you're nothing but scum

I was silent, and Yao Jiu continued: "Although I haven't talked to you during that time, I have never had a good time. Once when I came back at night, I didn't see you, and no one answered your cell phone. You didn't come back that night..."

I frowned, and it took me a long time to realize what Yao Jiu was talking about.

As I said before, after Yao Jiu and I got married, Tang Qilin would always bring his brothers to make trouble.But ever since Yao Jiu got angry and recruited a group of people to do it hard, Tang Qilin never came to find fault with us again.He said he was waiting to see me be abandoned by Yao Jiu, but I was sure he really had no choice but to take Yao Jiu.

Later, I hadn’t met Tang Qilin for a long time, and then on the night after more than half a year, when I was going out, Tang Qilin’s brothers covered my mouth and stuffed me into the car. They apologized to me all the way and followed I explained, and then I realized that Tang Qilin was seriously ill.

I was speechless at the time, but I was sick and had a fever, why make it look like I was about to die?

Tang Qilin's brothers said he was a healthy person who never got sick. The fever of [-] degrees this time scared all the brothers, and he was still calling my name when he was dizzy from the fever. .

The reason why I still remember it so clearly is because I was so thundered that I almost spit it out.

As a result, when they were forced to take them there, it didn't take long to find out that Tang Qilin was faking illness.I did have a fever, but it was not as serious as forty degrees, and it seemed to me more like a tantrum.

When I went out that day, my phone was running out of battery. Yao Jiu also said that I would not come back that night. I was locked in that room by Tang Qilin’s brothers, and I shared the same room with Tang Qilin, because I knew that I would not be able to go out that night. So I also confessed.

But Tang Qilin's only improvement at that time was that he would not rape me anymore.Although it is embarrassing to say this, a man is always forced to do that kind of thing by another man, but it is true that he will be beaten to death by Tang Qilin's brothers every time.I thought that the most I could do was spend one night with Tang Qilin there, and Yao Jiu was too busy during that time, so I wouldn't talk to him about things that would make him angry.

Tang Qilin released him the next day, and when he fully charged his phone, he did see several calls from Yao Jiu, but Yao Jiu didn't mention it after calling back. Take it to heart.

I was stunned and asked, "Didn't you come back that night?" There was no sign of anyone sleeping in the room the next day.

Yao Jiu twitched the corners of his mouth and said softly, "The dinner was temporarily canceled, so I'm back."

"..." My mind was a little messed up, I wanted to say a lot but I didn't know which one to say first, and finally I asked in disbelief, "It's because of this

thing? ! "

Yao Jiu shook his head and said: "During that time, I was really in a bad mood. At that time, I only thought about whether you had been so sneaky and didn't know where you went in the few nights when I didn't come back, so I went back to the company. The first When you called me the next day... I really don't know how to ask you. "

I froze for a moment, and then sneered, "Do you not know how to ask, or do you want to observe me without asking? Yao Jiu, you are a fucking idiot. I have nothing to say to you!"

I was so angry that I turned around and left. Yao Jiu grabbed my hand again and said, "Xiao Le, I haven't finished yet!"

"I don't want to hear it anymore," I turned my head and said coldly, "I was just kidnapped by Tang Qilin that night, and I didn't do anything. Originally, I didn't take the initiative to mention it to you because I didn't want to annoy you more. If you If you ask me, I can explain clearly. Yao Jiu, after all, you just don’t trust me. In your heart, I’ve always been the kind of MB who messes with women? What do you think of me?!”

"Xiao Le!" Yao Jiu said in a deep voice, "I originally thought that maybe it was a misunderstanding. You are always very sensitive to some things. I was really in a bad mood at the time. I was afraid that what I said would make you feel uncomfortable again, so In order to clear up the misunderstanding, Tang Qilin was the first person I looked for!"

"Tang Qilin?!" I laughed, "Ask him?! You don't know who he is!?"

"He didn't say anything—he didn't say anything!" Yao Jiu roared, "I've kept this matter in my heart, but do you know how I felt when the client finally said it to my face? "

"What the hell are you talking about..." I was baffled.

"I met a client once, and then I found out that he knew Tang Qilin," Yao Jiu said with a sullen face, "He said he saw you go to Tang Qilin's place several times, and said—" After a pause, he didn't Go on, but I want to know what is going on behind the scenes.

I heard all kinds of things when I was working as an MB, and I can't say anything nasty about those sanctimonious guys.

I couldn't turn my head around, and stared at Yao Jiu in amazement for a long, long time before I realized what happened.

——Tang Qilin!

Tang Qilin is a scumbag!

I only saw him once in that year, and I didn't do anything that time, but he found someone to deliberately go to Yao Jiu and say that I had slept with him secretly several times!

I can't believe it, I always thought that Tang Qilin should stop after Yao Jiu appeared, this bastard actually left me such a hand? !

I was full of anger, if I saw Tang Qilin at this time, I would probably bite him to death with my teeth!However, a cold wind blew, and when the snowflakes came down again, I calmed down again.

To say it is calm, it should be more sad and self-deprecating.

I can understand that Yao Jiu might want to kill me at that time.I am the same person as Yao Jiu, my first time was taken away by Tang Qilin, it can be said that in the first period of time I was abused by Tang Qilin and I was about to have a psychological shadow.Yao Jiu was the one who dragged me out of the sea of ​​misery, but it turned out that during the time when he was busy with company affairs, I was "privately meeting with Tang Qilin", otherwise I would almost want to eat people.

But the difference between me and Yao Jiu is that I don't care about face as much as he does.

If it wasn't about saving face, if it wasn't for embarrassment, all of this could have been explained.

We can have a good communication, and then take people to kick Tang Qilin's nest out.We can step on Tang Qilin's second child and make him do less dirty things in the future.

Everything has to do with the nature of the man in front of him.

I don't want to shirk any responsibility, but if I know how things have turned out, if I know what is going on in his head, I will try my best to explain and tell him that I am not that kind of person.

Maybe many years later I will find that Yao Jiu doesn't trust me at all, but at least it won't be like this.

Or maybe that incident is just a cause, and things will one day become what they are now, and God just let me see the problems between the two of us clearly in advance?

I looked at Yao Jiu and fell silent for a long time.

Yao Jiu seemed a little panicked, grabbed me and shouted, "Xiao Le!"

I get cold.

Letting him pull my hand, I said dryly, "That guy made it all up."

"I... don't know," Yao Jiu took two steps back, leaned against the wall, inserted one hand into his hair, and said dejectedly, "I was in a bad mood at that time, and once I went to the bar and met Yang Xilin , I woke up the next day and found out that I slept with him. Originally, I really didn't want to have anything to do with him, but when I saw you, I thought in my heart, if you can get entangled with Tang Qilin, then why don't I Okay?" He laughed bitterly, "By the time he realized it, everything was completely messed up...Xiao Le, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you..."

"You realize that all of this may be a misunderstanding, but you still believed it when Liang Liang lied to you that I went out with other people," I felt the place where my left leg was left slowly hurt under the cold wind Get up, "Yao Jiu, after all...you just don't believe me."

"I'm sorry..." Yao Jiu muttered these three words.

I looked at him, and those tender pictures from the past flashed in my mind, and suddenly I felt that everything was blurred.

I smiled and said, "Liang Liang asked me a question today."

Yao Jiu was taken aback and looked over.

"He asked me... When do I want to get a disability certificate?"

Yao Jiu's face turned pale

Come on, he looked at me in horror.

I smiled and said, "What do you think? I don't know... It turns out that one day I will lose a leg. I used to think that no matter what my parents did to me, at least I have healthy limbs and there is always a way to survive. "

"That's what I thought when I first left home... I also thought that way when Tang Qilin did that kind of thing... When you took me away from 'Night', I think this day has finally come," After a pause, I looked at Yao Jiu with blurred vision and asked, "Do you still remember what you said to me that day?"

"From today on, my place is your home...well, our home."

"Xiao... Le..." Yao Jiu stretched out his hand to me with a pale face, and walked over step by step.

I said in a daze: "Yao Jiu, our relationship is really tragic..."

His hand was about to touch me, and I reflexively took a step back, but my hand, which was already stiff in the snowy night, failed to hold the crutch, and I fell to the ground.

Even with such a heavy fall to the ground, I couldn't make any sound, because the cold snow caught me.

My sleeves and my chest were covered with snow, and the coldness suddenly wrapped me up. The only thing I could feel was my left leg.

I heard Yao Jiu calling my name, trying to help me up.The moment I heard him call my name, I felt as if someone had slashed my left leg with a knife, and I cried out in pain.

This cry of pain seemed to frighten Yao Jiu. He stretched out his hands to my waist and knees, as if he wanted to hug me.

I gave him a hard push and pushed him into the snowdrift too, and we both sat there panting, silent.

I tightly clenched the snow under my hand and gritted my teeth, not wanting to cry in pain because I was useless.I desperately endured the pain of my left leg being chopped off, and I didn't look at the empty trouser leg, just stared at the dirty snow on the ground, and said: "Yao Jiu, you know that you and I have already Is it divided?"

Yao Jiu didn't answer.

Enduring the pain, I said word by word with difficulty: "Don't come to me again, I don't want to see you."

I turned over and lay on the ground trying to reach the crutches that fell to the side, when a hand suddenly grabbed me.

When I was wrapped in that warmth, I froze for a moment, then raised my head.

It's a pity that the vision is too blurry, and I can't see clearly.

I only saw the black coat on the man, so I knew it wasn't Yao Jiu.

The man helped me up, let me lean on him, and then whispered in my ear: "Mo Le, your left leg is gone, just take a look at it... just take a look at it, it won't hurt gone."

The author has something to say: Phantom limbs: Amputated or disabled patients feel that they have the limbs, patients who deny that they have any mutilations or no limbs find themselves with a third hand, third leg called phantom limb disease. (From Du Niang) Although most patients with phantom limb disease can see with their eyes that their legs are gone, they don't recognize this with their senses, and the form of manifestation is the pain caused by the non-existent leg.Hmm... It is said that there is no specific method to treat this symptom. In fact, in the final analysis, those patients cannot accept the fact that they have lost a part of their body...