Eros kisses Psyche

But sometimes, the tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop. The more you want to be stable, the more you think thoroughly, the actual situation will exceed your expectations.

In fact, I was really tired today. When I went back in the early morning, the two leaned on each other against the night, but they were really sleepy and couldn't keep their eyes open. They just wanted to go back to sleep and talk about it.

When he opened the door, the light in the room was on, but Cheng Zhu didn't notice it for a while—he thought he forgot to turn it off when he left.Anyway, it wasn't the first time he lost everything.It was Xu Budie who asked, "Why didn't you turn off the light?"

"Maybe I left in a hurry, I just had a surprise—" Cheng Zhu originally planned to say that there was a surprise, but he took the sculpture back from the organizing committee, and at this moment he threw it in the living room without taking it to the studio Or a warehouse.Xiao Xu hasn't seen the finished statue yet, so I just show him a look.

So he was completely unprepared, and took a few more steps into the room, when he suddenly saw a figure sitting silently in front of the one-person-high statue... He was taken aback by himself.Now the surprise turned into fright, and the atmosphere suddenly became tense and embarrassing.

"...Why are you here?"

It was Rong Wanqin sitting in the room, thinking about it, she had the key here, and her fingerprints were also in the fingerprint lock, and Cheng Zhu never deleted or replaced it—I don’t know whether it was because he was lazy or just waiting. Let her come back one day, or leave a comfortable retreat for herself.

But today, this weed-grown retreat, which was covered by the barren and overgrown weeds in memory, finally stumbled over my feet.

Rong Wanqin didn't explain, she just sat where she used to sit, with her back turned to him, like the scene she saw every night when she came home, like time went back to the past, making her Cheng Zhu's heart trembled, and he stood far away, his attitude was not like that of the former husband and wife, but rather like treating a fragile object.

Rong Wanqin didn't answer him, but looked straight at the sculpture: "Who is it?"

"You don't want to..." Cheng Zhu raised his voice, but finally put it down again, "It doesn't matter who he is. What are you doing here in the middle of the night? Where's Lele?"

"It's Chinese New Year today." Rong Wanqin said naturally, her voice was very soft, "I'm here to cook the New Year's Eve dinner. I've been waiting for you... Where did you go for the New Year's Eve? You never came back?"

Cheng Zhu followed her gaze and saw that there was indeed a table full of New Year's Eve dinners on the table, but he didn't even move it.He only felt that the nerves in his temples were throbbing, as if he was going to be pulled back to those cage-like oppressive days that were so sticky that he couldn't breathe.

Standing outside the cage and looking at it now, I feel that the appearance of each other's struggle was really self-torture.

"Wanqin, we're already divorced. Although I didn't ask for the key back and didn't delete your fingerprints, it doesn't mean that you can come without saying hello, or even cooking a table for me without notifying me. My family is 'waiting for me'. There is no need for me to 'come back' for you - I will come back whenever I want."

He tried to speak as calmly as possible—not wanting to cause too much trouble.This was so embarrassing, Xu Budie was still following behind, Cheng Zhu glanced at him begging for help, but fortunately he was just standing in the entrance, he was very considerate and did not turn around and leave.

She still looked at the sculpture as if she didn't hear it at all. "I know this guy. I've seen him...you'd do that for other people too."

Cheng Zhu pressed his anger: "What's the matter with you? Is Lele asleep?" He knew that he should ask her out, otherwise all this would be endless, and no one would feel comfortable.But where is the bond of mutual affection for so many years? He couldn't speak harshly, and knowing that she couldn't stand stimulation, he could only ask: "Where do you live these days? In a hotel? Or at a friend's house? I'll take you back. "

She said firmly: "I won't leave, this is my home. I chose this house, I installed the decoration, I also bought the soft furnishings, and all my clothes and shoes are in the closet."

Only then did Cheng Zhu realize that she was still wearing her own slippers and her favorite pajamas as usual.Like a spider, she stayed in the middle of her most safe and familiar web, waiting for him to crash in like countless days and nights in the past.

She was right; Cheng Zhu didn't even put away all her things except what she took away.

It's like it's unrequited love.If others think so, he can't justify it.

"I'm just afraid that you won't be able to find important things if you lose them." Cheng Zhu said, "It's just in time for you to come, and you can take them all away."

"That's right... my important things are here." She lowered her eyes, "I was sick at the time, and I couldn't think in my head. Now that I'm cured, I want to come back. This way you don't have to throw away these things, and I don't have to take them Let's go. Cheng Zhu, let's talk about starting over—"

Xu Budie's face was a little ugly, as if he wanted to leave room for them, he turned around and went out suddenly. Although the door was only slightly closed, the automatic latch made a loud clicking sound.

She also suddenly fell silent with that sound.

"Who was that just now?" She suddenly changed her face and spoke aggressively, "Who did you bring back? Who did you spend the New Year with?"

Cheng Zhu's eyebrows were all together - she was still the same as before, she hadn't changed at all - she couldn't hold back her tone anymore: "Then what's the matter with you?! You're fucking sick again, I don't want to have anything to do with you now Tan, you need to go back to taking your medicine and going to sleep now."

"I know who it is!" Rong Wanqin sneered, she jumped up suddenly, and dragged out a suitcase from behind the sofa - it was the one that Xiao Xu put in Lele's room, and it was inside when Cheng Zhu saw it before There are only a few pieces of change of clothes here and there, but now they are stuffed to the brim, almost overflowing—including Xiao Xu’s sweater, which was used as a placebo by Cheng Zhu on the sofa before, the change of clothes hanging outside to dry, his Towels and toothbrushes, even his used dishes—

With all her strength, she threw it forward, and the box slid forward along the floor, the zipper was not closed, and the contents inside were scattered all over the floor.

Cheng Zhu felt a burst of exhaustion in his heart, like a spring that had been tortured repeatedly, and it was difficult to respond elastically to such things.What made him even more annoyed was that Xu Budie's things were thrown on the ground like this, and these things were only such a small ball, the size of a suitcase, as if they were ready to leave at any time, "Why do you think we will Is there a possibility to start over? Just like you?" He turned around and went into the room, "You can also organize my things into a luggage bag and throw it out for me. I will take Lele with me. you."

But when he opened Lele's room, the bed and quilt were still neat and untouched; he opened his own bedroom and searched the toy room, but there was nothing there.

Cheng Zhu broke out in a cold sweat for no reason: "Where's Lele?!" Even if he just leaves him in the hotel to sleep, that's not the place he's used to sleeping in. If he wakes up in the middle of the night and finds no one around him, then Older children would be really scared, and Lele was afraid of being born in the first place. If he fell asleep, he might run away in fright.

At this time, I suddenly heard the door leading to the outer garden slap violently, and at the same time, there was a slow voice shouting: "—Old Cheng!! Open this door!!"

Cheng Zhu didn't have time to think about it, he rushed up and opened the door. At the door, Xiao Xu took off the down of his coat, and he was only wearing a sweater, spraying clouds of white mist from his mouth, and wrapped his hands tightly around the little guy in his arms. He picked up the child whose face was blue from the cold, and carried him into the house.

Cheng Zhu's mind exploded with a buzz.He froze in place for a moment, unable to move; but Rong Wanqin screamed, grabbed a square on the table, and smashed it at Xu Budie. "Get out! Who let you into my house?! Who let you hold my son!?"

Xu Budie only had time to lower his head, and the sharp corner of the ruler passed across his forehead. Before he could protect him, his hands kept rubbing Lele's body, and calmly said to Cheng Zhu, "I'm a little frozen. But it’s not serious, it’s probably more of a scare...I’ll take him to the room and wrap him in a quilt to warm him up, and then take a hot bath when he’s better.” He pouted his mouth and gave Cheng a wink. Zhu will solve the adult's problem first.

What else did Rong Wanqin want to say, Cheng Zhu could no longer maintain his demeanor, and slapped the table and shouted at her: "Shut up! This is what you said that you and him 'get along well'? He is your son you Remember, is there a mother like you?! The temperature outside is below zero now!"

Rong Wanqin seemed to have suddenly found a point of emotion, crying and screaming as if to vent: "Who told him not to admit his mistake? I said you can come in if you want to understand clearly and admit your mistake!! Why did he lie to me?? Why? He refuses to admit his mistake?!"

"How old is he! What can he lie to you, worthy of your punishment?!"

"He lied to me that there was no outsider living in the house!" She pointed angrily and tremblingly at the delicate and clear face on the sculpture, "He lied to me that he didn't know this person!! Why did he lie to me? I am Damn it! I took him to the amusement park, I took him to eat delicious food, buy clothes and shoes, I gave birth to him and suffered so much, and I paid almost all of my life for him! But he actually lied to me! I Lele never cheats, who did he learn from? Why do you want someone to teach me to be bad??!"

Just for something like this...

Cheng Zhu closed his eyes.He couldn't imagine how long Lele had stayed outside—in this weather where tears would freeze, when he was happily eating the New Year's Eve dinner with the person he liked, he probably didn't eat anything, and was killed by himself. Her own mother locked herself in the garden outside to reflect, her lips were blue and blue from the cold, and she didn't dare to resist.

He grabbed Rong Wanqin and beat his wrist frantically, pulling her arm and dragging her out. "Get out," he had never felt that he was so violent, and he could even think about changing the locks tomorrow while doing so, "Get out, this place and Lele have nothing to do with you from now on! "

Rong Wanqin struggled, and almost lay down on the side like a child to prevent herself from being pulled away. Cheng Zhu exerted all his strength, and almost put her together with all the piles of debris and towels on the sofa, as if together The huge broom swept it down like that, and dragged it to the floor.

"It has something to do with it!" She cried and screamed fiercely, her delicately made-up face became even more terrifying after tears and tears, and her fingernails pinched Cheng Zhu's wrist, "He is my son! He is a piece of flesh that fell from my body He has nothing to do with you, you lied to me too, you big liar, you sleep with a man, then what am I?! Am I a co-wife?! You are so disgusting!! I’m gone, are you finally liberated? Is it? Have you been wishing for me to leave quickly?!"

The door of Lele's room was tightly closed, but the harsh sound could still pass through the door and the thick quilt and into the ears.

Xu Budie hugged Lele and covered his ears with his hands; the two of them huddled under the nest built by the quilt like hibernating gophers, as if they were waiting for a storm that swept across the earth to pass.

Lele's hands and feet gradually warmed up, as if they had been thawed, and suddenly let out a sob.