After being reborn, Zha Gong only wanted to make amends

When he opened his eyes, Ji Yujin was a little dazed. He looked around, subconsciously looking for that figure.However, he was accompanied by a nanny, a confinement wife, and a child who had left the incubator.

"Mr. Ji, you are awake. Take a look at the child. It looks strong, but it caused you to suffer a lot." Yuesao carried the child to Ji Yujin's side.

child?Ji Yujin was startled, is he back?

Before being sent to the operating room, Ji Yujin thought he would fall asleep after the anesthetic, and when he woke up, he would be able to see the child and Nie Ju.But for some reason, after the anesthetic took effect, although he couldn't move or feel pain, he was still conscious.

He even realized that the scalpel had scratched his skin, and at that moment, he only felt horrified.

It must be because I was too nervous, it will be fine soon.Ji Yujin comforted herself in her heart.

When the flesh and blood that had been pregnant for more than 200 days was stripped away, Ji Yujin even faintly heard the baby crying.He wanted to open his eyes to see how the child was, but he couldn't.

"Heavy bleeding, the uterus must be removed immediately to stop the bleeding, and the family members must sign it!"

Things seem to be going awry...

"I've lost too much blood, go get some more blood bags."

"The blood room said that all the RH negative blood is here, and the blood bags that can be transferred from the surrounding hospitals have been transferred before the operation."

"See if we can contact volunteers with RH-negative blood and come to the hospital to donate blood urgently."

"I've already contacted one, and I'm on my way here."

The loss of blood made Ji Yujin feel a little cold. Is he going to die?

The shadow of death shrouded his body, making Ji Yujin feel terrified, he didn't want to die yet, he didn't even have time to take a look at the child, and Nie Ju, after death, he would never see him again, so reluctant...

The strong reluctance filled Ji Yujin with the desire to survive, and he tried hard to open his eyes.

The sounds of rescue around gradually faded away, and Ji Yujin finally...opened his eyes!

However, he found that he was not in the hospital, but in the supermarket he often went to.

How come here?One must know that since Nie Ju took over the cooking, Ji Yujin didn't bother with grocery shopping anymore, so that he seldom came here anymore.

Soon, Ji Yujin found that he could not control his physical activities, and looked at the time displayed by the electronic clock in the supermarket, it was before he and Nie Ju met!

what happened?Is this all his hallucination?His consciousness seems to have appeared on his former self, but the control over his body does not belong to him, but to another self. What can he do but watch?

Also, what about Nie Ju?If all this is not his illusion, how should he return to his lover?

Just thinking about it, a shopping cart bumped into Ji Yujin's body, causing him to stumble.

"Sorry, I didn't notice you standing here, are you okay?"

The voice was so familiar, and Ji Yujin was a little surprised when he looked over with his body, it really was Nie Ju!

However, there seems to be something wrong...

It's eyes.

When he met Nie Ju for the first time, the other party's eyes were full of concern, but the eyes of this Nie Ju in front of him were more... hypocrisy!

Ji Yujin watched "Ji Yujin" and Nie Ju gradually get acquainted, and then Nie Ju entered the room again in the name of renting a house.

After such a period of time, Ji Yujin has realized that everything today is not his fantasy.He didn't know why he was in such a situation, he always wanted to go back to his own world.

As for Nie Ju in this world, Ji Yujin sometimes even suspects that this is not the same person as the Nie Ju he knew, because he has seen what true care and love is like, so every move of this Nie Ju seems to him So deliberate.

There is a difference between liking someone on purpose and genuine liking.

However, this person has many of the same behavior habits as the Nie Ju he knew, so similar that it can only be explained by the same person.

This Nie Ju doesn't really love "Ji Yujin", but "Ji Yujin" hasn't seen what real love is like, so he is blinded by false love as it should be.

Not long after Nie Ju moved in, "Ji Yujin" discovered that he was quietly learning sign language.

After being discovered, the man explained with a look of embarrassment: "I thought that if I learned sign language, I would be able to understand what you want to express at any time, and you don't have to take out your phone every time you want to say something."

Seeing this scene, "Ji Yujin" was completely moved and fell in love with each other.

And only the conscious Ji Yujin was left.Only then did he notice a problem, a problem he had ignored all along.According to my lover, before they met, he had been busy working part-time. How could he have time to learn sign language?Normal people will not deliberately learn sign language, unless they need long-term contact with deaf-mute people...

What he saw now seems to give an explanation, maybe this person is the past of the Nie Ju he knew, only in this way can he explain why the Nie Ju he loves can sign language when he first saw him.

It turned out that the lucky encounter he thought had never existed, but was just another person's careful arrangement.

Ji Yujin was no longer in a hurry to return to his own world, he wanted to know what Nie Ju was like.

One has heart, the other has affection, the relationship between "Ji Yujin" and Nie Ju gradually became ambiguous.During this period, Nie Ju confessed to "Ji Yujin".

Ji Yujin could empathize with the joy and excitement of another self, but in the end "Ji Yujin" still refused to confess, because he could not guarantee that Nie Ju could accept his physical deformity after being together.Instead of being disgusted and abandoned by the other party at that time, it is better not to go to that step in the first place and keep the beauty in each other's hearts.

Nie Ju seemed confused as to why he was rejected, but he didn't say much, and continued to maintain an ambiguous relationship with "Ji Yujin".

What broke this ambiguity was that day's birthday.When being persuaded to drink one after another, Ji Yujin already noticed something was wrong.Sure enough, the body that seldom drank alcohol was quickly drunk.Although he cannot control this body, he can experience all the perceptions of this body.Alcohol irritated the gastrointestinal mucosa, making him very uncomfortable, but the more uncomfortable thing was yet to come.

The drunk body, powerless to resist, was pulled onto the bed, layers of clothing were stripped off, and unfolded without respect.

"Huh?" Nie Ju seemed to be surprised by what he saw.

Then there was the sound of the phone taking pictures accompanied by the flashing lights.

After taking the photo, the man with ulterior motives pushed him up.The movements were so jerky, and everything was done based on superficial theoretical knowledge and body instincts, without any pity and love, all of which made Ji Yujin feel the pain of being torn apart.

He didn't want to admit that this was the work of the lover who regarded him as a treasure.

Waking up again, "Ji Yujin" felt as if his whole body had been disassembled and reassembled, and there was no place where he felt uncomfortable.

He looked at Nie Ju who was sitting next to him on the bed. He was shirtless, looking at the phone with interest in one hand, and held a cigarette between the fingers of the other hand. A little bit of ash was scattered on the bed, which was particularly glaring.

Ji Yujin never knew that Nie Ju could still smoke.

The choking smell of smoke made him very uncomfortable. He coughed, and his body trembled, and the unspeakable soreness suddenly became obvious.

Noticing that he woke up, Nie Ju tilted his head to look at him leisurely, showing a meaningful smile: "Before I clearly felt that you liked me, but I confessed to you but was rejected. At that time, I couldn't understand this. Why, now I finally know."

While talking, Nie Ju put the mobile phone in front of Ji Yujin's eyes, and there was a clicked photo on it.

The person in the photo is Ji Yujin, his body is full of ambiguous marks, the stains after sex are still left on his body, and the secrets he has tried so hard to hide are presented in this way without any concealment. On the screen of the mobile phone, in such an unbearable posture.

"Are you afraid of being discovered by me? You... monster?"

When Nie Ju said this, he still had his usual smile, but this smile no longer warmed the sun, but made "Ji Yujin" feel chills from the bottom of his heart.

If he could make a sound, "Ji Yujin" would definitely scream at this moment, but he couldn't.Faced with such a desperate thing, all he could do was endure the pain in his body, shrink into the quilt and tremble, trying to cover up all the embarrassment.

Nie Ju looked at him leisurely for a while, as if admiring the terror of his prey.After that, he seemed to have returned to his usual gentleness and consideration, pulled Ji Yujin out of the quilt and hugged him in his arms, and said softly: "Don't worry, since we have already done such a thing, I will naturally not ignore you, although you It does look a little...disgusting, but I will try my best to accept you like this."

Faced with such soft words after utter despair, how would one react?Hope will be born again, gratitude and dependence will be born in the heart, and "Ji Yujin" loves this man from the beginning, and love will blind his reason, so he accepts the other party's statement and decision.

Ji Yujin could feel the feeling of holding on to the last straw and looking forward to redemption.Having been educated by his lover about what emotional deception is, Ji Yujin easily understood Nie Ju's methods of controlling people. He felt scared, but he couldn't do anything except watch.

Before this, although Nie Ju was full of hypocrisy, at least he would show tenderness and consideration.Probably because he felt that he had grasped the handle to control "Ji Yujin". After that, Nie Ju became confident and revealed his true colors.

What is his true face?It turned out that he was not so gentle, and would lose his temper with a straight face when things went wrong.It turned out that he was not that good either, and spent most of his time at home playing games idly.Smoking, drinking, and chatting with "brothers" and "sisters" on the Internet are particularly ambiguous.

When Ji Yujin saw this side of Nie Ju for the first time, he couldn't believe it, but after thinking about it carefully, based on Nie Ju's previous social experience, it is completely reasonable for him to become such a person.How can it be so easy for a person who has not experienced much kindness and beauty to become a kind and beautiful person?

The person he likes has changed his temperament, and "Ji Yujin" has also felt uneasy.But the two have established a relationship, and all his secrets were discovered by the other party. Although he was disgusted, he was not abandoned. Do you think it is true that the other party said that he likes him? "Ji Yujin" gradually accepted such a lover.

Now that they are both lovers, taking care of each other's diet and daily life has become a matter of course.As the other party said, he has accepted such a deformed body, so "Ji Yujin" should naturally make compensation from other places.

Because the body is often despised by lovers, "Ji Yujin"'s symptoms of social phobia have become more and more serious, and even the purchase of ingredients is ordered online and delivered to the door.He is good at making all kinds of delicate and complicated desserts, but he is not good at dealing with oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, and his cooking skills are only average.This will naturally cause Nie Ju's dissatisfaction.

On this day, Nie Ju lost several games in a row, and he was feeling unhappy, and he ate an unsatisfactory meal, so he immediately vented his anger.

"You only cook things like this for me to eat? And those ingredients, how can they be delivered fresh from the fresh market! I think it's because you always use these stale ingredients that your cooking skills are so good. It’s always been so bad. Tomorrow, online shopping for ingredients is no longer allowed, and you can go to the market to pick in the morning.” Nie Ju directly arranged.

"Ji Yujin" put down the bowls and chopsticks anxiously: "I can give more money and let the deliveryman pick better ones to deliver." '

"Are you showing off to me that you are rich? I told you to pick it out yourself, but you don't understand? Why, don't you want to do such a small thing for me? I endure it every day for you. The discomfort in your heart has not forgotten to satisfy your physical needs, right?" Nie Ju said aggressively.

"Ji Yujin" lowered his head in embarrassment.

In fact, he didn't want to satisfy any physical needs, not even once.But he couldn't refute Nie Ju's words, after all, no matter how unwilling he was before each start, he would still sink under Nie Ju's body in the end.

Perhaps, just like Nie Ju laughed at him, his body was already that unbearable.

The next day, Nie Ju didn't forget what he said the day before, and urged "Ji Yujin" to go out at eight o'clock in the morning.

"Hurry up, the morning market has just opened, and the ingredients are fresh and there are many kinds."

At this time, it had been more than a month since "Ji Yujin" went out last time. Standing at the door, he seemed to be a snail forced to leave the protective shell.

With a little hope, "Ji Yujin" pulled Nie Ju's sleeve and begged: "Can I not go, I'm afraid." '

Nie Ju drew back his sleeves impatiently, scanned him up and down with strange eyes, and said, "What's there to be afraid of? People in the vegetable market won't take your clothes off to see your deformed body. Be brave dear, you are not willing to do such trivial things, do you really love me?"

As he spoke, he pushed "Ji Yujin" out and closed the door with a "bang".