As a background board, I want to pursue Dazai

On the shaking train, we sat side by side.My heart is full of fireworks, ready to go, the only person who can ignite this fuse, is clasping his arms around his chest, and a dozing "zzz" symbol appears above his head, but he is sitting in the innermost position, and the car is shaking At that time, I was worried that his head would hit the guardrail next to him, so I could only watch his every move nervously.

...Why do I feel like a wind blowing chicken.

The outline of happiness is hidden in the arc of his swaying when he is swaying to sleep. I quietly grabbed the position of his left pocket, in case he really hit his head and I couldn't save it in time.

I took out my mobile phone and found a girl in my contacts who had actively supported my relationship.

[Miss Sonoko, I am with my sweetheart. 】

After posting, I felt that my words were too plain and tasteless, so I added a long list of cute emoticons, but after adding them, I felt that they were too artificial, so I deleted them all.

【(Cats are happy)】

Mr. Dazai offered to make the news that we are lovers public, which is tantamount to ringing a bell in my heart-it turns out that I can be happier.It's not enough to just hold this happiness in your hands, you can even show it off openly.

Look--

My lover is so unique and beautiful, there is no more genial spring breeze and softer night than him.

But now, this fairyland on earth, which is the only one in the world, has taken me into it.

How happy I should be, and I would be extremely happy to die in the next second.

"...Yi Jun?"

His voice was like a ray of light, re-dying the faded landscape before him with vivid brilliance.

"I'm here." I said, "Mr. Dazai, are you awake?"

Dazai opened his eyes. The noise in the train and the vibration of the carriage woke him up from his doze. There was no tiredness in his dry leaf-colored eyes—his clear eyes were the answer to my question.

I think so, he wouldn't fall asleep in a place like this.

The emotion in those clear eyes was not strong, Dazai yawned lazily, and then asked, "What is Yi Jun doing? You are smiling happily."

I pressed the lock screen button and put the screen-disabling mobile phone in front of my mouth—for fear that he would see the corners of my mouth unconsciously raised after hearing his words.

I also imitated Mr. Dazai's usual expression, tilting my head slightly, focusing on the eyes with the greatest degree of innocence, and then sending pure electric waves to my lover——

"—Of course it's a happy thing, Mr. Dazai, why don't you guess it?"

Facing my clumsy imitation of him, Dazai looked at him incredulously like a parent who sees his child running all the way to get No.1 at a sports meeting, then put his hands together in front of him, and patted him lightly twice.

"Our family, Yi Jun, is really amazing! I can do imitation and everything! Do you want to consider being a comedian in your future career planning—it hurts!"

I lightly poked his waist——

Why is there no soft meat at all, is it too thin?

"Don't praise me with the tone of parents doting on their children unconditionally..." I withdrew my hand, shook the phone in front of him, and told him the truth: "I just told the news about our relationship to someone who cares a lot. The girl I'm in love with."

However, Sonoko had somewhat misunderstood my feelings towards me and Mr. Dazai in the previous conversation.This is also the reason why I immediately told her that good things are coming—we have come to this point after careful consideration. Although it was not a combination that was favored by others before, what else can compare to this priceless treasure at this moment? ?

However, Mr. Dazai's routines are always ahead of me. He squinted his eyes, and there was a hint of cunning in his eyes.

"Don't you think it's too ordinary to just send an email?" He leaned close to my ear and whispered a suggestion: "Shouldn't you send photos?"

I was flattered and asked, "Can you?"

"No problem at all!" He replied in the affirmative.

Although I was washed away by the flood of joy, there was still a small remnant of my sanity.

The group photo is too high-profile. Based on the particularity of the lover's work, try to avoid being too high-profile on social platforms.Then try to choose a photo that is a little more obscure and has less obvious personal characteristics.

I found a photo from my travels in Kyoto. It was a group photo of us holding an unwritten ema sign, with the lantern-lit dance hall as the background, and only our hands were exposed.

——Just this one, it looks quite atmospheric.

I updated a status on Line.

【[picture]】

[I have a boyfriend. 】

After sending, I locked the screen.

I don't know how many people will see this news, and what reaction will happen next, I don't care.

Dazai watched my screen the whole time, seeing my state of being extremely shallow in few words, he was instantly dissatisfied: "This is so simple, isn't it?!"

I said in embarrassment: "...It's also the first time for me to write something full of the sour smell of love. I always feel that if I can't control it, I will write too fancy."

Dazai seemed to want to say something, but the notification sound of the stop interrupted him: "Ah, I'm about to get off—"

We got out of the carriage, and as soon as our feet touched the platform, before we took two steps, Dazai took my hand.

"It's okay, Mr. Dazai." I comforted, "It's safe here."

Dazai has a strong grudge about "I" and "platform", but I plan to talk about this in detail when I confess to him in the cemetery.

But he shook his head, and said softly: "Only this matter I don't want to listen to Yi Jun's opinion... The tram platform is a dangerous place."

Mr. Dazai immediately turned into a small guard of safety education in the kindergarten class, holding my hand while saying, "Look here, Yijun, if you accidentally step on the uneven ground while wearing high heels, it will be very dangerous, and you may lose your center of gravity." Unsteadily falling off the platform...it's scary, isn't it?"

"But this is the blind way..." I was led by him, dumbfounded at his seriousness.

"Also, it's not uncommon for criminals with impaired personality, mentally ill... or other perpetrators with extreme personalities to commit crimes at the station..." He put his finger on his lower lip and tapped Knocking on the place under his lips, a small light bulb of inspiration popped up in his head, and quickly added: "There is also the vicious port mafia, who will bomb passengers in the train."

I:"……"

I have seen this news.

However, I still cooperated with him very much, imitating the children's speech with a low voice: "May I ask Mr. Dazai, where is the safer place?"

Dazai pushed the non-existent glasses, his tone was deep and staid, like a dean he dug from somewhere.

"This question needs to be answered by the students themselves, and the teacher cannot reveal the answer in advance."

"Okay..." I sighed slightly, "What will happen if you can't answer?"

Dazai winked and said, "Students who can't answer will have to participate in the teacher's special after-school tutoring—"

I am completely impressed by his "fresh and refined" small theater.

Now that we were on the escalator, I shook my arms and asked him, "Mr. Dazai, where did you come from to get this weird little theater?"

He straightened his face immediately, and said to me as if he was reprimanding a student of all ages: "Call me 'Teacher Dazai'!"

"Okay... Dazai-sensei."

……

……

Coming out of the subway station, we entered the alley by the side of the street in the late autumn sunlight, stepped on the alley that no one cares about, and finally walked out from the unknown alley sandwiched by the barbed wire wall.

Compared with the sparkling sea, the hills in the distance automatically cast a layer of light golden soft light. Not far from us is the church. Pigeons circled and landed on the top of the church bell, ruby ​​red The eyes catch everyone who steps into the cemetery.When the breeze blows, the grass in the entire cemetery seems to come alive, swaying bodies of different heights, and a cold and isolated atmosphere spreads in front of us.

"It's exactly the same place as I remember..." The sea breeze poured into the bottom of my skirt, and I sniffed the salty smell in the air, whispering.

"You can see a good sea view here." Dazai introduced it to me skillfully, "especially the third tree from the left on the hill, which is the best place to watch it."

The reason why a person is so familiar with a certain place is naturally because he has been there many times.

But why did Mr. Dazai come to this cemetery frequently?

I asked, "Is Mr. Dazai's friend buried here?"

As soon as the words fell to the ground, the wind blew my hair up and flew obliquely to my face, but I was holding Dazai with my right hand, and I didn't want to reach out to cut my hair.

Dazai gently brushed my messy hair back to my shoulders, and at the same time smiled: "How did Yi Jun know?"

"Mr. Dazai said that it was a friend's 'last wish', right? I boldly guessed that Mr. Dazai's important friend was buried here."

I am waiting for the young man's answer.

As early as when I mentioned my last wish, he sent his gaze far away, whether he was looking at the horizon or the seagulls in the distant sky.The sun hangs above our heads, shortening our shadows, and the dark clouds are pushed by the wind to cover the top of this land. Memories are like solidified quicksand, as long as we touch them, we can be drawn into them again.

The young man's eyes seemed to be an ever-changing illusion, and after the blending of emotions, they finally returned to calm——

"Yes, he is here."

I asked softly, "Can I go and visit him together?"

"It's ok, this is Yi Jun's freedom." Dazai's emotions are like summer showers, rushing and fast, strong when it comes, and then stop abruptly when it recedes, "But is Yi Jun's matter all right?"

"It doesn't matter." I said, "Just confirm the tombstone of 'Iori', it won't be long."

"Then shall we go?"

Although it was a question, he had already started to take the first step, and I grabbed him——

"Mr. Dazai, as expected, you should wait a little longer."

"……What's wrong?"

"It's rude to visit your friends with empty hands for the first time."

"—let's at least go get some flowers."

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————————————————————————————————————————————感谢在2020-09-2721:39:17~2020-09-2823:26:22期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the mine: He Lai Resonance 21; Silver Meow 1;

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