You're a cannon fodder

At that moment, Xia Yang felt as if a warm tide kept rushing up in his heart, it was so warm that his eye sockets were slightly wet, and he felt that nothing was important except the person in front of him.

As long as you keep him, no matter what you give up, you will not hesitate.

Any plan can be broken for him.

He was about to speak when Fang Zexi asked, "Xia Yang, if I were separated from you, would you find someone else?"

Xia Yang's heart tightened, and he immediately frowned: "What do you mean?"

"I mean, even if we separate, you won't be faithful to your wife, and you will... like before, occasionally go to NPC or something, right?"

Xia Yang looked at Fang Zexi in puzzlement.

Fang Zexi smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "Since you are going to cheat anyway, why don't you just find me alone."

Back in time, the story repeats itself.

Everything that happened here was so similar to half a year ago.

Neither of them can let go of each other.

It's just that Fang Zexi is more decisive than Xia Yang.

Xia Yang had some scruples back then, but he was confident.

Xia Yang listened to Fang Zexi's self-explanation as if he was sinking a boat, and the warmth in his heart was gradually mixed with a bit of distress.

How much love is needed to be willing to do this.

He was willing to do that at the time, but it was an expedient measure. Fang Zexi left and returned, but what was he planning?

How could he be willing to hurt Fang Zexi, a person who loved him so much.

When Fang Zexi learned the whole truth, would he be so angry that he would smash him to pieces and eat him with blood and flesh?

Xia Yang's words twitched on the tip of his tongue, but he still didn't say it in the end. He just stretched out his arms to embrace Fang Zexi, and kept the sigh in his ears.

"Fang Zexi, no matter what I do, I don't really want to hurt you."

"I know." Fang Zexi patted Xia Yang on the back, "I also made mistakes, since it is irreparable, this is also good."

"No, it will be better."

"Ah."

Xia Yang originally wanted to stay with Fang Zexi, but was rejected.

Fang Zexi raised his haughty head and said in a coquettish tone: "If you miss me, you will automatically come to my door. If I miss you, you will be here whenever you are called."

Xia Yang felt that Fang Zexi might want to show the aura of a ruthless scumbag, but unfortunately, his voice was limited, and the sense of drama was not in place.

He couldn't help laughing, and replied gently and loyally: "Okay."

The wedding was scheduled for early August, two days before Xia Yang's birthday.

Fang Zeyi didn't react after hearing this, he just thought about it and asked, "Are you going on honeymoon after you get married?"

"Huh?" Xia Yang frowned, "There are a series of things during this period, and the company still has a lot of work accumulated, and there is no plan for a honeymoon trip."

"Then I'll celebrate your birthday as a gift in return for taking me to the Maldives last year."

Xia Yang's eyes lit up, and he immediately burst into a smile. He hugged Fang Zexi into his arms and said, "Return the gift, where are you going to take me?"

"A husband's bag is like a horse."

Xia Yang couldn't help laughing, rubbed his cheek and said with a smile: "Bamboo stick, I really love you."

Fang Zexi, however, had a bitter face and said with some depression: "I really wish I didn't love you at all."

"Then do you love it or not?"

Fang Zexi sighed, and replied honestly: "Love."

Xia Yang also wanted to take Fang Zexi to have a meal with his parents, but he was also rejected.

Fang Zexi raised the corners of his mouth and said with a sneer: "Why, are you going to take me back to make them recognize my status in your family? Then do I still have to meet your fiancée? Give her a cup of tea and call her sister? "

Xia Yang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and said, "Did you take on a lot of old dramas recently? Or the reverse ones?"

Fang Zexi hooked his fingers at Xia Yang, and Xia Yang obediently leaned over. He pressed Xia Yang under him forcefully, and said with an evil smile, "Have you ever seen someone who brought a concubine home? Hmm?"

Seeing his expression of forced joy, Xia Yang felt a throbbing pain in his heart. He really wanted to ignore everything, give up his original plan, and tell him everything.

Xia Yang looked at Fang Zexi, and said seriously: "You are not my concubine, but my lover."

"Ha, love." Fang Zexi's smile began to be mixed with sarcasm, and he asked lightly, "Xia Yang, will canceling this wedding cause you a great loss?"

Xia Yang hesitated for a while, then nodded in admission.

Fang Zexi let go of Xia Yang, turned over and lay down on the side, found a pack of cigarettes from the bedside table, opened it and lit one.

Xia Yang has been watching in silence, turning sideways to embrace Fang Zexi's waist.

Fang Zexi turned his head and asked, "Do you want one? The current state always gives me the illusion of going against CP."

Xia Yang suddenly laughed: "Are you admitting that you are suffering?"

"Xia Yang." Fang Zexi let out a puff of smoke, did not continue joking, and sighed softly, "I feel now, fortunately, I haven't said it to death, and I have left a way out. My parents are both rural people, traditional thinking It's deeply rooted. Now, my dad is not in good health, and my mother is always worried about everything. Before I met you, I never thought about coming out. The situation. I thought, should I also find a woman to marry and take care of her like a family member for the rest of my life. However, a normal marriage is fine. I will see if I can recruit a lesbian to make a marriage. If she is willing, I will If you don't want to artificially create a child, you can simply adopt one."

Xia Yang frowned while listening to his long speech, and hugged his hands more and more tightly.

After Fang Zexi finished speaking, Xia Yang asked in a calm voice, "Are you just talking casually, or do you really have plans?"

Fang Zexi smiled faintly: "I have a flash of inspiration, let's make another plan."

Xia Yang pursed his lips, his expression was as cold as ice, he suddenly let go, got up and put on his clothes without saying a word.

Fang Zexi didn't stop him, but said with a smile, "You're saying that only state officials are allowed to set fire and the people are not allowed to light lamps."

Xia Yang put his hand on the doorknob, paused for a while, then turned his head with a mocking smile, and said, "It's really good to keep your retreat."

He closed the door, Fang Zexi slowly suppressed his smile.

Not reconciled, not reconciled anyway.

Although Xia Yang said that it was just a commercial marriage in name only, they can still be together.

But what he wants is also a lover, not a concubine.

And once Xia Yang got married, he would have no reason to come out.Is it possible to pull a married man to kneel in front of his parents and say that we really love each other, please let us be together.

Really love.

it is ridiculous.

So what about love.

No matter how much you love, there will be no different results.

what is love?Sticky, greasy, sweet and sweet, or desperate to remember forever, or going bankrupt at all.

Or, it is just a luxury that will be pursued after everything is settled.

Xia Yang may be able to come out without hesitation, but it doesn't mean that he can also sacrifice the interests of the family without changing his face.

What is sacrificed has always been the bullshit love that can't be eaten, worn or lived on.

Can't blame, but that doesn't mean no resentment.

Fang Zexi was restless, he couldn't let it go, but he was unwilling. He really wanted to ask what kind of mentality Xia Yang used to survive when he said he was going to get married.

At such a time of distraught, Xiaoniaodou even sent to the door to seek abuse.

Little bird, take care: Bamboo Jun sama~ The second issue is out, go to the top post, and follow the third issue dry sound, hahahahahaha According to this progress, I will definitely become the fastest planner of the year in the middle of the year, within a year Finished a novel!

Zhuyeqing: When does the third issue count as a novel?

Take care of the little bird: the second issue is considered a long story, okay?

Zhuyeqing: I thought you would move towards the goal of the [-]th issue.

The little bird has to take care of it: ... next time.

Zhuyeqing: I kind of want to cheat the drama.

The little bird has to take care of it: Nani? !You don't want to be like this, if you dare to cheat dramas, I dare to shake off your bamboo leaf black identity!

Zhuyeqing: Ever since I got to know J University, I've already pretty much blackened myself, right?

Xiaoniao should take care of it: cheating drama or something, are you kidding?

Zhuyeqing: It's true, I'm not in a good mood.

Xiaoniao should take care: What are you swollen again? What are you swollen again!How ill-fated this drama is!

Zhuyeqing: I plan not to accept any of your dramas in the future.After accepting your drama, my life has undergone earth-shaking changes, and every episode I recorded collapsed. I can't bear it anymore, and I hope I can be more stable in the future.

Xiaoniao should take care of himself: Oh Mr. Louzhu, you can’t do this, fate is up to you, you can’t blame me for everything!Even if you suddenly changed from attacking to receiving, it's not my fault. I clearly planned the general attack of J University and let you suppress it!

Zhuyeqing: I remember that I recommended it myself.

Xiaoniao should take care of it: umm, so did you succeed in pressing it?

Zhuyeqing: I was crushed.

Xiaoniao has to take care of himself: ... I'm sorry, let me laugh for a while!

Zhuyeqing: Let's screw up the drama.

The little bird has to take care of it:! ! !Don't be so purple!I was wrong!Bamboo attack is attack!There will be a counterattack one day!

Fang Zexi didn't reply any more, just smiled lightly twice, he had already reversed, more than once or twice.If he wanted to use force, Xia Yang naturally couldn't resist, but most of the time, Xia Yang followed his wishes and didn't resist.

Although they are all men, there is no reason why you can and I can't, but with Xia Yang's status, body and temperament, it is impossible for him to be number zero.

Only myself.

Fang Zexi sometimes wonders viciously whether Xia Yang will know the taste and move towards the good zero step by step.

But looking back at myself, it seems that that possibility is unlikely...

Whether it's hugging or being hugged, just because the other party is Xia Yang, you can devote yourself to it, no matter what.

Otherwise, absolutely impossible.

Such a person, in the vast sea of ​​people in the three thousand worlds, will probably never meet another one in this life.

Fang Zexi lit another cigarette, but the depression and restlessness in his heart could not be subsided.

He got up and went to the utility room to pull out the sandbag with j drawn on it, stared at it for a while, then put it back, and then went out to the fitness center.

It was just a sandbag, and he couldn't bear it.

Fang Zexi, you have already fallen completely, so there is no point in pretending to be equal.

What is the way out?Even if there was, how could he go back.

In his life, he would probably only do one extraordinary thing after another for Xia Yang.

Don't look back, die without repentance.

The author has something to say: I decided not to hold you guys up anymore. I originally wanted to let it go by abusing me casually, but I don’t know why it got longer and longer, and the middle part was pretentious for so long.

In fact, I didn't hang on to it on purpose, I just kept thinking about this plot and revised it countless times.

I'm thinking about a reasonable logic, mainly because what I wrote is too bloody, and if I don't think about it carefully, it will not make sense.

When I was perming my hair, I finally had a sudden inspiration, and I expanded a paragraph of content, and it was finally completed.So the plot dragged on again orz

Today is 201314.Although the time is different from what I expected, it is not bad.

So there will be three bursts.First two chapters will be posted at the same time, and there will be another chapter at 8:13:14 in the evening.

whee.

You must do the multiple choice questions in the next chapter.Don't do it, don't send it!

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