Reborn the tamed beast

Gu Shen unconsciously put his arms around Gu Ziming's waist, and hadn't seen each other for more than a week, he couldn't help but want to bite the man's fair neck where blood vessels could be seen.However, Gu Shen clenched his fist so hard that his nails were dug into his flesh, so he suppressed it and gently released Gu Ziming.

Gu Shen turned his head and straightened his clothes, just missing Gu Ziming's expression of doubt and disappointment that passed by for a moment.Gu Shen opened a bottle of red wine, took a sip, calmed himself down, and said, "So, are you here just to apologize to me?"

"...No." Gu Ziming said lightly, looking at Gu Shen with some doubts, "Do you still remember that little girl named 'Gu Ren'?"

"Little girl?" Gu Shen denied, "She has already graduated from college, not a few years younger than you."

"..."

"What's up with her?"

"She graduated from university the year before last and has been working for a certain amount of time this year. She feels that she has been taken care of by our family. I ask if you have time tonight..."

"It's you who takes care of her, not me." Gu Shen interrupted, "And obviously I don't have time right now." Just kidding, I just heard from my manager that I'm going to have a rest tonight.

Gu Ziming had long been able to resist his duplicity, and said with ease, "Unless you want me to have dinner alone with a woman tonight, Gu Shen."

Gu Shen calmly poured the whole glass of red wine on the floor, and said viciously, "I'll go."

Gu Ziming sighed.

Sometimes he felt that the child's possessiveness towards him was very naive, not love, but just a child's possessiveness, not creepy, but quite uncomfortable.

Gu Ziming hates this kind of animal emotion that is not love, similar to beasts scrambling their territories, so he can't wait to open Gu Shen's head to see if there is any human emotion in it?Why not give him some love?

It’s like only wishful thinking. I wanted to help Gu Shen a little bit, but I was unceremoniously rejected. The job I found for Gu Shen last time was a position that many people dream of. 'Don't interfere with me', the subtext is 'who are you to me? '

Gu Shen's current occupation makes him very disturbed. It is a very fragile occupation as long as the masses don't like it. A little bit of public opinion will cause a fatal blow.The pressure that Gu Ziming suffered when he came out was almost indescribable, but when he came to Gu Shen, he might not have a chance to stand up at all.This is also the reason why he wants Gu Shen to change his career, but Gu Shen doesn't think that he is harming him; he thinks that his father and this lover will harm him--it is extremely absurd!

Gu Shen never thought about what would happen if this relationship was discovered by others, and he never considered whether to announce their relationship.

This is not love.

Gu Ziming thought wearily.

Gu Shen thought it was just an ordinary dinner, and even put on his daily plain clothes, but apparently Gu Ren didn't think so, from the location of the meal to the attire, all showed that this dinner was unusual.

Gu Shen hardly recognizes Gu Ren.

In his impression, this woman has always looked like an ordinary college student with light makeup and plain sportswear.However, the woman in front of him at this moment seemed to have been completely reborn. She was wearing a white dress with transparent rose prints, her long hair was coiled up high, leaving only a strand hanging down to her shoulders, very much like the nobles Gu Shen had seen before. woman.

The freckles on the girl's face were all covered, and under the dim light, her face was even white.

Looking back at Gu Shen and Gu Ziming's arrival, the expressions of surprise on their faces were also very strange-when at Gu Ziming's house, this woman would only show an indifferent expression.

Gu Shen has no affection for this woman at all, because the way she looks at him is terrible, with strong hatred, but this hatred is slowly diminishing, and even turned into the current 'surprise'.

Gu Shen felt that this woman probably hated being with Gu Ziming.

Whatever, Gu Shen thought so.

The meal was extremely tasteless, and while reminiscing with Gu Ziming, the woman seemed to want to pull herself into the topic.Gu Shen only drank some wine from the beginning to the end. Hearing that Gu Ziming and Gu Ren were getting more and more happy chatting, he just felt that he couldn't get out of his mouth. He put the wine glass on the table with a clang and said, "I'm sorry, I'll go The bathroom." After saying this, he pulled Gu Ziming's arm vaguely, motioning for him to follow.

Gu Shen said as he walked to the bathroom: "I don't think you should be so involved in chatting with a woman, Gu Ziming, don't you think you should explain it?"

Gu Ziming suppressed his anger and lowered his voice as much as possible: "Gu Shen, the 'a woman' you mentioned is my niece, and I haven't seen her for a year. I don't think I have anything to explain to you necessary."

"This has to be based on the fact that your niece is a normal person." Gu Shen's voice grew louder unconsciously, "Didn't you see the way she looked at me?"

"Why is she not a normal person?" Gu Ziming said helplessly, "How can you be so sure? Gu Shen, not everyone has strange feelings for me, please don't just think about it randomly, okay?"

"Not good!" Gu Shen pulled Gu Ziming into the bathroom, locked the door, and said to him with his head down, "Now, I 'please' you to leave here immediately and go home with me."

Gu Ziming took a deep breath, seemed to suppress his anger, and said lightly: "No."

"I order you."

"...No." Gu Ziming hooked Gu Shen's shoulder, "I can have the human rights you want, but now Gu Shen, what you are doing makes me feel that you just regard me as yours—" Gu Ziming Ziming paused and said, "I am like the food and prey you hold in your mouth, and I am also a person."

Gu Shen's eyes dimmed slowly: "If I ask you as your lover, don't easily talk to someone who makes your lover jealous, is that okay?"

Gu Ziming frowned: "This is just my niece, Gu Shen, can you stop going crazy for no reason?"

Gu Shen smiled mockingly, and said in a word: "Okay, okay." After speaking, he unlocked the door and walked forward without looking back.

"..."

Gu Ziming only felt that a mouthful of blood was almost spurted out, this child was simply unreasonable.But the long-standing patience made him chase after him and said, "Okay, I'll say goodbye to her and let's go home."

This kind of indulgence can be done once, twice, or four years, so what about in the future?

Gu Ziming can clearly feel that the current Gu Shen is becoming more and more elusive, as if there is some unknown explosion point, and he is moving forward step by step - Gu Shen doesn't remind a word, only the people who are close to him Sometimes I lose my temper without knowing what to say.

Quarrel, quarrel!damn it!

Gu Ziming couldn't help being irritable for a while, walked from the corridor to the private room, bid farewell to Gu Ren politely, found some reasons, and declined, saying 'Gu Shen's stomach is uncomfortable and wants to go home quickly'.

Who would have thought that Gu Ren didn't let him go, but said with a worried look on his face: "I think Gu Shen must have a stomachache after drinking all night. I want to send him home to eat something before leaving. This will make him feel better."

Gu Ziming slandered that the child had a stomachache, and quickly declined out of etiquette, but Gu Ren seemed extremely stubborn and insisted on keeping Gu Shen here to eat some staple food.Gu Ziming couldn't get away and said a few more words, but Gu Shen didn't want to. He rushed forward and grabbed Gu Ziming's arm, almost dragging him up, and said angrily, "Don't grind like this!" Can you dawdle? I can't stand you, Gu Ziming!"

Gu Ziming struggled to break free from Gu Shen's restraint, and straightened his shirt which had been stretched out of shape: "Gu Shen, you're enough—you can't wait for such a few minutes?"

Gu Ziming even felt that he was delusional, the child had a gritted expression, and under the light, he could clearly see the faintly protruding blood vessels on Gu Shen's neck.

Gu Ziming heard him roar angrily, scraped most of the things on the table to the ground, and said, "You always keep me waiting! Keep me waiting! You are forcing me to death—" The voice was too loud , there was a faint feeling of crackling in the back, and Gu Ziming was also dizzy all of a sudden, thinking, I am used to this child being lawless, and dare to make such loud noises in public places, a deep sense of powerlessness came up .

Gu Ziming turned his head to look at Gu Ren's terrified expression, then at Gu Shen who seemed to have calmed down, and walked forward.

Others are afraid of you, but I will never be afraid of you, Gu Shen.

Gu Ziming recalled what Die Die said, and felt that this child might really have some psychological problems—otherwise, where did the trembling desire to control come from?

Gu Ziming stepped forward, whispered into Gu Shen's ear, and said softly, "If you think I'm forcing you, then I can let you go temporarily. Gu Shen, I think we need to separate for a while."

Such a false love that was done every step of the way made him feel exhausted.

Gu Shen's expression changed, and he was silent for two seconds, then forced a smile, and said, "You're joking."

"No, Gu Shen, I've thought about it for a long time." Gu Ziming said, "You don't even have the most basic trust in me, it's too unfair, Gu Shen."

The movement of Gu Shen gnashing his teeth was clearly visible, and he said something unclear: "Then why don't you think it's unfair when you're about to drive me to death?!"

"No one wants to kill you, okay?" Gu Ziming lowered his voice in front of him, "I don't want to quarrel with you, Gu Shen, let's go first."

"Go on your own, Gu Ziming." Gu Shen took two deep breaths, "I should have known long ago——you can never change."

Gu Ziming didn't think about it, he just felt that Gu Shen started talking nonsense, looked at Gu Ren who was stunned, smiled awkwardly, really picked up his coat and went out.

Walking to the door, I heard Gu Shen shout hysterically: "You left me again, you left me here alone!"

Gu Ziming was getting angry, and said: "You don't want to come here yourself. Gu Shen, don't make trouble for no reason. I will come to you when we are calm in a few days."

Looking at the slowly closing door, Gu Shen felt that all the strength in his body was about to be sucked away, and when he regained his composure, he knelt on the ground with his nails deeply digging into his flesh, and his whole body trembled in excitement.

The door that was slowly closing was like imprinting a mark on his heart, reminding himself all the time that Gu Ziming doesn't love you as much as you think, and he may let go anytime, anywhere.

Gu Shen felt that his head was buzzing, and he had the illusion of being in pain.He thought he was going to cry, so he tightly covered his eyes, but there was nothing dry there, it seemed that all emotions were left for the pain, and there was no other possibility of venting.

The woman who was silent just now stood up suddenly and pulled Gu Shen up with a lot of strength. Seeing that Gu Shen didn't show any expression, she was relieved and asked in a low voice, "Does your stomach still hurt?"

Of course, it wasn't the stomach that hurt Gu Shen the most at this moment, so he said viciously, "Go away."

The woman asked lightly: "Why?"

Gu Shen sneered, and said, "Don't you want Gu Ziming?" His voice amplified unknowingly, and he almost shouted at him, "—I'll give it all to you! Ha, he doesn't want me anymore..."

The inferiority complex deep in his heart is undoubtedly revealed at this moment.

When he was in the orphanage, he was not favored by anyone. Who said that orphanages can't be graded?It's just that outsiders don't know that's all, various industries will be divided into different levels, divided into tangible and intangible, and I am divided into the lowest level in the orphanage.He was afraid that others would look down on him, so he desperately treated others with indifference, armed himself with politeness and politeness, all in order to cover up his inferior origin—poverty is not terrible, but being an orphan made him feel humiliated.

He tried his best to make achievements in his field of work-but Gu Ziming always looked down on him!

Gu Shen is not naive, but just trying to cover up his shortcomings. No matter how many times he has been reborn, as long as he was an orphan, the uneasiness in his heart will not disappear.

Gu Ziming didn't isolate himself temporarily, but completely abandoned this person.

The more Gu Shen thought about it, the more painful his brain seemed to be exploding, his stomach began to convulse, and he wanted to spit out something.Under such severe pain, Gu Ren's face also appeared a little distorted in sight, Gu Shen didn't care about those bullshit etiquette, he stretched out his hand to push her, but he didn't push her away.

The woman held his hand back and said lightly, "Did you misunderstand something?"

"You go." Gu Shen repeated.

"How can I like Gu Ziming?"

Gu Shen struggled to break away from the woman's hand, stood up, and strode out of the private room.

The woman came over without hesitation: "Listen to me, Gu Shen."

"I don't want to hear it." Gu Shen had already opened the door, but the woman closed it.

"I must say it!" the woman shrieked, "I have waited for so many years——I have finally stood at this height, I am finally qualified to speak, why should I not speak!"

"..."

"Gu Shen." The woman pondered these two words carefully, "Do you remember the first time we met?"

"..."

"You definitely don't remember, but I do." The woman fell into memories, but she spoke extremely fast, as if she had demonstrated countless times in her mind, "When I saw you for the first time, I thought I saw a miracle .Gu Shen, you definitely don't know how beautiful you are."

Gu Shen just felt disgusted and couldn't stand it, so he hurriedly opened the door and walked out, when a woman's voice came from behind: "Gu Shen, the person I like is you."