Eros kisses Psyche

Xu Bu went to the side of the hospital bed, and found that Lele had climbed onto Cheng Zhu's hospital bed at some point, squeezed against his arm and fell asleep, the heads of one big and one small were leaning roundly together, without Cheng Zhu. Zhu usually pretends to be cool and artistic with long hair, but now he can see some quiet similarities. It makes people feel that genes are really magical things.

Xu Budie knew Cheng Zhu's efforts and changes for Lele. He knew that Cheng Zhu was not as Rong Wanqin said, indifferent to her pain and unable to empathize with her pain; it was just that he was groping, suffering, and stiffening Persisting, it was hard to find a way to get along with the child, and he was actually lonely, desperate, at a loss, those rooms where all her things were not cleaned, the living room where no one was allowed to clean, and the things she avoided mentioning The topic, he just doesn't need to scream and hysteria to vent, he looks like a normal person - Xu Budie can understand this feeling very well, because he himself also uses smiles and positivity to decorate himself to make himself look like a normal person .Maybe this is the source of their sparks, like two blind men touching an elephant hugging each other for warmth.

And her words will make all his hard work go in vain again.

"You can't do this..." Xu Budie immediately objected when he heard what Rong Wanqin said earlier. He had a lot of reasons, about Cheng Zhu, and Lele's autistic and introverted spirit state, even Rong Wanqin's recurring illness—but when the words came to his mouth, he really felt that he had no position to say these things.In any case, it was her and Cheng Zhu's child, and he was a complete outsider on this issue.No matter how much he likes Lele, saying anything on this issue is crossing the line.

"Xiao Xu...can I call you Xiao Xu?" Rong Wanqin closed her eyes and said softly, "I'm really tired...I can't move my brain anymore, as if it wasn't mine. There's a hole so I don't want to take my pills...I don't have the strength to fight now, you know? I'm having a hard time convincing myself not to hate you...but I do thank you today...I don't want to feel paranoid anymore You are using my son... Anyway, this is a matter between me and Cheng Zhu. I don’t care about you and him, and you don’t care about me and him, can you? I don’t want to talk too much It's hard to hear, so that we can... get along relatively normally. After all, we don't know each other... and it's impossible for us to have any hatred."

Xu Budie could only agree.He had to say that when she was not sick, her thinking was very clear and rational.But taking the medicine did have strong sequelae. She probably finally relaxed after she finished speaking, and fell asleep immediately. carry her over.

She is so light... It seems that the pain has emptied her bones, and when she looked carefully, she found that her cheeks were also sunken, and her eyes were abnormally black.Judging from Cheng Zhu's description in a few words and other people's recitations, people always think that she is tall and mighty, with a strong personality, and has always belonged to the unattainable category of a school goddess, an irresistible type of strong woman; but In reality, she is just a small one, skinny, and even a bit of Xiaojiabiyu's "lolita" in terms of appearance alone, trying her best to maintain her decent existence.

For others, it is troublesome to be hospitalized during the New Year; but for Xu Budie, who has lived in the hospital for half a year like his own compound, it is still beneficial to be hospitalized. For example, he can take care of his mother when he goes upstairs. Medicine and defecation, and then went downstairs to see Lele's body temperature and Cheng Zhu's water medicine.

"Where's my hair?"

This was the first thing Cheng Zhu said when he woke up, and he immediately asked for a mirror, maybe it was given to him by a nurse, and he was pitying himself in front of the mirror, very depressed.Xu Budu rolled his eyes and was so angry that he almost beat him up.

"The only thing you want to talk about is your hair." Xu Budie said flatly, "Then I'm leaving."

"No, no, no, no, don't go," Cheng Zhu hurriedly stretched out his hand to grab him, seeing that he couldn't hold him, he immediately changed his strategy, and he didn't know where to hit him, "Oh, I'm dizzy, I want to vomit, it hurts everywhere , I think I can still save it—”

Xu Budie couldn't help but came back, and gave him a hard look: "Don't talk nonsense! You don't think it's scary enough? Do you know that I almost scared you out of my mind yesterday? I'm flying behind your back I rushed to the hospital and arrived here in 5 minutes. I don’t even know how I did it. Look at my hands. I still can’t use my strength..."

Cheng Zhu reached out and took his hand. "It's so cold." It was obviously very cold, but he was still sweating profusely.He led Xu Budie's hand into the quilt, and pressed it against his warm stomach, "I'm fine, don't be afraid."

"Are you all right?" Xiao Xu looked softly at the covered wound on the top of his head, "Didn't you just say you were dizzy? If you want to vomit, you must say so. Let's take another picture and I'll ask Dr. Wang to show it .”

"I'm dizzy. When I wake up, my hair is gone. Can I not be dizzy? Then I have raised it for many years, and I want to wait until it grows and I will have a dreadlock... When I shave it Can't you just shave the wound..." Cheng Zhu's heart was bleeding, "Oh, my hair..."

"Who knows how many cuts you have on your head if you don't shave it off?" Xu Budie couldn't bear it anymore, and under the cover of the quilt, he reached into his clothes and pinched the areola hard.

Aww——Cheng Zhu didn't dare to cry out in the ward, Lele was still sleeping on one side of his arms, but the expression on his face and the shape of his mouth fully showed that he felt the pain, or it might be deliberately twisted to please others Seeing the disgusted expression on Xu Budie's face, he couldn't help reaching out to grab his hand, and led him down, "Fuck, if you want to pinch, you can pinch it in another place."

"Your son still has a little fever, can you look a little bit like me?" Xiao Xu sighed, and slapped his shameless hands, "You slept until dawn, and even the needles couldn't wake you up, so happy, I don't know how I got here tonight."

Cheng Zhu recalled it with some guilty conscience. He vaguely remembered that the bronze statue hit him and made his head go blank for a while, as if his brains were dangling. When he fell down, there was a voice in the back of his mind that seemed to rejoice, that's great, Finally, I don't have to face these bad things anymore, and I don't want to face people I don't want to face anymore.

He glanced at Xiao Xu with some guilt: "What's the matter, did Rong Wanqin make things difficult for you?"

"No. She seemed to be sick because of a drug break. After taking the medicine, she went to bed. I asked Sister Ning to borrow the lounge for her."

But Lao Cheng was dissatisfied: "What are you doing to her so well, let her sleep outside and drink the wind." He wiped Lele's nose, then touched his forehead, "I'm waking up this little fat man. Yes, I said, why is it so hot? It turned out that she had a cold, and she was frozen? It’s really not too much to do..."

"...It's not just cold, it scares you. Do you think you're not too busy?" Xu Budie couldn't help but yell at him, "Do you know how scary you were last night? You fell silent all of a sudden There is a pool of blood on the ground... Lele was so frightened that she didn't dare to stay at home, and I didn't dare to leave Rong Wanqin there, she looked like she was going to commit suicide any minute..."

Although Cheng Zhu was dizzy because he was dizzy, but he didn't know the specific situation at that time, he wanted to tease him, but when he saw Xiao Xu talking, his lips began to tremble unknowingly, so he quickly stretched out his hand to circle him Pulling it into his arms, he didn't care what the people around him looked at: "What's the matter, what's the matter, it's so serious..." Just as his hand touched Xu Budie's face, his eyelashes trembled, and the tears flowed Rolling down a series of broken threads, they couldn't stop: "You bastard! You bastard, do you know...? I thought you were going to die!...I thought you too..."

Cheng Zhu had no choice but to wrap his arms around the back of his neck, put his forehead against his forehead, and coax him in a low voice: "Okay... okay... am I okay? I'm fine, I'm a bastard, let my family Baby Xu was frightened...I deserve to shave my head, right...My bald head is ugly, no one wants to..."

"Who the hell is your baby?" Xu Budie ruthlessly rejected Tong Tong's love words, "You are a good fart! I thought at the time that if you couldn't wake up like my mother, where should I go? Find money for you? How can I contact your relatives? What if someone wants to take you away, transfer you to hospital, and treat you conservatively? I don’t have anything—”

His chattering and questioning lips burst out like cannonballs, and the unfinished complaints, grievances and long-term anxiety suddenly slammed into a spider's web like prey, and they were all snatched away by a kiss; Cheng Zhu bit his astonished lips. Lips, forcing him to open, pushed the tip of her tongue between his teeth, kissing and sucking fiercely, as if she wanted to eat him all, and as if she wanted to give him everything she had.Even if he wants to vent and break free in revenge, he pushes hard with the tip of his tongue and bites with his teeth, but it can only make the kiss longer, deeper and more emotional.