Reborn the tamed beast

The conversation between Gu Shen and Gu Ziming was quite loud. Yuan Yuge was chatting with him at the side, but when he saw Gu Shen looking tense, he hurriedly ended the conversation and ran over to try to persuade him.Who would have thought that just as Yuan Yuge ran over, Gu Shen would turn around and leave the next second, without seeing Yuan Yuge running here at all.

Seeing that Gu Shen was still calm, Yuan Yuge turned his head to comfort Gu Ziming, and said, "I really don't know what's going on with him. Don't worry, I'll tell you about him when I get back." The person I like, Gu Shen is his brother, Gu Ziming is completely his elder, Yuan Yuge loves him as his father, if two people quarrel, Yuan Yuge is obliged to stand by Gu Ziming's side, help and reprimand him Gu Shen.

Of course, because if you do it, you will definitely not be able to beat it.

Gu Ziming shook his head in embarrassment, and didn't say anything, he just congratulated Yuan Yuge: "You are a good boy, I am very relieved that Gu Shen is with you." He made it clear that he was a guardian.Yuan Yuge knew a little about Gu Shen and Gu Ziming's affairs. When he first found out, it was like a bolt from the blue, but after all, it was someone else's business, and he couldn't manage it. Now he accepted it calmly.It’s just that when Gu Ziming speaks, I find it very strange—his behavior, expression, and words are completely like a guardian, not like a lover, so Gu Shen won’t feel uncomfortable?

Obviously it will.

It's just that Yuan Yuge was embarrassed to say more, nodded, drank a little alcoholic drink, and walked away from Gu Ziming.

Although Gu Shen had already left the hall, Gu Ziming's eyes were still looking in that direction. Yuan Yuge knew that Gu Ziming only had Gu Shen in his eyes, and no matter what he said, it was useless.Because Gu Shen didn't say it.

Gu Shen didn't leave early, he came to the bathroom, and kept slapping his face with water. The heat on his face couldn't be dissipated when he talked to Gu Ziming just now, Gu Shen even filled the sink with water, and then Sink your face into it.

When talking with Gu Ziming, he felt that his heart was about to pop out, and the fingers of his left hand connected to the heart were so painful that he convulsed. He just said a few words and even his body began to tremble, so he had to end the conversation hastily and leave in embarrassment.

The pool is too small, and the sound of the air bubbles is surprisingly loud. Hold your breath, but you can hear the sound of water flowing from the water pipes. You can't have a moment of peace.

Gu Shen raised his head, water droplets slid down his hair, and then stuck to his face in embarrassment.

Gu Shen took a deep breath, and after a while, he finally calmed down.

At this moment, I suddenly heard two knocks on the door behind me.Someone came in the bathroom at some point, but Gu Shen didn't notice it, and now he was taken aback, and when he saw it, it was Yuan Yuge.

Gu Shen's stiff body relaxed slightly, took out a tissue and wiped it off, and said in a hoarse voice, "When did you come?"

"When you put your face in the pool." Yuan Yuge looked at Gu Shen with folded arms, and said coldly, "I thought you would drown yourself."

"I won't." Gu Shen took a breath, "Impossible."

Yuan Yuge looked at the corners of Gu Shen's eyes that were flushed from washing his face, and said hesitantly, "Is it because of the teacher?"

"..." Gu Shen remained silent and did not answer.

"I thought you broke off the relationship with the teacher just because you didn't want to get involved with the teacher..." Yuan Yuge paused, "It's not true, right? You want to get along with the teacher in a different relationship?"

Gu Shen wiped his fingers clean, rubbed Yuan Yuge's shoulder and walked out, said softly: "You think too much." Then he left the bathroom.

Gu Shen felt a deep sense of powerlessness.After calming down, he was able to think about it calmly, only to realize that what he wanted was Gu Ziming's admission.It's just that I can't get it, and I even feel that Gu Ziming is looking at him with colored glasses. This kind of deformed view makes Gu Shen feel suffocated and can't help but want to escape.

Distorted to the point that if you want to see Gu Ziming down and out, you can only rely on yourself; you want Gu Ziming to never leave him again.

Twisted, paranoid obsessions.

Gu Shen returned to the lobby, picked up his coat, told his manager that he wanted to go back early, and then left alone.

Gu Ziming came here this time because he was indeed invited by Gu Shen's manager, hoping that the two of them could ease their tense relationship and calm down Gu Shen's emotions.Who would have thought that instead of easing the relationship this time, they would become more tit-for-tat.

Gu Ziming saw that when Gu Shen came back, the broken hair on his forehead was a little wet, as if it had been poured with water, and he felt a little worried. Later, seeing Gu Shen picked up his coat and was about to leave, he reflexively wanted to get up and catch up .

But when he saw that Gu Shen didn't look at him from the beginning to the end, he felt a little disheartened, he hesitated and dared not chase him out, after thinking about it, he stayed where he was.

He felt that he was about to be driven crazy by this unreasonable son-arguing with him for no reason, and even posing as if it was impossible to get back together, it was simply unreasonable.Gu Ziming thought about it for the past few days, and there was indeed something wrong with him, for example, he couldn't talk to Gu Shen so loudly in public.But Gu Shen didn't reconcile with him - this simply hit Gu Ziming's weakness and exerted pressure, making Gu Ziming unconsciously thinking every day how to soften up so that Gu Shen could agree to reconcile with him.

Really can't just wait for Gu Shen to come to him.

Gu Ziming secretly encouraged him, picked up his coat, went out and chased after him.

Gu Shen lowered his head and walked towards the parking lot. Along the way, he saw many lovers kissing along the road. After thinking about it carefully, he realized that today is the last day of this year, and it will be the new year soon.

Gu Shen walked to the side of the car, opened the door and entered, the phone suddenly vibrated.

Gu Shen looked at the phone while driving, and the caller ID was Gu Ziming.

Instantly lost interest in answering.

Gu Shen drove the car to the gate, and saw Gu Ziming holding a mobile phone in his hand and putting it next to his ear.

Gu Shen cursed secretly, intending to avoid this person and drive away, but unexpectedly the person stood in front of the car, as if not letting him go.

Gu Shen: "..." Just when he felt that the man was annoying, Gu Ziming unceremoniously sat in his passenger cabin and asked calmly, "Why didn't you answer the phone?"

Things like Gu Shen not answering the phone were very common four years ago, and the kid could always use different reasons to refuse his concern.There is only one condition for him to answer, and that is 'I am willing. '

And now.

Gu Shen unlocked the car door on the right, and said quietly: "Because I don't want to. You can get out of the car."

Gu Ziming closed the car lock with his backhand and said, "I won't leave, send me wherever you go, I won't go home tonight."

Gu Shen snorted, showing a playful look, and said to him: "I'm going to find my girlfriend, so you want to go too?"

"..." Gu Ziming stared at him blankly for a while, then asked hoarsely, "Are you joking?"

"Do you think I'm joking?" Gu Shen staggered his eyes, "It's all about treating the other person in the same way, Gu Ziming, when you dare to eat with other women, you have to think, I also now have the right to be with other women - without your consent."

"Have you had enough trouble?" Gu Ziming blushed anxiously, "Yes, if you insist on thinking that I was wrong about that incident, I will admit that I was wrong and apologize. Please don't be so naive." Gu Ziming took a deep breath to calm down: "You come home with me."

Gu Shen looked at Gu Ziming's anxious appearance with a half-smile, raised his upper body, and slowly leaned towards Gu Ziming, as if he had kissed him in the car countless times in the past.But not this time, he leaned close to Gu Ziming's face, narrowed his eyes, fixed the back of Gu Ziming's head with one hand, and unlocked the car lock again with the other hand.

Gu Shen said: "Do you really think that I can't do without you? - You can definitely think that you are not wrong, this has nothing to do with me."

Gu Shen said while opening the car door.

The cold wind at the end of the year poured into the car in an instant, and the temperature almost dropped to zero.

Gu Shen jokingly approached Gu Ziming's ear lightly, and then bit his ear hard, seeing that the man's ear turned red instantly, he licked it as if comforting, which made Gu Ziming couldn't help but Shaking up.

Gu Shen stopped this kind of intimate gesture a long time ago.Now that it suddenly happened, it seemed to vent the desire in the past and take revenge like torture.

Seeing Gu Ziming dodging back unconsciously, Gu Shen also felt bored.

It was so boring.

"If you feel disgusted, get out." Gu Shen returned to his original sitting posture with a cold face, thought for a while, and smiled, "I thought you were dating me to do this kind of thing, but now I know, It's just my own wishful thinking, you don't want me to touch you at all."

Gu Ziming's eyes widened, and he quickly said, "No—"

Before he finished speaking, Gu Shen suddenly interrupted, saying: "Do you know, Gu Ziming, I have never 'loved' you, it is impossible now, and it will be even more impossible in the future."

Gu Shen thought mockingly to himself, it's just possessive desire, it's not love.

Gu Ziming originally wanted to say something, but when he heard this, his heart felt ashamed for a moment, he took two deep breaths, and got out of the car helplessly.

No matter how you explain it now, it will not help.Gu Shen no longer trusted him.

Gu Ziming didn't know what he had done, which made Gu Shen feel that he didn't want him to touch him.Really don't want to?Of course it's impossible, the only possibility is what he did subconsciously - a very small move, which he couldn't even discover, which made Gu Shen feel strongly uneasy, and even felt that he 'looked down on him'.

Gu Ziming sorted out his emotions secretly, he couldn't help but regret and blame himself, and felt a twitching pain in his heart, and even his fingers were tightly clenched together.

Even if Gu Shen confessed to himself, so what?

He never liked himself.

So can't find a solution.