Reborn the tamed beast

The two walked in and brought the air-conditioning blowing to their faces, making them shrank slightly from the cold.

Gu Shen rubbed his fingers stiff from the cold while holding the umbrella, and said casually, "It's really cold."

The temperature inside the car was completely different from that outside, and the man's snow-covered shoulders quickly became wet, and his hair was not spared either.Gu Ziming took out a facial tissue and drove the car home without saying anything.

Gu Ren is the kind of child who never says a word in front of outsiders. He used to say a word or two occasionally when he was alone with Gu Ziming. In the back seat of the car, listening to Gu Shen and Gu Ziming talking, he didn't say a word.

Gu Shen originally regarded this girl as air, and he spoke without restraint. Gu Ziming was terrified when he heard it. He used to want to hear more from Gu Shen, but now he can't wait to seal his mouth.

At home, before Gu Ziming had a meal, Gu Shen held his hand and kissed him lightly.

Gu Ren bit the tip of the ivory chopsticks, listening to the faint voice coming from Gu Shen's room with a blank expression.

'Gu Ziming, do you want me to call you father so much? '

'No... I'm just complaining about what you said in the car. 'Be quiet for a while,' talking nonsense regardless of the occasion, acting like a villain. '

'Which sentence is nonsense? '

'...'

'--dad. 'Gu Ren heard the clean voice like the sound of nature and said in a low voice,'How dare you say that you don't want to hear me call you.So, aren't you happy? '

'...Don't kiss so upward...you can't hide it. '

Because the nanny and servants are on vacation, they feel that Gu Ren is the only one in the family, and it doesn't matter if they are heard, so they dare to do such absurd things in broad daylight.Gu Ren thought so, but didn't make any sound.She glanced lightly at the tightly closed door, lowered her head inadvertently, and saw that the solid-colored stone chopsticks had been bitten into a light mark by herself. It was a pair, throwing one away might make people suspicious, so they just threw away the whole pair.

That handsome boy actually did such an adulterous thing with his father, almost flirting with her in front of her face.If, if I have any more rights, I must push open their door at this moment and yell at them loudly.

It's just that it's not right now, it's not appropriate to live under the fence.

It may also make Gu Shen hate himself forever, which is too uneconomical.

Gu Ren lowered his eyelashes lightly, obediently cleaned the dishes and chopsticks, went back to his room, and started to study silently.

The next day, seeing Gu Ziming coming out of the room wrapped in a scarf unnaturally, and seeing Gu Ren unconsciously looking at the man's neck, he hurriedly looked away and closed the door.

Although Gu Ziming moved quickly, Gu Ren still saw the sleeping face of the handsome boy on the bed through the crack of the door.

The boy's hair is a little lighter in color, with a touch of golden yellow under the sunlight. He closed his eyes quietly, his long and smooth eyelashes cast a shadow of a light kite scissors on his face, one hand was exposed outside the quilt, and the other With one hand on the pillow, if it weren't for the ups and downs of her chest, she would almost have thought it was a statue carved out of white jade.

She heard her heart speeding up, but abruptly shifted her gaze to other places.

Now is not the time, you must endure, Gu Ren.

Feeling that someone seemed to be watching him, Gu Shen opened his eyes and looked around, but found no one.

It's an illusion.Gu Shen blinked, found a sweater from the closet, closed his eyes and put it on, but felt that his eyes were extremely sore, afraid that the eye disease would recur again, so he quickly put on the commonly used eye drops, and felt a little better.He squinted his eyes to see the bright sky outside, and then looked at the place where he was lying just now that must be illuminated by the sun. He thought, maybe it was because he had been facing the sun for too long that his eyes were so uncomfortable.

Gu Shen looked at the time, ran down from the bed in a hurry, and was sent to the door of the company by Gu Ziming.

Gu Shen smiled and watched Gu Ziming's car gradually go away, the smile on his face slowly disappeared, suddenly, his expression changed, he turned around, and unexpectedly coughed violently.

Gu Shen bent over and approached a hidden corner, only felt his throat was dry, coughed very loudly, and was unbearably uncomfortable, and suddenly bent over and vomited, his whole body trembling.Gu Shen leaned on the wall with one hand, and kept digging his throat with the other until he couldn't spit out anything, then he straightened up, lowered his head and spat, no matter how dirty his clothes were, no matter what people on the street How many people looked at themselves, first smiled, then turned into a small laugh, and finally laughed out loud, the belly of the laugh was trembling all the time, but there was no emotion in that laugh.

The blue veins on Gu Shen's forehead were protruding, and his fingers were tightly clasped against the wall.

He leaned his forehead against the wall, muttering to himself.

There are only three words that come and go.

Gu Ziming, Gu Ziming.

He feels sick.

It's not disgusting Gu Ziming, but disgusting himself.Since I saw Gu Ziming yesterday, it seems that I can't control my words and actions, and I can do whatever I want when my head is hot, completely ignoring the feelings of outsiders, and I remember clearly what I said and what I did. A little bit of control keeps me from doing something completely out of line, but there's still a deep sense of self-loathing nonetheless.

What he said made me sick, and Gu Ziming probably thought so too.

Gu Shen closed his eyes and propped his whole body on the wall, only feeling that his legs and feet were weak, he hadn't eaten all day yesterday, and now his stomach was burning with pain.Hands unconsciously tightly covered the stomach.If it was just because he said those thoughtless things, he wouldn't hate himself so much, the most important thing was Gu Ziming's reaction, the attitude of taking everyone into consideration and desperately resisting.

In fact, Gu Ziming didn't like himself as much as he said.

Gu Shen leaned against the wall and smiled silently, don't you know what kind of person Gu Ziming is?In comparison, the self who has always wanted to take him as his own is really a pervert.Many of the things he said to Gu Ziming were controllable, for example, he said 'Dad' to him at night, and then the man replied his 'little man's behavior'.

Gu Shen's eyes gradually turned fierce.No matter if he is a villain, he is really not a gentleman. In Gu Ziming's heart, even someone who has been secretly in love with him for a long time is only worthy of the word 'villain'.

Gu Shen threw the soiled coat into the trash can, slowly stood up, ran to the bathroom, washed his hands almost as if rubbing off a layer of skin on his fingers, and walked slowly towards the company until his expression returned to normal.

If Gu Ziming knew that Gu Shen was angry because of his cold words, he would regret it to death.

However, he didn't know that until now he was still immersed in the joy of meeting Gu Shen.

When Gu Shen came to the company, he was immediately stopped by the person in charge standing at the door, and the female person in charge said to him in a loud voice: "Where have you been? You are the only one who is late! Do you know that there will be a live broadcast of the game today? What on earth are you trying to do?"

Hearing the woman's long series of complaints, Gu Shen did not refute, but just coughed lightly: "I'm sorry."

"..." The woman looked at Gu Shen helplessly, sighed, and said, "Hurry up, I will drive you to the scene by myself."

Seeing that Gu Shen didn't wear a coat, only a white turtleneck sweater, his face was pale from the cold, and he closed his eyes in the car, his eyelashes were trembling, so he couldn't say those words of reproach.

The competition between Gu Shen and Yuan Yuge was assigned to the eighth place. When they arrived at the competition site, the fifth place had already gone up to the competition. Yuan Yuge was standing on tiptoe and kept looking around. When he saw Gu Shen, he was overjoyed and rushed over to ask: " Where were you last night?"

Gu Shen was disgusted to answer this question, and quickly waved his hands without answering.

It was a matter of time, Yuan Yuge could only sing one song on stage, and the accompaniment, Gu Shen, had already practiced countless times, so he was not nervous, so he found a seat and sat on it with his eyes closed.

Seeing Gu Shen's tired look, Yuan Yuge ran forward carelessly, and said carelessly, "Hey, don't close your eyes, I know you can't sleep."

Hearing this, Gu Shen really opened his eyes. Under the eyelids, a pair of bright and bottomless pupils looked at Yuan Yuge fixedly, and asked, "How do you know?"

"The training is so hard and tiring, I didn't see you just find a place to close your eyes," Yuan Yuge said, "You are not resting, but training yourself to see if you can find a place to sleep, right?"

Gu Shen slandered from the bottom of his heart, but didn't say much.

Indeed, he was 'training'.I can fall asleep in an instant next to Gu Ziming, but outside, since I moved to the apartment, I haven’t had a solid sleep again. I often can’t sleep for two or three days. My brain is always in a state of collapse, and I have to take sleeping pills to fall asleep.

very scary.

It seemed that some disease was invading the spinal cord, and she trembled with fear.

Gu Shen straightened up and said to Yuan Yuge, "What should I do, I think I'm a pervert."

"You finally admitted it." Yuan Yuge had a proud expression, "You are a pervert, so isn't the pervert's partner also a pervert? Each other, there are a few in this world who are not perverts."

"..." Gu Shen's pain and fear were easily told by this person. Although he felt unreliable, it was somewhat comforting. For example, if you have a disease and you are alone, you will be very scared; if the whole world It's all this kind of disease, and it feels more or less like a consolation prize.

Gu Shen finally regained his composure from his trembling hands just now, thinking, what is he afraid of?

He was afraid that Gu Ziming didn't like him as much as he imagined, and would hate himself for showing too much intimacy in front of outsiders.

Gu Shen sneered, what is this, he doesn't like himself, why don't he allow himself to like him?If you hate being intimate with him, then don't be intimate, it's not a big deal.

What are you afraid of?

——What are you afraid of?

Gu Shen pressed his index finger knuckles on his forehead, his stomach was churning up and down and he was almost about to vomit, the faint feeling of nausea just now came up again, and he hurried to the toilet.After finally calming down a bit, seeing that the seventh contestant had already come on stage, he took a deep breath, took out a transparent paste from his pocket, spread it evenly on the back of his hand, tidied up his sweater and trousers, and then went backstage.

He knew that his face was as pale as a ghost, and he felt bad when he saw it in the mirror in the bathroom just now, so he took a few deep breaths before stepping onto the stage.

The child bowed to the judges together with him, then Gu Shen sat in front of the piano, paused for two seconds, gave the first reference note, and then the prelude.

The song Yuan Yuge chose was angle by Declan Galbraith. It just so happened that Gu Shen in his previous life had heard the original song, and he thought it was perfect. Like Declan, he sang this song in his teens. The sound and emotion can match, but This song is too demanding for Gu Shen. The original libretto does not use piano accompaniment. In order to highlight the characteristics of the singing voice, not only does it not reflect the existence of Gu Shen, but it also needs to fit Yuan Yuge's voice as closely as possible.

Gu Shen himself is more inclined to play classical music, but this kind of light music is not a problem.

The child unconsciously glanced back at Gu Shen, seeing the expression of the man who was only concentrating on playing, he was somewhat relieved, took a deep breath, and slowly opened his mouth.

This song is light but not plain, and the child's basic skills are solid. As soon as he opened his mouth, he won bursts of applause. The audience stood up excitedly, and then kept quiet tacitly, waiting for Yuan Yu to finish singing.

Yuan Yuge closed his eyes.

—until the light of dawn illuminates my eyes

- I touched the magic sky

- the danger in the sky

The child's high-pitched voice was extremely aggressive, and Gu Shen, who accompanied him, heard his high-pitched voice, even though he had heard it many times, the hairs on his arms still stood on end.Different from his long love song last time, it gave people a feeling closer to reality. When he played the last note, Gu Shen was a little in a trance. The whole performance was remarkable, and it was so perfect that it almost made people jealous.

As soon as Yuan Yuge walked backstage, he hugged Gu Shen excitedly, jumped up and down non-stop, and shouted: "Gu Shen! Gu Shen!"

Gu Shen knew how happy he was in his heart, because he was also like this, but he had seen too much success or failure, and the expression of joy was not obvious. Just as he was about to say something, his face suddenly changed, and he hurriedly pushed Yuan Yuge away, holding his hand Mouth ran to the bathroom.

Because he hadn't eaten for a long time, Gu Shen lay on the side of the sink retching non-stop, and then scratched his esophagus with his hands, spinning around for a while, as if he wanted to vomit his heart out.

Yuan Yuge kept screaming in fright. It was right for such a child to be afraid. Seeing that Gu Shen was vomiting so hard to breathe, he ran his hand down Gu Shen's back fiercely, for fear that Gu Shen would just twitch in front of him like this. past.

Gu Shen's stomach cramped, and he took advantage of the moment of peace and said to Yuan Yuge, "Call an ambulance..."