Reborn the tamed beast

At two o'clock in the morning, a small house that is completely soundproofed from the outside world maintains a constant temperature all year round, and the sound of music seems to be suffocating.

The person sitting in front of the piano, bent slightly, seemed to be staring at the keys carefully, but actually closed his eyes.A drop of sweat flowed from the man's forehead onto the back of his hand, as if frightening him, he quickly opened his eyes.

This is Gu Shen's special studio, only he is allowed to enter, and there is no one to disturb him.

Gu Shen propped his arms on the piano, only felt his fingers were hot, and his mental state was extremely bad.

At the age of 19, it is the beginning of a person's career peak, but Gu Shen is gradually unable to do what he wants, as if the age of his soul has been added to his body.Gu Shen clearly knew that to a large extent, these discomforts were just like what Gu Ziming said: they were the troubles they asked for.

Gu Shen stood up and moved his numb fingers.In fact, Gu Shen did not want to sever the father-son relationship with Gu Ziming, so the identities of the two people outside are very embarrassing, especially Gu Ziming, after he announced his sexuality to the outside world, he himself became a negative focus , Such a move by myself will definitely affect Gu Ziming's reputation to some extent.

But he doesn't regret it at all.He just couldn't bear Gu Ziming's attitude, he was like an accessory, even if he was in a relationship with Gu Shen, as long as he didn't announce it to the public, it was reasonable for Gu Ziming to go on a blind date with anyone.Although Gu Ziming has refused many times, there are still many people who come to introduce him. Gu Ziming is not good at really tearing his face, which makes Gu Shen very worried. One day Gu Ziming will go on a 'blind date' with other men , I feel unbearable even thinking about it.

Gu Shen and Gu Ziming proposed to announce the relationship between the two more than once, but Gu Ziming refused again and again with different excuses.

Gu Shen smiled lightly.No matter what reason Gu Ziming had, such as not wanting Gu Shen's work to be affected, it was all an excuse.True love should be shared by two people regardless of pain or happiness.

It shouldn't be like this.

You should definitely not pretend to be great like Gu Ziming.

Heh, Gu Shen smiled softly, walked out of the studio, and looked up at the boundless sky.He only felt that in the endless night——

The words that followed were silently swallowed by him, and it had become his habit not to expose his weakness to anyone, and he couldn't even think about being a little weaker.

After receiving a call from the manager, I was told that there was an important performance tomorrow, and today's state is like this, and then I can only relax my fingers and adjust my mood to some extent.

The manager heard that Gu Shen's tone was not good, and more or less knew why, and after a few gentle words of comfort, he hung up the phone.

Gu Shen closed his eyes, trying to calm down, but he couldn't calm down no matter what. He was irritable and wanted to vent his dissatisfaction. He paused and drove to Yuan Yuge's house.

Holding the steering wheel with one hand and propping his chin with the other, Gu Shen felt it was ridiculous—what was he dissatisfied with?These are what he wants, to sever the nominal relationship with Gu Ziming, to attack Gu Ziming, to let Gu Ziming know that he is no longer the child who was slaughtered by him and abandoned whenever he wanted, and he can do whatever he wants , and Gu Ziming has nothing to do with him now, and he can't communicate with him anyway.

——However, where did the sense of desolation in Gu Shen's heart come from?

Gu Shen is afraid of Gu Ziming——he is afraid of Gu Ziming, is this the head office?Gu Shen silently accelerated the speed of the car to more than [-] mph again, the fingers holding the steering wheel were so hard that they were pale, and the headache almost forced tears.

He didn't know why either.

Gu Shen took out the key to Yuan Yuge's house, opened the door without thinking about the other party's privacy, and walked in without saying a word.

Yuan Yuge also has some problems with jet lag these days. He is not asleep yet, sitting on the sofa with his laptop computer in his arms, and without raising his eyes to see who it is, he said clearly, "Gu Shen, pour me a glass quickly." Water, I'm dying of thirst just after eating."

Gu Shen didn't intend to respond to him, but just said: "I'm very tired, I'll stay at your place tonight, and there's a concert tomorrow, so go to bed early."

Only then did Yuan Yuge raise his eyes to see Gu Shen's dead-like face, he was stunned, and suddenly remembered something, and asked, "Today's press conference...is it really you?"

Yuan Yuge was referring to the press conference where Gu Shen declared that he would "sever justice with Gu Ziming".It happened to be the question that Gu Shen didn't want to answer the most.

Gu Shen waved his hand to signal that he didn't want to say anything, and in the next second he was grabbed by his collar and slammed into the wall hard.

Yuan Yuge looked at him for two seconds, fixed it, and then said to him in a roaring voice: "Do you know what the outside world says about you and the teacher?! I fucking think the teacher just raised a white-eyed wolf, who has been a stone for so many years." Your heart should be hot, why are you still biting the teacher back at this time?"

Gu Shen shook his hand away fiercely, finally had a place to vent his irritability all day, Gu Shen's voice was also a little excited, and said: "Why do you think I'm wrong? He Gu Ziming really treats me like I'm right Is he sincere? When he stopped me and drove me to death, did anyone ever ask me if I would? — would I?!"

It was the first time that Gu Shen revealed his true feelings to the outside world, and even Yuan Yuge was stunned. He didn't know what to say, and his hand slowly slipped off Gu Shen's tie.

Panting heavily, Gu Shen came to Yuan Yuge's guest room by himself, and closed the door with a bang.

It is said that Gu Ziming gave Gu Shen a bright future, like a gift, making that impoverished child miraculously become a cultivated gentleman.However, the poor have the difficulties of the poor, and the rich also have the difficulties of the rich.Gu Shen dared to say that he never got any "love" from Gu Ziming.It's not limited to father's love, it doesn't even have love, what Gu Ziming loves is his - to put it bluntly, Gu Shen feels that what Gu Ziming loves is his skin, and what he loves is his appearance. Gu Shen was terrified to the extreme.Even if Gu Ziming didn't want to touch him himself, he really didn't touch him, and even the most basic desires were completely restrained.

But Gu Ziming was still not satisfied.

Gu Ziming's actions made Gu Shen more and more afraid and anxious. Gu Shen's uneasiness and indifference can be explained in one sentence, that is, he doesn't trust Gu Ziming.

The love of rich and noble people is thinner than paper, this sentence is really true.

Gu Shen lay alone on the huge bed, shrunk into a small ball, trembling like a wounded beast.

Although Gu Shen and Yuan Yuge were in a bad mood today, the concert on the second day was an unprecedented success.The time between them has been honed for too long, and they are handy at all, like a circle that is born to fit, even if there are some gaps, there will always be another person to make up for it.

Coming out of the concert, Yuan Yuge had already forgotten how the two confronted each other last night, screaming and celebrating warmly with Gu Shen.

Gu Shen is always amazed by this kid's passion for music.They have held such big and small concerts many times, no matter how grand or unknown, as long as they are successful, Yuan Yuge is full of enthusiasm and excitement-treating all the concerts.

Gu Shen tore off Yuan Yuge's hand from his shoulder, and said calmly, "You insist on letting the audience sing with you, I'm exhausted, you know?"

This was Yuan Yuge's personal concert. He sang seventeen or eighteen songs by himself. Afterwards, Gu Shen began to worry about his voice.As a result, the kid thought of a very ingenious solution, which was to let the audience sing along with him.Although the effect is very good, it is very difficult for Gu Shen to find out the frequency when everyone sings in chorus, and the effect is doubled.

Yuan Yuge knew his personality, so he smiled and said no more.

After the successful concert, there is a large celebration party for the company. It is held at the end of each year, around the Spring Festival, and it is a carnival for the company's upper echelons.Gu Shen and Yuan Yuge were successfully invited due to the good sales of newcomers, and had to come.

As soon as Gu Shen and Yuan Yuge walked out of the concert, they were called into the car by their manager and rushed directly to the hotel where the celebration will be held.

"Gu Shen, I want to give you a surprise." The manager turned his head and said happily to Gu Shen.

Gu Shen glanced at him indifferently, closed his eyes, leaned on the car seat, and said nothing.Such a person with such a cold personality, if he doesn't have a strong background, should be refrigerated by the company.It's just that Gu Shen's backstage is strong enough, and he also has a powerful partner who is so hot, it's not too much to be indifferent.

With such speedy galloping, Gu Shen and Yuan Yuge were still late when they arrived. The moment they pushed open the door, the air-conditioning outside was brought in. The lights that had originally shone on the violinist on the stage gathered on the two of them in an instant, and the lights were turned off. One second, and then immediately open, so that all the attention of the audience is on them.

The host on the stage introduced calmly: "The two who are late, Gu Shen and Yuan Yuge; they are the leading representatives of the company's new faction, the most active musicians at present, and they just rushed back from the concert."

Then the two nodded politely, and were led by the waiter to the center of the banquet.The host happened to have finished introducing all the guests, put down the microphone and let everyone talk casually.Gu Shen's manager took Gu Shen to a small corner, and said in a low voice, "Gu Shen, your condition has been very bad in the past few days."

"..."

"I've also heard about you and your father, and read the newspapers for a few days," the agent said slowly, "You can't continue to be negative."

Gu Shen felt strange, he must be in a bad mood, but he had never missed work, and now he was suddenly criticized by his manager, so he hesitated and didn't know what to say.It suddenly occurred to me that in the past few days, Gu Ziming declared to the public that the reason for Gu Shen's actions was all due to Gu Ziming's own fault.In this way, it is easy for the broker to associate with his own negative emotions.

Gu Shen said politely: "I will try to adjust myself, thank you."

The manager suddenly smiled mysteriously: he pointed his finger in a random direction and said, "Look over there."

Gu Shen looked obediently, the light inside was very dark, and there were so many people, he couldn't see anything clearly, so he squinted his eyes to look carefully, at the moment of seeing clearly, Gu Shen's face suddenly changed.

The manager patted Gu Shen on the shoulder, and said: "I'll find you a chance to reconcile, you can figure it out, don't forget, don't continue to be negative." After speaking, he pushed Gu Shen in that direction .

The person the agent pointed to was Gu Ziming.

Gu Shen didn't know how Gu Ziming got here, why he was here, and what he was doing here.

Gu Shen hesitated for a moment, and walked towards Gu Ziming.He no longer wants to restore the previous way of getting along with Gu Ziming, but after all, they are "lovers" who have been together for so long. After seeing each other for a few days, his heart is just like before. The uncontrollable longing seems to be burning in his heart. It can't be poured out.He hated making himself such a Gu Ziming, so he was more willing to have a few sarcastic words with him, and let Gu Ziming try his own pain.

Gu Ziming also saw Gu Shen, his body visibly froze for a moment, then politely apologized to the person he was talking to, turned around and walked towards Gu Shen as well.

Gu Shen was more or less certain that his manager had brought Gu Ziming here. In such an unfamiliar place, Gu Ziming was still able to talk with others in a wild way. Gu Shen really didn't know what to say.

Gu Shen felt extremely disappointed, so he looked at Gu Ziming lightly, and walked straight to another direction, intending to ignore this man.Gu Shen could clearly hear the man taking an anxious breath, and then shouting in embarrassment: "Gu Shen, wait a minute." His fingers were stiff in the air, as if he wanted to pull him, but he didn't dare to.

Gu Shen turned around politely, nodded with a completely unfamiliar attitude.

Seeing Gu Shen's completely indifferent attitude, Gu Ziming felt a "thud" in his heart. He thought that Gu Shen could wake up a little in the past few days, but he went too far instead, and he just felt cold all of a sudden.But she still didn't want to let go of Gu Shen, and said in a low voice, "Gu Shen, I've told the outside about you... breaking off ties with me is my own reason, and it won't affect your work."

Gu Shen laughed back angrily, and finally said to him dumbfounded: "Do you think I would care about this? If I cared, I wouldn't have declared that I would 'sever ties' with you. Gu Ziming, no matter what I do What, you always can't understand why I do this kind of thing."

"..." Gu Ziming has grown up so much, it's the first time someone of his own generation says that, he just feels annoyed, but then he thinks, it's good if this kid can talk to you a few words, I'll refute after Gu Shen finished speaking Also in time.

Gu Shen said: "Do I care if my reputation is affected? Of course not, do I care if my career is affected? It's also impossible. When I decided to be with you, these things have long been forgotten, Gu Ziming , you look down on me too much, and you don’t believe in yourself too much." Gu Shen thought for a while, but suddenly laughed, and said: "I will never tell you this again, anyway, you will never change, I Will never love you again. You coward."

He told Gu Ziming that he had a wonderful expression on his face, as if he was about to get angry, but he finally sighed and looked at Gu Shen's leaving back in despair.