Eros kisses Psyche

"A lump was swollen on his head, and it was a bit bruised; there was a gash on the other side, but it was not deep, and he had six stitches. But when he was shaved, he woke up and said, 'The head can be broken, the hairstyle Don't be messy', and then fell asleep again, and when he was being stitched up, he even cried out... Everyone in the emergency room was stupid." Sister Ning said dumbfounded, "Compared to being knocked unconscious, Did he collapse because he was too tired? Being hit was like an opportunity, giving you an excuse, and his over-tired body took advantage of the situation... We did not wake up after drawing blood for him, I thought it was okay It is necessary to do a CT, at least you can wait until you wake up, but your family members are too worried, I think it is better to do one to help you stabilize your emotions, so I did it anyway. I will go, the old nose is heavy, and it takes a few people to carry him. Move, you are also amazing, you carried him over by yourself."

The doctor also looked at a few data, shook his head and said: "This is obviously caused by overwork, coupled with long-term lack of sleep, and strong stimulation... The person did not vomit or faint, and the wound on the head may be It doesn't matter much. In short, hang some water to supplement nutrition, and give him a good rest... Let's stay in the hospital for observation today, and wait for him to wake up tomorrow, and then see if there are other symptoms. gone."

The heart that had been hanging all the time fell down suddenly, and Xu Budie finally heaved a sigh of relief dumbfoundingly.Let the doctor show Lele again, and prescribed some anti-cold medicine to drink. Sister Ning wanted to take him to the lounge to borrow the doctor's duty bed to sleep, but he didn't seem to want to, and his head was dizzy from sleepiness Like chickens pecking at rice bit by bit, they walked back and forth, clutching Cheng Zhu's bed board and turning back and forth, not daring to leave, it seemed that they were quite frightened by the previous situation.Xu Budie went to talk sweetly again and begged the nurse for an accompanying bed, put it next to Cheng Zhu's hospital bed, wrapped him in a quilt, and coaxed Lele to lie on it and sleep.

After finishing this whole process with a lot of energy, I unloaded it on the bench next to me all at once, and I couldn't relax for a long time.Suddenly, I heard a voice whispering in my ear, "Sorry, thank you."

Xu Bu turned his head, only to find that Rong Wanqin was sitting next to him. The two of them were sitting side by side on the same bench. Although there was a seat between them, they suddenly felt awkward.

He could only think about it and ask, "Are you feeling better?"

She nodded and stretched out her hand. There was a tablet of pills in her hand, but her entire palm trembled uncontrollably.

"I took the medicine." She smiled, "If I take it, my hands will shake badly, and I can't hold the paintbrush... I can't take too much, or now my brain can't work, I just want to sleep. Originally, I have been undergoing treatment for almost a year. The doctor said that my condition is recovering well, so I thought about gradually stopping the drug... because after taking it, my energy is really poor, and my hands have always been like this, and I can't control it. Not being able to work, feeling like I’m not myself…”

Xu Budie didn't know how to answer the conversation. They were not familiar with each other. In addition, he lied to her selfishly when they met last time. The first impression was definitely not very good. As a result, when she found her statue at home, she reacted Only that big.In fact, I also have some mental problems. At this time, I saw her having a seizure, and I felt sorry for her—if I hadn’t met Cheng Zhu and kept sliding down like that, would I have become like this one day? ?

"Just, listen to me for a while, I don't know who to tell. Lele is still too young, I can't tell him..." She seemed to be talking to herself, and turned towards Cheng Zhu again She pouted, "And Cheng Zhu, he's like this, he can even hit his head in such an unreliable situation, what can you expect from him?"

Although Xu Budie didn't fully agree with her remarks, he didn't refute them either. He just listened quietly and turned himself into a responsible tree hole.

"I was not like this before. I was full of energy and was a workaholic. Cheng Zhu started his career, and I managed it all by myself. I never felt that I was worse than him, but the way we get along is more like the same This kind of style of "male protagonist inside, female protagonist outside". I am not as talented as him. I have learned this profession, but I have never thought about being an artist, but I can be an excellent agent and promote good works to the market. I I did it too... This has always been my pride. But one day everything suddenly changed, and I couldn't find my place in this world... I couldn't be a wife, I couldn't be a mother, I wanted to As for the manager, Cheng Zhu is doing just as well without me... He is even more and more lazy to go home and pay attention to me.

"Locked in place by my heavy stomach, crying babies, and chores that were never done, I began to find fault endlessly, tearing up at the sight of a speck of dust, thinking that speck of dust was I can't prove that I am a housewife. No one understands me, Cheng Zhu thinks I am crazy. But what I think is, why can't Lele grow up quickly? Why is he so stupid that he still vomits up after eating? Things are so slow? Why is he not as tall as other children? He will imprison me for a few years? I can't figure it out... I am getting more and more extreme, and people are looking at me more and more strangely, criticizing me, I I also began to wonder inexplicably, what is the meaning of my life? Just this question that has no answer, I can think about it all night and all night...

"I also know it can't go on like this, we're all three worn out; I think I can do at least one thing: so I'm leaving. I can't say I don't hate him...I definitely hate him I wanted to leave with a sense of vengeance. I think the source of everything lies in Lele—it was Cheng Zhu who insisted on keeping this child, which caused my illness. I know it is very heartless to say that... But in my life plan, this option did not exist. I overdrawn my love, as if I wanted to please him, I put on a bikini swimsuit and posed in the water, even though I don't know how to swim; I promised me swearingly' My dear, you just go into the water with confidence, I will come to rescue you immediately when I encounter danger', when I shouted for help, I can only see him waving at me carelessly on the shore... The poem is How do you say it? 'I've been so far away from the shore in my life that when I asked for help, I seemed to be waving my hand.' That's how he is, smiling, not taking it seriously...I want him to try it too, The way that suddenly an unplanned part of your life falls into place and ruins all of your planned schedules.

"I came back this time to show off. I worked hard to cooperate with the treatment. In Singapore, many relatives took turns to accompany me, and I felt that the disease recovered faster. The family did not agree with us at the beginning. Back then I feel that my love and freedom are higher than the sky. As long as I am with him, there is no difficulty I can’t overcome. So I don’t even go home, and I don’t want the help from my family. I think that just the two of us can survive. Being the top in the industry without being well-known makes them look at us differently. But Cheng Zhu never cared how much I gave up for him... I once left my family and gave up my original advantages for him. I didn’t expect that in the end, it was these The part I gave up saved me."

Her eyes drifted away, and she seemed to be pulled back suddenly by willpower, regained her sanity, and continued: "Later, the treatment was very effective, and I was able to think rationally after stabilizing my emotions with drugs. There are few new channels and opportunities, and I am ready to start a new business...but I can’t work if I continue to take the medicine. The doctor said that I am in good condition, so I gradually started to reduce the medicine and stop the medicine. It was not very serious before. I relapsed, and passed through it smoothly. I just thought, I can come back and finish some unresolved issues at that time..."

"I thought that I would see him living in the same embarrassment and bewilderment as me, and at least I could empathize with my pain, so that I could guide him and lead him as before, and at least have common topics and common experiences. Resonate, we can return to the previous relationship and get along with each other... But I came back and found that he was not waiting for me at the same place, nor experienced my pain, nor suffered the same torture as me, we are still the same chicken Tell the duck, there is no way to go back to the past.”

Xu Budie wanted to argue a few words for Cheng Zhu, wanting to say that he also suffered a lot, and he had been waiting in place for a long time; , calculating gains and losses towards one's own choice, right or wrong, haggling with the goal and shrinking.But when the words came to her lips, and when she met her eyes, she knew that she was actually the least qualified to comment on this. She obviously thought that the reason why Cheng Zhu didn't suffer so much was because he got rid of the past and found a new love soon... As a new love, everything he said seemed biased and unconvincing.

It was Rong Wanqin who asked first: "After listening to what I have said, do you have any rebuttals, comments or testimonials? Is my experience worthy of reference for those who come after me?"

"I don't have anything to say." Xu Budie thought for a while and replied calmly, "The old Cheng I know is not the same person as you just said."

"Not now, maybe in the future he will gradually become like I described in front of you?"

"No." Xu Budie replied without hesitation, he believed in the days they had experienced together, and he remembered every look Cheng Zhu looked at him. "I believe in him."

As the effect of the medicine gradually took effect, Rong Wanqin's thinking became clear and rational. She laughed, and narrowly said half jokingly and half seriously:

"That's right, you are a man after all, and you can't get married... You can't give birth to him. You can save a lot of trouble, and just enjoy the comfortable part. Thinking about it this way, it's really a trick."

This made the young man blush: "Ahem... No, he already has Lele, okay?...Besides, we are—"

"I know, I knew it when I saw the statue. I was actually really jealous, otherwise I wouldn't have been dazzled by emotions before... When he fell down, I actually had the pleasure of revenge, Stop me from shouting for help—I don't want you to save him. At that moment, it's not like I didn't think that if he died, he was mine alone."

She smiled, as if the effects of medicine were onset, her energy was short, and she quickly closed her eyes tiredly.

"I knew at that time that I couldn't beat you anymore. You are more suitable for him than me. If you miss a lot of things, you will miss it. Life is a one-way street, and there is no second bus; I am not interested in sharing a man with a man. "

"But there is one more thing. I was a little hesitant at first... This situation made me clear my mind and make up my mind. For the good of us in all aspects, I have to get back the custody right this time, and take Lele Take it away, take it back to Singapore for school."