you're nothing but scum

Song Xiuming didn't come for the next few days, and he even explained to me that there were a lot of patients before the festival.When I saw the text message, I thought to myself, wouldn’t there be more patients during the Chinese New Year, so why not come when I’m so busy.

Yao Jiu also tried to call me every day, but I never answered.

Sometimes I think about why this is so. We got along well at the beginning, no matter what kind of misunderstanding we broke up with, everything has already been settled.This kind of thing is not something that can be undone by a sentence or two of apology.

On New Year's Eve, Liang Liang took the lead to cook downstairs alone.

There was no movement for an hour or two, and I felt a little uneasy because I was afraid that he would accidentally break the kitchen, so I went downstairs to have a look, and sure enough, there were only two dishes on the kitchen table, and they were still burnt. of.The guy looked at me pitifully, with ashes all over his nose.

I was speechless, and said bitterly: "I'll come!"

"Can you do it?!" Liang Liang yelled, "I have two legs and you only have one!"

"My brain is more developed than yours!" I waved at him and said, "Come, support me!"

Unconvinced, Liang Liang puffed his cheeks and supported me, while watching me fiddle with those things.

I put some oil and put the greens in it.

Liang Liang and I were taken aback when the pot crackled, and we immediately took several steps back.I pinched the lid of the pot with my hand and threw it far away. Throwing the lid over, the sound of "crackling" was muffled under the pot.

Then a speechless voice came from the left: "Are you cooking?"

Liang Liang and I looked over and saw Lin Luo's expression of hell.

Well, although my mood towards Lin Luo is a bit delicate now, it is undeniable that he has helped me a lot.

It is said that he just planned to leave, and their family is going to his grandma's house today to celebrate the New Year's Eve. Before going out, we saw the two of us messing up in the kitchen like this.He scrambled a plate of vegetables and a bowl of eggs for the two of us, and the rest was "beyond ability".

I guess it was a bit pitiful for the two of us to only have two dishes, and he even asked: "Why don't you come with me..."

Then Liang Liang Qiqi and I rolled our eyes.

After Lin Luo left, Liang Liang and I looked at each other in blank dismay, relatively speechless.

To be honest, these two dishes are not enough, otherwise we will just make do.

In the end, I ordered KFC takeaway.

It's really hard for these food delivery people, it's still snowing outside today.

After eating, the two of us sat on the bed and watched the Spring Festival Gala. I glanced at my phone from time to time, and I always felt that it was really strange that Song Xiuming could hold back a call or a text message today.

The program of the Spring Festival Gala was just like that. I fell asleep watching it, and finally I was caught by the sound of firecrackers outside.

When I woke up, I realized that I didn't know when the quilt had been covered on my body, but the TV in the room was still on, but I was the only one left, and the door was also open.

I yawned, glanced at the phone again, then put on some clothes and put on a cane and walked slowly downstairs.

The temperature outside was so low that I shivered as soon as I went out.

The neighbors nearby all came out, and adults and children set off fireworks and firecrackers together, which was extremely lively.

There was a smell of gunpowder in the air. I looked up at the fireworks exploding in the sky. I covered my ears while walking and looked for the figure of Liang Liang. I thought that Liang Liang was quite childish. Things can also run excitedly to nowhere.

The snow had already stopped, but a lot had accumulated on the ground.

I walked cautiously, the lights were dim, and no one around me could see who I was.

Suddenly, there was a loud bang!

I was shocked, the crutches slipped, and I was about to fall, and a pair of hands stretched out from behind to support my arms.

Said it was holding me up, but in fact it was more or less hugging me.

My heart jumped up "thumping", and I said happily in my heart, good Song Xiuming, I knew you couldn't help it!

The moment he turned his head, brilliant fireworks bloomed in the night sky, and the bright fire light illuminated the appearance of the person in front of him.

The neighbors cheered and cheered, but my mind was "buzzing", completely blank.

I opened my mouth, but I couldn't say anything. Such a face, which should be very familiar, gave me a feeling of a lifetime away.

Before I could say anything, this man hugged me tightly as soon as he retracted his arms.

I didn't realize it until I hit his chest, pushed him away hard, and slapped him with a "slap".In fact, the sound was quite loud, but it was drowned out by the sound of firecrackers all over the world. I felt that it was not enjoyable, so I rubbed my hands and wanted to do it again.

This man didn't make me angry.

It was obvious that my face had been slapped to the wrong side, but I kept silent.

My mind was completely messed up, and I had no other thoughts other than beating someone for the time being. As soon as I raised my fist to smash it down, my wrist was caught.

The man moved his lips, and I heard him call me "Xiao Le".

We stayed motionless for a long time, and gradually, those people around us finished setting off their firecrackers, and they all came back one by one, and occasionally gave us a strange look when they passed by us.

My hands were probably too cold to shake, and my whole body started shaking too.

"Xiao Le."

There was no sound of firecrackers, and I could hear it more clearly this time.

I took a deep breath, closed my eyes and opened them again

, After he had calmed down completely, he said, "What are you doing here?"

Yao Jiu let go of my hand.

He stared at me with dark eyes. In fact, I have always been afraid to look directly into his eyes like this. I used to be nervous and flustered. What about now?

When I think that these eyes have looked at me like this, giving me the illusion that "it can go on like this forever", I feel a little sick and a little anxious.

I have to say that Yao Jiu's sudden appearance completely disrupted my mood.How long has he been here?Shouldn't you just come here?When did you know that Liang Liang and I lived here?

At this moment, I heard Liang Liang's voice behind me.

"Xiao Le, why did you come down—fuck..." His voice was cut off.

I was silent for a while, without looking back, I said lightly, "Go back to sleep first."

"you sure?"

"It's so annoying, go in quickly!" I said impatiently.

I waited until the sound of closing the door sounded behind me, and I re-examined this person.

Yao Jiu was much more haggard than before, the stubble on his chin looked as if he hadn't done it for several days, and his eyes were also blue.

I twitched the corners of my mouth, thinking that this was done on purpose for me to see or something?If you want to compare abjection, a person like you who is intact is absolutely inferior to a person like me who only has one leg left.

"Xiao Le," Yao Jiu said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry."

I clenched my fists tightly, but my face remained calm.

"I accept your apology, is there anything else to say?"

After a moment of silence, Yao Jiu said softly, "Actually, I followed Liang Liang all the way here that night."

I was taken aback, and it took a few seconds to realize that "that night" refers to the night Liang Liang cried.

"I've been around here all this time. I really wanted to see you at the beginning, but when I saw you, I suddenly didn't dare to talk to you." Yao Jiu smiled and said, "Xiao Le, can you still talk to me?" forgive me?"

With a tense face, I said bluntly, "Impossible."

Yao Jiu's eyes fell on my left leg.

I turned sideways subconsciously, blocking the empty trouser legs, and then fell silent.

I really don't know what to say at this moment.

"I've been thinking about how I can get you back...Actually, that day I said I wanted you to come back and pack your things. I just wanted to give you a reason to come back. When I called you, I thought that as long as you came back, no matter what I will keep you here anyway. I apologize to you, and then we can continue our life like before." Yao Jiu's hoarse voice sounded in the cold air.

I lowered my head and listened numbly to his words.

"Actually, I had a premonition that day. If I missed that opportunity, maybe

There will be no more chances after that..." After a pause, Yao Jiu said, "It's a pity that I still missed it in the end. "

I was silent for a long time, thinking that no matter what, since Yao Jiu came, I should explain everything that should be explained clearly.

I asked him, "If that's the case, why did it become like that that day?"

"Probably because... Liang Liang told me that you went out with other people during the few days when you disappeared." Yao Jiu smiled self-deprecatingly.

I laughed when I heard this.

Yeah?Do you believe what Liang Liang said?

I suddenly felt that the relationship between me and him for the first two or three years was a joke, and it turned out that such a simple lie could be broken.

"Xiao Le..."

"The day he lied to you, I was lying on a hospital bed," I said coldly, "How can I go out with other people to play?"

"Xiao Le..."

"Yao Jiu, don't come looking for me again," I let out a breath and said calmly, "Since you know it's impossible, what are you still standing here for?"

After speaking, I wanted to turn around, but my hand was held again.

"Xiao Le!" Yao Jiu's voice sank, "I never knew about your car accident. After you left my place that day... I haven't been out of the house for several days."

"Yes, I know, Yang Xilin told me."

"Why didn't you tell me so long?" Yao Jiu said, "You can call me before the operation, you can hit me, scold me...but why did you let me get it from Tang Qilin after so long? heard about this?"

His voice sounded a bit painful, I twitched the corners of my mouth, thinking this is the most ironic thing about the two of us.

I laughed and said: "Because I don't want you to know, after I let you know, you will definitely come and get entangled. Like before, no matter what reason you brought Yang Xilin back to 'piss me off', As long as you don't know about this matter, wouldn't it be over if we broke up according to the next development?"

"But I don't want to break up with you!"

"You told me that!" I turned around abruptly, looked at Yao Jiu's astonished face, and said word by word, "Do you still remember what you told me that day, Yao Jiu?"

"Get out of here, I don't want to see you."

At that time, Yao Jiu had a cold expression, and I never dreamed that one day he would say such things to me with such an expression and such a tone.

Yao Jiu grabbed my hand and pulled me over.

Then I noticed he was shaking too.

He trembled and whispered in my ear: "If I knew it would turn out like this, I would never have said that anyway!"

"Yao Jiu, are you stupid?" I sneered, "If you hadn't said that to me, I wouldn't have gone out

Just got hit by a car and lost a leg, will you stand here and apologize to me?If something like this hadn't happened...would you want to torture me for the rest of my life? "

"I can't torture you, because you can continue to live without anyone," Yao Jiu grabbed my shoulders and said hoarsely, "It's me...Xiao Le, I admit it, I can't without you."

"Treating you like that is the biggest mistake I've ever made in my life. I never loved Yang Xilin, and I never thought of making things like this...I've always been afraid that I wouldn't have the opportunity to explain many things to you, but I I love you from beginning to end, this sentence will never be a lie."

I was a little confused, and murmured: "Yao Jiu, if you don't love Yang Xilin, why would you do such a thing?"

Yao Jiu was silent.

After a long time, he whispered, "Do you still remember the time when my company had problems a year ago?"

I froze for a moment, and quickly remembered when he was talking about.

During that time, Yao Jiu’s company had problems. I didn’t know much about business, so I didn’t know what to do other than silently support him.During that time, Yao Jiu would often go out for entertainment, and the only time the two of us could share was when we fell asleep embracing each other at night.

I was scared again, and I didn't want to listen anymore.

I thought I didn't want to know what the so-called "misunderstanding" was, just because I didn't care anymore.But now it turns out that's not the case at all.

It's not that I don't care, but I don't want to know about any stupid misunderstanding that caused this situation. I don't want Yao Jiu to tell me that it's just something that I didn't realize that caused the break between the two of us today.