Reborn the tamed beast

Gu Shen was not joking with Gu Ziming, he was indeed going to meet a 'female' friend.It's an exaggeration to say a friend, Gu Ren, the woman who used to live in his house, and later said that she likes her inexplicably.To be honest, Gu Shen would not believe her nonsense at all.Like his face?This kind of words will not be convincing to anyone.Gu Shen has no sensitive distinction between his own appearance and other people's appearance. He thinks that people are all similar in appearance, so it is unclear what he means when he says 'like his appearance'.

Gu Ren called him just now and made an appointment to meet at Gu Shen's house.Gu Shen has not been home for a long time, and it is impossible for a woman to have the key to his house.When Gu Shen arrived at the door of the house, he really saw a woman wandering around the door, looking quite cold.

The woman's face was pale with cold, but she forced a smile when she saw Gu Shen: "You're back." She didn't complain at all.

Gu Shen didn't have any feelings for this woman, so he didn't feel distressed or moved.Because there is no feeling, so there will be no feeling in the future.

Gu Shen brushed past the woman's shoulder and said flatly, "I didn't ask you to wait."

"I am willing." The woman didn't care at all, rubbed her arms, and waited for Gu Shen to open the door with a smile.

The room was not warm at all, and the temperature outside was basically the same. It took me a long time to turn on the air conditioner before I dared to take off my coat.

Gu Shen took out a cup of hot drink from the kitchen, handed it to the woman, and said casually, "So, what are you here for today?"

"It's not for anything." The woman lowered her head and took a sip, then held the cup with her hands, gave a 'tsk' sound, and said, "I know you don't like me—but you will be gentle with me, like this glass of milk. Isn't it?"

Gu Shen was frightened by the woman's sudden words, and repeatedly denied: "It's easy to do. Even a dog would do it."

The woman obviously didn't like this answer, her complexion changed, and after a while she said with certainty: "Yes. Even a dog would do the same."

Gu Shen was very satisfied that the woman recognized the reality clearly, and when she was about to let the woman go home without incident, the woman suddenly said: "I just like your gentleness, Gu Shen."

The hairs on Gu Shen's body stood on end, "You can't like me."

"Why?" The woman didn't care much, "Why can't I? Did your fans say the same?"

"..."

"Then." The woman smiled strangely, "Can I think that I am special?"

"No."

"..."

Gu Shen stood up and said to her, "If it's okay, you can go."

"Gu Shen." The woman said in a low voice, "You know, today is the last day of this year. I hope I can spend this day with you."

Gu Shen waved his hand: "Actually, most of my time today was spent at the concert."

"It doesn't matter." The woman said, slowly approaching Gu Shen, very close, "I hope the first person you see next year will be me."

Gu Shen actually wanted to ask, why.But he thought that no matter what reason she gave, he couldn't understand it.When dating Gu Ziming back then, it was not without romance. Gu Shen would search the Internet to find out what constitutes a "qualified lover", and would follow those instructions. Give a lot of roses, well, there are probably more than 90 roses; another example is cooking on Gu Ziming's birthday, preparing a candlelight dinner, and then looking into his eyes and saying 'I love you'.

These seem to work fine for others.But it does not apply to Gu Ziming.When Gu Shen sent flowers to Gu Ziming, Gu Zi was obviously very calm and desolate, and said lightly: Thank you, and then told Gu Shen to prohibit this kind of behavior in the future, especially in public ; When Gu Shen celebrated Gu Ziming's birthday, he also seemed very calm, and at the end of the highlight, he actually said, "Gu Shen, are you joking?" '

At that time, he was also very puzzled, why didn't Gu Ziming feel happy?Why does he feel that he is not sincere?

Thinking about it now, I really didn't 'love' Gu Ziming at that time, and a confession without love was really pale.

Gu Shen understands Gu Ren's act of pretending to be romantic, understands, but doesn't understand.

Gu Shen glanced at her indifferently: "If you are willing to stay until the early morning, then you can just sit and sit. The guest room is on the left side of the corridor, you can do whatever you want."

After speaking, he got up and went to the bathroom.When he returned to the living room after taking a shower, the woman was no longer just sitting on the sofa.She turned on the TV at home without turning on the light, and watched TV seriously.

Gu Shen only glanced at it, then walked over, turned off the TV, and said, "You can go to take a shower now, there are no women's clothes, you can make do with your clothes."

What the woman stared at intently was the CD she had carved, which recorded all her concerts from her debut to the present.

Gu Shen didn't want others to see it.

The woman said, "I watched that disc you just played a long time ago."

"Really?" Gu Shen said indifferently, "Then, how did you buy this limited edition disc?"

"I didn't buy it, Gu Shen."

"..."

"I don't have that disc, but Gu Ziming has it." The woman called Gu Ziming by name unceremoniously, "I used to watch a lot of your discs at his home, we sat on the sofa with your nanny look."

Gu Shen's hand was slowly clenched.

Of course, Gu Shen remembered why he gave Gu Ziming this collector's disc.Yes, there is a hint of showing off, but Gu Shen is not the kind of person who wants to show off, so when I gave it to Gu Ziming, I said 'not allowed to show it to others'.At that time, Gu Ziming agreed with a smile. Obviously, he did not fulfill his promise.

Really bad.

Gu Shen's CD was not actually for sale, but carved by himself. There are only two in the world, one for him and one for Gu Ziming.

He thought this disc would become a secret between the two of them.

ridiculous.

The woman stood up slowly, followed behind Gu Shen, and said, "Gu Shen, you don't like me, but you like Gu Ziming?"

"..."

"It looks like you are a couple - but, I think, Gu Ziming doesn't regard you as his lover." The woman smiled softly, "He only regards you as his son, right?"

"Shut up." Gu Shen quickened his pace, quickly arrived at his room, turned and closed the door.

The woman was not angry, she stood outside the door, stuck to the crack of the door and said: "I lived in Gu Ziming's house when I was in college. Gu Shen, you must not know how Gu Ziming introduced you like an outsider, he put you As a tool for him to show off, he wrote books, about your childhood, about how he supported you, about how he was great, and in his heart, you are just a springboard for his reputation."

"Shut up!" Gu Shen yelled in a roar, and then slammed his hands on the wall, making a loud noise.

The woman remained unmoved, and continued: "In his book, he wrote that you were squeezed out in the orphanage when you were a child, that you lay down on the ground drinking rainwater mixed with mud; that you played with mud in the fields like a wild child; You should thank him like God—"

Gu Shen couldn't help shaking his whole body, his legs were so weak that he couldn't stand up, his fingers trembled as if they were broken, and he couldn't make a sound, so he could only say intermittently: Don't talk.

Gu Shen in this world has never "drinked rainwater and played with mud", so it is impossible for Gu Ziming to write, everything is a woman's fabrication.But not having it in this life does not mean not having it in the previous life, then Gu Ziming in the previous life had such an impression, and maybe, maybe it will stay in this life.

In fact, deep down in Gu Shen's heart, he is very repulsed by outsiders talking about his childhood.The children who come out of the orphanage are very attached to "feelings". They will give everything they want to get, and fight for what they don't want.He wanted Gu Ziming's feelings, so he was obedient to him in his previous life.But later he found that Gu Ziming could not be his own, so he began to want to be his lover, Gu Shen pleases him and does what he wants him to do.

But still can't.

Gu Shen was very tired, just like Gu Ziming.

Gu Shen has already used all his feelings on this person.

All.

But the man just said 'we should be apart for a while'.

Well, then don't be with me anymore.

Gu Shen felt that his head was hurting, as if it was about to explode, he hated Gu Ziming, because he had spent all his feelings on him, but that person was still greedy enough, making himself decadent like this; he hated Gu Ziming I didn’t take my promises seriously. I said I wouldn’t leave Gu Shen, but I didn’t do it; I said I couldn’t show the CD to others, I didn’t do it; I believe he didn’t do it, and there are many more.

Gu Shen felt that the blood vessels next to his temple were 'chugging', and his heartbeat was as loud as a beating drum. He could hear more and more sounds in his right ear, but he couldn't hear the woman's screaming outside the door clearly.

He wants revenge on him.

Gu Shen wanted revenge on Gu Ziming.

Regardless of previous life, regardless of this life, he wants him to pay the price.

Gu Shen felt his face was hot, he touched it casually, and looked down, it turned out to be blood on his hand.He hurriedly raised his head to stop the nosebleed, and when he came out of the bathroom, he saw the woman still standing there, looking dazed, as if she had lost her soul. It wasn't until she saw Gu Shen that she became obviously happy and asked in surprise. : "Gu Shen, your face?"

It was not washed clean just now, and now there may be a little dried blood.Gu Shen rubbed casually, but did not answer.

The woman said disappointedly: "I'm sorry... I was talking nonsense just now. I, I might be a little excited, I'm very sorry."

"It's okay." Gu Shen's voice was a little hoarse, he paused, and said, "I may not like you, or I will definitely not like you."

"..." The woman sighed and appointed, "I know."

"However, if you want to date me." Gu Shen said, "Even if you just like my looks."

"..."

"I want to marry you." Gu Shen said.

Gu Ren was completely stunned.