Living and working in peace and contentment through the past and the present

Ruan Li stood outside the door, the finger prints on his face were clearly visible, he hated himself so much, what's wrong with you, that you were cruel?Don't you know An Zhuo's temperament?Knife mouth tofu heart.

She raised her hand to knock on the door, but after repeated actions, she still failed to knock. Ruan Li felt that she had no face to say anything to An Zhuo now. An Zhuo was already messed up and sad enough, but she actually...

"Alas..." Ruan Li sighed heavily, walked to the table and sat down, looked at the dinner that had been wiped out half by Yu Chi, sighed again, and thought, "He didn't eat again, he hasn't eaten for several days Eat well, how can the body hold on."

"Eh? I haven't finished eating yet." Seeing that Ruan Li started clearing the table without saying anything, Yu Chi hurriedly stopped him. Could it be that he has a good appetite and wants to eat more, how could he miss the delicious food?

"What to eat, these are An Zhuo's." Ruan Li ignored Yu Chi's stop and continued to clean up. He thought that if An Zhuo was hungry in the middle of the night, he could have something to eat right away.

"Isn't An Zhuo not eating?" Although Yu Chi said so, the chopsticks in his hand had already been put down.In fact, he was already full, but he couldn't help but want to eat more.

"Maybe he'll be hungry in the middle of the night, keep it."

"Don't stay, he won't have any appetite for a while." Yu Chi leaned on the sofa and said lightly.Hearing what he said, Ruan Li sighed again, put down what she was doing, and sat on the stool as if she had no strength.

After being speechless for a while, Ruan Li asked Yu Chi softly, "An Zhuo... is really pregnant, isn't he?"

Yu Chi, who was dozing off, heard Ruan Li's question and looked at Ruan Li amusedly. Seeing Ruan Li's tangled appearance, he smiled and said, "Isn't this a good thing? You should be happy if you have a chance to have a child. Why worry about it."

"You must have heard something, An Zhuo doesn't want it." Ruan Li smiled bitterly, with a deep sense of helplessness in his eyes.

"It's normal that he doesn't want to, because he's a man." Yu Chi looked at Ruan Li with his lips curled up, and asked with a smile, "If you were the one who got pregnant, not An Zhuo, how would you feel at this moment? "

Ruan Li was taken aback by Yu Chi's retorted question. He never thought that this would happen to him, even if he heard that An Zhuo was pregnant, he never thought of thinking about himself. Thinking of this, he smiled wryly, "What feeling? I just think it's absurd and unacceptable." There is no joy at all when it comes to yourself, and it's the same for An Zhuo.

"You can't even accept it, so why force others." Yu Chi yawned and said calmly.Over the years, he has wanted to do a lot of things. For him, he can’t accept or do things that he won’t do, and he doesn’t want others to accept and do them. In this society, everyone can’t be equal. He only wants to That's enough for him...

"Yeah... I can't even accept it, why should An Zhuo accept it?" Ruan Li rubbed his face with a wry smile, and he asked Yu Chi, "Should I really agree with An Zhuo not to be such a child?"

"This is a matter between the two of you." Yu Chi closed his eyes and prepared to rest, and said nothing more.He has already said what he can say, those who should figure it out have to figure it out themselves, he can't help, and, for him, one meal for one analysis should be enough...

Ruan Li saw that Yu Chi was about to go to bed, and didn't intend to ask any further questions. He sat at the table and fell into deep thought.The child is a miracle for him and An Zhuo. In fact, whether he was with An Zhuo or after he was with An Zhuo, he never thought about the issue of heirs. He really loves An Zhuo. I like it to the point of ignoring this problem, and I have always thought that as long as the two of them live together like this for a lifetime, it will be fine.However, when An Zhuo became pregnant, he fell into the joy of getting an heir. For most people, it is very common for two people to fall in love, get married and have children. He will be so disappointed.

However, An Zhuo is a man, and the issue of heirs is now in front of them. He, after all, has to make a choice, whether to want it or not.Yes, this is his and An Zhuo's child. For him, this child is special. He loves An Zhuo, so naturally he very much hopes that An Zhuo will give birth to the child.No, it's a good thing for An Zhuo, but it's hard to accept being pregnant as a man, let alone having a baby.Furthermore, he loves Anjou, children and Anjou, and he will always choose Anjou.

only……

"Hey..." Ruan Li sighed, if it really wanted to, maybe this miracle would no longer be possible in the future.This may be the only chance for him and An Zhuo to have a child. After all, God will not often joke, just like him, he believes that he will not return to ancient times when he falls into modern times. He believes that if he really wants to miss this opportunity, Enjoo will not get pregnant again.

The light in the living room had been turned off by Yu Chi long ago. With the light from the street lamp outside, there was a glimmer of light in the house. Ruan Li looked at the door of the bedroom and finally made up her mind.He stood up and walked to the bedroom door, twisting the door lock with a glimmer of hope. To his surprise, An Zhuo forgot to lock the door.He cautiously opened the door and walked in lightly.

The moonlight coming in from the window combined with the light from the street lamp sprinkled on the center of the bed, printing An Zhuo's silhouette curled up under the quilt, Ruan Li looked at the silhouette, feeling bitter and distressed.How deeply did his words hurt Anzhuo?He dare not think.After taking off his shoes and going to bed, Ruan Li hooked An Zhuo and hugged An Zhuo tightly in his arms. Looking at the sleeping An Zhuo through the light, his brows were tightly frowned, his heart ached like a needle.Kissing An Zhuo's pale lips, Ruan Li murmured softly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I should have understood you... An Zhuo, you can do whatever you want, I won't force you, okay..."

An Zhuo, who was sleeping soundly, couldn't hear Ruan Li's words, and didn't know that Ruan Li had softened his attitude and only wished him well.I don't know how long it has passed, and I don't know if he was dreaming before. In short, he had another dream. The dream is still inseparable from pregnancy. In the dream, he dreamed that he was pregnant, and his belly was getting bigger day by day. Looking at him with strange eyes made him unbearable. He was worried that what was in his stomach was a monster, but what was born was really a monster...

Suddenly awakened, An Zhuo was frightened into a cold sweat.He stared at the roof with empty eyes, and touched his stomach with trembling hands. He didn't dare to think whether there was really a monster in his stomach.Covering his face, he was so scared that he trembled all over. Feeling Ruan Li was beside him, he curled up in Ruan Li's arms, biting his lips and trembling slightly. Then, thinking of Ruan Li's attitude, he left Ruan Li's embrace, tremblingly got up and got out of bed.While wearing shoes, tears rolled in his eyes, but because of his stubborn temper, the tears did not flow.

Opening the door, An Zhuo looked back at Ruan Li who was still sleeping soundly, his eyes flickered, and he closed the door.

Yu Chi woke up when he heard the sound. He lay on the sofa and saw that An Zhuo was about to go out, and asked softly, "It's not yet dawn, where are you going?"

An Zhuo was startled, he didn't expect Yu Chi to wake up, he tore off the clothes on his body, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm so bored, go out and look around."

"Don't go too far." Yu Chi didn't stop An Zhuo from going out. For An Zhuo, the most necessary thing now is to give him time to think clearly.If I can't get rid of the knot in my heart, it's useless to let others say so earnestly.

"Well, I see." An Zhuo opened the door, ready to go out.

Yu Chi didn't know what he thought of, he sighed faintly, seeing that An Zhuo hadn't left yet, he called softly, "An Zhuo."

An Zhuo stopped closing the door, waiting for Yu Chi's next words.Yu Chi paused for a while, then said, "Don't do things that make you regret, some things, once you do something wrong or miss it, if you want to go back, the way back has already disappeared."

An Zhuo held the door for a while before closing it.Inside the house, Yu Chi sighed again, turned over and continued to sleep, he couldn't turn back, he only hoped... only hoped...

The sky gradually turned white, and in the bedroom, Ruan Li turned over and continued to sleep, as if he felt that something was missing, he woke up suddenly, looked at the empty bed next to him, frowned and thought, where is An Zhuo?

He quickly got up and went to the bedroom, but he didn't find An Zhuo, nor the kitchen or the bathroom. He wanted to call Yu Chi in panic, but Yu Chi had already been awakened by his movements, and was looking at him calmly.

"Don't look for it, people are out."

"Ruan Li was a little relieved when he got the news about An Zhuo," he grabbed Yu Chi and asked, "When did he go out? Did you say where?"

"Around five o'clock in the morning, I didn't say where to go." Yu Chi pulled out his arm indifferently and continued to sleep. He was woken up by two people in the morning, and he was not in a good mood. He rubbed his aching head, very unkind Said, "Maybe go to the hospital."

"Hospital?" Ruan Li was inexplicably flustered when she heard Yu Chi's words, "What are you going to the hospital for?"

"Abortion." Yu Chi dropped the word lightly, and regardless of what Ruan Li thought, he pulled the quilt over his head and continued to sleep.

When Ruan Li heard the word abortion, he had already rushed out the door...