammed the door out of the mansion garden, Xi Chuan sat on the chair in a daze, did not respond for a long time, looked at the mess on the ground, the chair kicked over by Xue Zihan, the overturned dining table, the untouched sweet and sour pork ribs .
Xi Chuan didn't change his posture again, and sat for an afternoon. From the excitement of the meeting this morning to the final quarrel, if he had to find out the result, it might be because the two people have different personalities and different values. Xichuan knew that he was not as unscrupulous as Xue Zihan.
Maybe it was clear from the beginning, but no one cared about it, and only realized when the conflict really happened.
Xi Chuan complained in his heart about Xue Zihan's young master's temper. If he hadn't injured Liu Gang impulsively, it wouldn't be the result like today. In the end, the responsibility fell on himself, and he didn't do anything wrong.
But as time went on, Xi Chuan didn't think so anymore. Everything Xue Zihan did was because of him, so how could he blame him?Xi Chuan began to blame himself again.
Xue Zihan didn't come back all afternoon, Xi Chuan thought that if Xue Zihan came back, he would apologize to him first, and at night, there was still no trace of Xue Zihan.
Xi Chuan felt that he was too weak and cheap, why should he apologize to him, all this was caused by him.Why is it me who shows weakness every time.
The two kinds of torture were repeatedly entangled. When Xi Chuan finally decided to apologize to Xue Zihan, it was already midnight. Xi Chuan called Xue Zihan's cell phone, but no one answered it.Thinking about whether something would happen to Xue Zihan, Xi Chuan couldn't help becoming anxious, but it was already twelve o'clock, where could Xue Zihan go.
Xi Chuan couldn't help turning on the computer, thinking that Xue Zihan might be surfing the Internet, but Xue Zihan's profile picture was lit up as expected, Xi Chuan was overjoyed, and immediately sent a smiling expression.
Xue Zihan didn't respond, Xi Chuan typed out a line: Man, I was wrong, I shouldn't have quarreled with you.
Xi Chuan thought that he might not be sincere enough, and typed another line anxiously: Forgive me, Chuan Chuan who loves you, man, I was wrong, I apologize to you, please come back.
Xi Chuan felt that his apology was sincere enough, and even though only Xue Zihan could see those words, Xi Chuan himself felt flushed.
Xi Chuan was clear about Xue Zihan's temper. After he said this, Xue Zihan would recover immediately, and he was looking forward to Xue Zihan's unscrupulous words, which would prove that Xue Zihan had calmed down.
But Xi Chuan waited for a long time and Xue Zihan didn't reply. Xi Chuan thought it was because he didn't send out what he said just now, so he copied it again.
"Zihan, I miss you. Come back quickly. If you don't come back, give me a call. Let me know that you are all right."
After several times in a row, there was still no response. Xi Chuan had been alone for more than one o'clock, and Xue Zihan still did not respond.
Xi Chuan thought about trying again for the last time. If Xue Zihan didn't respond again, since Xue Zihan was able to surf the Internet, it meant he was fine and he should go to bed. I promise you anything you want, man!
"Give me the password of the school forum account."
Xi Chuan didn't realize what was going on for a while, and didn't respond for an hour, why did he suddenly say this, and made several question marks.
"Didn't you say that you promise me whatever I want? You won't even give me the password of the forum account."
Xi Chuan felt it was weird, but maybe it was Xue Zihan playing tricks again, so he sent the password to Xue Zihan in bewilderment.
"What about the account number?"
Xi Chuan remembered that Xue Zihan knew about the account, and he named it after him as an "unscrupulous man". Xi Chuan thought about it and sent the account as well.
Just about to ask something more, Xue Zihan was already offline, Xi Chuan was not angry at this time, but worried about Xue Zihan, and called Xue Zihan again, but no one answered.
Xi Chuan was feeling uneasy when his cell phone rang. Xi Chuan opened it and saw that it was a text message from Xue Zihan, "I'm going to bed! You should go to sleep too!"
When Xue Zihan said this, he was not angry anymore. Since Xue Zihan was not angry, Xi Chuan was even less angry. He took a shower and went to sleep without thinking too much.
There will be classes tomorrow, and the warning will only be revoked if you perform well in three semesters, Xi Chuan closed his eyes and told himself with a smile before falling asleep.
Last night I was mentally tortured until more than two o'clock in the morning, and it was already more than eight o'clock when I woke up in the morning. It was too late to go to class, so Xi Chuan was in no hurry, thinking that maybe Xue Zihan would come back in a while, so it would be better for the morning class I won't go on it.
After washing up, Xi Chuan planned to cook some Xue Zihan's favorite dishes, but just as the ingredients were ready, the cell phone in the bedroom rang. Xi Chuan thought it was Xue Zihan, and was delighted. He picked up the phone and heard that it was Liu Dong.
"Xi Chuan, where are you? Come back quickly!" Liu Dong called urgently on the phone.
Xi Chuan thought it was because he was called in class, so he didn't care, and said, "Let's call the roll, it's not bad this time!"
Liu Dong was in a hurry, "Xi Chuan, come back quickly, it's not about this matter, I can't tell you!"
"What happened to Zihan?" Xi Chuan asked anxiously.
Liu Dong was really in a hurry, and said sharply, "Xi Chuan, come back quickly. You'll know what's going on in the dormitory."
Liu Dong seldom spoke in such a tone, and Xi Chuan knew that something serious must have happened when he heard it, and he didn't have time to pack up the freshly cut vegetables, so he hurriedly changed into a change of clothes and went back to school.
As soon as Xichuan opened the door, Liu Dong and the others were all there, with serious expressions. Liu Dong stepped forward and pulled Xichuan to the side of the computer. Xichuan didn't know what was going on, and gave Wang Ziliang a blank look.
Wang Ziliang looked away, and before Xi Chuan had time to think about it, he was shocked by the screen on the computer.
Why is there a photo of him and Xue Zihan in Liu Dong's computer? In the photo, they still look like they were in high school. Maybe the intimate behavior of the two is nothing to ordinary people, but for Xi Chuan who is in it, it only feels dazzling .
What puzzled Xichuan even more was Xue Zihan in the photo. Although Xichuan could tell that the person was Xue Zihan at a glance, Xue Zihan's upper body was blurred in the photo, especially the parts above the neck.
"Where did you get it?" Xi Chuan suppressed the shock in his heart, and looked at Liu Dong pretending to be calm.
"We didn't get it, you posted it yourself, the account of the school forum, the unruly man, is it you?" Liu Dong didn't seem to be asking, but was just stating a fact to Xi Chuan.
An article by an undeserved man: an undeserved man and his man, the article is written in a very real and delicate way, like a memoir, with pictures under the text.
Xi Chuan's face turned ashen for a moment, and he stared blankly at everything about him and Xue Zihan from their acquaintance to the present on the computer. With such a detailed record, it was either him or Xue Zihan.
"Xue Zihan! You really put your heart into it." Xi Chuan sneered in his heart, and his face was ashen.
What happened last night replayed over and over again in Xi Chuan's mind. Perhaps this is Xue Zihan's character, a domineering young master who never cared about other people's feelings and could do whatever he wanted.
"Xi Chuan! Don't read it, think about how to explain it. Now everyone in the school knows about it. Your article has been reposted in many places. Today, many people came to our class to admire you, okay? Because you didn't come to class." Liu Dong was anxious but not angry.
"It's all like this, there is nothing to explain."
Xi Chuan didn't expect Xue Zihan to be so crazy and couldn't bear Xue Zihan's love.Maybe Xue Zihan really doesn't care about homosexuality, but he Xi Chuan does. He is worried, shy, afraid of others' guidance, afraid of others' encouragement, and even more afraid of being surrounded by others as a different kind.
Xi Chuan glanced at the three people except Liu Dong, Xue Zihan did it, even friends as close as Wang Ziliang, looked at him with eyes that Xi Chuan could not guess, the three of them stood by the window sill Stay far away from him, as if avoiding the plague.
Xi Chuan was even thinking, if he told them now that he and Xue Zihan did it in front of the window yesterday, would they jump off the building in disgust.Xi Chuan smiled wryly, turned around and was about to go out. The world is so big, where would he hide, a disliked alien?
"Xi Chuan, where are you going? Don't go out, many people outside are watching your commotion." Liu Dong put it a little nicer, only saying that he was watching the commotion, not that everyone shouting and beating rats crossing the street.
Xi Chuan didn't seem to hear Liu Dong's words, turned around and opened the door of the dormitory, Liu Dong grabbed Xi Chuan, "Don't go out!"
"Liu Dong, let me go, don't let me implicate you!" Xi Chuan said with a helpless wry smile.
"Grass, even if you are really gay, you are still my good brother Liu Dong!" Liu Dong glared at the other three people in the dormitory, and followed Xi Chuan out of the dormitory.
Xi Chuan was moved by Liu Dong's words, but in order not to affect Liu Dong's normal life, Xi Chuan pushed Liu Dong's hand away from his arm, and left the dormitory alone. Everyone looked at him with strange eyes, Xi Chuan didn't dare to look at anyone, and walked outside the school gate with his head down in a daze.
"Xichuan, wait for me!"
Liu Dong still chased him out, "Xi Chuan, where are you going?"
"I don't know, it seems that nowhere is suitable for me to go, I'm homesick."
"Xi Chuan, you can't do this. The pictures on the Internet may not be believed by everyone to be true. You can say that someone else married you to frame you. Otherwise, I will introduce you to a girlfriend now, and you will be fine."
Xi Chuan glanced at Liu Dong, bowed his head and said, "Liu Dong, I'm really gay, you should go back soon."
"Fart! What are you talking about, even if you are gay, so what, you still have a crush on me, don't think I don't know who the other person is."
Xi Chuan was silent, and walked far away along the street. Perhaps the farther away from the school, Xi Chuan felt that his dazzling eyes were less. Liu Dong followed Xi Chuan all the time, afraid that Xi Chuan would not be able to think about it alone.
"Liu Dong, I want to drink, can you accompany me?" Xi Chuan said suddenly.
"Yes, there's nothing you can't, I will always be your good brother." Liu Dong said vowedly.
Xichuan thought of a place, and now Xichuan finally realized why so many people like to go there, because there will not accept strange scrutiny, and the body and mind are free.
Xi Chuan drank one cup after another, as if deliberately trying to get himself drunk. Liu Dong drank a few cups with Xi Chuan at first, but then drank only watching Xi Chuan alone.Liu Dong didn't persuade Xi Chuan, thinking that everything would be fine after he sobered up, Liu Dong asked Xi Chuan, "Why didn't you tell my cousin about this?"
"Cousin, he is not my cousin, he is lying to you!" Xi Chuan drank too much wine, and gave a weird smile, not wanting to think about that person again, "Liu Dong, drink with me, don't mention cousin again, it's disgusting .”
Xi Chuan had never been so drunk before, even in the ninth middle school, he could vaguely remember some things, but this time Xi Chuan didn't remember anything, not even the bar where he left.
Xue Zihan was hungover all night, and it was already afternoon when he woke up. He felt bored after arguing with Xi Chuan yesterday, so he asked Ji Feng to drink with him.
In the end, both of them were drunk, and went to sleep when they returned to the dormitory, Xue Zihan lay down on the bed and fell asleep, vaguely remembering that Xi Chuan seemed to call him last night, he couldn't help laughing secretly, Xi Chuan still cared about himself.
Picking up the phone, he saw that there were two missed calls and one sent message. Just as Xue Zihan was about to call Xichuan, his roommate who was playing with the computer yelled: "Song Xichuan, Xue Zihan, your cousin! "
Xue Zihan thought it was Xi Chuan who came, so he glanced at the door of the dormitory, jumped out of bed, glanced sideways at the computer, and called out in surprise, "Xi Chuan."
Xue Zihan was stunned for a moment, but then he reacted, "Does Xichuan know about this?"
"Everyone in the school knows, but he still doesn't know." The brother playing computer looked at each photo with interest, and suddenly turned his head to look at Xue Zihan.
"Zihan, why do I look at this person so much like you?" The brother playing computer said, pointing to the blurry person above the neck.
"Grass! That's me!"
Xue Zihan didn't even have time to wash up, and rushed out of the dormitory wearing slippers and shorts.
Xue Zihan is too regretful now, he quarreled with Xichuan yesterday and drank so much wine, thinking of the last sentence he left yesterday, Xichuan may be so sad now.
Xue Zihan couldn't understand Xichuan's temper. If Xichuan found out, he would probably commit suicide by jumping off a building.
Xue Zihan took a taxi directly and went back to his home in the garden of the mansion.
Everything was fine at home, Xue Zihan glanced at the kitchen, there were vegetables Xichuan had chopped, guessing that he didn't know about it, and wanted to call Xichuan to test it out, when the bell rang in the bedroom.
"It should be that he didn't go very far, or why didn't he even bring his phone with him." Xue Zihan comforted himself, but his heart was already beating wildly.
Xue Zihan wanted to wait for Xichuan in the garden of the mansion, but he couldn't wait any longer. He washed his face, changed his clothes and returned to school. It was already night.
Xue Zihan pushed open the door of the dormitory, took a look, Xichuan was not there, and looking at Wang Ziliang and the others, he should know about it, "Where's Xichuan?"
The three of them glanced at each other, and finally Wang Ziliang said, "I came back once in the morning, and left after a while!"
Xue Zihan slammed the door of the dormitory and went out, the facts were already in front of him, Xue Zihan was not allowed to deceive himself any more, and even had a little illusion that Xichuan didn't know about it.
Xue Zihan punched the wall of the dormitory resentfully, and then searched for Xichuan on the campus and on the street without a trace.
The phone has been called countless times, except for no one answering, there is still no one answering, and the mobile phone is safely placed in the empty bedroom.
Xue Zihan asked all the friends who had something to do with Xi Chuan, and he almost called Xi Chuan's mother.Tired from walking, Xue Zihan stopped a taxi, the driver asked Xue Zihan where he was going, Xue Zihan said whatever, as long as it was somewhere with people.
The driver accompanied Xue Zihan around the city until more than two o'clock in the morning, and finally put Xue Zihan at the starting point. If there were no people, the driver should go home and rest.
In the blink of an eye, it has been more than half a month. For half a month, Xue Zihan has been inquiring about Xi Chuan's news all the time. He has never had a serious meal, and he seems to be crazy. Call and ask Xichuan if he has gone to them.
Xue Zihan met Xi Chuan's mother twice in half a month, thinking of various reasons, just to ask if Xi Chuan had returned home, Xi Chuan's mother said that Xi Chuan hadn't had a baby for half a month. Called, and prepared Xue Zihan's favorite meal, but Xue Zihan picked up the chopsticks with a smile, and couldn't eat a bite.
Xue Zihan did not dare to tell Xichuan's mother the news that Xichuan had been missing for more than half a month. Xue Zihan had to go to the college every week to give Xichuan a leave note, and under the cover of Liu Dong and Wang Ziliang, the school skipped classes for Xichuan. know nothing about.
Xue Zihan almost beat Liu Dong to death who had seen Xi Chuan for the last time, but Liu Dong still couldn't get a word out of his mouth. Liu Dong only told Xue Zihan that he and Xi Chuan were both drunk. It's gone, Liu Dong doesn't hold grudges, and still helps Xue Zihan cover Xi Chuan's skipping class every day.
Liu Dong didn't know if he was doing the right thing, but compared to Xue Zihan, Xi Chuan was his best brother, from the moment Xi Chuan snatched a cigarette he was playing with from his mouth and told him that smoking was bad , Liu Dong regards Xi Chuan as his best brother, even if this brother likes men, he is still Liu Dong's best brother in his life.
Sometimes Liu Dong would want to tell Xue Zihan what Xichuan said that night when he was drunk, but seeing Xue Zihan's distraught appearance every day, even if Xue Zihan beat him, he couldn't say it.
In this way, Xue Zihan will have the hope of continuing to look for him, and will continue to help him cheat for Xi Chuan, so that he will not have nothing when Xi Chuan comes back, but Liu Dong doesn't know when Xi Chuan will come back, maybe never .
Xi Chuan said that he no longer loves Xue Zihan, but fell in love with someone who is not worthy of his love, because this person's own life was ruined in this way. Xi Chuan said a lot of contradictory things that night. If Dong seems to understand but doesn't understand, one thing Liu Dong knows is that Xi Chuan doesn't want to see Xue Zihan again.
When Liu Dong fell asleep, Xi Chuan quietly left the hotel room. Liu Dong seemed to know when Xi Chuan left, but he seemed to be in a nightmare. He wanted to call Xi Chuan to stop him, but he couldn't wake up. Finally, when he really woke up, the drunk and unconscious Xi Chuan had already left, leaving him alone in the hotel.
Liu Dong and Xue Zihan had the same expectation, hoping that Xichuan would come back in time for the final exam, but Liu Dong had no other news except for a QQ message from Xichuan.
Liu Dong showed Xue Zihan the QQ text message, and Xi Chuan seemed to know that Liu Dong would read it to Xue Zihan, as if he wrote it specially for Xue Zihan.
"I hope my mother, for the sake of our being together, please don't bother me any more. Maybe we will meet again in this life. I hope we won't be enemies by then."
Xue Zihan endured, endured the tears that were about to shed, got up and left Liu Dong's dormitory, and returned to the garden of the mansion where they used to live together. The roses had already withered, and the luxurious blues were still blooming with its luxury. Two extremes The exchange of tunes reflects the relationship between the two.
Xue Zihan has never touched these two things since Xi Chuan left, and let the roses wither, even if the withering still exists.
Xue Zihan comforted himself with the green vegetables that Xi Chuan chopped up at the end. Xi Chuan loved him, maybe he still loves him.
Maybe the existence of these can still witness the fact that they once loved each other, but now that Yiren is gone, Xue Zihan can only rely on these things that he never cared about before to give his heart a little comfort.
Xue Zihan turned on the computer that he hadn't touched for a long time. There were too many memories of him and Xi Chuan. He didn't want to touch it when he and Xi Chuan played games all night. .
Xue Zihan moved today because he wanted to know if Xichuan was still in this city, Xichuan's password hadn't been changed, it was their birthday, Xichuan, who loved him so much, left ruthlessly.
Xue Zihan even hated Xichuan's cruelty. Even if his classmates knew about his homosexuality, he shouldn't just leave him without saying goodbye. Could it be that in Xichuan's heart, Xue Zihan really couldn't resist those worldly gazes? ?
Xichuan is still in this city, and the last login location told Xue Zihan that Xichuan is still in Shanghai, but Xue Zihan has searched almost every place he can think of, and there is still no trace of Xichuan.
Memories are painful, but only those who have them can live. Happiness is gone. As long as happiness has existed, there is always a heart that has not completely died.
Xue Zihan opened Xichuan's chat records, those chat records that had witnessed their sweet past, but the eye-catching records made Xue Zihan almost smash the computer.
Xue Zihan finally understood what an asshole he was, because of the quarrel, Xi Chuan was still thinking about himself after being drunk all night, and Xue Zihan slapped himself twice for those words of apology, "Asshole, you are such an asshole."
But there are some things that Xue Zihan no longer remembers, Xue Zihan has no memory, he had logged into QQ that night.
Xue Zihan woke up suddenly, and suddenly knew why Xichuan left without saying goodbye, why he had the heart to leave him alone, Xichuan left with hatred for him.
But who heard Xi Chuan's sweet words and apology?Who logged into his account that night, defrauded Xichuan of his own apology, his only man, defrauded Xichuan's school forum account, and created this heart-wrenching incident for the two of them.
Ever since the moment Xue Zihan was sure that Xichuan had disappeared, Xue Zihan had never thought about anything else in his mind. He had never thought about those sweet moments between him and Xichuan, who would take photos with his heart, how Will use Xi Chuan's own account to post on the Internet.
It turned out that everything was a conspiracy, a conspiracy aimed only at the two of them, and the person who made the conspiracy had achieved his goal. Xichuan left school, who would hate Xichuan so much?Hate them together?
Xue Zihan didn't give himself time to calm down, so he called and called the three brothers in his dormitory and the four brothers in Xichuan's dormitory to "Qinxiangyuan".
Xue Zihan prepared a table of wine, seven people arrived one after another, and when everyone was present, Xue Zihan spoke coldly.
"Whoever of you lied to me today will end up like this!"
Xue Zihan picked up a bottle of beer and smashed it on the table. The beer flowed on the table and the floor, and glass shards splashed all over the table.
The seven people in the box were relatively speechless, look at me, I think you don't know what happened, which caused Xue Zihan to be so angry.
Liu Dong was the first to speak, "Cousin, just say what you have to say, and I will tell you as much as I know."
Liu Dong was timid in his heart, Xue Zihan asked about Xi Chuan's whereabouts for a while, Liu Dong had to die today.
Xue Zihan glanced at the four people in Xichuan's dormitory who were sitting with Liu Dong, without any expression, even the usual arrogance was gone, his eyes were like murderous ghosts, and he asked coldly: "Who do you four know about Xichuan? forum account and password."
"I know Xichuan's forum account, but I don't know the password." Liu Dong replied, and the other three said the same.
"Which of you three knows my QQ password?" Xue Zihan didn't look any better when he treated his brother who lived in the same dormitory.
"I don't know!" The three said in unison.
Xue Zihan yelled: "Who has touched my computer?"
With Xue Zihan's sound, Ji Feng was so frightened that he almost pushed down the wine bottle in front of him, and quickly stood up, "Zihan, what's wrong with you? I touched your computer, you know it."
"Who else?" Xue Zihan ignored Ji Feng and continued to ask the other two.
The two shook their heads, and suddenly one stood up, "Zihan, what's wrong with your computer? Monsoon has moved, he played every day and you didn't say anything. What's the matter today, if you have anything to do, talk to brother They said, if we brothers don’t know, you can ask your fiancée, Ji Feng is not the only one who has touched your computer, your fiancée has also touched it.”
Xue Zihan stared, his temples twitched twice, his red eyes stared at the brother who spoke, "Guan Lu!"
"Yes, she came to our dormitory and said she was your girlfriend, and she was the daughter-in-law hand-picked by your mother. She wants to play with your computer. What's our opinion? What's wrong?"
"It's okay, today I deliberately tried to test the strength of brotherhood. I prepared a paper for an elective course and demonstrated it first. Now you can order whatever you want, and it will be charged to my account."
"Damn it! Zihan, you scared me to death. I won't play with your computer anymore. You almost scared me so much that I peed my pants." Ji Feng teased while looking at the menu.
"My buddies, I'm sorry. Ji Feng, I'll give you the computer. I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first!"
Those who didn't know only thought that Xue Zihan had gone crazy temporarily, and he couldn't find his cousin for so many days.
After Xue Zihan left, a group of people started talking about it. Liu Dong thought deeply, knowing that Xue Zihan's move must be for Xi Chuan, but Liu Dong couldn't figure out whether Xi Chuan would come back after seeing this scene.
It was already midnight when Xi Chuan woke up, he didn't know where he was in a daze, and when he looked up and saw Liu Dong lying beside the bed, Xi Chuan remembered what had happened.
Xi Chuan had long forgotten how he came to the hotel, but one thing Xi Chuan was sure of was that he had to leave, and the school had no face to go back. As for Xue Zihan, Xi Chuan didn't want him to think too much, maybe Xue Zihan would think he was doing the right thing, but This hurt him deeply, since he is a person who doesn't understand him at all, why bother to be together.
Xi Chuan remembered the words he apologized to Xue Zihan last night, as if he was being mean, and couldn't help but smile twice.
Xi Chuan's slight movement woke up Liu Dong who was not sleeping soundly.
"Xichuan, you're drunk and don't want to go back, so I brought you here." Liu Dong rubbed his sleepy eyes and said.
"Thank you."
"Hey, don't see each other with me, we are good brothers, and I will always be on your side." Liu Dong got up and poured a cup of tea for Xi Chuan, "Drink some water, sober up, You got so drunk you drank from noon till night and thought you'd have to sleep till this time tomorrow."
"Liu Dong, I don't want to go back to school." Xi Chuan said after taking the tea from Liu Dong.
"Why? Where can you go if you don't go back to school? If you don't want to go back to school now, you can stay with your cousin
"Where's Xi Chuan?" Xue Zihan asked.
Wang Ziliang didn't know what he was thinking. He always felt that something happened to Xi Chuan. Since Xue Zihan was the chairman of the student union, he should be able to help Xi Chuan and violated Xi Chuan's explanation.
"I went to the academy. When I came back just now, the leader of the academy came looking for him. It seems that something happened."
Before Wang Ziliang finished speaking, Xue Zihan pushed the door and went out, hurriedly went to the School of Economics and Management to find Xichuan, and before he had gone far, he bumped into Xichuan who was coming towards him.
"What did the academy say?" Xue Zihan asked, seeing Xichuan's gloomy look, something must have happened.
"I didn't say anything." Xi Chuan raised the corner of his mouth with great effort, and squeezed out a stiff smile, trying to make himself look normal.
"Don't lie to me." Did Xi Chuan hide his emotions, everything in his heart was written on his face.
"It's really nothing." Xi Chuan didn't want Xue Zihan to be sad with him, and he was even more afraid that Xue Zihan would cause more trouble after hearing it.
"If you don't tell me, I'll go to the college to ask." After Xue Zihan finished speaking, he crossed Xichuan and was about to go to the Economics and Management Building.This trick really worked, Xi Chuan grabbed Xue Zihan's arm and said, "Don't go, I'll tell you, but you can't get angry."
"Why should I be angry? You didn't do anything to be sorry for me."
"Fighting and fighting, warning punishment, revocation of all positions in the student union and class, no rewards during school, good performance in three semesters, warning punishment will be revoked after graduation." The words of the college leaders are still in my ears.
What Xi Chuan said was simple, but Xi Chuan's sadness was not as easy as he said. The achievements he had finally exchanged for hard work were all in vain for a while, and if he wanted to work harder in the future, he had no direction and no goal.
Xue Zihan became anxious when he heard that, "Why don't you tell the truth and justify yourself."
"I don't want you to be implicated." Xi Chuan said, and walked towards the dormitory, avoiding Xue Zihan, but Xue Zihan grabbed him, "Let's go to the academy to clarify."
"Zihan, stop making trouble, I don't care, really, it's okay!"
"If it's really okay, if you really don't care, you won't be what you are now."
"If something happens to you, I will be more sad than now!" Xi Chuan pushed Xue Zihan's hand away.
Xue Zihan didn't push anymore, he was stunned for a while, and immediately chased after him, "Xi Chuan, let's go home."
Xi Chuan didn't object, and they walked silently with Xue Zihan. They walked back to the mansion garden where they hadn't been back for two or three days.Xi Chuan really didn't want his mood to affect Xue Zihan, in fact, there was nothing wrong with it, not to mention that this was the result that Xi Chuan had already expected.
Xi Chuan got up and went to the kitchen to work with Xue Zihan. Xue Zihan didn't know how to cook except a few simple dishes, but Xi Chuan still felt a lot better when he saw Xue Zihan was busy for him. One of the heavy stones lightened slightly.
Xue Zihan was not reconciled to the college's punishment of Xi Chuan, but seeing Xi Chuan's appearance just now, if Xi Chuan was forced to go to the college to explain clearly, he might be annoyed, Xue Zihan planned to wait for Xi Chuan to feel better before talking about this matter thing.
Xi Chuan felt sad, Xue Zihan naturally couldn't be happy, and Xue Zihan couldn't help being annoyed when he thought that the academy would punish Xi Chuan without asking indiscriminately.
"Xi Chuan, I'm fine, can I go to the academy with you and clarify the matter?" Seeing that Xi Chuan seemed to be in a better mood, Xue Zihan couldn't help bringing up the matter again.
Xi Chuan was taken aback, lowered his head and ignored Xue Zihan, and ate the white rice in the bowl. Seeing this, Xue Zihan hurriedly said: "Chuan Chuan, just listen to me this time, your university grades are all earned by yourself, I don't care Same, I was punished, the big deal is to return the things that shouldn't belong to me."
"But if you are punished, will your father let you continue to study here?" Xi Chuan lowered his head and asked back.
Xue Zihan only thought about Xichuan, but he didn't expect that if he was really punished, he might really be sent abroad, but Xue Zihan was not reconciled to letting Xichuan himself be punished.
"Even if you are responsible for the fight and the cause is not your fault, you can explain the cause and effect to them clearly, and there may not be such a heavy punishment."
Xi Chuan had already thought about the reason Xue Zihan said, Liu Gang insulted him first, and then fought with Liu Gang.Xi Chuan also knew that Xue Zihan was for himself, but he didn't know why when he thought of Liu Gang, Xi Chuan couldn't help feeling a nameless anger. If Xue Zihan hadn't been too impulsive that day and didn't listen to him, the situation like today would not have happened at all.
"What's the cause and effect? Did I fight back because I said I was gay and was insulted by Liu Gang?" Xi Chuan asked Xue Zihan excitedly in a bad tone.
When Xi Chuan was excited and angry, Xue Zihan's anger was inevitably brought up. He was in a bad mood and wanted to find an outlet to vent his anger. However, neither of them is suitable for venting his anger today. However, Xue Zihan still suppressed the upcoming Out of anger, he said, "Xi Chuan, I'm doing it for your own good."
"For my own good, for my own good, you shouldn't be so impulsive, want me to go to my college and say, I'm gay, have sex with men, and be ashamed?" Xi Chuan imitated the insulting words from Liu Gang's wife.
The harsh words scolded by Liu Gang's wife this morning, and the strange eyes that his classmates looked at him, for Xichuan, it would be better to be punished directly.
"Xi Chuan, don't make your words so harsh. You are gay, am I not? Are you scolding me or yourself." Xue Zihan felt uncomfortable after hearing Xi Chuan's words, and his voice couldn't help but grow louder Some.
Xi Chuan was in a bad mood, and didn't have time to care about Xue Zihan's thoughts, so he said angrily, "I'm scolding myself, you don't have to take everything on yourself."
"Don't be ignorant. I told you to go to the academy to help you. Don't get angry with me here. Don't think that you are the only one who has been wronged." Xue Zihan threw the chopsticks in his hand onto the dining table.
As soon as Xue Zihan threw something, Xi Chuan felt even more wronged when the young master got angry. It was clear that he was the one who suffered, and Xue Zihan got angry first.
Immediately afterwards, he stood up and yelled at Xue Zihan: "I have wronged your eldest young master, if you think you have been wronged, go abroad, and you won't be wronged when you go abroad!"
As soon as Xue Zihan heard "going abroad", Xue Zihan's anger rushed to the highest point. Xi Chuan actually didn't care about his going abroad so much. With a "boom", he kicked over the chair and overturned the meal that the two of them had been busy with for two hours.
"Song Xichuan, don't think that I really dare not go abroad. Even if I go abroad, I want to let all the students in the school know that you are gay. Are you afraid of your mother? I just let others know that you were raped by me, Xue Zihan. Let's see which man dares to go abroad." want you!"
Xue Zihan slammed the door out of the mansion garden, Xi Chuan sat on the chair in a daze, did not respond for a long time, looked at the mess on the ground, the chair kicked over by Xue Zihan, the overturned dining table, the untouched sweet and sour pork ribs .
Xi Chuan didn't change his posture again, and sat for an afternoon. From the excitement of the meeting this morning to the final quarrel, if he had to find out the result, it might be because the two people have different personalities and different values. Xichuan knew that he was not as unscrupulous as Xue Zihan.
Maybe it was clear from the beginning, but no one cared about it, and only realized when the conflict really happened.
Xi Chuan complained in his heart about Xue Zihan's young master's temper. If he hadn't injured Liu Gang impulsively, it wouldn't be the result like today. In the end, the responsibility fell on himself, and he didn't do anything wrong.
But as time went on, Xi Chuan didn't think so anymore. Everything Xue Zihan did was because of him, so how could he blame him?Xi Chuan began to blame himself again.
Xue Zihan didn't come back all afternoon, Xi Chuan thought that if Xue Zihan came back, he would apologize to him first, and at night, there was still no trace of Xue Zihan.
Xi Chuan felt that he was too weak and cheap, why should he apologize to him, all this was caused by him.Why is it me who shows weakness every time.
The two kinds of torture were repeatedly entangled. When Xi Chuan finally decided to apologize to Xue Zihan, it was already midnight. Xi Chuan called Xue Zihan's cell phone, but no one answered it.Thinking about whether something would happen to Xue Zihan, Xi Chuan couldn't help becoming anxious, but it was already twelve o'clock, where could Xue Zihan go.
Xi Chuan couldn't help turning on the computer, thinking that Xue Zihan might be surfing the Internet, but Xue Zihan's profile picture was lit up as expected, Xi Chuan was overjoyed, and immediately sent a smiling expression.
Xue Zihan didn't respond, Xi Chuan typed out a line: Man, I was wrong, I shouldn't have quarreled with you.
Xi Chuan thought that he might not be sincere enough, and typed another line anxiously: Forgive me, Chuan Chuan who loves you, man, I was wrong, I apologize to you, please come back.
Xi Chuan felt that his apology was sincere enough, and even though only Xue Zihan could see those words, Xi Chuan himself felt flushed.
Xi Chuan was clear about Xue Zihan's temper. After he said this, Xue Zihan would recover immediately, and he was looking forward to Xue Zihan's unscrupulous words, which would prove that Xue Zihan had calmed down.
But Xi Chuan waited for a long time and Xue Zihan didn't reply. Xi Chuan thought it was because he didn't send out what he said just now, so he copied it again.
"Zihan, I miss you. Come back quickly. If you don't come back, give me a call. Let me know that you are all right."
After several times in a row, there was still no response. Xi Chuan had been alone for more than one o'clock, and Xue Zihan still did not respond.
Xi Chuan thought about trying again for the last time. If Xue Zihan didn't respond again, since Xue Zihan was able to surf the Internet, it meant he was fine and he should go to bed. I promise you anything you want, man!
"Give me the password of the school forum account."
Xi Chuan didn't realize what was going on for a while, and didn't respond for an hour, why did he suddenly say this, and made several question marks.
"Didn't you say that you promise me whatever I want? You won't even give me the password of the forum account."
Xi Chuan felt it was weird, but maybe it was Xue Zihan playing tricks again, so he sent the password to Xue Zihan in bewilderment.
"What about the account number?"
Xi Chuan remembered that Xue Zihan knew about the account, and he named it after him as an "unscrupulous man". Xi Chuan thought about it and sent the account as well.
Just about to ask something more, Xue Zihan was already offline, Xi Chuan was not angry at this time, but worried about Xue Zihan, and called Xue Zihan again, but no one answered.
Xi Chuan was feeling uneasy when his cell phone rang. Xi Chuan opened it and saw that it was a text message from Xue Zihan, "I'm going to bed! You should go to sleep too!"
When Xue Zihan said this, he was not angry anymore. Since Xue Zihan was not angry, Xi Chuan was even less angry. He took a shower and went to sleep without thinking too much.
There will be classes tomorrow, and the warning will only be revoked if you perform well in three semesters, Xi Chuan closed his eyes and told himself with a smile before falling asleep.
Last night I was mentally tortured until more than two o'clock in the morning, and it was already more than eight o'clock when I woke up in the morning. It was too late to go to class, so Xi Chuan was in no hurry, thinking that maybe Xue Zihan would come back in a while, so it would be better for the morning class I won't go on it.
After washing up, Xi Chuan planned to cook some Xue Zihan's favorite dishes, but just as the ingredients were ready, the cell phone in the bedroom rang. Xi Chuan thought it was Xue Zihan, and was delighted. He picked up the phone and heard that it was Liu Dong.
"Xi Chuan, where are you? Come back quickly!" Liu Dong called urgently on the phone.
Xi Chuan thought it was because he was called in class, so he didn't care, and said, "Let's call the roll, it's not bad this time!"
Liu Dong was in a hurry, "Xi Chuan, come back quickly, it's not about this matter, I can't tell you!"
"What happened to Zihan?" Xi Chuan asked anxiously.
Liu Dong was really in a hurry, and said sharply, "Xi Chuan, come back quickly. You'll know what's going on in the dormitory."
Liu Dong seldom spoke in such a tone, and Xi Chuan knew that something serious must have happened when he heard it, and he didn't have time to pack up the freshly cut vegetables, so he hurriedly changed into a change of clothes and went back to school.
As soon as Xichuan opened the door, Liu Dong and the others were all there, with serious expressions. Liu Dong stepped forward and pulled Xichuan to the side of the computer. Xichuan didn't know what was going on, and gave Wang Ziliang a blank look.
Wang Ziliang looked away, and before Xi Chuan had time to think about it, he was shocked by the screen on the computer.
Why is there a photo of him and Xue Zihan in Liu Dong's computer? In the photo, they still look like they were in high school. Maybe the intimate behavior of the two is nothing to ordinary people, but for Xi Chuan who is in it, it only feels dazzling .
What puzzled Xichuan even more was Xue Zihan in the photo. Although Xichuan could tell that the person was Xue Zihan at a glance, Xue Zihan's upper body was blurred in the photo, especially the parts above the neck.
"Where did you get it?" Xi Chuan suppressed the shock in his heart, and looked at Liu Dong pretending to be calm.
"We didn't get it, you posted it yourself, the account of the school forum, the unruly man, is it you?" Liu Dong didn't seem to be asking, but was just stating a fact to Xi Chuan.
An article by an undeserved man: an undeserved man and his man, the article is written in a very real and delicate way, like a memoir, with pictures under the text.
Xi Chuan's face turned ashen for a moment, and he stared blankly at everything about him and Xue Zihan from their acquaintance to the present on the computer. With such a detailed record, it was either him or Xue Zihan.
"Xue Zihan! You really put your heart into it." Xi Chuan sneered in his heart, and his face was ashen.
What happened last night replayed over and over again in Xi Chuan's mind. Perhaps this is Xue Zihan's character, a domineering young master who never cared about other people's feelings and could do whatever he wanted.
"Xi Chuan! Don't read it, think about how to explain it. Now everyone in the school knows about it. Your article has been reposted in many places. Today, many people came to our class to admire you, okay? Because you didn't come to class." Liu Dong was anxious but not angry.
"It's all like this, there is nothing to explain."
Xi Chuan didn't expect Xue Zihan to be so crazy and couldn't bear Xue Zihan's love.Maybe Xue Zihan really doesn't care about homosexuality, but he Xi Chuan does. He is worried, shy, afraid of others' guidance, afraid of others' encouragement, and even more afraid of being surrounded by others as a different kind.
Xi Chuan glanced at the three people except Liu Dong, Xue Zihan did it, even friends as close as Wang Ziliang, looked at him with eyes that Xi Chuan could not guess, the three of them stood by the window sill Stay far away from him, as if avoiding the plague.
Xi Chuan was even thinking, if he told them now that he and Xue Zihan did it in front of the window yesterday, would they jump off the building in disgust.Xi Chuan smiled wryly, turned around and was about to go out. The world is so big, where would he hide, a disliked alien?
"Xi Chuan, where are you going? Don't go out, many people outside are watching your commotion." Liu Dong put it a little nicer, only saying that he was watching the commotion, not that everyone shouting and beating rats crossing the street.
Xi Chuan didn't seem to hear Liu Dong's words, turned around and opened the door of the dormitory, Liu Dong grabbed Xi Chuan, "Don't go out!"
"Liu Dong, let me go, don't let me implicate you!" Xi Chuan said with a helpless wry smile.
"Grass, even if you are really gay, you are still my good brother Liu Dong!" Liu Dong glared at the other three people in the dormitory, and followed Xi Chuan out of the dormitory.
Xi Chuan was moved by Liu Dong's words, but in order not to affect Liu Dong's normal life, Xi Chuan pushed Liu Dong's hand away from his arm, and left the dormitory alone. Everyone looked at him with strange eyes, Xi Chuan didn't dare to look at anyone, and walked outside the school gate with his head down in a daze.
"Xichuan, wait for me!"
Liu Dong still chased him out, "Xi Chuan, where are you going?"
"I don't know, it seems that nowhere is suitable for me to go, I'm homesick."
"Xi Chuan, you can't do this. The pictures on the Internet may not be believed by everyone to be true. You can say that someone else married you to frame you. Otherwise, I will introduce you to a girlfriend now, and you will be fine."
Xi Chuan glanced at Liu Dong, bowed his head and said, "Liu Dong, I'm really gay, you should go back soon."
"Fart! What are you talking about, even if you are gay, so what, you still have a crush on me, don't think I don't know who the other person is."
Xi Chuan was silent, and walked far away along the street. Perhaps the farther away from the school, Xi Chuan felt that his dazzling eyes were less. Liu Dong followed Xi Chuan all the time, afraid that Xi Chuan would not be able to think about it alone.
"Liu Dong, I want to drink, can you accompany me?" Xi Chuan said suddenly.
"Yes, there's nothing you can't, I will always be your good brother." Liu Dong said vowedly.
Xichuan thought of a place, and now Xichuan finally realized why so many people like to go there, because there will not accept strange scrutiny, and the body and mind are free.
Xi Chuan drank one cup after another, as if deliberately trying to get himself drunk. Liu Dong drank a few cups with Xi Chuan at first, but then drank only watching Xi Chuan alone.Liu Dong didn't persuade Xi Chuan, thinking that everything would be fine after he sobered up, Liu Dong asked Xi Chuan, "Why didn't you tell my cousin about this?"
"Cousin, he is not my cousin, he is lying to you!" Xi Chuan drank too much wine, and gave a weird smile, not wanting to think about that person again, "Liu Dong, drink with me, don't mention cousin again, it's disgusting .”
Xi Chuan had never been so drunk before, even in the ninth middle school, he could vaguely remember some things, but this time Xi Chuan didn't remember anything, not even the bar where he left.
Xue Zihan was hungover all night, and it was already afternoon when he woke up. He felt bored after arguing with Xi Chuan yesterday, so he asked Ji Feng to drink with him.
In the end, both of them were drunk, and went to sleep when they returned to the dormitory, Xue Zihan lay down on the bed and fell asleep, vaguely remembering that Xi Chuan seemed to call him last night, he couldn't help laughing secretly, Xi Chuan still cared about himself.
Picking up the phone, he saw that there were two missed calls and one sent message. Just as Xue Zihan was about to call Xichuan, his roommate who was playing with the computer yelled: "Song Xichuan, Xue Zihan, your cousin! "
Xue Zihan thought it was Xi Chuan who came, so he glanced at the door of the dormitory, jumped out of bed, glanced sideways at the computer, and called out in surprise, "Xi Chuan."
Xue Zihan was stunned for a moment, but then he reacted, "Does Xichuan know about this?"
"Everyone in the school knows, but he still doesn't know." The brother playing computer looked at each photo with interest, and suddenly turned his head to look at Xue Zihan.
"Zihan, why do I look at this person so much like you?" The brother playing computer said, pointing to the blurry person above the neck.
"Grass! That's me!"
Xue Zihan didn't even have time to wash up, and rushed out of the dormitory wearing slippers and shorts.
Xue Zihan is too regretful now, he quarreled with Xichuan yesterday and drank so much wine, thinking of the last sentence he left yesterday, Xichuan may be so sad now.
Xue Zihan couldn't understand Xichuan's temper. If Xichuan found out, he would probably commit suicide by jumping off a building.
Xue Zihan took a taxi directly and went back to his home in the garden of the mansion.
Everything was fine at home, Xue Zihan glanced at the kitchen, there were vegetables Xichuan had chopped, guessing that he didn't know about it, and wanted to call Xichuan to test it out, when the bell rang in the bedroom.
"It should be that he didn't go very far, or why didn't he even bring his phone with him." Xue Zihan comforted himself, but his heart was already beating wildly.
Xue Zihan wanted to wait for Xichuan in the garden of the mansion, but he couldn't wait any longer. He washed his face, changed his clothes and returned to school. It was already night.
Xue Zihan pushed open the door of the dormitory, took a look, Xichuan was not there, and looking at Wang Ziliang and the others, he should know about it, "Where's Xichuan?"
The three of them glanced at each other, and finally Wang Ziliang said, "I came back once in the morning, and left after a while!"
Xue Zihan slammed the door of the dormitory and went out, the facts were already in front of him, Xue Zihan was not allowed to deceive himself any more, and even had a little illusion that Xichuan didn't know about it.
Xue Zihan punched the wall of the dormitory resentfully, and then searched for Xichuan on the campus and on the street without a trace.
The phone has been called countless times, except for no one answering, there is still no one answering, and the mobile phone is safely placed in the empty bedroom.
Xue Zihan asked all the friends who had something to do with Xi Chuan, and he almost called Xi Chuan's mother.Tired from walking, Xue Zihan stopped a taxi, the driver asked Xue Zihan where he was going, Xue Zihan said whatever, as long as it was somewhere with people.
The driver accompanied Xue Zihan around the city until more than two o'clock in the morning, and finally put Xue Zihan at the starting point. If there were no people, the driver should go home and rest.
In the blink of an eye, it has been more than half a month. For half a month, Xue Zihan has been inquiring about Xi Chuan's news all the time. He has never had a serious meal, and he seems to be crazy. Call and ask Xichuan if he has gone to them.
Xue Zihan met Xi Chuan's mother twice in half a month, thinking of various reasons, just to ask if Xi Chuan had returned home, Xi Chuan's mother said that Xi Chuan hadn't had a baby for half a month. Called, and prepared Xue Zihan's favorite meal, but Xue Zihan picked up the chopsticks with a smile, and couldn't eat a bite.
Xue Zihan did not dare to tell Xichuan's mother the news that Xichuan had been missing for more than half a month. Xue Zihan had to go to the college every week to give Xichuan a leave note, and under the cover of Liu Dong and Wang Ziliang, the school skipped classes for Xichuan. know nothing about.
Xue Zihan almost beat Liu Dong to death who had seen Xi Chuan for the last time, but Liu Dong still couldn't get a word out of his mouth. Liu Dong only told Xue Zihan that he and Xi Chuan were both drunk. It's gone, Liu Dong doesn't hold grudges, and still helps Xue Zihan cover Xi Chuan's skipping class every day.
Liu Dong didn't know if he was doing the right thing, but compared to Xue Zihan, Xi Chuan was his best brother, from the moment Xi Chuan snatched a cigarette he was playing with from his mouth and told him that smoking was bad , Liu Dong regards Xi Chuan as his best brother, even if this brother likes men, he is still Liu Dong's best brother in his life.
Sometimes Liu Dong would want to tell Xue Zihan what Xichuan said that night when he was drunk, but seeing Xue Zihan's distraught appearance every day, even if Xue Zihan beat him, he couldn't say it.
In this way, Xue Zihan will have the hope of continuing to look for him, and will continue to help him cheat for Xi Chuan, so that he will not have nothing when Xi Chuan comes back, but Liu Dong doesn't know when Xi Chuan will come back, maybe never .
Xi Chuan said that he no longer loves Xue Zihan, but fell in love with someone who is not worthy of his love, because this person's own life was ruined in this way. Xi Chuan said a lot of contradictory things that night. If Dong seems to understand but doesn't understand, one thing Liu Dong knows is that Xi Chuan doesn't want to see Xue Zihan again.
When Liu Dong fell asleep, Xi Chuan quietly left the hotel room. Liu Dong seemed to know when Xi Chuan left, but he seemed to be in a nightmare. He wanted to call Xi Chuan to stop him, but he couldn't wake up. Finally, when he really woke up, the drunk and unconscious Xi Chuan had already left, leaving him alone in the hotel.
Liu Dong and Xue Zihan had the same expectation, hoping that Xichuan would come back in time for the final exam, but Liu Dong had no other news except for a QQ message from Xichuan.
Liu Dong showed Xue Zihan the QQ text message, and Xi Chuan seemed to know that Liu Dong would read it to Xue Zihan, as if he wrote it specially for Xue Zihan.
"I hope my mother, for the sake of our being together, please don't bother me any more. Maybe we will meet again in this life. I hope we won't be enemies by then."
Xue Zihan endured, endured the tears that were about to shed, got up and left Liu Dong's dormitory, and returned to the garden of the mansion where they used to live together. The roses had already withered, and the luxurious blues were still blooming with its luxury. Two extremes The exchange of tunes reflects the relationship between the two.
Xue Zihan has never touched these two things since Xi Chuan left, and let the roses wither, even if the withering still exists.
Xue Zihan comforted himself with the green vegetables that Xi Chuan chopped up at the end. Xi Chuan loved him, maybe he still loves him.
Maybe the existence of these can still witness the fact that they once loved each other, but now that Yiren is gone, Xue Zihan can only rely on these things that he never cared about before to give his heart a little comfort.
Xue Zihan turned on the computer that he hadn't touched for a long time. There were too many memories of him and Xi Chuan. He didn't want to touch it when he and Xi Chuan played games all night. .
Xue Zihan moved today because he wanted to know if Xichuan was still in this city, Xichuan's password hadn't been changed, it was their birthday, Xichuan, who loved him so much, left ruthlessly.
Xue Zihan even hated Xichuan's cruelty. Even if his classmates knew about his homosexuality, he shouldn't just leave him without saying goodbye. Could it be that in Xichuan's heart, Xue Zihan really couldn't resist those worldly gazes? ?
Xichuan is still in this city, and the last login location told Xue Zihan that Xichuan is still in Shanghai, but Xue Zihan has searched almost every place he can think of, and there is still no trace of Xichuan.
Memories are painful, but only those who have them can live. Happiness is gone. As long as happiness has existed, there is always a heart that has not completely died.
Xue Zihan opened Xichuan's chat records, those chat records that had witnessed their sweet past, but the eye-catching records made Xue Zihan almost smash the computer.
Xue Zihan finally understood what an asshole he was, because of the quarrel, Xi Chuan was still thinking about himself after being drunk all night, and Xue Zihan slapped himself twice for those words of apology, "Asshole, you are such an asshole."
But there are some things that Xue Zihan no longer remembers, Xue Zihan has no memory, he had logged into QQ that night.
Xue Zihan woke up suddenly, and suddenly knew why Xichuan left without saying goodbye, why he had the heart to leave him alone, Xichuan left with hatred for him.
But who heard Xi Chuan's sweet words and apology?Who logged into his account that night, defrauded Xichuan of his own apology, his only man, defrauded Xichuan's school forum account, and created this heart-wrenching incident for the two of them.
Ever since the moment Xue Zihan was sure that Xichuan had disappeared, Xue Zihan had never thought about anything else in his mind. He had never thought about those sweet moments between him and Xichuan, who would take photos with his heart, how Will use Xi Chuan's own account to post on the Internet.
It turned out that everything was a conspiracy, a conspiracy aimed only at the two of them, and the person who made the conspiracy had achieved his goal. Xichuan left school, who would hate Xichuan so much?Hate them together?
Xue Zihan didn't give himself time to calm down, so he called and called the three brothers in his dormitory and the four brothers in Xichuan's dormitory to "Qinxiangyuan".
Xue Zihan prepared a table of wine, seven people arrived one after another, and when everyone was present, Xue Zihan spoke coldly.
"Whoever of you lied to me today will end up like this!"
Xue Zihan picked up a bottle of beer and smashed it on the table. The beer flowed on the table and the floor, and glass shards splashed all over the table.
The seven people in the box were relatively speechless, look at me, I think you don't know what happened, which caused Xue Zihan to be so angry.
Liu Dong was the first to speak, "Cousin, just say what you have to say, and I will tell you as much as I know."
Liu Dong was timid in his heart, Xue Zihan asked about Xi Chuan's whereabouts for a while, Liu Dong had to die today.
Xue Zihan glanced at the four people in Xichuan's dormitory who were sitting with Liu Dong, without any expression, even the usual arrogance was gone, his eyes were like murderous ghosts, and he asked coldly: "Who do you four know about Xichuan? forum account and password."
"I know Xichuan's forum account, but I don't know the password." Liu Dong replied, and the other three said the same.
"Which of you three knows my QQ password?" Xue Zihan didn't look any better when he treated his brother who lived in the same dormitory.
"I don't know!" The three said in unison.
Xue Zihan yelled: "Who has touched my computer?"
With Xue Zihan's sound, Ji Feng was so frightened that he almost pushed down the wine bottle in front of him, and quickly stood up, "Zihan, what's wrong with you? I touched your computer, you know it."
"Who else?" Xue Zihan ignored Ji Feng and continued to ask the other two.
The two shook their heads, and suddenly one stood up, "Zihan, what's wrong with your computer? Monsoon has moved, he played every day and you didn't say anything. What's the matter today, if you have anything to do, talk to brother They said, if we brothers don’t know, you can ask your fiancée, Ji Feng is not the only one who has touched your computer, your fiancée has also touched it.”
Xue Zihan stared, his temples twitched twice, his red eyes stared at the brother who spoke, "Guan Lu!"
"Yes, she came to our dormitory and said she was your girlfriend, and she was the daughter-in-law hand-picked by your mother. She wants to play with your computer. What's our opinion? What's wrong?"
"It's okay, today I deliberately tried to test the strength of brotherhood. I prepared a paper for an elective course and demonstrated it first. Now you can order whatever you want, and it will be charged to my account."
"Damn it! Zihan, you scared me to death. I won't play with your computer anymore. You almost scared me so much that I peed my pants." Ji Feng teased while looking at the menu.
"My buddies, I'm sorry. Ji Feng, I'll give you the computer. I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first!"
Those who didn't know only thought that Xue Zihan had gone crazy temporarily, and he couldn't find his cousin for so many days.
After Xue Zihan left, a group of people started talking about it. Liu Dong thought deeply, knowing that Xue Zihan's move must be for Xi Chuan, but Liu Dong couldn't figure out whether Xi Chuan would come back after seeing this scene.
It was already midnight when Xi Chuan woke up, he didn't know where he was in a daze, and when he looked up and saw Liu Dong lying beside the bed, Xi Chuan remembered what had happened.
Xi Chuan had long forgotten how he came to the hotel, but one thing Xi Chuan was sure of was that he had to leave, and the school had no face to go back. As for Xue Zihan, Xi Chuan didn't want him to think too much, maybe Xue Zihan would think he was doing the right thing, but This hurt him deeply, since he is a person who doesn't understand him at all, why bother to be together.
Xi Chuan remembered the words he apologized to Xue Zihan last night, as if he was being mean, and couldn't help but smile twice.
Xi Chuan's slight movement woke up Liu Dong who was not sleeping soundly.
"Xichuan, you're drunk and don't want to go back, so I brought you here." Liu Dong rubbed his sleepy eyes and said.
"Thank you."
"Hey, don't see each other with me, we are good brothers, and I will always be on your side." Liu Dong got up and poured a cup of tea for Xi Chuan, "Drink some water, sober up, You got so drunk you drank from noon till night and thought you'd have to sleep till this time tomorrow."
"Liu Dong, I don't want to go back to school." Xi Chuan said after taking the tea from Liu Dong.
"Why? Where can you go if you don't go back to school? If you don't want to go back to school now, you can stay with your cousin
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