you're nothing but scum

After confessing to Song Xiuming like this, I always feel that the atmosphere between us is completely different.

Although I almost knew it well before, it is still a little different not to pierce that layer of paper.

But I didn't think it was too awkward. Thinking about it now, after such a thing happened, the only thing that could bring me some comfort was probably Song Xiuming's hug.

Song Xiuming and I went back to Yao Jiu's ward. He looked at us both with serious eyes.

I asked him if there was anyone he wanted to contact, he was silent for a long time, and said to contact his secretary.I always feel that it's pitiful for him to lie there alone, but I'm really exhausted, it's impossible to spend the whole night with him like this, and Liang Liang doesn't like being with him even more.

After contacting his secretary, I left with Liang Liang and Song Xiuming.

Song Xiuming took me to make notes, and we were not able to leave until three o'clock in the middle of the night.

Song Xiuming drove the two of us to his residence. After entering his apartment, Liang Liang went to take a hot bath, and Song Xiuming cooked noodles for me.

I lay prone on the dining table, and fell asleep in a daze while lying on my stomach.

Finally, I was woken up by the itching feeling on my forehead.I felt a finger gently caressing my eyebrows, sliding down the bridge of my nose to my lips, rubbing gently.I opened my mouth to bite the finger, opened my eyes, and saw Song Xiuming resting his chin on the dining table, smiling at me face to face, with a bowl of steaming noodles between me and him.

My heart was surrounded by a strange feeling, the tenderness Song Xiuming gave me was always like this, little by little, slowly accumulating but others could never give it to me.

I opened my mouth, his fingers moved out, I grabbed the chopsticks, picked up a chopsticks noodle and devoured it, and said vaguely at the same time: "Aren't you hungry?"

"I'm not hungry, I ate dinner very late today." Song Xiuming said with a smile, resting his chin on his hand.

I was so hungry, the aroma of the noodle soup tempted me to swallow the whole bowl of noodles in one go.

I suddenly felt that good cooking skills are also a skill that should not be underestimated. No matter how you say it, Song Xiuming must have started from the stomachs of Liang Liang and me.

I don't have any skills, and the job Aunt Lin found won't last long. If I really want to talk about it, I will learn how to cook with Song Xiuming, and maybe I can open a small restaurant or something in the future.

It's a bit whimsical, but how do you know it won't work if you haven't tried it?

In this way, I swallowed the whole bowl of noodles at a fast speed, and finished the soup, and finally I was satisfied.

Song Xiuming put away the bowl and chopsticks, took them to the kitchen, and said, "When Liang Liang finishes washing, you should go wash it too. Get some rest, it's already too late."

I responded: "Yes."

The door of the bathroom opened at this moment. I looked over and saw Liang Liang sneaking out, wearing a T-shirt that Song Xiuming had given him. When he saw me, he quickly turned around and went back to the room to close the door.

I was puzzled by his series of actions, staring at the door wondering what he was thinking.

At this moment, Song Xiuming's voice came from the kitchen: "Wait...Which room do you sleep in?"

I froze for a moment and asked, "Huh?"

After washing the dishes, Song Xiuming put them in the cabinet, wiped his hands, turned around, leaned against the kitchen counter and asked with a smile, "I said, which room do you plan to sleep in?"

It took me a few seconds to come back to my senses...

By the way, it is impossible for Liang Liang and Song Xiuming to sleep in the same room, and there is no third room for Song Xiuming, so I can only choose one.

I sneered and said, "Of course I slept with Liang Liang, I've slept with him for so long."

Song Xiuming smiled and did not answer.

I was a little embarrassed by his smile, stood up with a warm face, leaned on crutches clumsily into the bathroom and mumbled: "I'm going to take a shower first..."

After entering the bathroom, just as he took off his pants, there was a knock on the door.

I was startled and cursed, "What are you doing?"

The door to the bathroom was opened a crack, and a white hand came in holding a pair of black underwear.

I was stunned, and then I remembered that I didn't have any change of clothes here...but I was wearing Song Xiuming's underwear...

Embarrassed, I stretched out my hand to pinch the pair of trousers, and asked nonchalantly, "...do you still have pajamas?"

A chuckle came from outside the door, and the next second, Song Xiuming came in with another set of clothes.

I quickly took it in and closed the door, my heart beating fast.

I haven't had such a comfortable bath in a long time.

As I said before, Liang Liang and I are extremely dirty in winter. When we need to take a bath, we can only go to the "Night" to find someone we know to wash in the room, but even so, the bathrooms in those rooms are very small and dirty. Small, the water flow is not big.I have long been used to this kind of environment, but I am not used to enjoying such a large bathroom at this time.

There was a small stool in the bathroom. I don't know if Song Xiuming prepared it deliberately, but I laughed unconsciously.

After taking a comfortable shower for more than ten minutes, I put on the slightly baggy nightgown and walked out slowly on crutches.

As soon as he opened the door, he was caught by a hand.

Before I could react, Song Xiuming pressed against the wall and kissed me.

There was a faint smell of tobacco in his mouth. He seemed to have smoked a cigarette while I was in the shower, but I liked the smell very much.

Song Xiuming's kiss was very domineering, it fixed me firmly on the wall and I couldn't move. It seemed that it was not the same style as his previous gentle kisses.I thought it was a little funny, and thought to myself, could it be because I confessed my love to him?

I hugged his neck and responded to him, Song Xiuming's tongue licked my teeth bit by bit, finally biting my lower lip lightly, and whispered: "Sleep with me, Xiao Le .”

I was out of shape all of a sudden, and I glared at him, thinking that it was because of this matter?

Song Xiuming smiled lowly, sucked my lips, and said softly, "Sleep with me."

I pushed him away with a warm face, and said, "...that's a good idea."

Song Xiuming sighed, let go of me, and said, "Okay, go to bed early, good night."

I was a little suspicious, but I quickly escaped from the fiery atmosphere and walked to the door of the guest room.As a result, he held the doorknob and twisted it, only to find that the door could not be opened.

I was a little dazed, and tried to open it again, but it still didn't work.

I immediately understood why Liang Liang was so sneaky just now, I couldn't hold back my face, and shouted: "Liang Liang! Open the door!"

"I, I, I, I fell asleep!"

"..." I stared blankly at the door for a few seconds, then turned around, and saw Song Xiuming smiling like a fox.

These two guys... will always be together...

Until I lay down on the bed, I was still depressed about this matter.

After Song Xiuming took a shower, he came in and lay beside me, and the bed sank.I've been lying on my side so my back is turned to him.

"Xiao Le?" Song Xiuming called softly.

I closed my eyes, ignored him, and then there was no sound.Song Xiuming wrapped his arms around me and turned off the desk lamp, then lay down, with an arm around my waist and hugged me.

There was no light in the quiet room, the mattress was soft, and the quilt was very warm.

How long has it been since you slept so comfortably?

It is rare for me to have a sense of belonging, which I once had with Yao Jiu.I sighed softly in my heart, and then leaned back slightly.

Song Xiuming tightened his arms, and we fell asleep cuddling each other.

I originally thought I would have nightmares, at least this night would not be peaceful, but it might be because I was too tired, so I went to the next day without dreams.

The next day I was woken up by the sound of Song Xiuming waking up. I saw him putting on his clothes beside the bed, and asked in a daze, "...where are you going?"

Song Xiuming turned around and kissed my forehead, and said, "I have to go to the hospital, you continue to sleep."

I was a little disappointed, but I didn't say anything more. I nodded and closed my eyes. After thinking about it, I added: "Come back early."

"Okay," Song Xiuming said with a smile in my ear, "I like you, Xiaole."

I suddenly opened my eyes and stared at this man—early in the morning...what are you talking about!

Song Xiuming smiled very gently.

I snorted softly, turning my back on him.

I don't know if Song Xiuming did it on purpose or if he had a stroke. Anyway, after he said this, I became more energetic and couldn't sleep at all. After he went out, I got up after lying down for a while.

The phone rang, I looked, it was Lin Yan's call, and then I remembered that he should come to help me with acupuncture today.

During this period of time, I haven't had much pain in my legs, so the acupuncture effect is really good.

I answered the phone and told him that I was at Song Xiuming's house.

Lin Yan asked: "Then shall I go to your house and wait for you, or?"

I thought about it, and told him to forget it today.

I got dressed and got out of bed, Liang Liang came out rubbing his eyes, and immediately turned pale when he saw my little face.

I smirked twice, rushed over and cursed: "Good you bastard, you fucking know how to bully me!"

"Where am I cheating on you? I'm cheating on you!" Liang Liang yelled avoiding me, "It's as if you don't want to sleep with him, so I'll give you a step down!"

I immediately felt guilty: "Who wants to sleep with him..."

"Don't you dare say you haven't," Liang Liang looked at me resentfully, "Don't you just lose your face, really." He curled his lips and went into the toilet, as if he couldn't stand me.

I am a little embarrassing.

I don't know what's going on, but I didn't seem to be so reserved when I happened to be with Yao Jiu before, or maybe it's because Song Xiuming wasn't my acquaintance in "Night"?

Song Xiuming is completely different from those people I used to know, so when I get along with him, I somewhat don't know what to do, even though I may not be like that on the surface.

I also went into the toilet, washed my face and brushed my teeth with Liang Liang.

I asked him, "Where did you go yesterday?"

"Where can I go? I followed a person back home." Liang Liang spat out the water in his mouth and sneered, "The person said he wanted me to follow him."

I have heard such words before, and Liang Liang must have heard a lot of them.

"Don't listen to them," I asked.

"I know," Liang Liang said, "Nine out of ten will say this kind of thing, and they might not remember it the next day after they say it. I'm stupid to believe them."

I thought of Lin Luo.

That child was as stupid as Liang Liang, but at least he was a very clean person.It's just that once such a person knows what the two of us have done, I'm afraid they won't have the same idea now.If you think about it selfishly, if Lin Luo really likes Liang Liang and is willing to accept his past, then he should be able to bring Liang Liang a completely different life.

But in any case, these are not necessary, the most important thing is to rely on yourself.

Thinking of this, Liang Liang and I said, "Tell me, we both learn how to cook, how about opening a restaurant in the future? You can leave that kind of place, isn't that good?"

Liang Liang opened his eyes wide and looked at me in surprise.

I laughed: "Why do you look at me like that, I mean it, it's a serious job."