You're a cannon fodder

During Xia Yang's absence for the past few months, Fang Zexi has been bored at home.

Going to work, playing dramas, reading books, exercising.

Life is the same as before, but the thoughts are increasing day by day.

Occasionally, there are worries and doubts. He doesn't know where Xia Yang has gone or what he is going to do. He often has a faint uneasiness in his heart, but it is much better than the short fifteen days when we broke up.

At least when you miss, you can still send text messages, chat, complain, and swear at each other.

Sometimes when the uneasiness grows, I just make a phone call, and Xia Yang always picks up quickly, his voice is still so calm, with a bit of elegance in his laziness.

Fang Zeyan asked him what he was going to do in the south, Xia Yang said: "It's a big project, let's celebrate with you when it's done, if it fails, let's die for love."

Fang Zexi said unceremoniously: "Get out! I have seniors and juniors, and no one will die with you! At worst, you fail, and I will support you if you become a pauper!"

Xia Yang's low laughter came from the phone, like a feather scratching his ears, it was so good that it made people feel itchy, he said: "I know the old one, and the little one... where is the little one?"

Fang Zexi's teeth started to itch, and he said bitterly, "Young man, you'll know if you try it when you come back!"

"Bamboo stick, I really love you."

Fang Zexi chuckled, "Xia Yang, I miss you so much."

Since the contact was not interrupted, Fang Zexi no longer thought about it. Tianyang Group was still the same as usual, and no news broke out.

Xia Yang was in charge of such a large company, and he had to endure and face no less.

He can't help much, he can only support silently.

He still called home regularly every week. Mother Fang's voice was always a bit tired, but she never asked him if he had gone to see a doctor, and never mentioned marriage.

This made Fang Zexi feel uncomfortable, sorry and uneasy but helpless.

He asked, "How is Dad?"

"pretty good."

"Is he...still refusing to have the operation?"

Mother Fang smiled lightly and said, "I did."

"Huh? He agreed?"

"Ah."

"That's good. I'll contact the doctor tomorrow to arrange hospitalization."

"No need." Mother Fang refused hastily, and then added, "Let's wait a while, I'll take a look and tell you when the time is right."

Fang Zexi thought about it, brain tumor surgery is risky, even if he doesn't wait for his marriage, his father may not be able to make up his mind for a while.

He felt sad, and didn't insist too much, and turned to other topics.

At the beginning of July, Xia Yang finally came back.

Fang Zexi didn't know it at first, and after returning home from get off work, he sent text messages to tease Xia Yang as usual and prepared to be molested back.

But the expected teasing didn't come, Xia Yang said: "Bamboo stick, I'm at home."

Fang Zexi paused, threw the phone into his pocket, put on his shoes, ran downstairs and drove towards Xia Yang's house.

Now his fists are itchy, and all the cells in his body are clamoring to press Xia Yang to the ground and beat him up, and then bite hard, leaving marks that can no longer be erased.

Three months.

They have been separated for such a long time.

He thought that Xia Yang would notify him before he came back, and he had already figured out how to pick him up.

Or Xia Yang will give him a surprise and come directly to the door for a surprise attack.

But it turned out to be a calm and breezy sentence "I'm at home".

Fang Zexi was so angry that he was overwhelmed by the joy of meeting him soon.

I haven't seen him for so long. I don't know if Xia Yang has become ugly. It's better to burn it into a piece of charcoal, then he can no longer attract bees and butterflies to harm the people. No one will want him except himself.

While driving, my heart kept restless, and even the corners of my mouth curled up involuntarily.

He wanted to see Xia Yang and couldn't wait.

When the car arrived at the gate, the security guard recognized Fang Zexi, and let him pass in a hurry. He ignored the security guard's pale face, drove in with a bang, parked the car, and rushed upstairs before even pulling out the key.

The height of 26 floors has never disgusted him so much as it does today.The floors are built too high and the elevator speed is too slow.

While waiting for the elevator to go up, he suddenly recalled that there was a time before that he ran in like this like crazy.

They were not a couple at that time, but they may have fallen in love, but they didn't realize it yet.

However, he actually hit Xia Yang.

Now that I think about it, it's amazing. How did he manage to do it?How could I be willing to do so.

At that time, what kind of emotion was in his heart, and what was he most concerned about?

He suddenly laughed out loud, his eyes slightly wet for no reason.

The door on the 26th floor was open, and Xia Yang was sitting in the living room.

Fang Zexi's smile deepened, he ran in and pushed him down, twisted his hand and bit his lips and said bitterly: "You didn't tell me in advance when you came back, huh? Tell me honestly, where are you going?" Are you on a business trip? What needs you to stay in the south for so long, did you go to my house to be a wife? Three months is as long as it is enough for you to hide secretly and have a son. "

Xia Yang's expression was slightly stiff, and he couldn't help but burst out laughing when he heard the last sentence, he stretched out his arms to hug Fang Zexi, put his chin on his shoulder, and rubbed him lightly.

Fang Zexi raised his hand to touch Xia Yang's face, took off his glasses, leaned down again and kissed him on the lips, and said, "Xia Yang, I miss you very much."

There are many things I want to ask, and there are many things I want to say, but the last thing I say is just this sentence.

There are still some things, let's talk about them later.

Now, he only wants Xia Yang to express his longing for such a long time in a combined way.

When doing these things to Xia Yang, Fang Zexi never twitched.

It was still winter when they parted, but now it is hot summer.

Fang Zexi stroked Xia Yang's Adam's apple, slid his hand directly into his collar, and gently rubbed on his collarbone.

"Bamboo, bamboo sticks, wait a minute..." Xia Yang's expression was a little strange, his stuttering didn't seem like he was hooked and his breath was unstable.

Fang Zexi frowned and stopped, waking up from the confusion, only to hear someone coughing dryly behind him.

Startled, he hurriedly stood up from Xia Yang, stumbled and almost fell to the ground.

Xia Yang pulled him, put his arms around his waist and let him sit down beside him.

Fang Zexi turned around, only to find Tianyang's chairman and former president Xia Rong sitting on the sofa opposite.

The living room of Xia Yang's house is very large, there is a coffee table between the sofa and the sofa, and the fluffy carpet is spread across it, the distance seems to be very far away.

The sofa is European-style, with complicated and gorgeous patterns. Dad Xia is sitting in a short-sleeved dark brown printed Tang suit, which almost blends with the sofa surface.

"Xia... Mr. Xia..."

Fang Zexi quickly stood up, and addressed him respectfully, he was so nervous that he almost bent down and bowed at ninety degrees.

There was a wail in his heart.

Ciao, do you want to do this!He didn't forget to wear glasses when he came in!

Isn't there a huge gap between China and the West?How can European-style sofas and Tang suits be integrated, bastard!This unscientific!

Tsi-o-tse-o, he really wanted to dig a hole and bury himself alive in it to die and be reborn 2 minutes ago to start over again!

He really...doesn't need to live...

"Well, cough." Father Xia looked at the flushed Fang Zexi, cleared his throat again, put on a smile, and said, "Young people are so enthusiastic."

Fang Zexi's flushed face instantly turned fiery red, making his whole head bubbling.

Father Xia stood up, and said to Xia Yang: "You...how about going back to your room first...well, let's have a good talk, I'm going downstairs first."

Xia Yang also stood up, put his arms around Fang Zexi's waist, nodded slightly and said, "Okay, Dad. I... will have a good talk with him."

Ciao, what's wrong with Xia Yang, if you give him a slap, will he really just roll around like a donkey? !

Fang Zexi felt that he had been burned to death by the boiling water steaming from his face.

Father Xia went out and carefully closed the door for them.

When his figure completely disappeared, Fang Zexi threw himself onto the sofa with a bang.

Xia Yang lowered his head, pursed his mouth tightly and slightly curved his eyes, trying hard to suppress a smile.

Fang Zexi rubbed his hot face, and said angrily, "Why don't you remind me."

"Your movements were natural and coherent, and you pushed me down as soon as you entered the door. How could I have the chance to tell you." Xia Yang failed as soon as he opened his mouth, and a muffled laugh leaked from his throat.

"I think you did it on purpose!" Fang Zexi stretched out his finger and hooked it, causing Xia Yang to bend down, then wrapped his arms around his neck and pulled him down, biting his cheek bitterly.

Xia Yang asked softly in his ear: "Do you want to do it?"

Just two words can ignite a raging flame, causing a tingling tremor from the skin to the heart, and the heat flows around, restless.

then.

Fang Zexi suddenly thought of Father Xia...

No, he can't continue calmly now that what happened just now!

"Don't do it! I was too stimulated just now, and now I'm a little wilted!"

"Pfft." Xia Yang couldn't help laughing, and stretched out his hands to gently knead Fang Zexi's important parts.

Fang Zexi grabbed Xia Yang's hand and stopped him, "No, late... let's talk at night..."

He still has something very important, and he wants to tell Xia Yang himself.

Then I have to discuss with Xia Yang when to arrange for my father's surgery, and how to come out in the least hurtful way in the future.

"Really don't want it?" Xia Yang asked again in a serious tone, "If you don't want it, you may not have a chance in the future."

"Opportunity? You didn't give it to me." Fang Zexi raised his eyebrows and smiled, straightened his clothes and sat back on the sofa, sighing, "Your father is really enlightened. If it were my father, he would definitely beat us up." Broken leg and thrown straight out the window."

Xia Yang's face changed slightly, and his smile suddenly faded.

Fang Zexi didn't notice it for a while, and said happily, "By the way, Xia Yang, I'll tell you something."

"Bamboo stick, I have something to tell you."

The voices of the two collided, and against Fang Zexi's clear and cheerful voice, Xia Yang's tone seemed even deeper and sadder.

Fang Zexi's heart skipped a beat, and he looked up at Xia Yang carefully.

He had lost weight, and looked even taller and taller after putting on the summer clothes, but from his body, there was an inexplicable sense of fatigue.The originally handsome facial features appeared sharper and deeper on the thin and slightly pale face, with firm lines and clear outlines.

His lips were tightly pursed, his expression was a little stern, and his brown eyes were silent, and the emotions hidden in him were hard to see clearly.

Fang Zexi wanted to ask him what's wrong, and jokingly said "Are you really broke?" to adjust the depressing atmosphere, but he couldn't say a word.

Could it... be true?

Repression spread in the air, and Fang Zexi suddenly felt restless and at a loss.

He didn't know what happened, let alone what happened to Xia Yang.

He didn't know what he could do to help Xia Yang at this time, and he began to feel inexplicably afraid.

Just when he stood up and stretched out his hand to hug Xia Yang to give him some comfort, Xia Yang took him into his arms one step faster.

Xia Yang hugged very hard, his hands seemed to want to be embedded in the bones, branded with marks, and blended into one.

His hug made Fang Zexi feel pain, but it was not worth one ten-thousandth of what his next sentence brought.

That kind of pain tore through everything and went straight to the heart, pierced it fiercely, and then kept twisting.

The brain was blank, buzzing, and breathing became extremely difficult, as if trying to drown someone.

The heart-wrenching pain makes people tremble and stand unsteadily, and the body is so light that it has no strength, as if it is about to shatter, turn into dust, and disappear in ashes.

Xia Yang said, "I'm getting married."

The author has something to say: The reasons for Xia Yang's marriage will be written in the next chapter, but you may wish to guess o(*￣▽￣*)o guess the reward proposition correctly.However, for a weird person like me, I always feel that I will be so weird all the way to the top... So I don’t have any pears for rewards ╮(╯▽╰)╭

Don't ask my dad what happened to him after he fainted, he is now living a life as lonely as water in a parallel world...【Hey! 】

I've been exhausted recently, and I don't know what's going on. I really can't keep the qaq updated every day, so I can only do it every other day for a few days.Because my update is not good enough qaq so you all abandon me...

Hold back I can't spoil it!

Happy everyone~ I’ve been writing for three months and haven’t finished it _(:з」∠)_I really want to beat myself to death.I really want to end it, why are there so many plots unfinished, so tired... I will never love again