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Ruan Li stood outside the door and didn't know what to do. Although he didn't understand why An Zhuo was pregnant, but anyway, An Zhuo was pregnant with their child, and he was both surprised and happy.But seeing that An Zhuo was unwilling to accept this child, he was so anxious that he didn't know how to comfort him.He looked at Yu Chi for help, Yu Chi patted him on the shoulder, and gave him a self-seeking look.

Of course, Yu Chi doesn't know how to comfort him. From the perspective of a man who is also a man, if this happened to him... After shaking his body, Yu Chi resolutely discarded this random thought, whether it is a man who is pregnant or something. It's okay to happen to someone else.

Seeing that a table of delicious food was still there, Yu Chi sat down at the table and continued to eat with satisfaction, leaving Ruan Li alone to continue scratching the door persistently.It is more persuasive to persuade the lover to accept the pregnancy as a lover.But... Yu Chi thought while eating, it's true that normal couples are like this, but if two men are talking, will they quarrel?After all, the fact that a man is pregnant... Well, he can only say that there are many wonders in the world.

Ruan Li was anxious and uncomfortable outside the door, he kept knocking on the door, "An Zhuo, An Zhuo, open the door, let's have a good talk."

"What's there to talk about." An Zhuo squatted behind the door and shouted to Ruan Li outside the door, "This didn't happen to you, what do you know!"

"But, but that's my child too!" Ruan Li immediately explained after hearing what An Zhuo said.Although he was not as hard to accept as An Zhuo, he was also shocked when he heard that he was pregnant, although there were a lot of surprises in it.

In the end, it was okay if he didn't say anything, but when he said it, An Zhuo's face became more and more bad. An Zhuo bit his lip and stood up with an ugly face, walked to the bed and threw himself on the bed. He couldn't figure out why he was pregnant. A man is not a woman, he can't figure it out, he can't figure it out, and he thinks about it, wondering if he is different from other people?Or is he really a monster?Otherwise how can a man get pregnant?No, no, he is not a monster, and he is a man, so he is not pregnant, Yu Chi must not know medical skills, it must be nonsense...

But he also knows his body in the past few days. He is not sick, but tired and doesn't want to move...

Ruan Li was still knocking on the door persistently, An Zhuo became more and more irritable when he heard it, and suddenly there was a wave of resentment, it was all Ruan Li's fault, if it wasn't for Ruan Li, he would not have been told that he was pregnant up.Thinking about it this way, I really want to drag Ruan Li over to vent my anger.An Zhuo got out of bed angrily, and opened the door with a cold face. Ruan Li was pleasantly surprised to see An Zhuo open the door. Just as he was about to go in, An Zhuo kicked him out.

An Zhuo yelled at Ruan Li with red eyes, "It's you! It's because of you that I was said to be pregnant!" After speaking, he slammed the door shut again.

Ruan Li clutched her leg that was so painful and numb from being kicked, not knowing whether to cry or laugh.He had no choice but to show a wry smile. When his leg was no longer hurting, he turned the door lock and found that it was not locked. He happily opened the door and went in.When he came in, he saw An Zhuo was lying on the bed, covering his head with a pillow.Sighing, Ruan Li went to the bed and sat down, took off the pillow, stroked An Zhuo's back, and softly called, "An Zhuo..."

An Zhuo didn't want to pay attention to him, the culprit, lying on the bed in a silent voice, Ruan Li didn't give up, and continued to whisper, "An Zhuo..."

"An Zhuo, don't think nonsense, eh? If you have any ideas, don't be alone in your heart." Ruan Li leaned down and leaned against An Zhuo's ear to comfort her softly, and kissed An Zhuo's side face.

An Zhuo was in a bad mood, and complained that he was pregnant because of Ruan Li, moved his body angrily and pushed Ruan Li away, and shrank back into the bed.Seeing An Zhuo's awkwardness, Ruan Li wanted to laugh and felt affectionate. In fact, he also knew that it would be difficult for An Zhuo to accept that he was pregnant with a child, but he was already pregnant, so he had to accept it if he didn't.

He took off his shoes and got on the bed, turned over An Zhuo and let An Zhuo lie on his side facing him, saw An Zhuo was stubbornly ignoring him, kissed An Zhuo's lips comfortingly, "An Zhuo, I know it's hard for you to accept, but things have already happened, and whether you accept it or not is the result. Relax, nothing will happen. "

An Zhuo bit his lip tightly, hearing what Ruan Li said, he glared at Ruan Li bitterly, everything has already happened, and whether he accepts it or not is the result?He is a man, how could he be pregnant! "I'm not pregnant!"

"Okay, okay, you're not pregnant." Ruan Li hugged Anzhuo and comforted her, "You just don't feel well, retch, get tired easily, and throw up whatever you eat. These are not symptoms of pregnancy."

Hearing what Ruan Li said, An Zhuo was angry and impatient. He bent Ruan Li's leg angrily, "Don't be perfunctory here, you must think that I am pregnant in your heart, right? You must be laughing in your heart, A big man is actually pregnant, he must think I'm a monster!"

An Zhuo, who was in a fit of anger, bent his leg hard, and Ruan Li's stomach hurt so badly from being hit by him, Ruan Li frowned, and hugged An Zhuo tightly, forcing himself to forget the pain, and he continued to comfort An Zhuo , "How can you be a monster? If you want to say a monster, I am also an ancient person who ran from ancient times to modern times. An Zhuo, I know you can't accept it for a while, but I never laughed at you, the child in your belly But it’s also half of my blood.”

"Child, child! Where are there any children!" An Zhuo became furious, and he bit Ruan Li's shoulder, "I told you, I'm not pregnant!"

"Hey..." Ruan Li stroked An Zhuo's hair over and over again, letting An Zhuo vent his anger on him, "An Zhuo, are you so unwilling to accept this child? It is the child of both of us, you Don't want to accept it, don't you want to accept me?"

"I didn't..." Hearing what Ruan Li said, An Zhuo softened his attitude a little. He remembered the conflicts he had had some time ago, and he was very depressed. It's not that he didn't accept Ruan Li, but he really couldn't accept that he was pregnant. On Ruan Li's chest, she lowered her eyes, "Ruan Li, tell me, is it true that I'm pregnant with a monster?"

When a man is pregnant, no one can know what will be conceived, he really dare not imagine, if he is really pregnant, then, what will be conceived?

"You and I are both human, how could you conceive a monster?"

"But, you and I are both men, I'm not...not..." An Zhuo really couldn't say that he was pregnant, and couldn't help but stare at Ruan Li angrily.

Seeing that An Zhuo's attitude softened, Ruan Li smiled and bent his eyes. He raised An Zhuo's chin, looked at An Zhuo softly, and said softly, "An Zhuo, don't worry, I'll always be with you I am looking forward to you, no matter what is in your belly, I am looking forward to it, because it is me and your child."

"But..." It's really a monster, so what should I do?Thinking of this, An Zhuo was terrified, he hugged Ruan Li tightly, "Ruan Li...I'm afraid..."

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid." Ruan Li caressed An Zhuo's back more and more gently. He understood that it was more difficult for a man to accept pregnancy. Although An Zhuo said that his attitude had softened now, he must still have doubts in his heart. Whether he is really pregnant or not, he must also be afraid, afraid of what will happen if he is really pregnant.But although he understood, he really didn't know how to get rid of the panic and fear in An Zhuo's heart. No matter how much he said, he still couldn't understand the feelings in An Zhuo's heart.So, he can only comfort in this way, so he can only wait for An Zhuo to accept it...

An Zhuo was stuffy on Ruan Li's chest for a long time, he was afraid and panicked in his heart, he held on to the clothes on Ruan Li's chest tightly and didn't let go, he was really afraid, afraid that the pregnancy was real, and that a monster would be born, thinking so, just He couldn't wait to see this child who didn't know whether he existed or not. He didn't want a child, he really didn't want it.

Looking up, he looked at Ruan Li sadly, and said, "Ruan Li, I... I don't want a child, if it really exists, let's get rid of it..."

"What did you say?!" Ruan Li looked at An Zhuo in disbelief, thinking he had heard wrong.

"I'm going to abort the child." An Zhuo was immersed in his own sadness, and didn't notice that Ruan Li's complexion was getting worse and worse.Ruan Li was startled and angry again when he heard An Zhuo say that he would abort the child. He thought that although An Zhuo hadn't accepted his pregnancy yet, at least his attitude had softened a lot. Accepting pregnancy would be a matter of time, but he didn't expect that He even heard An Zhuo say to kill the child!

"Is that why you don't want a child?!" Ruan Li raised his face and asked An Zhuo in a low voice.An Zhuo saw that Ruan Li's face was serious, and his face was not very good. He thought that Ruan Li was also a man, so he should understand his psychology of not wanting children, but seeing Ruan Li like this, he didn't seem to understand...

"Yes, I don't want it!" An Zhuo affirmed stubbornly. He just didn't want it. Which man would be willing to accept that he was pregnant and had a child?

"You don't even want your own child?!"

"I don't want it, I don't want it!" An Zhuo yelled while covering his ears.

Ruan Li saw that An Zhuo was so determined, and his heart ached. He never thought that An Zhuo would not plan to have a child. In his heart, An Zhuo was so kind... He looked at An Zhuo sadly, with a faint look in his eyes. The accusation and incomprehension, the tone is even more sad, "I thought, even if you can't accept it for a while, you won't want to have a child. I didn't expect... I didn't expect you to be so cruel..."

"I'm cruel!?" An Zhuo heard Ruan Li say that he was cruel, and his heart ached inexplicably, and then a wave of anger and grievance rose from the bottom of his heart. He sat up angrily and stared at Ruan Li with wide eyes, looking at Ruan Li in disbelief. Ruan Li roared, "You say I'm cruel? I don't want children, so I'm so cruel? Ruan Li, have you ever thought that I'm a fucking man! How do you tell me to accept that I use a man's body to give birth to children?! How do you tell me to accept..." An Zhuo became more and more sad as he spoke, he covered his face, tears slipped from his fingers, and his heart was filled with grief, "I thought you were a man too, and you should understand me, but I...but I You're wrong, you've been thinking about your child and never thought about my feelings!"

"An Zhuo...I..." Seeing An Zhuo crying so sadly, Ruan Li anxiously wanted to hug An Zhuo to comfort him, but An Zhuo pushed him away before he touched An Zhuo.An Zhuo was in tears, and there was resentment in his eyes, obviously he was the culprit who caused him to be so frightened, why did he say that kind of thing? !

"Get out, get out as far as you can, I don't want to see you, you get out... get out!!" An Zhuo pushed Ruan Li hard, pushed Ruan Li out of the bed, and then pushed him out of the door. Ruan Li didn't dare to resist An Zhuo, so she had to retreat helplessly.Seeing that he was about to be pushed out of the door, Ruan Li was anxious and didn't know what to do. He looked at An Zhuo pleadingly, but how could An Zhuo see his pleading?Push him out of the door, say, "Don't let me see you again!", and slam the door shut.

Ruan Li stood outside the door, falling into extreme self-condemnation, he slapped himself bitterly, and cursed secretly, "Ruan Li, Ruan Li, what the hell are you talking about?!"