you're nothing but scum

When I heard the last two words, my hands trembled reflexively, and my whole body became stiff.

"Xiao Le?" Liang Liang called my name cautiously, and said with an annoyed look, "Hey, forget it, don't listen to me, maybe I read it wrong."

If you really misunderstood... then you won't tell me...

I didn't know how to react for a while, I obviously felt that this matter was unreasonable, Song Xiuming had tried to call me until today, how could it be possible to kiss Lin Yan?But my heart couldn't stop sinking...

If it is true...

If Song Xiuming was moved by Lin Yan when he talked with Lin Yan...

I closed my eyes and told myself not to think about it.

I have a serious fever now, and I can no longer think with normal thinking.

I took a deep breath and asked calmly, "Where did you see them?"

"...I was sitting on the bus. There is a coffee shop opposite their hospital, and the two of them are in the small corner outside the coffee shop..." Liang Liang said with a frown.

"You..." I paused, and asked with some difficulty, "Are you sure they are kissing?" Didn't you misread something?

If the bus is driving fast, Liang Liang will not be able to see clearly.Maybe it's just that the positions of the two of them are easily misunderstood...

However, seeing Liang Liang's hesitant expression, I knew there was no such possibility.

I twitched my mouth and fell back on the bed.

"Xiao Le?" Liang Liang called out in a panic.

I was lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling, with a terrible headache.

I reconsidered my relationship with Song Xiuming.

Even though I was shrouded in the shadow of the past, I still did not give up on Song Xiuming in my heart.I tried my best to get back together and find him as soon as possible, but what if Song Xiuming changed his mind?

Song Xiuming is not a saint, he just paid attention to me after I was admitted to the hospital because of the acquaintances in "Night".Again, for a little favor in his heart, he unconditionally helped me and stayed with me.

But I still lived up to his expectations.

Chasing after me again and again, I will get tired of it one day.

He will realize that it is impossible for him to tolerate me like this forever, no matter from which aspect, Lin Yan is much more suitable than me...

But Song Xiuming, I didn't know until today that it's not that you are chasing after me, but that I can't catch up with you.

I laughed.

The so-called self-inflicted crimes are probably like me.

I didn't talk about Song Xiuming with Liang Liang again, and asked him to bring me a thermometer, which was still more than 38 degrees.

I drank some porridge and swallowed a fever-reducing medicine. Liang Liang asked me to go to the hospital with him, saying that if the fever continued, people would burn out.

I didn't have much energy, so I thought about it and told Liang Liang that I wanted to go back to Song Xiuming's place.

This matter has to be clarified tonight, and then go to the hospital after it is clarified.

Liang Liang was probably really worried about me, and said he wanted to go with me, and I agreed.

We both got on the bus.

It was clear that the sun was still open tomorrow, but now it is raining again like yesterday.

It's already May, and the weather is getting hotter. Even if it rains, it's not that cold. The strange thing is that after the rain yesterday, I really feel freezing.

I looked out of the window, my whole body was very uncomfortable, my limbs were so sore that I couldn't lift it up, my stomach was rolling, my thoughts had actually drifted away, but there was no way to completely fly away from my mind.

We staggered to the station and walked to the apartment where Song Xiuming lived.

When I got downstairs to the apartment, I asked Liang Liang to wait for me here.Liang Liang was a little reluctant, but he stayed obediently.

I got into the elevator and pressed the floor, but my heart felt sour.

I didn't think about what to say when I saw Song Xiuming, and I didn't think about whether I would see Lin Yan when I opened the door.

Suddenly, I feel that this situation is a bit like the time when I went to Yao Jiu's villa to pick up my luggage after being discharged from the hospital, except that Song Xiuming, unlike Yao Jiu, has never maliciously guessed or misunderstood me, and Lin Yan is not like Yang Xilin , Deliberately destroying our relationship.

All of this was done by myself, so I can't hate Song Xiuming like I hate Yao Jiu.

I stared blankly at the ground, waited until the elevator stopped, opened the door, and walked out.

When I saw the figure sitting at the top of the stairs, I was stunned.

I was so burned out that I thought for a moment that I had misjudged the person.

But when the other person turned his head, I knew I was right.

I frowned and said, "Tang Qilin? Why are you here?"

How did he know that I live here now?

Probably seeing through my thoughts, Tang Qilin took out the cigarette in his mouth, spit out a puff of smoke, and said with a sneer, "I didn't come here for you, I just came here to find that bastard Song Xiuming. "

I said coldly, "What do you want him to do?"

Tang Qilin looked at me for a few seconds and asked, "Do you have a fever?"

"none of your business."

Tang Qilin stood up and said with a smile, "Oh, Mo Le deserves to return this virtue when he has a fever."

I frowned: "Don't talk, what are you doing here looking for him?"

"I'm here to beat him up, can you stop me?" Tang Qilin threw the cigarette on the ground, crushed it with his feet, and said, "That bastard Song Xiuming hired a policeman to stare at me all day, of course I want to Come and settle accounts with him."

I was a little surprised, thinking that I had heard it wrong, and hesitated: "...the police?"

Tang Qilin let out a "bah" and said: "That son of a bitch, thinks it's okay to stare at me all day long? I didn't set fire or kill anyone, so what if he just arrests me?"

I froze for a moment, then sneered and said, "I didn't set fire and didn't kill anyone, so what about rape?"

Tang Qilin narrowed his eyes, looking very happy.

I'm getting more and more sick, I really have a tendency to vomit, I really don't want to deal with Tang Qilin.

I turned around and said, "If you dare to hit him, I will call the police immediately."

Just as he was about to leave, he was suddenly pulled over!

I was already exhausted, so I fell backwards with such a pull, and was pressed against the wall by Tang Qilin's back.

I said angrily, "What are you doing?!"

Tang Qilin squinted his eyes at me, and suddenly said: "I've been waiting here for two days, and I just saw you come back today. Why, did you quarrel with Song Xiuming?"

I was poked in the sore spot, and I became even more disgusted with this person, and raised my voice: "I said, it's none of your business! Tang Qilin, get the hell out of here!"

"What? Did you say that to make you unhappy?" Tang Qilin laughed triumphantly, "I'll tell you the fuck, Mo Le, I might be more irritable when you followed Yao Jiu, but when you follow Song Xiuming I had expected this day when I was young, otherwise why do you think I didn't use the same way I used to deal with Yao Jiu to deal with Song Xiuming?"

"Isn't it because you can't deal with it?" I sarcastically said, "Yao Jiu met friends on the road and could restrain you, but now Song Xiuming knows the police and can arrest you. Tang Qilin, you are just a gangster. I really think I have much ability. , can you really be lawless?"

Tang Qilin sneered and said, "Everyone has their own tricks. If it wasn't for me, do you think that person in 'Nightlight' last time would not bother you?"

"Even if he troubles me, it has nothing to do with you."

"Even if he finds someone to knock you out and steal you somewhere to gang rape?"

I froze.

Tang Qilin said slowly: "When I met him last time, I heard that he was planning this way. We have found all the people. If we really take your turn, why don't we kill you?"

I was embarrassed.

Tang Qilin smiled and said: "Mo Le, Mo Le, why do you always look at me like you want to eat me? I only fucked you a few times, even so, I didn't treat you as an MB. I have always regarded you as my person. Forget about Yao Jiu, he does have a way, and I can't deal with him, but who made him have such virtues?"

"At the beginning, I almost planned to let you go, but one day that guy came to me and asked me if I did something to you," Tang Qilin said slowly, "What could I do with you at that time? To take you captive is to let you pretend to be dead with me for one night, but that idiot Yao Jiu still looks like he wants to kill me."

I looked at him coldly.

"I thought at the time, why didn't he ask you? Yao Jiu looks like a dog, and he treats you well, but in the end, he still treats you as an MB in his heart, otherwise how could he not believe you so much?"

"So you found someone to come to him and say how many times I slept with you?"

Tang Qilin smiled and said, "Yes, if it's so easy to destroy you and Yao Jiu, why don't I do it?"

I also laughed: "Tang Qilin, do you think I'm very funny?"

Tang Qilin raised his eyebrows and said, "Huh?"

"When I appeared in front of you with a broken leg, did you think I was so funny? Did you feel very happy to see me being tortured by you?" I said coldly.

Tang Qilin frowned and said, "Of course I'm glad they don't want you."

I twitched the corners of my mouth, thinking what the hell did I do to meet such a wonderful flower like Tang Qilin in this life.

"Don't talk about me, I admit that I did Yao Jiu's incident, but anyway, as far as the relationship between the two of you is concerned, it will be a matter of time," Tang Qilin cursed, "Just talk about Song Xiuming, I didn't do anything However, you two can't make it without my intervention!"

I was even more unhappy when I heard this.

Why, why does Tang Qilin always say such things?

I laughed back and said, "Do you think it's just you and me that are suitable?"

"That's nonsense," Tang Qilin said. "Don't feel bad about it. To tell you the truth, can Song Xiuming get along with us? Is your mind sick or something? I really thought you could get along with us." His kind of people together? You don't want to see how different you are? I asked someone about Song Xiuming. His parents are both doctors, and his father is also a dean, but he doesn't work in his father's hospital. That's all. People like them want status and status, and they want status and status, can they really fall in love with you? You don't even think about how many people have raped you!"

The last sentence was like a sharp sword piercing my heart, I jumped up and shouted angrily: "Shut up!"

Tang Qilin was a little surprised, as if he didn't expect my reaction to be so big.He looked at me thoughtfully for a few seconds, then suddenly smiled, and asked, "Oh, why didn't you come back for two days? Could it be that what happened last time in 'Night' made Song Xiuming disgusted? Are you?"

I raised my hand and smashed it hard, and said angrily, "Shut up!"

The hand was caught by Tang Qilin and turned back behind him.

Tang Qilin grabbed me with both hands, immobilized me, and at the same time pressed me firmly against the wall.

I struggled in pain, but I couldn't move a bit, and my heart gradually sank to the bottom.

Tang Qilin murmured: "It's really like this..."

"Shut up," I gradually became weak, stopped struggling, and became depressed, "It's not Song Xiuming's problem, it has nothing to do with him at all."

"Can it have nothing to do with him? No matter what he said or not, he really made you think so?" Tang Qilin's voice fell on top of my head, and it sounded unusually serious, "I said Mo Le, I I will not let you have such thoughts. If you are by my side, I will let you know that you are mine. If someone dares to trouble you and poke your pain, I will let him live or die. His grandma doesn’t even know him. I also know what you used to do, I know who you went out with for the night, if you’re really uncomfortable, I’ll beat up those who fucked you one by one..."

"You better shut up," I twitched the corners of my mouth, "If everyone is like you, will 'Nightlight' still open the door?"

Tang Qilin proudly said: "Isn't it because you just met me?"

I fell silent.

After a few seconds, Tang Qilin lifted my chin and pressed it down hard.

Startled, I pushed him hard, turning my face to avoid his lips.

"Mo Le, I really like you, just follow me." He murmured.

I pushed him away hard, and said tiredly, "This is impossible, Tang Qilin!"

"Why?" Tang Qilin frowned.

"Just because you have forced me so many times before, you and I will never be able to." I said.

Tang Qilin stared at me sullenly for a few seconds, and asked, "You just have to be right with me, right?"

I smiled and said, "Tang Qilin, do you know that there was a time when I had nightmares about you? I was a man, and I didn't even like men when you raped me. I won't like anyone in my life I like you."

Tang Qilin's expression twisted: "Even if you are fucking dumped over and over again?"

I lowered my gaze and said in a low voice, "Even if no one wants me, I won't come to your side."

Tang Qilin is very rude, maybe some straightforward words really touched me, but the atrocities he committed to me at the beginning far overwhelmed those words of his.Tang Qilin, you never know what impression you make on others.

Violent, obsessive, terrifying.

You never know what was going on in my heart when you forced me.

I want to kill you again and again, so how can I be moved by your few words now?

Maybe, maybe people like me can't get the tranquility of ordinary people, but at least I do long for that kind of light and tranquility.Even if Song Xiuming really doesn't want me anymore, I won't go down again.

Together with Liang Liang, I will continue to open that breakfast shop. I don't know what the future will hold, but I will let nature take its course.

Suddenly, Tang Qilin twisted my hand and pressed it down again!

I didn't expect him to do this kind of thing again. When I opened my eyes and saw his expression, my body felt cold again.

I've seen that ruthless look many times, and I always thought I would never see it again, but Tang Qilin, you haven't changed at all!

I struggled desperately, but every time I resisted, I would be counterattacked by Tang Qilin!He banged me hard against the wall, licking my face with his tongue and biting my lip with his teeth.

I became a little desperate - no, I can't do this kind of thing in front of Song Xiuming's house.

"...Xiao Le?" I heard a familiar voice.

The elevator door opened, and I saw Song Xiuming's shocked expression.

At that moment, I don't know where the strength came from, and I suddenly pushed Tang Qilin out to the ground, but the force also made me subconsciously take a few steps back.

When the prosthetic leg stepped on the ground, the touch felt unreal. I didn't know what was going on, but when I realized it, I saw Tang Qilin, who was sitting on the ground wiping his mouth and cursing in a low voice, turned pale. , and Song Xiuming's frightened expression.

The next second, I have fallen down the stairs!