After being reborn, Zha Gong only wanted to make amends

Nie Ju actually knew that "Ji Yujin" was not willing to do that with him, but what does that matter?He can do as he pleases.Therefore, he didn't care when he saw that "Ji Yujin" had a bad face before pulling him to bed.

After finishing it, Nie Ju found that "Ji Yujin", who should have been used to such things, was bleeding again. Although it wasn't too much, he couldn't stop it. "Ji Yujin"'s face was also too pale, and the pain he endured made him break out in cold sweat and his lips turned blue.

Finally, Nie Ju panicked.

"Fuck, you have some kind of illness, right? Why are you so annoying! Get up, we'll go to the hospital right away!"

After seeing the blood, "Ji Yujin" was also frightened, and the names of various terrible terminal illnesses flashed through his mind one by one.During this period of time, he often felt lifeless. He thought he was already a walking corpse, but when the threat of death really hung above his head, he was still terrified.

Seeing the panic of "Ji Yujin", Nie Ju's tone softened.He reached out and hugged "Ji Yujin" tenderly, and comforted him: "Don't be afraid, no matter what, I'm still here."

The comfort from her lover was very effective, "Ji Yujin" calmed down a little, leaning against Nie Ju's arms to absorb the warmth.Although if he really suffered from some terminal illness, there is a high probability that it would be related to Nie Ju's tormenting him, but he couldn't blame him, because he had no one to rely on except this man.

When I went to the hospital, it was a strange doctor who examined "Ji Yujin".Dr. Shu was hated by Nie Ju because he persuaded "Ji Yujin" to break up with Nie Ju many times, and "Ji Yujin" was not allowed to meet Dr. Shu again.However, "Ji Yujin" obeyed Nie Ju's words and really stopped contacting Dr. Shu, which also broke Dr. Shu's heart.

Being examined by an unfamiliar doctor, even if the other person is an older woman like Dr. Shu, made Ji Yujin feel withdrawn.Fortunately, the doctor's professionalism is very high, and his gentle voice dispelled "Ji Yujin's" fear.

After a careful examination, the doctor informed the two of the results, prescribed some painkillers, and told them to take a good rest and drink plenty of hot water after returning home.

After coming out of the hospital, Nie Ju was a little distressed, he whispered: "Isn't it, you really fell into a woman by me?"

woman?This statement made "Ji Yujin" feel uncomfortable.His body is different from that of a normal man, but that doesn't mean he is a woman!He has always thought of himself as a man, if not, then he can only be... a monster?

The physical changes put "Ji Yujin" under increasing psychological pressure. He didn't know whether his body would continue to change, and he didn't know what he would become.

After returning home, Nie Ju suddenly said out of nowhere: "I will take responsibility."

This is the second time that Nie Ju said that he will be responsible, and he is a little more serious than the previous time.

He finally had some familiar feeling.Ji Yujin, who was left with only consciousness, thought so.

Since then, Nie Ju's attitude has improved a lot, and the bed has become much gentler. At least he no longer only cares about his own happiness as before, and began to pay attention to "Ji Yujin"'s feelings.When he realized that "Ji Yujin" was subconsciously repelling that matter, Nie Ju stopped using force as usual, but tried to make "Ji Yujin" relax first, and tried his best to make both of them feel happy.

In addition, when he notices that "Ji Yujin" is not feeling well, Nie Ju will let him take a good rest.When the weather is good, I will accompany "Ji Yujin" to drink tea quietly on the balcony and bask in the sun.

The life of "Ji Yujin" seems to be much better, and her depressed mood has recovered a little bit.Sometimes feeling Nie Ju's loving tenderness, "Ji Yujin" would even have the idea that it would be good to continue like this.

"A Jin, do you really love me?" One day, Nie Ju asked suddenly.

"Ji Yujin" was very surprised, he was the one who felt uneasy about this relationship all along!

'Really, I really love you. ’ Ji Yujin replied.

"How much love?"

"Ji Yujin" thought for a while and replied: "I can do anything for you, without you, I don't know how to continue living." '

After getting the answer, Nie Ju took a deep look at "Ji Yujin" and said nothing.He seemed to have made some important decision.

As time passed, "Ji Yujin" felt strange changes in his body again.But recently Nie Ju seemed very irritable, often avoiding him to contact someone, and often had disputes with the other party on the phone.Seeing Nie Ju's desperation, "Ji Yujin" didn't want to bother him with his own affairs, so he went to the hospital alone without telling Nie Ju.

It was the same doctor who saw him last time.

"You are pregnant." The doctor told "Ji Yujin" after confirming the result again and again.

After getting the diagnosis, "Ji Yujin" came home and told Nie Ju about it, not knowing what to say.

He wanted to keep this child, after all, this was his only relative by blood.But he couldn't guarantee that Nie Ju would also accept this child, a child conceived by a monster's body.

"Ji Yujin" wanted to give birth to this child, but he didn't know how to tell Nie Ju, so he decided to hide it first.

At night, "Ji Yujin" rebelled against Nie Ju's closeness because he cared about the children.

Nie Ju had been in a bad mood recently, but he became even more anxious when faced with "Ji Yujin"'s inexplicable resistance.He asked in a bad tone: "What's the matter with you? Is there something uncomfortable again?"

"Ji Yujin" clutched the quilt tightly and didn't answer.

Nie Ju cursed impatiently, solved the physical problem by himself, pulled the restless "Ji Yujin" into his arms, and softly reprimanded: "Don't move, don't touch you, okay? Sleep!"

"Ji Yujin" breathed a sigh of relief, lying in Nie Ju's arms felt a little sweet.Nie Ju has really become much gentler. How could such a change, as sensitive as "Ji Yujin", not feel it?He even began to hesitate whether to tell Nie Ju about the child, because he felt that such a Nie Ju might be able to accept the child in his womb.

Just when he was about to look for an opportunity to tell Nie Ju the news, his phone suddenly received a message from a stranger.

First, there are many screenshots of the chat, one of whom is Nie Ju.

[I have already moved into his house, and it went smoother than I expected. 】

【He already likes me, it's time for the next step. 】

[Fuck, the confession was rejected, I don't know what happened!Give me some help. 】

[The homework is completed, "picture" "picture"]

……

"Ji Yujin" held back the uneasiness and fear in his heart, and zoomed in on the chat records.The picture was a bit blurry, but it was him that could be discerned.

Those are two half-length photos of him, naked and naked, and all the marks on his body indicate what happened just now.

[How does it taste?It can only be said that it was unexpected. 】

【He has more money than what we investigated, so give me some more time. 】

[I have asked him to sign the insurance, and the beneficiary is me.However, at least two years after participating in the insurance, the insurance money can be cashed out, so there is no rush to withdraw. 】

[It's only been two years, not too long, just because I haven't played enough with him yet. 】

Heartbroken like a knife can no longer describe "Ji Yujin"'s current mood, every word in those chat records made him fearful and heartbroken.But he just masochistically read the information one by one.

At the end of the message, the stranger laughed at him: [Silly X, haven't you noticed yet?The person you like plans to play with you for two years, then instigates you to commit suicide, and then enjoys the high insurance premium alone! 】

"Ji Yujin" wished that everything this person said was false, but the photos cannot be faked, and the only person who can take such photos is Nie Ju.

Nie Ju was able to share the photos of the two of them afterwards with others. Did he also share the photos that were even more unsightly?For example, his deformed body...

"Ji Yujin" didn't dare to continue thinking, he fell to the floor, the cold temperature made him regain some sense.This house, everything here is full of traces of Nie Ju's existence. In the past, such traces made him feel warm and at ease, but now, everything that entered the place would only make him feel despair and fear.

This place has become a dark cage woven with lies, all the beautiful past are just shackles to confine the prey, everything is deception, he has never been loved.

He couldn't stay here any longer, he would feel suffocated if he stayed any longer.

It just so happened that Nie Ju had something to go out that day, and before the other party returned home, "Ji Yujin" left the house without taking anything except his mobile phone and ID card.

Almost instinctively got into the car leaving City S, "Ji Yujin" arrived at an unknown small city in a daze.Alone, but fortunately there is still money in the bank card account bound to the mobile phone, so he rented a small house in this strange city and lived there temporarily.

After leaving City S, "Ji Yujin" didn't get better, but became more and more in a trance.He went to the hospital, was recommended by a general doctor to a psychiatrist, and was prescribed a lot of antidepressant drugs by the psychiatrist.However, these medicines are forbidden during pregnancy, "Ji Yujin" threw them all into the cabinet and never opened them again, and never went to the hospital again.

Buying vegetables and cooking alone, buying ingredients for a week at a time, anyway, no one will dislike stale food anymore.It's just that his cooking skills are probably really bad, and he doesn't even like the child in his stomach, and he will spit out more than half of it after every meal.

He eats less, his body lacks nutrition, and while his belly is getting bigger, it is him who is getting thinner and thinner.The symptoms of trance became more and more serious. Sometimes I would cry unconsciously for a whole day in a daze.

Will it be better when the baby is born?At least then he wasn't alone.

How he fell that day, "Ji Yujin" didn't notice at all, in short, after a whirlwind, he was directly thrown and passed out.Then he was woken up by a knock on the door. At this time, he had been bleeding for an unknown amount of time, and he had no strength at all.

What made him even more desperate was that he could vaguely feel the fetal movement a few days ago, and now there was no life left.