Gu Weinan's Military Academy Diary

"I..." Gu Weinan became uncertain instead, he knew that this must be cruel to Chen Nuo.

"It's okay." Chen Nuo saw Gu Weinan's thoughts, and smiled slightly, "It's all in the past, I'm just afraid of disgusting you, innocent boy."

"..." Gu Weinan didn't know what to say.Say you're not afraid of nausea?The story of Chen Nuo's existence, how can it be described as disgusting?Even if Ye Xun is really disgusting.But in the end, he still said to Chen Nuo with certainty, "I want to share the burden with you."

Chen Nuo listened, looked at him very attentively, and then began to tell.Under the night, the soft light slowly penetrated through the curtains, shining on his slender body and handsome face, Gu Weinan stared at Chen Nuo fascinated, feeling that everything about him was so beautiful.But the more this happened, the more cruel Chen Nuo's words sounded.

"You may not believe it, but I used to be quite simple." Chen Nuo started teasing himself like this, "I thought that falling in love once was a lifetime. Ye Xun and I have known each other since we were young, and we got together naturally later on. I trust him very much. , It can be described as desperate. When I was in my senior year, I hadn’t seen him for a long time, and I missed him so much, so I took the opportunity to go out for an internship and asked for leave. I went to Xinjiang to see him without telling my family. At that time, Xinjiang was very violent. In the Earthrise incident, the people basically only go out but not in. I didn’t tell Ye Xun in advance, for fear that he would stop me if he found out. I just wanted to give him a surprise, but I didn’t expect that it would be me who was surprised. That’s the one At that time, I found that Ye Xun was completely different from what I knew."

Gu Weinan felt a little jealous when he heard it: "You actually went to Xinjiang to meet him alone!"

"Sounds a bit silly, doesn't it?" Chen Nuo smiled coldly, "After I got there, I first contacted Xiao Xiaotian, asked about Ye Xun's residence, and then went to find him. I knocked on the door outside, but no one answered , I thought he was not there, so I asked the attendant to get the key and wanted to go in. After I went in... Hehe, as you can imagine, this is usually the case when catching rape in bed. I was completely stunned at the time, because there was no I can't imagine Ye Xun doing this, just standing there and watching them both get dressed in a hurry. The soldier ran out with his trousers up and passed me, I didn't even have time to see his face clearly. Ye Xun still wanted to keep me , To explain to me, I kicked him hard and said that you would not say that this is the task of the superior! Then I ran away. "

Gu Weinan was also shocked: "Shameless..."

"I walked outside for a long time. After thinking about the whole process, I was really sad, disappointed, and angry at being deceived. Then I called Xiao Xiaotian, and he took me to his dormitory. I told everything I saw. Yes, he was also surprised when he heard it, and just kept comforting me. When I calmed down, Xiao Xiaotian apologized to me. He said that in fact, he had heard that Ye Xun often looked for people outside without telling me, and sometimes he fell in love with conscripts. He will also use conditions such as helping people to be transferred to non-commissioned officers to lure him, and some people will agree to have a relationship with him... Xiao Xiaotian knows that we have a deep relationship, and he has never seen it with his own eyes, so he didn't really believe these rumors. He didn't tell me that until I broke it myself."

"Scum!" Gu Weinan was already furious when he heard that, "So he has been hiding from you many times, and it's really cunning for you to find out so many times! If you didn't go there suddenly and ran into him, Maybe it can be hidden until now! Then?"

"I have been living in Xiao Xiaotian's dormitory since that day. Ye Xun asked me to live with him during the period, but I refused because I haven't fully figured it out and I need to calm down. After all, I am very angry after so many years of relationship, and I can't bear it." Ye Xun's behavior is still a bit hard to let go. Ye Xun looks for me every day, admits his mistakes to me, looks as affectionate and considerate as before, and promises to me that he will never look for anyone again."

"Don't believe him!" Gu Weinan shouted.

Chen Nuo smiled at him faintly: "I was almost shaken, but when I was still shaking, I quarreled with him. Because Ye Xun knew that Xiao Xiaotian told me what he had been looking for all this time, and thought he was not loyal. , intentionally sabotaged our relationship, and even said hurtful things, saying that Xiao Xiaotian had bad intentions in keeping me with him, and he took this opportunity to get close to me. In the end, Xiao Xiaotian also got angry, and scolded him for misbehaving and playing with feelings. After that, Ye Xun used his authority to transfer Xiao Xiaotian to the night shift—he was the captain of their team at the time, and Xiao Xiaotian was the deputy captain. In this way, Xiao Xiaotian's work and rest schedule could not be synchronized with mine, and he would have more time Avoid Xiao Xiaotian and come to me."

Gu Weinan sat up with staring eyes: "Grass! This is this person's usual trick! He doesn't really think that you and Xiao Xiaotian have something to do?"

Chen Nuo shook his head: "I don't think so. But I was quite naive at the time, because I had already asked for ten days of leave, and there was no other place to go for the time being, and I was very angry at Ye Xun's way of venting his anger, so I often accompanied Xiao Xiaotian On duty. After being so stiff for a few days, Xiao Xiaotian still felt so awkward, so he took the initiative to find Ye Xun to make up. Ye Xun also apologized, and the relationship between the two returned to normal. But Xiao Xiaotian told me that he did not promise Ye Xun to refute him because He just heard about it, and asked me to judge for myself. I was also confused at the time, Ye Xun did not admit that he had found many people without telling me, saying that he found that one because he was lonely, because that soldier looked like me. Then I The vacation is almost over, and I feel that such a haste can't solve the problem, so I decided to wait for him to come back from aiding Xinjiang. Before leaving, Xiao Xiaotian bought a plane ticket for me, and planned to take me to the airport after the shift, but it turned out on that day ……problem occurs."

Gu Weinan was nervous when he heard that, he faintly felt that something terrible was about to happen, but in order to encourage Chen Nuo, he still asked, "What happened, what happened?"

"I watched Xiao Xiaotian die with my own eyes." Chen Nuo's usually calm eyes became particularly sensitive, as if he could touch the most intense pain with just a slight tremor, "Can you... know that feeling? "

"Ah!" Gu Weinan let out a "click" in his heart and was completely stunned. He couldn't understand what it was like to watch his comrades sacrifice with his own eyes, because he felt terrified even thinking about it.

Chen Nuo's eyes were still stinging, but he continued as if he couldn't stop: "That day, just after Xiao Xiaotian handed over, he received an urgent task. There was a riot in the downtown of the county where he was stationed at that time, and all the armed police on duty nearby were sent to that place. Gather together to protect the safety of ordinary people. I don't know what happened to me at the time, as if I had a premonition, I insisted on not taking the only shuttle bus to the airport, and insisted on going there with Xiao Xiaotian. Xiao Xiaotian couldn't persuade me, so he took me I went, and told me to hide by the side and not move around.

"We arrived at the designated assembly point, but found that Ye Xun's team hadn't arrived yet. But the streets were already chaotic. Many Uighurs hacked on the street with sticks and machetes, and rushed into shops to smash things. Many people on the street have already been cut down, and others were chased and chopped down. The screams and cries of women and children were particularly ear-piercing. Xiao Xiaotian didn't expect the situation to be like this, and he didn't know where to start. He covered Some people who lived closest to him ran away, and immediately asked Ye Xun through the intercom. I heard Ye Xun say that they arrived in 5 minutes, and told Xiao Xiaotian not to shoot, because it was not sure that those who smashed and looted were terrorists. Molecules or incited masses.

"But at this moment, those people saw Xiao Xiaotian's military uniform, and about a dozen people approached us with knives. Xiao Xiaotian pushed me away, and told the surrounding people to evacuate quickly, and communicated with them in simple Uighur language. At the same time, he also spoke Mandarin to tell them to stop their sabotage. But those people made troubles premeditatedly, and they came up with knives. Xiao Xiaotian was anxious while resisting with shields, fists and feet, trying to lure these terrorists to places where there were few people. He asked for instructions, and the answer he got was to insist on persuading him not to shoot. The terrorists who attacked the crowd continued to burn, kill and loot. A dozen or so people here attacked Xiao Xiaotian together, and they were almost swarming, but Ye Xun’s team hadn’t arrived yet. I guarded a little girl at the corner of the street and yelled at him to retreat. Xiao Xiaotian shot into the sky in desperation, and then shouted at those people, scaring some of them away. Finally, the situation was slightly under control. But then, There was another shot from behind me..."

Chen Nuo's face seemed to be turning pale in the night, Gu Weinan even felt chills in such a hot weather, he held Chen Nuo's cold fingers, as if this could give him courage: "Well, then..."

"This shot wounded one of the attackers on the spot, but it aroused their emotions, and the scene that was just stunned was completely out of control. The nearby terrorists suddenly exploded, and they all swung their knives and sticks at Xiao Xiaotian. A person rushed over. Because the situation changed so suddenly, Xiao Xiaotian had no time to raise his gun, and was hit by a few sticks and long knives. Then I saw Ye Xun, with a gloomy face, leading people to face the terrorists Shooting. I suddenly felt that he was very scary, because Xiao Xiaotian was still in the middle. The gunfire continued, and many people were shot and fell to the ground, but they were too crazy to stop. Xiao Xiaotian...he fell down in front of my eyes It's..."

Chen Nuo's voice was choked up, and the corners of his eyes began to glisten with tears, and the fingers holding Gu Weinan were trembling slightly, "At that time, my whole body and mind were filled with horror, and I couldn't think at all. The terrorist who was shooting and was not subdued was still dying. I broke free from the person who was holding me, and I knew I was going to charge towards Xiao Xiaotian. I wanted to save him...I desperately wanted to save him...the blood flowed all over the floor, It's bleeding...how come so much! I tried my best to hold his wound and call his name, but I couldn't wake him up, I couldn't wake him up no matter what..."

"Chen Nuo!" Gu Weinan turned over and hugged Chen Nuo. He was also very scared, but he hugged Chen Nuo's body tightly so that he knew that he was by his side, "Then, what happened later?"

Chen Nuo moved a bit, bent his arms slightly, patted Gu Weinan, and his voice returned to calm: "Later, a terrorist broke my head and didn't realize it, so I hugged Xiao Xiaotian and sent him to the hospital, but I I didn't even have the strength to stand up, and finally Ye Xun came over and pulled me up from Xiao Xiaotian. I looked at him and suddenly thought clearly, and I shouted that you did it on purpose! You deliberately wanted to kill him! Too loud, too loud I was excited, and the blood was still flowing from my head, and the cold wind was blowing in, and all I could hear were my screams, which made my mind spin. Ye Xun held me down and told me not to get excited. At that time, I thought he was really The terrorists are still terrifying, struggling desperately, as if they just lost consciousness."

Chen Nuo seemed to want to sort out his thoughts, paused for a moment, and then said softly, "I woke up again in the ambulance, and then I saw Ye Xun next to me, and asked me with a very concerned expression if I felt better. But I thought he was strange from the bottom of my heart, so I just asked him how Xiao Xiaotian was. Ye Xun told me calmly that he had died. I couldn’t control my emotions at the time, but it was strange that I didn’t cry, so I asked him why he didn’t cry. Ask Xiao Xiaotian to shoot. He said it was the superior’s instruction. I said why did he shoot again later? He also said it was the superior’s instruction. I sneered, and then said, then you got your wish. Ye Xun asked me angrily what I meant, I must make it clear. The blow Ye Xun gave me and Xiao Xiaotian's death made me explode at that moment. I called him a murderer loudly and got out of the car desperately to expose him. Ye Xun A nurse was called, and he gave me a sedative by force.

"I fell into a coma for a long time. When I woke up, I was lying on a hospital bed. It was dark outside, and when I opened my eyes, I saw Ye Xun. He asked me with a sullen face: Do you still want to shout loudly? I angrily He said that he wanted to break up with him, and he didn't want to have anything to do with the murderer for a moment. He said it firmly, as if I had considered it in a coma. He just laughed and said that my mind was not clear, and all I had was hallucinations. I said that I I have heard it with my own ears and seen it with my own eyes, and I will expose you. He said how do you prove it, just rely on your mouth? He told me to be sober and not to do such a childish frame-up just because I was angry with him. "

Gu Weinan didn't know what words to use to describe his feelings when he heard this, he just said in a low voice: "You are not unconscious, nor are you hallucinating."

"Yeah." Chen Nuo responded lightly, but nodded affirmatively, "But Ye Xun wanted to give everyone such an impression at the time, I guess he must be very scared, because he thought I had already gone to the airport Thinking that Xiao Xiaotian and I were the ones who witnessed his dark methods. He deliberately delayed the time, let Xiao Xiaotian rush to the scene first, and ordered not to shoot on the grounds of caution, which put Xiao Xiaotian in danger. See the situation later Steady, he shot again suddenly, rekindling the hatred of the terrorists. If at that time, Xiao Xiaotian was the only one who heard his order, it would be perfect."

"Why?" Gu Weinan felt that he was shaking coldly, "Just because Xiao Xiaotian said about his promiscuity?"

"Of course not." Chen Nuo said coldly, "Because Xiao Xiaotian performed better than him and made more contributions than him. Although he is the vice-captain of the squad for the time being, he is about to be promoted to a different level. They will be assigned to the same place in the future." Yes, and there is only one leadership position, of course Ye Xun will be jealous. I only thought of it after getting to know him thoroughly."

"Then...he..."

Chen Nuo slightly twitched the corners of his mouth, as if he was laughing at himself: "I was only about your age at the time, and I've been in love with him for so long, so I'm not mature enough to handle things. And because of Xiao Xiaotian's death that day, I was particularly agitated. , I angrily accused him of everything I knew, my mind was too revealing, and my will to expose him and break up with him was too thoroughly revealed. Ye Xun saw that I was so determined, and good words were useless , he suddenly got up and pulled out my infusion needle, and then tore off my clothes..."