Reborn the tamed beast

Gu Shen opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling above his head. He felt that the dizzy ceiling was turning. After finally suppressing the dizziness, he heard the faint sound of water droplets and felt the cold liquid slide over the back of his right hand.Gu Shen raised his head and looked to the right. A thin transparent tube was stuck on the back of his hand. This is the hospital, and he was lying on the hospital bed for infusion.

"..." Gu Shen stretched out his safe left hand to cover his forehead to cover the glare of the headlights, and then he heard his cell phone vibrating on the cabinet.

Maybe it was the sound that woke him up.

Gu Shen glanced at Yuan Yuge, who was sleeping soundly beside his bed, sighed, and struggled to get up to reach the phone, thinking, there must be a lot of painkillers in this liquid, otherwise, what would happen to the pain just like a knife? I don't feel it at all now.Glancing at the caller ID, it was Gu Ziming.

It happened that Yuan Yuge was awakened by his own movement, and asked hoarsely, "Gu Shen? Are you awake?"

"……"Is not this nonsensical.Gu Shen cut off the phone, thinking silently, not to be too intimate.

Can't be intimate.

Gu Shen turned his head and glanced at Yuan Yuge, and opened his mouth to ask, "What time is it?"

"It's past one o'clock." Yuan Yuge looked at his watch, "I wanted to go back to the company to practice, but you made it impossible for me to practice, and I have to stay with you all night, bad luck."

Gu Shen ignored Yuan Yuge's complaints, moved his right hand, and asked, "How was the game?"

"Promoted."

"Continue to compete?"

"Ah."

"When?"

"——don't worry." The child said cautiously, "it's tomorrow."

"..." Gu Shen wondered why I was in a hurry, looked at the ceiling that started to turn again, and said slowly, "What's wrong with my stomach?"

"The doctor said there is no problem, it may be neuropathic pain." Yuan Yuge said, "The pressure is too great."

Gu Shen nodded, very similar to his right ear that had been troubled before, he couldn't hear any sound, and it would be fine in a few years. Apart from being strange, there would be no such thoughts of "care more".

The mobile phone in his hand started to vibrate again. Gu Shen picked it up and said to Yuan Yuge, "Tell him that I'm very busy recently and I don't have time to charge my mobile phone. I won't contact him for the time being."

Seeing that it was Gu Ziming who called, the child was slightly taken aback, and asked, "Why? No time to charge—who would believe such a funny reason?"

"He will believe it." Gu Shen said lightly.

The mobile phone in his hand vibrated violently, and he seemed unable to hold it. He quickly threw it to Yuan Yuge, and the child obediently picked it up, telling lies as well as he sang.

Gu Shen lay quietly on the hospital bed, his face was almost exactly the same as the white pillow.

The transfusion contained sleeping medicine, and he soon became drowsy again. He had a low-grade fever, and there was a thin layer of sweat on his forehead.

Yuan Yuge asked in a low voice: "Do you want to tell the teacher that you are hospitalized?"

"No need." After saying this, he closed his eyes completely.

With such a drowsy appearance, there is no aura of tension at all.

Gu Ziming hung up the phone in a daze, wondering if the child was angry again, but thinking about how he was still smiling faintly when he left, there was no trace of anger, even though he was a little worried, he still hung up Telephone.

The next day, Gu Shen dragged a bottle with pills in his mouth and came to the competition field. He felt dizzy, but he could still bear it. When the child's penetrating voice echoed on the field, Gu Shen thought, and It's a crime for him to form a group.

It’s not that the child’s singing is not good, it’s just that it’s too penetrating. When I’m healthy, I feel like I’m enjoying it. Now it’s like countless worms are burrowing into my head. After finally waiting for the child to finish singing, I can see the child running excitedly When he came back, he grabbed Gu Shen's hand and rushed to the center of the stage, hugged the microphone and shouted 'Thank you, thank you' loudly.

Thank you for what?

Gu Shen squinted his eyes and saw that their team scored the highest score in the game.

Gu Shen coughed lightly, feeling that the child's behavior was too childish.

Dimly, I heard the child whispering, "Ah Jiu, did you see that?" '

Yes.

'—Gu Ziming, did you see it? '

Did you ever know?

I want you to see my success.

Time flies, in a blink of an eye, four years later.

Time - four years later.

Location - Romania, Bucharest.

Competition - George.Enescu International Music Competition

Gu Shen sat quietly beside the piano, waiting for the lingering sound to fall, and placed his fingers on the keys in the air. After a while, he stood up and bowed deeply.

There was warm applause from the audience.

Gu Shen looked at the results typed out on the screen, and narrowed his eyes slightly.

At this time, Gu Shen had just turned 19 years old.His father is a famous writer all over the world, his partner is a love song singer who is famous for his ability to control the treble and tail, and he himself is the most high-profile rising pianist in the piano world.

After walking out from the game site, the doorway was crowded with reporters and fans. Gu Shen put on his glasses lightly to block the glare of the light. He reached out to stop them from taking pictures of himself. After finally getting into the car, there were still people beating The car door, followed by the opened car and ran.Gu Shen lowered his head and looked at his phone. Just after the game, Yuan Yuge's text message had arrived.

【How about it? 】

【very good. 】

Suffice it to say that.If Gu Shen can say "very good" game, then it must be extraordinary.

His mobile phone was almost blown up by incoming calls and text messages. I don't know who got his mobile phone number from which channel. Although it wasn't harassing him, it really interfered with his normal life.

Gu Shen saw Gu Ziming's text message among the crowd, it was sent before the game, and he only wrote one word, [Qi] - Qi, Ji Ye.

Gu Shen leaned on the car seat, and said to the driver and the manager next to him, "Take me to the airport and return home as soon as possible."

"There will be a press conference immediately after returning to China, and Yuan Yuge will come back as soon as possible." The manager reminded, "Take a rest on the plane."

Gu Shen didn't ask any more questions, and silently looked at the scenery outside the window.Knowing his temper, the agent turned around without saying a word.

Four years later, it seems that nothing has changed, and it seems that everything has changed.

He is no longer the stubborn boy he was back then, he has learned to accommodate, but he is even more stubborn, he would rather do a hundred superfluous things than one annoying thing.And Yuan Yuge, from the reckless kid at the beginning, has transformed into a deep and melancholy love song singer in front of outsiders.

As for Gu Ziming.

Nothing has changed about him.

Gu Shen closed his eyes, recalling the dispute between the two a few days ago.Gu Ziming's temper has not always been very good. After interacting with Gu Shen, he became more and more sensitive due to external pressure or other reasons. Gu Ziming was uncomfortable, but as long as Gu Shen ignored him a little, that person would definitely be more annoyed than him, quarreling and arguing non-stop.

Gu Ziming has always hated him for being in the music industry, no matter how much he has achieved in this field, this has become the focus of their dispute.

Gu Shen sighed.

The worries and fears of four years ago have not been concealed. He is still afraid that Gu Ziming will not love himself as much as he imagined.

Gu Shen cherishes this love, and even hopes to put this love deep in the domain of his control, like a wild beast, holding it in his mouth, and not letting anyone touch it.And every time I quarreled with him, the cracks of uncontrollability, anxiety and fear became bigger, and both of them were in a precarious situation.

I was so scared that I wanted to give up, let Gu Ziming calm down.

hateful.

Due to a time calculation error, the time to return home was an hour later than originally planned.Gu Shen didn't even have time to change his clothes, so he rushed to the scheduled press conference.As soon as he entered, he saw a crowd of people and bright flashing lights. Yuan Yuge had already sat in the main seat, and he showed a relieved expression when he saw Gu Shen.

Gu Shen sat down and picked up the microphone: "I'm sorry, the plane is delayed and I'm late."

The reporter didn't care why Gu Shen came late, but cared about Gu Shen, who asked questions one after another as soon as they saw Gu Shen.

Reporter A: [The news that Gu Shen won the award last night has spread to China, as the second to win George.The Chinese who won the first prize in the Enescu International Music Competition, how do you feel now? 】Gu Shen pushed the sunglasses, and said lightly: "It's an honor."

Gu Shen's brief answer did not affect other reporters' questions.

[Why does Gu Shen suddenly want to participate in this competition? 】

"I saw a comment a few days ago." Before Gu Shen had time to speak, Yuan Yuge found that Gu Shen didn't intend to answer this question. The next question, he said, "Gu Shen and I have released three albums since our debut. Zhang's sales volume has exceeded one million, but almost all of the main hits are me. Some media think that Gu Shen is a 'vase'...haha."

Yuan Yuge smiled and continued: "Although Gu Shen's appearance is indeed a vase, and the accompaniment played in the album can't show his level, but he is by no means just a vase."

【That's why Gu Shen participated in this competition in such a hurry? 】

Yuan Yuge said: "Yes, he is afraid that you will say he is useless, haha."

Gu Shen: "..."

Of course he is not that boring, the outside world's opinion is not important to him, he just wants to find his position in the world, roughly estimate, and this game is not sudden, it took a lot of time to plan.

All kinds of press conferences lasted more than two hours in total, and they could only rest for one night, and tomorrow's schedule was full again.

Gu Shen and Yuan Yuge were waiting in the car for their manager to pick up the timetable, and Yuan Yuge patted him on the shoulder vigorously: "Okay, Gu Shen, you are not bad, you are quite capable, don't forget to continue to perform at the concert tomorrow." ah."

Gu Shen raised his chin in agreement.Being close to Zhu Zhechi and staying with Yuan Yuge for a long time, he has somewhat acquired the bad habit of conceit.After saying goodbye to each other, Gu Shen drove back to his home.

A year ago, on the day when he became an adult, he had a complete quarrel with Gu Ziming, then moved out of Gu Ziming's house, bought a villa in the outer suburbs, and usually lived alone. After he recovered, he never moved back.

That silent and cracked love gave Gu Shen a headache.

Gu Shen parked the car in the garage, and saw that there was already a person at home.

There is only one person who has the key to his house, and that is Gu Ziming, who had just quarreled with him before going abroad.

Gu Shen sighed, opened the door, and saw the man who lowered his head pretending to be reading a newspaper, changed clothes, and came out of the bedroom.

Gu Shen said: "...don't pretend, your newspaper is down."

Gu Ziming put down the newspaper in a panic, did not look directly at Gu Shen, coughed after a while, and squeezed out a single voice from his throat: "...um."

"..." Gu Shen went straight to the sofa, reclined on it, and asked, "What are you doing here?"

Gu Ziming frowned and changed the subject: "Are you still angry?"

Gu Shen neither affirmed nor denied, and threw the question back lightly, and said lightly: "If it was you, would you be angry?"

"..."

"I won't forgive you," Gu Shen casually turned on the TV, didn't watch the content, just listened to the sound, looked at Gu Ziming, and said, "You, please go back."

On the day before going abroad, Gu Ziming took an influential newspaper from outside and fell in front of Gu Shen. It happened to write an article about Gu Shen. It said that Gu Shen had no awards since his debut. Yuan Yuge's aura has reached his current status.

Obviously it's just public opinion without any arguments, and the only one who believes it is Gu Ziming, a fool.

However, Gu Ziming really thought that Gu Shen was messing around, and angrily said in a roaring voice, "Hurry up, that group disbanded for me, go home and find a job safely, I've already found it for you." got a good job'

Gu Shen looked at it, and it was actually the position in his previous life. It seemed that no matter whether he was reborn or not, Gu Ziming's values ​​had never changed, and he always felt that Gu Shen could not live without him.

Immediately, he touched the most untouchable point in his heart. He felt a sense of frustration that "rebirth is the same whether he is reborn or not", and he even had the illusion that Gu Ziming was the same as Gu Ziming in his previous life.

It's just that Gu Ziming in this world has obviously changed.

He stood there dejectedly, turned around and wanted to leave.

Gu Ziming in his previous life would probably scold Gu Shen loudly for not knowing the rules.

Gu Shen sighed, and when the man was about to walk out, he said lightly: "If you dare to take a step out, you will never come in again in this life."

This threat has been tried and tested.

Sure enough, Gu Ziming stopped, and looked back at Gu Shen suspiciously.

What Gu Shen hates is just Gu Ziming who underestimates him.In the past life and this life, it seems that he can't live without himself, whether it is work or school, he must develop according to the direction he set.

I am like a large doll puppet, not a child, let alone a lover.

Gu Ziming, he is too ruthless.

Gu Shen slandered 'Damn', and walked behind him, hugging the man's waist tightly.