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The corner window was open a crack.

He leaned against the window with his hands folded around his chest, looking out the window, as if in a daze.

There was a cigarette between the fingers of his left hand, but perhaps because of the hospital's no-smoking regulations, he didn't light it.

I realized Song Xiuming might have misunderstood something.

I told him that something happened tonight, but I was sent to the hospital together with Yao Jiu. After that, I was only worried about Yao Jiu and ignored him. If it was me, I would probably want to go to other places.

But this is also something that can’t be helped. This car accident really gave me a shock, and I really couldn’t recover for a while, and I couldn’t respond to him.

Leaning on crutches, I cautiously walked down the stairs, but until now my hands and feet were still a little weak, and I was staggering and unsteady.

Song Xiuming turned around and showed a surprised expression when he saw me, then came over to support me and said, "Why are you here? Is Yao Jiu okay?"

I shook my head and said in a low voice, "He just broke a rib, he's awake now, he's fine."

"Really...that's fine."

I looked up at Song Xiuming, only to see that he looked tired, but he still had a smile on his face.

I don't like him that much.He does always greet people with a smiling face, but after getting along with him a lot, I can tell when it's a genuine smile and when it's an unsatisfactory smile.

I also don't want him to have any misunderstandings. After all, I went to Yao Jiu this time because of him.

So I said, "I went to see Yao Jiu today to make it clear to him so that he won't bother us in the future."

Song Xiuming's smile didn't change, he just nodded and said softly, "I know."

Now I was stunned, stared at him and said, "You know?"

"Xiao Le," Song Xiuming sighed helplessly, and said, "You are very sensitive, and you can guess what happened, so in order to prevent you from thinking wildly, I told you everything I know. If possible, I actually don't want you to intervene in this matter."

So if I hadn't asked, would he have never planned to tell me that he was harassed by Yao Jiu so much that he couldn't even work normally?I am a little dissatisfied, I am not a child, what will happen if I know?

"It's you who said that this kind of thing needs to be resolved slowly, not to mention that Yao Jiu is completely targeting me, how can you deal with him?"

Song Xiuming said with a smile: "There will always be a way."

"What kind of solution is this!" I couldn't help ridiculing.

"But no matter what, it won't be what it is now," Song Xiuming stretched out his hand to straighten my already long hair, and said, "It's good that you're fine, I've been worried about you...Many people who have been in car accidents People are afraid of the places where accidents happen, even the streets and cars, just you, you look like you don't care about anything..."

I bowed my head, enjoying the gentle touch of his fingers gently sliding over my forehead, and felt a little sour in my heart.

I don't know if I will become the kind of person he said in the future, but after experiencing these two things, some fears can't be controlled at all, so they just breed.

I was really tired and wanted to go home and just bury myself in the quilt and sleep for a day or two.

Song Xiuming said, "Actually, I know that the couple's matter has something to do with him, but the lawsuit has already been filed, so what's the point of looking for him now?"

"If you have it once, you can't have a second time!" I said angrily, "I'm protecting you, okay?"

Song Xiuming was taken aback for a moment, then laughed.

I was a little annoyed by his smile, thinking that I am not joking, even if I am incapable and only have one leg left, can I still do this for him?

Song Xiuming nodded, and said solemnly: "Okay, I understand, but let me know in advance what you want to do in the future. Suddenly seeing you and Yao Jiu being sent in like this time, It's really scary."

I pouted, unable to refute anything.

Looking out the window, I don't know what time it is in the middle of the night.

I yawned, leaned over and asked, "What time is it now, when do you get off work?"

Song Xiuming supported me with one hand, paused, and said, "I've been waiting for you."

I froze for a moment, feeling that Song Xiuming's movements seemed to be resisting, so I couldn't help but looked up at him blankly.

Song Xiuming just looked at me silently.

I frowned and said, "What are you doing?"

"Xiao Le..." Song Xiuming called my name and stopped there. I felt that what he said next would not make me happy, but I didn't know how to interrupt him.

Song Xiuming just stared at me for a while, then twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "If Yao Jiu becomes like you, will you still be standing here?"

I am silent.

I'm not surprised he would ask this question.

What happened this time was too dramatic. If Yao Jiu was really missing arms and legs, I couldn't help wondering if God was playing tricks on me.If Yao Jiu really broke his leg, what would I do?

I have asked myself this question, maybe I will feel guilty, because I really can't let myself have "Yao Jiu indirectly caused me to lose a leg, and now he also lost a leg just to be even with me That's it" thought.If only life could be so simply reduced from one to zero.

So if things really develop like that, and Yao Jiu begs me to stay by his side, I'm afraid I can't refuse, but I won't agree to him explicitly.Maybe I will always take care of him, or we two support each other, but I can't fall in love with him again.

No matter how you say it, it is a kind of harm to Song Xiuming.

After a long time without answering, I heard Song Xiuming lightly smiled and said, "Actually, I thought about it when I saw you worried about him. If Yao Jiu didn't just have a broken rib, I'm afraid you won't stand up now." Are you here? Xiao Le, I have never asked you, and I don't want to bother you with this kind of thing... But have you really thought it through?"

I froze, and looked up at him blankly.

"Do you really not love him? Or is it because he betrayed you that you can't face up to this problem?" Song Xiuming said in a calm tone that made me confused, "If it is in your heart, you are right If he still has feelings...is it really okay to leave his side like this now and talk to me? Xiao Le, there are many things in life, one, two, or three, you should think it through before making a decision..."

After finishing speaking, he touched my face, and then wanted to go up in silence.

I was confused by him, but I let him leave without intending to, grabbed his hand and said in amazement: "Hey, where are you going?"

Song Xiuming turned around and said, "It's very late, I'll send you to make a record, go home."

"Song Xiuming!" I said angrily, "What do you mean?"

Song Xiuming looked at me silently.

"This is the second time I was hit by a car, and Yao Jiu was hit so badly to protect me! How do I know he just broke a rib, I will definitely worry about him!" I poured beans It seems that I have never expressed my thoughts so frankly in front of him before, but this time I was really pushed by this rare and stupid guy, "Besides, I have been better with him before. It's normal to be worried, right? But didn't I come to you as soon as I recovered? If it was you this time, I would only be even more afraid!"

"You asked me what would happen to me if Yao Jiu also broke his leg. Of course I couldn't leave him alone after he broke his leg. After all, it is directly related to me that he will become like this this time. If it wasn't for him Protect me, what will happen to me this time?" I held Song Xiuming's hand tightly and shouted, "Maybe I will really die! If it was you, you would let him protect you like this and let him Ended up alone?"

"Xiao Le..." Song Xiuming frowned, as if he wanted to say something else.

I interrupted him, angrily said: "What are you doing, if I don't like you, why would I come to you, I've already annoyed you to death!"

"Xiao Le..." Song Xiuming opened his eyes wide, revealing a hint of surprise.

I was speechless, I was so angry that I was half-dead, I threw his hand away and wanted to let myself go, but was pulled back.

"Xiao Le!"

I turned around and glared at him, trying to see what else he could say to piss me off.

Song Xiuming looked at me with a complicated look, and said, "I'm sorry... I was a little confused today. I just wanted you to think about it carefully and don't let yourself regret it. I have been by your side since your car accident. , I really hope you like me, but if it's just a misunderstanding—"

"What's the matter?" I said angrily, "Will I not be able to tell who I like or not?"

Song Xiuming was taken aback for a moment, then laughed.

I was even more annoyed by his smile, thinking that this guy didn't mean to provoke me by saying this, and I didn't want to talk to him at all, but was pulled into his arms again.

"Xiao Le, I like you."

He whispered in my ear.

My face became hot, but I still said nonchalantly, "I'm pretty much mad at you."

"Xiao Le," Song Xiuming sighed, "You haven't said anything, how can I know what you're thinking? Seeing you worried about him, even though I know it's normal, I still can't help but think of other things Things are going up."

I sneered and said, "It turns out that you would be so cranky? Then you still keep talking about me?"

"When encountering such a thing, even I can't avoid falling into the cliché." Song Xiuming said innocently.

I hummed, feeling a little smug in my heart, but soon calmed down again.

I said: "Song Xiuming, Yao Jiu and I have made it clear. The misunderstanding, what he did to you, and the car accident this time have all been explained." After a pause, I said softly , "I also admit that I like you."

After a long time, the arms that hugged me slowly tightened, and a gentle male voice said with a smile on top of my head: "What did you admit?"

I was a little embarrassed, but I repeated it in a low voice: "...I like you."