Eros kisses Psyche

On the way back from the racing car, his whole body looked like he had been cut by a knife; Xu Budie didn't have time to put on his coat when he went out because of his back. I can feel the neckline forming icicles.

But he couldn't take care of it at this time, the tires slipped from the car, and his mind was as numb as his body from the cold.That's fine, I don't think about anything, just go step by step according to the predetermined plan.He glanced at the time, and rushed to the door of the house almost stuck. He found that Lele had opened the door at some point, and then he dressed neatly, put on his coat and shoes, and carried his small schoolbag on his back. Just sitting on the porch tremblingly, looking forward to it, with his mouth pursed, his whole face chapped by the wind, with a kind of independence and stubbornness beyond his age.

Xiao Xu ran up, wanted to hug him, but remembered that he was sweaty and cold, and his hands were empty, but Lele rushed forward and hugged his legs first. "It's okay, don't worry, look, I'm all dressed." He was as serious as a little adult, but he took the initiative to greet him, and patted Xu Budie comfortingly.

"I'm sorry, I'm not late, am I?" Xu Budie said, he couldn't understand how to teach such a good child?Obviously, there is no credit for this to his parents; but in other people's eyes, Lele is withdrawn, autistic, not talkative, and overweight, and they can't see his cuteness. "I'm sweating all over, and I'm very cold... Wait a minute, I'll get your dad's ID card, medical insurance card, etc., and we'll go, shall we?"

Lele nodded, chased after him and said, "Brother Xu, wipe your head. Your head is smoking."

Xu Budie was stunned for a moment, only to realize that he was indeed smoking—the neckline was covered with fine icicles, but the air above his neck was white. When he saw it in the reflection of the glass, he realized that he was "smoking in a hurry." "Smoke" is not rhetoric it is true.He took a breath and tried to calm down. He couldn't be so impatient that a child who hadn't yet entered elementary school worried for him. People who engage in art are sensitive. If he can't stabilize, Rong Wan, who is in extreme tension now Jean must have noticed it better; another one would have ten hands too busy.

The last time Cheng Zhu applied for a medical card when he saw an ankle contusion, he also saw Cheng Zhu put his medical insurance card and ID card in a document folder, so he found them all and put them in his pocket at this time; after he calmed down, he realized that he was in a hurry. It's useless to spend every minute and every second, you have to get things in order.He is very familiar with the hospital.When he calmed down, he realized that Cheng Zhu's clothes were stained with blood and probably needed to be changed, so he packed a set of underwear and coat, towels and water cups for him, and after thinking about it, he took a hat.Finally, he picked up his coat, took off the sweater that was frozen on his body, wiped it on his head, and threw it aside—anyway, he couldn’t mess it up anymore.

He was thinking of going to the room to find a replacement, but he stopped suddenly as soon as he stepped out of his legs, and found that his suitcase was under his feet, thrown in the middle of the mess, the clothes inside and his used bowls and chopsticks , towels, and books and some sundries, all messed up and spilled out of the unclosed opening like vomiting.He froze for a moment, then froze for a few seconds as if he was suddenly frozen, and then sat down on such an empty sofa for the first time. It took him a long time to pick out a piece of clothing from among them, and put it on his body.

Not far away, there are sporadic bloodstains on the ground. The statue with its own face, which I haven't looked at carefully, is just lying in the middle of the messy and colorful clothes and the chaotic home, as if being trapped by life. After the beating, he bled to death, and died with regret.

"Fuck him..." Xu Budie rubbed his face fiercely with his hands, and he wanted to laugh so much for a moment, so he really laughed, and even took out his mobile phone to frame this ridiculous scene and take a picture photo.

Perhaps aware of his emotions, Lele moved over carefully, crawled to his side, and stretched out her arms to hug his body; the two of them didn't speak for a while.

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"Is Lele still cold?" Xu Budu asked, Lele sniffed and shook her head vigorously.But Xu Budie still reached out and touched his forehead, feeling that it might be a little hot, after all, he had been blown outside for so long, and it was the middle of the night when the baby should go to bed and he couldn't rest.I have no better way, I can only think about going to the hospital later, let the doctor have a look, and then prescribe some medicine.

"Lele is amazing. We adults...instead, we need you to take care of us." He thought for a while, and finally said, "But Lele, don't hate your mother. Mom is sick, and she can't control herself. It's not I really hate Lele, I don't want to take care of Lele anymore. She just can't control herself..." With just these few words, his eyes got wet before he finished speaking, and he thought of lying on the bed, eating, drinking and taking care of himself Mother: I used to hate her and wondered why she didn't just die?Why do you want to live like this and torture me like this?Is it because I once wanted to abandon her, the punishment for not listening to her?

In fact, I am the same, and I also want to hear people say to me: Mom is just sick, it doesn’t mean that she doesn’t care about me or doesn’t love me anymore; there is still a place in this world where I can be allowed to be a child again.

On the way back to the hospital, Xu Budie didn't dare to leave his mobile phone, but there was indeed no call.When we arrived at the hospital, all the atmosphere returned to peace. Several doctors and nurses we knew were chatting at the nurse's station. On the table, there was a small handful of melon seeds and kumquats, which are necessary for Chinese New Year, and they all waved at him winkingly: "Xiao Xu! Oh, and this baby, happy new year, take some to eat?"

To be honest, Lele has been hungry all night. At this time, he clenched his hands unceremoniously, which made everyone happy: "Slow down, it's okay, there is still sugar! I still have snow cakes!"

Xu Budie was still in a state of high anxiety, and he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with this scene. He asked anxiously, "I'm here to go through the formalities... How about my... that patient whose head was hit?"

Everyone glanced at each other, their eyes seemed to be communicating silently, and then a little nurse was pushed and shoved to stand up, looking a little reluctant, shuffling slowly: "Oh, come with me, give the list Fill in... the fee and scan the QR code." Everything in the emergency room at midnight is very crude and simple, and many departments are closed, not to mention that it is still Chinese New Year, and those lying in the emergency room were either cut by knives or bombed by firecrackers—— Firecrackers and fireworks have been banned recently, and even fewer people have been bombed.People with other problems, as long as they are not unable to get there, try not to choose to see a doctor on the first day of the new year, because they will always feel a little unlucky.

Xu Budie has already scanned the emergency area with few patients. Not only did he not see Cheng Zhu's shadow, nor did he see Rong Wanqin's. He was so scared that he asked repeatedly: "Then sister Ning, where is sister Ning?"

The little nurse asked on the walkie-talkie, and said, "I'm with the patient's family in the CT room."

Xu Budie turned around and ran to the CT room——not paying attention to the snickering behind him, the little nurse couldn't help shouting behind him: "The CT room will come out after a few minutes of photos, why are you running here? I'll be back in a moment!"

It's not that he doesn't understand this truth, but he can't stop his actions at all. He is too worried that something will happen because he reacts a little too late. When he ran over, he saw Sister Ning accompanying Rong Wanqin on the aisle. The woman seemed to have settled down at last, and Sister Ning accompanied her to talk slowly to stabilize her emotions. She didn't act aggressively, but her eyes were still a little dazed.

Xu Budie took a breath and walked up quickly: "...how is it?"

Strangely, a hesitant expression appeared on the faces of the two women.

It was Head Nurse Ning who spoke first: "Xiao Xu, don't worry... In fact, the main purpose of doing this CT is to make you feel at ease..."

Before he finished speaking, the person had already been pushed out of the CT room. Xu Budie was about to catch up, but was caught by the doctor who was catching up, and gave him a receipt to come over and get the report later.There was no CT queue at night. Since it was Sister Ning who had greeted her, there was no need to wait a few hours to get it. A few radiologists reported it right away.

Xu Budie simply waited at the door, protruding his neck like a lookout stone, looking at a group of doctors serious around the computer... pointing and eating melon seeds, and looking at Cheng Zhu who just disappeared Direction, in a hurry to turn in circles.

"Please, brothers, please help me to see, is there anything wrong?" Xiao Xu saw them gathering together and discussing in whispers with serious faces, feeling very confused and feeling like he was about to cry. "Do you still need surgery?"

Several doctors on duty looked at each other with subtle expressions.One of them coughed: "This situation is more complicated. We have never seen it before... so it may take a while. Of course, we will definitely handle what Sister Ning explained..."

But you are just eating melons with serious faces... fruit snacks, Xu Budie suppressed his anger and the urge to roll his eyes, and a doctor he already knew handed him an orange, which was still hot on the radiator: "Do you want to eat it?" ?”

"...If it's really serious trouble, tell me now..." Xiao Xu peeled the orange open with a face of death, "...I'm mentally prepared, no matter how serious it is, I can bear it."

Doctor Gossip showed a little sympathy on his face, and suddenly lowered his voice and asked him: "Sister Ning just said... is it really your boyfriend?"

"Yeah." Xu Budie felt that he was dead and would not be afraid of boiling water.

"Then, have you recently...have been exercising a bit...then what, young people should pay attention to moderation, combine work and rest..."

"???" No matter how good Xu Budie's temper was, he couldn't bear it anymore, thinking that what kind of CT scan of yours can still take pictures of people's kidneys?Just as he was about to swear, a doctor behind him finally made a puff, and then puff ha ha ha, the whole CT room burst into laughter.

"Uh, from the images, it should be fine...don't worry." The conscientious intern finally explained, "Although this needs to be judged by the attending doctor, since the CT scan just now, he slept so soundly. Judging from the snoring situation... I think the one who should lie down is me who lacks sleep."

Another complaint: "It's not just that I was crying during the CT scan, I slept so soundly all the way! Several of us worked hard to get him on the machine, but I didn't wake him up. I didn't feel so good today. Go to sleep, look at him and feel sleepy."

"I heard that when I sewed the needles on him just now, he sewed and cried out, which caused Dr. Zhang's hand to tremble, and almost missed it..."

Xu Budie: "..."