you're nothing but scum

For a moment, I felt like I was grabbing a life-saving straw.I grabbed the man's arm and lowered my head. I didn't know what I was thinking, but I just felt powerless to speak and stand up.

"Xiao Le!" I heard Yao Jiu's unbelievable voice, and then I heard the people around me sigh softly.

The next second, I was picked up.

I froze for a moment when the whole person was in the air, and those sad emotions just now were all left behind.

I watched Song Xiuming calmly nodded to Yao Jiu in disbelief, said "I'm taking Xiaole back, please come back too", then turned around and entered the door with me in his arms.

I have to say that when I heard the sound of the door closing behind me and knew that Yao Jiu was already on the other side of the door, I was relieved.But the pain from the left leg didn't get better at all.

Although this leg has suffered from seizures like this before, it has never been as severe as it is today.

I looked at the shriveled trouser leg, but I always felt that I could touch it with my hand, and it was being chopped down fiercely by a knife or something.

This feeling was too terrifying, and I didn't know if there was something wrong with my brain for a while, so I could only grit my teeth and endure the pain, and didn't care about Song Xiuming carrying me upstairs-now I really It is impossible to walk at all.

When I was carried into the house by Song Xiuming, I heard Liang Liang's exclamation.

As soon as I was put on the bed, I curled up subconsciously.

I desperately touched the part of my left leg that had long been lost, a little frightened, because I could feel the pain coming from there, I could feel my toes, my calf, but those parts were indeed gone.

Song Xiuming called my name, and my ears were so painful that I couldn't hear it clearly.

Suddenly the whole person was turned over, I met Song Xiuming's eyes blurryly, and then I realized that my two hands were clasped by him and pressed to the sides of my head, and Song Xiuming was supporting his body and looking down at me from top to bottom.

I was in so much pain that I broke out in a cold sweat, and cursed with all my might, "You... look, what are you looking at..."

"Damn it, Mo Le, don't be awkward at this time, okay!" Liang Liang's voice came over, "Song Xiuming, what's the matter with him? How could he be in such pain!"

"Isn't this the first time it happened?" Song Xiuming frowned, "Why didn't you tell me?"

"Sue, tell your sister..." I couldn't breathe, and felt that my whole body was about to be tortured to death by my left leg, "I, how did I know... what's going on..."

"Mole!"

Well, now I really feel Dr. Song's deep anger.

Possible

I couldn't take it anymore, so I yelled out loudly: "It's none of your business what I do! I will tell you if I like to tell you or not. Why do you use this face to deal with me? ! Get out of here! Fuck you!"

If it is usual, maybe I will restrain myself a little bit.After all, even though Song Xiuming is a cheeky fox, he treats me and Liang Liang well in most cases, and I don't want to quarrel with him.But now I can't bear his questioning.I'm dying of pain, what else do you want me to say?Let me admit that I've been hiding from you about my legs?

When this leg hurts the first few times, it will heal quickly. How do I know it will become like this?How do I know what's wrong with my leg?Why do you individuals question me one or two? !

The room suddenly fell silent.

After yelling, I turned my head away and buried half of my face in the quilt.When I felt the quilt slowly getting hot and humid, I realized that I still cried in the end, and I cried so fucking hard.

I wondered in a trance, what kind of evil did I do in my previous life to be able to hurt me like this.

Suddenly, a hand cupped my face and turned my face away without saying a word.

I was very embarrassed and refused to turn my head. When I saw that hand, I refused to give up so easily. I simply opened my mouth and bit the fingertip of the middle finger viciously.

The person behind me just let me bite and didn't say a word, and Liang Liang called out weakly: "Xiao Le, stop making trouble... let Song Xiuming take a look."

As soon as I loosened my jaw, the wet finger slipped out of my mouth.

I heard Song Xiuming sigh again, and then simply cupped my face with both hands, trying to make me turn my head away.

He said softly: "It's my fault, I'm sorry...don't be angry, just turn your head around?"

As soon as I heard this, I refused to turn around even more. How could this man see this face full of tears and snot?

"Liang Liang, help me get a basin of hot water?"

"Oh well."

When the door slammed, Song Xiuming said in the back of my head, "Does it hurt?"

I sniffed my nose and said coldly, "En."

"...Do you always feel that the left leg is still there?"

"..." I didn't say a word, I just felt more creepy when he described it like this.

"You," Song Xiuming said in a helpless tone, "do you know why I'm angry? Every operation, whether it's a small operation like appendix removal or a major operation like removing a tumor, is very important. Yours The left leg was amputated, no matter how you say it, you have lost a very important part of your body. Sometimes you should go to the Internet to learn about it and know what you should pay attention to. If you are really too lazy to look for it, you can also ask me directly ah.

"

"...Who wants to ask you." After hearing these words, I could only refute such a sentence without confidence.

I really never thought of going to the Internet to look up relevant information. For me, as long as I can live anyway, I have always taken one step at a time. Although it is a bad living habit, after all, a habit is Something that is hard to change.

Song Xiuming continued: "After all, don't you just not take your body seriously?"

I lay motionless on the bed, simply silent.

"Your situation...it should be phantom limb disease."

I was taken aback, phantom limb syndrome?It's a little familiar, I should have heard it before, but I don't know what it is.

"Does your leg still hurt now?" Song Xiuming asked.

I frowned and nodded.

"Turn your head around and look at me."

"Just give me the medicine." I said coldly.

"Turn your head around." Song Xiuming's tone was firm.

I curled my lips, feeling a little uncomfortable, but in the end I turned my head slowly and looked directly at the ceiling.

Song Xiuming looked at me, suddenly raised his hand, and slammed it on the bed hard, making a loud muffled sound even through the quilt!

I was confused and startled by his move, and couldn't react for a while.Looking up, I saw Song Xiuming's fist pressing on my empty trouser leg.

All of a sudden, I suddenly understood something.

"Do you feel me hitting your leg?" Song Xiuming asked.

I shook my head.

"You can't feel it..." Song Xiuming withdrew his hand, wiped around my eyes, and said softly, "So those pains are hallucinations, your legs are gone."

I closed my eyes and fell silent for a long time.

Liang Liang and Song Xiuming helped me change my clothes, let me wipe my body by the way, and then wrapped me up in the quilt together.

After dealing with all this, Liang Liang asked, "Does Mo Le not need any medicine?"

I also looked at Song Xiuming with some doubts.

Song Xiuming paused, and said, "This disease is a bit complicated. You can't take medicine casually. You have to come to the hospital to see it another day... Actually, as long as you can fully accept the fact that you have amputated, you will not have this disease again."

I glared at him and said, "I've always been very accepting!"

Song Xiuming smiled and didn't say anything, I feel uncomfortable seeing him smile.

Seeing that he picked up his coat and seemed to be planning to leave, I was stunned for a moment, and asked reluctantly, "... By the way... why are you here today?"

Song Xiuming put on his coat, turned around and said, "The hospital is very busy today, and it was already late when I left. I just wanted to try my luck, but I didn't expect that you really haven't rested yet."

I was silent for a while, then asked in a low voice, "Is there anything else you want to ask?"

After a few seconds, I didn't hear Song Xiuming's answer. Looking up at him, I saw him smiling slightly and saying, "I'll ask you next time." After saying that, he reached out and touched my hair into a mess, then turned and left up.

I stared at the place where his back disappeared, and I heard Liang Liang whisper: "You and Yao Jiu were bumped into by Song Xiuming?"

I glanced at him, thinking how could you say such subtle things?

Liang Liang tapped my left trouser leg with his chin, and asked, "Did Yao Jiu make you look like this?"

I said lightly, "I have something to do with him."

"Che, whatever you want," Liang Liang said with a sigh, "as long as you don't make any mistakes with your legs, it really scares me to death."

I closed my eyes, feeling that Yao Jiu should still be downstairs at this time.

Although it is intuition, but I no longer have the urge to go downstairs to check the truth to confirm my intuition like before.