After being reborn, Zha Gong only wanted to make amends

It was the morning rush hour, the streets were full of traffic, and the fresh food market was even more crowded.Every time he passed by a stranger, "Ji Yujin" felt goosebumps all over his body. The noisy environment made him sweat continuously, and the strange smell of various ingredients made his stomach churn. .

After struggling to choose a few ingredients that Nie Ju liked to eat, "Ji Yujin" already felt top-heavy, and finally passed out in a flash.

When he woke up in the hospital, he saw an impatient Nie Ju.

"You can really do it. It's just to buy some groceries. As for making a fuss in the hospital? The hospital also said it was some kind of social disorder, and suggested seeing a psychiatrist. It turns out that you not only have physical problems, but also psychological problems?"

Is there really something wrong with me inside and out? "Ji Yujin" trembled in his heart, not daring to admit it.He shook his head: 'I'm fine, I don't need to see a psychiatrist. '

"Go back if you have nothing to do, go back and take a good rest, and don't dare to work what you do in the future."

He said he didn't dare to work, but after returning home, "Ji Yujin" did the same things he should do.

On this day, Nie Ju was having dinner with friends outside, and called "Ji Yujin" to pick him up halfway.

There was no other way, "Ji Yujin" had no choice but to drive there.

After arriving at the place, "Ji Yujin" parked the car on the side of the road and sent a message to Nie Ju to say yes.After a while, Nie Ju replied to him: [I didn't see where the car is?You come out and wait for me outside the car, it is easier to find someone than a car. 】

It was winter now, and the night wind was bitterly cold."Ji Yujin", who had been staying in the heated room, didn't know it was so cold outside, and she was dressed thinly, but she listened to Nie Ju's words and stood outside the car to look around and wait.

The heat of his body was quickly eroded by the cold, he shrank his neck, breathed into his frozen palms, absorbing a little bit of warmth.The feet kept pacing gently on the ground so as not to freeze.The car with heating and air conditioning was right next to him, but he didn't dare to hide in the car and wait, for fear that Nie Ju would miss him because he couldn't find him.

Upstairs of a barbecue restaurant not far away, a man opened the window and whistled frivolously at "Ji Yujin". "Ji Yujin" subconsciously glanced over there, and turned his back uncomfortably.He typed on the phone with his red fingers: [Nie Ju, haven't you seen me yet? 】

However, no one returned his message.

After a while, Nie Ju came out of the barbecue shop unhurriedly, and said in a dissatisfied tone: "What's the rush? Let's go."

So, Nie Ju was in the barbecue restaurant just now, watching him look so embarrassed in the cold wind? "Ji Yujin" shook hands that were a little frozen, got in the car, and went home.

After returning, "Ji Yujin" asked Nie Ju: "Are those who whistled before your friends?" '

Nie Juhun said indifferently: "Yeah, they laughed at me when they saw you, and asked me why I found a man who was old and ugly. I'm not embarrassed to say, you have other problems .”

"Ji Yujin" paused, and responded with some difficulty: "Sorry, I made you lose face." '

"I don't mind being ashamed or anything. Who told me to love you? You love me too, right, Jin?"

"Ji Yujin" nodded, of course he loves Nie Ju, otherwise who else could he love?He is also glad that Nie Ju loves him, otherwise who else in this world would love him?

"But I can't even hear you say that you love me, isn't that a bit unfair?" Nie Ju began to be persuasive.

"Ji Yujin" nodded again: "I'm sorry. '

"There's no need to apologize. I want to ask you for a favor. It's a friend of mine who sells insurance. In order to support his work, I bought some insurance for you. Can you sign it for me? ",

Several insurance documents were spread in front of "Ji Yujin". He didn't see the specific content, but the final beneficiary could clearly see that it was Nie Ju.

Holding the pen stuffed in his hand, "Ji Yujin" was stiff all over.

"What? You don't want to sign?" Nie Ju frowned, dissatisfied.

"Ji Yujin" pointed to the name of the beneficiary, and cast a questioning look at Nie Ju.

At that moment, a trace of guilt and unease flashed across Nie Ju's face, but it disappeared quickly, and he said confidently: "Insurance has to have a beneficiary. If you don't choose me, who else can you choose? It doesn't matter. Anyway, this insurance is just for my friend's performance, and I don't want to make a claim if something goes wrong, so sign it quickly."

"Ji Yujin" finally signed, trembling slightly from the cold.Even after returning to the heating room, the frozen body could not warm up for a long time. Only after getting on the bed, Nie Ju's fiery body temperature passed over, and "Ji Yujin" felt some warmth.

He loves me, he really loves me, he must love me. "Ji Yujin" told himself over and over again.

As a baker, "Ji Yujin" hasn't had the opportunity to make desserts for a long time, because Nie Ju doesn't like desserts, saying that men are motherly when they eat desserts.He hasn't visited the cake shop for a long time. He only knows that the business is getting worse and worse. Anna even sent him a message to tell him that the shop can't make ends meet, so he asked him to send some money to turn around.

Nie Ju's sharp eyes saw Anna's message to "Ji Yujin", and he said unhappily: "Why do you open a store when you lose money? You can't get out of this door, you can't speak, what business are you doing? You can close it as soon as possible, you That's not the material for this. All right, don't worry about this matter, I'll take care of it."

The way Nie Ju handled it was to throw a bank card to "Ji Yujin" a few days later.

"I sold the store to a friend. Look, you won't have to lose money in the future, and you'll make a fortune, right?"

"Ji Yujin" didn't know what to answer, and silently put away the bank card.He didn't ask how much it sold for, or even what the password of the bank card was.

Because there is no point in asking.

After the cake shop incident, Nie Ju questioned "Ji Yujin"'s financial management ability, began to ask about his property status, took away his credit card, and wanted to know the passwords of each of his bank accounts.

"Ji Yujin" didn't hide anything, anyway, almost only Nie Ju was left in his life, except for the occasional trance, all his life tracks were closely related to Nie Ju.

But no matter how many times he experienced it, "Ji Yujin" couldn't calmly accept what happened at night.But although Nie Ju has to express his discomfort with his deformed body every day, he still wants to have fun every day.

Not even going out, and naturally lacking physical exercise, the health of "Ji Yujin" is also declining day by day.At night, facing Nie Ju's willful demands, "Ji Yujin" was barely able to bear it at the beginning, but later became more and more powerless.He closed his eyes weakly to breathe, and let Nie Ju do what he did, but he didn't notice that Nie Ju's eyes became more and more strange, until he was attacked by the tearing pain, and he opened his eyes wide in horror.

Nie Ju actually used his place...

"Ji Yujin" struggled, for the first time, he wanted to run away from Nie Ju desperately.However, as thin as he is, he can't push Nie Ju away. To Nie Ju, his struggle is just a small interest that can be easily suppressed.

Nie Ju was even able to enjoy it while saying: "I just like being made so deformed? Finally, I have some reactions. It used to be like a piece of wood, and probably the inflatable one is easier to use than you."

No, he doesn't like it. "Ji Yujin" cried silently.

It hurts, it hurts, who can save him...

This time, "Ji Yujin" didn't even make it to the end, and passed out directly during the process.When he woke up, Nie Ju complained dissatisfiedly: "You are getting worse and worse now, you can get dizzy when you do anything, it is really not as easy to use as the inflatable one..."

Nie Ju was looked at by "Ji Yujin" with despairing eyes, and could not continue speaking.After hesitating to speak a few times, he seemed to have realized his conscience, lowered his voice and asked softly: "There is some bleeding, does it hurt a little?"

"Ji Yujin" closed his eyes and nodded dully.

"Tsk, squeamish." Nie Ju muttered, but finally hugged "Ji Yujin" awkwardly and said, "Isn't it because you are too tight, and I don't feel well...Then I should be gentle next time?"

Hearing that there will be another time, "Ji Yujin" couldn't help trembling a little, but the long-term subtle influence has made him dare not refute Nie Ju, so he can only curl up his body and not respond.

This kind of thing, if it happens once, there will be a second time, and even Nie Ju is getting more and more savvy.

The most taboo of the body was played with in this way, and "Ji Yujin" had a mental breakdown, and the time in a daze was getting longer and longer every day, and he would be in a trance when he was sorting out housework and cooking.

Once again, the tableware was broken while cooking, and "Ji Yujin" squatted down to pick up the broken porcelain pieces, but he didn't respond when his hand was scratched by the sharp pieces. It was Nie Ju who saw it and pulled him up.

"Why are you listless all day long? Who do you show your face every day?" Nie Ju asked while treating "Ji Yujin"'s wound.

No matter how careless he was, Nie Ju realized that something was wrong with "Ji Yujin".

"Ji Yujin" lowered his head and apologized: "I'm sorry. '

Nie Ju's brows frowned even tighter: "Aside from apologizing, you can't do anything else? I'm getting annoyed the more I look at you like this!"

Upset? "Ji Yujin" couldn't help panicking, he asked: "Then do you still love me?" '

His eyes were full of hope and pleading, and Nie Ju was stunned for a moment.For a long time, Nie Ju avoided the gaze of "Ji Yujin" uncomfortably: "Cough... love, of course I love you, otherwise who would want to be with you like you..."

Nie Ju's voice became smaller and smaller, but "Ji Yujin" didn't care, he had already got the answer he wanted, and there was more life in his eyes.

will be alright? "Ji Yujin" thought, as long as they still love each other, everything will get better and better, right?As long as there is love, life can go on no matter how painful it is.

The accident happened one night.