You're a cannon fodder

The July sun scorched the earth, but it was blocked by heavy gauze curtains from the floor-to-ceiling windows on the 26th floor.

Just such a sentence made Fang Zexi feel as if he had fallen into an ice cave. The cold pain pierced into the skin and spread rampantly in the flesh and blood. Everywhere he passed was an uncontrollable trembling.

Fang Zexi was stunned for a while, then pushed Xia Yang away abruptly, staring at him in disbelief.

After being silent for a while, Fang Zexi suddenly raised the corners of his mouth, and said with a slightly trembling smile, "Tell me quickly, you lied to me to play. You...you, didn't you, let me wait for you?"

Xia Yang didn't answer, he looked away and dodged his eyes.

Fang Zexi didn't know whether the emotion welling up in his heart was sadness or anger, and when he realized it, he had already grabbed Xia Yang's hand and turned him around, fell into the sofa and suppressed him fiercely.

Xia Yang was pressed on the sofa, and almost his whole body was sunk in the soft fabric.

Fang Zexi pressed him hard, gritted his teeth and said, "You asked me to wait, is this the result you are waiting for?"

"Bamboo stick..."

"Don't call me!" Fang Zexi bit Xia Yang's lips fiercely, blocked his voice, and brutally ravaged and gnawed.

Lips and teeth collided, secretly hurting.

A strong kiss swept across the mouth, the force of the grinding could no longer be controlled, the tip of the teeth trembled, and blood shot out from where they passed.

The smell of blood filled his mouth, stimulating Fang Zexi. His tenderness and forbearance were all broken, and his deep voice was full of hatred: "This is why you said there is no chance? Who said there is no chance? I want Isn't it possible to fuck you at any time? What more opportunities are needed!"

Using both hands, he tore off Xia Yang's clothes.

Xia Yang opened his eyes and looked at him without any resistance.

The chirping sound was particularly loud and harsh in the empty room, Fang Zexi finally woke up, stopped and reached out to hug Xia Yang, and buried his face in his chest.

"Why don't you resist? Who are you going to show this resignation?" Fang Zexi suppressed his excitement, his voice was hoarse and trembling, "Does it hurt? Did I hurt you?"

Xia Yang slowly raised his hand, patted Fang Zexi's trembling back lightly, and said, "It's okay, it doesn't hurt much. If you want, you can continue, if it makes you feel better ..."

"Xia Yang! I don't fucking need you to pamper me!" Fang Zexi broke away from his embrace, and roared with red eyes, "You left for three months, and when you come back, tell me that you are going to get married! What happened to you? Can't you talk to me?"

Xia Yang suddenly raised the corners of his mouth, showed a smile, and said, "Your reaction now is almost exactly the same as mine at that time."

Fang Zexi was startled.

He finally understood what Xia Yang felt when he said he wanted to break up.

It turns out that this is called empathy.

At that time, he left for seven days and said goodbye to Xia Yang after he came back.Now Xia Yang left for three months and told him to get married when he came back.

"Is this...retaliation?" Fang Zexi stood up, looked at Xia Yang, and said eagerly, "So, are you still lying to me? Haven't you come out of the closet? Why are you getting married? And , Mr. Xia just now... just now when your dad saw us... didn't he say anything?"

Xia Yang was silent and didn't speak, just raised his hand and touched Fang Zexi's head.

He likes to do this to people, but he seldom does it to Fang Zexi. This action is too pampering, and he is afraid that Fang Zexi will not be happy.

This time, Fang Zexi didn't respond, and said with an ugly smile: "At that time, I decided to break up and say I wanted to get married. Do you still hold grudges? So you deliberately let me feel it too." I'm sorry, my mind was also confused at that time, and I said hurtful things like that without thinking about the countermeasures, you..."

"Bamboo stick, I'm sorry..." Xia Yang interrupted Fang Zexi, "How could I hate you. It's just that marriage is real."

His voice was a little hoarse, so dim that it was uncomfortable to hear.

Fang Zexi had calmed down a lot, and he was no longer as impulsive as before. He thought about it carefully and asked, "A business marriage?"

Xia Yang was silent for a while, then gave a soft "um", and then said, "Fang Zexi, you can be my best man."

best man.

Fang Zexi stared at Xia Yang with wide eyes.

He said best man.

He wanted him to accompany him all the way, and watched helplessly as he held a wedding with someone else, holding hands and laughing at Yan Yan in front of all the guests.Then accompany him to a toast, and watch the husband and wife concentric, holding a wine glass together to receive blessings.

How can he do it!

How could Xia Yang be so ruthless? !

"Bamboo stick..." Xia Yang's voice was full of sighs, full of helpless sadness.

He stood up, stretched out his arms to hug Fang Zexi, and whispered in his ear, "I just... want to walk the red carpet with you once."

Fang Zexi was held in Xia Yang's arms, but he still couldn't help his shoulders trembling slightly.

Xia Yang...what are you talking about?

He felt that his brain had been emptied, and his thinking began to become slow and chaotic, and he couldn't understand a word.

"Fang Zexi... If there is no other way, I can only choose to marry one step earlier than you before you get married. I know that weddings in your countryside are lively and traditional. I am afraid that in such customs, I will not The opportunity to walk the red carpet with you, no chance to hand the ring to your hand, and no chance to stand side by side with you, when the witnesses ask if you want to, secretly say yes. Fang Zexi... I want to be with you I really want to get married, do you want to?" Xia Yang's voice was low and sad, and at the end, he almost choked up.

Fang Zexi listened to Xia Yang's confession, tears welled up in his eyes, and he couldn't hold it back anymore.

"Are you willing?" Xia Yang asked again persistently.

Fang Zexi nodded, closed his eyes and replied seriously: "I am willing. But..."

"Huh?" Xia Yang immediately clenched his hands tightly when he heard the last two words, and the hug became more intense.

"But... I've already told my mother that I'm not getting married anymore."

Xia Yang quickly let go of his hand, stared blankly at Fang Zexi's eyes, and asked in surprise, "What did you say?"

"Xia Yang...can you cancel the wedding? You...it's my fault. I always want to tell you when you come back, I...but you can't just..." Fang Zexi seemed to think of something suddenly, his eyes lit up, "Are you still not sure? Are you discussing with your father today?"

"What's going on? Fang Zexi, please explain clearly!" Xia Yang was a little anxious, and unconsciously grabbed Fang Zexi's shoulders with both hands.

Fang Zexi was in pain, but he didn't even wrinkle his eyebrows, he just said softly: "I... let my mother think that I have a health problem, so I can't get married."

"you……"

"Am I...too late?"

Looking at Xia Yang's expression, Fang Zexi's eyes dimmed again.

"I'm sorry..." Xia Yang took Fang Zexi into his arms, hugging him tightly.

There was silence in the room.

After a long time, Fang Zexi slowly pushed Xia Yang away and said, "I'm going back first."

"Fang Zexi?" Xia Yang quickly raised his head and called out inquiringly.

Fang Zexi was a little hesitant, and thought about a sentence for a long time, trying to adjust his breathing to keep calm, and said, "Since you have decided to get married, it's better to calm down."

"Fang Zexi! What do you mean?" Xia Yang's voice was full of anxiety, and he involuntarily raised the volume, "This is not the result I want!"

Fang Zexi looked at him and asked calmly, "Although it's my fault, can you cancel the engagement for me?"

Xia Yang frowned, as if hesitating, and kept silent.

Fang Zexi suddenly felt a wave of anger rising in his heart, something was stagnating, accumulating and rampaging, and finally broke out.

He couldn't wait to punch Xia Yang in the face, but he held back forcefully, so he could only roar: "Then what result do you want? Let me stay? With you until you get married, or with you?" Your whole life? Are you planning to let me be your secret lover, the third party in your marriage? Or are you planning to tell me that your parents, family and friends will all know and recognize our relationship, but you just can't tell the world? What am I? Jinwu Zangjiao or a aunt? Xia Yang, I don't have such a strong family background as you, nor do I have such a high social status, but I am also a man, so even if I want to hide, I have to hide you !"

After Fang Zexi finished speaking, he turned around immediately, walked out of the room quickly, and closed the door behind him with a bang.

Xia Yang looked at Fang Zexi's leaving back, and lay down on the sofa dejectedly.

Why is this happening?

This was definitely not what he wanted. He thought that Fang Zexi had given up completely from the very beginning, but he never thought that he was also working hard.

Although this effort is nothing compared to what he has done.But for Fang Zexi, it was even more difficult.

He thought his move was gorgeous and moving, but he missed a blind spot in the chess game.

He didn't even know about such an important matter.

How could he not know at all!

Xia Yang thumped the armrest of the sofa hard, closed his eyes, feeling overwhelmed with discomfort.

So many people have already started preparing for the wedding, even the media has made an appointment, how could he change it.

He didn't want to hurt Fang Zexi, but at this point, he didn't know how to continue.

Fang Zexi got out of the elevator, his eyes sore that he couldn't see the road clearly.

Why did he and Xia Yang come to this point again?

They probably shouldn't.

He always thought too simply, he thought that he could be with Xia Yang by overcoming all difficulties, but he forgot that with Xia Yang's identity, there might be such a day after all.

Xia Yang needs a wife, not only for profit, but also for image, and a necessary way for family continuation.

With such a large family business, it is impossible to really recruit talents and hand them over to others.No matter how open-minded Mr. Xia is, he will always ask Xia Yang to leave a bloodline that can inherit the family business.It really doesn't matter how many people have the deep-rooted notion of direct relatives.

When Xia Yang said that he would walk the red carpet with him, he was so moved that he even cried.If he hadn't mustered up the courage to find an excuse, hadn't made up his mind to disobey his parents, and had still made up his mind to get married, then maybe he would really be grateful to Dade and cry bitterly, and then walk through that secret wedding with Xia Yang that couldn't be announced to the public , Keep the memories deep in my heart and remember them for a lifetime.

but……

All the turning points are after these two words, so helpless and powerless.

If only he could have told Xia Yang earlier, or Xia Yang had discussed it with him before making a decision.

So, could everything be different?

Xia Yang is not the kind of person to compromise easily, unless he really can't think of any way.

It's my fault, how can I blame Xia Yang.

It's just this result, he can't accept it.

Fang Zexi was sitting in the car, his hands were too trembling to hold the steering wheel.

This garage only belongs to Xia Yang, and it is full of luxurious and famous brand cars. Only his small scooter, mixed in it, is so humble that it is dazzling.

But he came and went here easily, and never received contemptuous glances.

Fang Zexi suddenly stepped on the brake and turned off the car, pulled out the key, got out of the car, and rushed into the elevator again.

Finally, I understand what Xia Yang's mentality is like knowing that he is going to get married, but still unwilling to let go.

Xia Yang suddenly opened his eyes, hurried out without even changing his shoes, tapped the elevator button, feeling anxious inside.

He wished he could rush straight down the stairs, his sanity almost flew away.

He couldn't just let Fang Zexi leave like this, his bamboo stick was too tough and sensitive, and the arrogance and stubbornness brought out from his inferiority complex was terrifying.

If Fang Zexi is lost, then no matter what he does will become meaningless.

The elevator door opened, Xia Yang walked in eagerly, but when he saw Fang Zexi in front of him, his eyes widened in surprise.

Fang Zexi leaned against the elevator wall, lowered his head, turned around when he heard the door open, looked at Xia Yang in surprise, and asked, "Where are you going?"

"Looking for you." Xia Yang paused, suppressed his violent heartbeat, and asked, "You are..."

Fang Zexi suddenly laughed and said softly, "Waiting for you."

The author has something to say: Why didn't I cry. 【Hello……】

The erroneous errands are the bloodiest [Drag the author out and burn him to death with a bucket of dog's blood! 】

Labor and capital repeatedly wrote tens of thousands of words, deleted them, wrote them, and deleted them!In the end, I still didn't want to let them separate!

Forget it if you die, the character of the bamboo stick has been written off by me!but……

Forget it, I don't know what else to say... It took me three days to write this chapter, and I don't want to say anything.I went to get a haircut today, it was late orz

Write silently...no spoilers...the reason for getting married can only be based on what I wrote, la la la, no one guessed it right

A small abuse for pleasure, a big abuse for the body, rape... Readers abandon the pit qaq... I, I, I really didn't rape you, you have to believe me! ! ! ! !