Eros kisses Psyche

I'll go, he can turn into Shakespeare on the stage this guy gave him, it's terrible.Xu Budie rolled around on the spot and got up quickly. He felt that something would happen if he lay down again. The sky was sitting on the ground, the fireworks were in full bloom, and the scene was too beautiful, which was not conducive to the construction of spiritual civilization.

He stood up, jumped slightly, and waved the withered grass off his body. For some reason, after experiencing such aggrievedness, he felt that his mood gradually improved.He stretched out his hand and pulled Cheng Zhu up:

"Let's go, I know a place where I can make a New Year's Eve dinner."

Not long after, they came to the public kitchen next to the hospital.Although the Chinese New Year vegetable market has been closed, it has to be open even during the Chinese New Year, otherwise the families of seriously ill patients will have no food to eat.He asked the doorman for the key, opened the iron lock with ease, and found a bag of dumplings from the refrigerator in the corner, as well as a piece of bacon, a box of tofu, and some messy vegetables.

"It must be left by Aunt Zhang and the others. Let's use it first, and I will make up for it tomorrow."

He rolled up his sleeves, and made four dishes and one soup with this pile of things. The kitchen, which was cold and clear at first, became warm with the fire and the steaming heat of the boiler. of.

When he put the shared oil, salt, soy sauce and vinegar back in place, he saw the shelf Cheng Zhu made for them, with rounded edges and corners, and it was the head of an animal.

I thought I could only spend this New Year alone.

Just as he was thinking this way, he realized that Cheng Zhu conjured two cans of beer out of nowhere.

"Go ask the doorman for it." He smiled and said, "I just saw him drinking. I asked him if he had some for me."

As he explained, he picked up Xu Bu's packed dishes, "Let's eat on top, it's New Year's day, let's spend a festival with your mother."

During the New Year's Eve, there is no one in the hospital, the nurses on duty are dozing off, and the number of family members of patients coming and going is only one-fifth of the usual number at most. It is quiet everywhere, and time seems to be wrapped in a transparent cocoon. .

They set up a small table in front of the hospital bed, laying out hot meals one by one.Cheng Zhu dug out a few disposable paper cups, poured them each a cup, and poured a cup for Xu Budie's mother, Lin Youxia, and arranged them like a triangle.

Xu Budie took out his mobile phone, called up the picture of the Spring Festival Gala, set up a stand, mainly facing Lin Youxia's direction, and shook her bed frame a little.Sometimes Lin Youxia's eyes would seem to be open like now, as if she really participated in this festival.

The square light of the mobile phone was reflected in her blind eyes, and it seemed to add vivid colors to the inside. The red and fiery color patterns flowed inside, adding a bit of New Year's vitality to the whole person: "Look, my mother Love to watch."

Cheerful laughter and music sounded from the screen; the countdown was about to begin.

"Cheers." He said in a low voice, picked up his own and his mother's cups, and clinked them with Cheng Zhu.

"Cheers." Cheng Zhu responded to him tenderly, "Happy New Year."

Xu Budie's eyes wandered away for a moment, he saw the paper wind chimes still hanging on the curtain, and said with some regret: "It would be great if Lele was here too."

Cheng Zhu nodded, he didn't know how to explain to Xu Budie, maybe Rong Wanqin would take Lele away later.Before entering school, there should be a process of basic life adaptation. In fact, the time should be very tight.He felt that he had finally gotten used to this kind of life, and Lele seemed to have finally found a rhythm of life just like himself; but everything was like a bubble, which was about to disappear quickly.Although Cheng Zhu seemed very mature and steady when he was preaching to Xiao Xu, he was also at a loss in his heart:

Should I give the baby to her?Should I believe what she said?

One said himself: That was the right choice.You simply don't have the time or the skills to take care of your children.

Another self said: We have a good time together.Who is nobler than whom? Is it true that who is born to be a parent?There is no need to change at all.

Another self-warning: Have you forgotten what Rong Wanqin did?What if she relapses again?What would Lele do then?

There is another self who is secretly delighted: hand over the child to her, and you can live in a two-person world as you like, without dragging the oil bottle, and you can relax!Dare you say you haven't thought about it that way?

"...Old Cheng?...Cheng Zhu? What are you thinking?"

"Ah, no," Cheng Zhu smiled, "I was thinking, you have to make up the lessons you missed, or you won't be able to keep up with the progress of other students."

Xu Budie: "???"

Cheers of Happy New Year exploded from the screen, and the sky in the distance was also dyed bright red.

Only Cheng Zhu is still chattering with him: "Look, I plan to use this winter vacation to make good arrangements for you. You will come to my studio on the eighth day of the eighth day. It is the fastest way to practice for you from the basics. I have more A few books and some homework, remember to do it these few days... If you don't know it, you can ask me directly..."

You are too much...Xiao Xu wants to cry but has no tears. What should others say and do during the New Year?Wasn't it so romantic just now? Now that you have achieved your goal, you have arranged my winter vacation homework?

He leaned over and blocked the chattering mouth amidst the New Year's celebrations.

Mom, look, I want to be with this person.I also recognize that he is my teacher; I also recognize that he will encounter many unfair things.I want him to be our new family. Maybe now, I can only rely on his strength, but one day, I will grow up enough to protect you two.

In this way, in our family, the wound that was once torn by blood and thought to be incurable, will it finally start to heal?

The guy who has always been invincible with his rich experience seemed a little overwhelmed. Cheng Zhu gently pressed against his chest, tilted his head and rubbed the kiss to the corner of his mouth to prevent him from deepening it: "Don't, your mother is watching."

"I told her." Xiao Xu ignored him and chased after him, "If she is not satisfied, get up and beat me now."

"..." Cheng Zhu was speechless for a while, and was wetly licked by his tongue, feeling a little bit self-defeating—I can't be a teacher thoroughly, and I can't get rid of my boyfriend, and I will throw away my armor with a slight hook. What should I do next? What to do?But Xu Budie said pitifully: "Look...my mother didn't beat me, she didn't object."

I was eaten to death by him, and my heart aches when I hear this.He had no choice but to sigh, and let him hang half of his body over with his arms hanging, and while he was embracing the thin waist, he let him fan the flames everywhere, while pulling down the clothes that were up to reveal a part of the waistline.The tip of the tongue playfully entered and licked out of the cavity of his lips, stalking, and was finally caught and bitten, and then slowly kissed deeply by him.There are not so many desires or skills, but more like a slow-cooked tenderness that quenches thirst.

It wasn't until the phones of the two of them started to vibrate and ring ignorant of current affairs, and messages and phone calls to congratulate the New Year poured in frantically that the two sticking together were torn apart, and each began to reply perfunctorily For business entertainment, Cheng Zhu gave out a circle of red envelopes in both the student group and the work group with a guilty conscience.

Xu Budie asked: "Did Lele call? I wanted to call him just now, but I was afraid he was calling you now."

Cheng Zhu shook his head: "Maybe he's asleep. If he's full, he won't be able to make it this far." He opened the APP on the phone and watch to check the location, but then he was taken aback: the location of the watch was not displayed, like is closed.

Is something wrong?Or forgot to charge it?

"...If there is anything, Rong Wanqin should contact me." Cheng Zhu said.But his eyebrows were furrowed, and he couldn't let it go for a while.

"It should be fine, but Lao Cheng, just pick Lele back tomorrow. I have to give him the New Year's money." Xiao Xu seemed to see a little bit of his worry.

Cheng Zhu struggled for a while and hesitated. "He's at his mother's place. He's very good. I don't care."

"There's no such reason. Haven't you been taking care of Lele all the time? It's true that something went wrong, but no one's parents haven't committed some stupid things. People aren't born to be parents... My mother also left me in the center of a department store once, and I went to the appointed place to wait for her, but she got lost by herself. At that time, I was only as old as Lele." Xu Budie said teasingly, and quickly glanced at I glanced at my mother, and felt that she seemed to be remembering this memory, and she seemed to be smiling.

"To be honest, I don't think a person who hasn't cared about her child for so long really has so much patience with Lele. She never took the initiative to call. Lele will think she is normal, He is just a five-year-old child, and his mother and father are heaven and earth." Xu Budie said calmly, "Besides, the last time I saw her... I don't think she is completely cured. Obviously she is still I can't control my emotions, it's okay if I'm not stimulated, but if I'm stimulated..."

Cheng Zhu shook his head, he didn't really want to mention Rong Wanqin's matter, he was always sorry about her.Especially in this situation now, listening to Xu Budie talk about her is always a little weird psychologically: suddenly there is an inexplicable guilt, as if he betrayed his previous relationship.

It's weird, I'm divorced from her.Is there still love left?

"Don't mention her. I'll call her tomorrow to find out what's going on." Cheng Zhu yawned. He looked at the other family members accompanying the bed, and dragged a simple plank bed. Thick quilt, curled up sleeping in the aisle.Fortunately, there is heating in the hospital. "You... just sleep here for the past two days?"

"I usually sleep here too. The house at home is sold. I don't occupy much space by myself. Renting a house would be a waste."

"...Go back to sleep at my place." Cheng Zhu wrapped the person in his arms a little self-destructively, and principles became a sieve.On the first day of the new year, after encountering a series of infuriating and powerless troubles, he couldn't bear to leave Xu Budie here alone no matter what.I thought to myself that I resigned anyway, so let others talk if they like to talk, and if you can't get entangled, let's get entangled.

What else can I give him?If he is a woman, since I have met the parents, I guess I have started to think about whether it is better to wait for him to graduate and set up a few tables at the wedding ceremony; he will not think there is anything wrong with living in my house.My little lackluster experience can all come in handy, I can give him what I have given to others, treat him better than my ex-wife, and never make the mistakes of the past again.

But he is not.I shouldn't compare...

I don't know what to do.