I am in love with myself

In the coffee shop by the side of the square, the transparent floor-to-ceiling windows reflect the blue sky and white clouds, and the gothic black long lampposts are erected outside the shop. There are few pedestrians in the square, and flocks of pigeons flap their wings and fly over the blue and white strips of rain. Slowly falling.

An Mu's gaze fell on Chen Han as the feather fell and fell on the opposite side.

Chen Han stirred the coffee, took a sip, and his warm voice was the same as before.

"Thank you for what happened back then, thank you for helping me, and thank you for forgiving me."

"You don't need to be so polite. I'm not helping you. I'm trading An Mu's favor. After all, I borrowed her body."

Chen Han lowered his eyes and looked at the stirred coffee, and mentioned the original owner again. She didn't show the excitement back then, as if she had let go.

An Mu knew it was impossible, but couldn't help asking, "May I ask, has Jian Yixi contacted you?"

Chen Han slightly raised his eyes and glanced at her.

"Why did you suddenly think of asking this? Does she know your identity?"

"She does know, I told her, and I wonder if she has contacted you for other reasons."

Chen Han shook his head, "There was a relationship five years ago, but then I was busy, and she was also busy, so it disappeared."

An Mu suddenly lost the desire to reminisce about the past, not to mention that she and Chen Han had nothing to reminisce about.

She took a sip of her coffee and put it down, then said perfunctorily, "It's good to see that you are doing well, there is nothing you can't make it through, and when it's over, looking back, the pain at the beginning was nothing but nothing."

After all, just as An Mu was about to pay the bill and leave, Chen Han suddenly chuckled.

"Who said it's nothing? How could it be nothing? Some things may really be nothing in a few years, but there are some things and some people, even if they die, it is impossible to let go."

An Mu was slightly stunned. That sentence was what An's mother always whispered in her ear. Every time An's mother started talking, she immediately uttered this sentence, which not only blocked An's mouth, but also made An's a little Don't worry, she just said it out of her mouth just now, without thinking about it at all.

"Sorry, I don't mean anything else, it's just..."

Chen Han waved his hand and said: "No need to explain, I understand, I just want to tell you that I am living well not because I let go of the past, but because she has been by my side all the time, giving me the courage to continue living."

"She...is always by your side?"

An Mu's eyes wandered.

"Is she reborn on someone else too?"

Chen Han smiled lightly and shook his head, "How can there be so many rebirths?"

Chen Han nodded his head, "She lives with me and sees me in her dreams every night."

"Dream?"

"Do you think I'm crazy? Or is my brain sick? Do you think I imagined her because I miss her so much?

No, really not, this is definitely not my fantasy, she really exists.

She would encourage me when I was down, congratulate me when I was successful, and hug me to comfort me when I was sad.

Although it was in a dream, the feeling was very real, she was definitely right. "

Looking at Chen Han's serious and persistent eyes, An Mu suddenly didn't know what to say.

Chen Han said again: "I know you don't believe it, but it's true. She told me why she lived with me, and you were involved in it."

Chen Han lifted his hair and hung it behind his ears, and talked.

She said that An Mu, the original owner, told her that suicide cannot be reincarnated, and one needs to correct mistakes for at least a thousand years in nothingness, which is commonly referred to as introspection, and reincarnation cannot be reincarnated until she no longer dares to have the idea of ​​suicide.

Originally, An Mu could not be reincarnated and could not stay in this world, but by coincidence, her and An Mu's deaths coincided unexpectedly in the folding of time and space.

Originally, there would be people overlapping at each time point, but they all died at the hands of Fang Yunna, the exchange was all indirect, and they all chose to die by themselves, there was strong sadness and regret at the moment of death, and the soul itself was very similar, Too many similarities released the same magnetic field, and An Mu just penetrated into Yuan An Mu's body.

The existence of the soul is actually radio wave particles, which usually cannot stay in the normal world, and need to be reincarnated immediately or sent to nothingness. This is the rule of the world, and there are almost no exceptions.

Now that almost is said, it does not rule out extremely special circumstances.

For example, Yuan An Mu.

Yuan An Mu committed suicide and died. According to the rules, she was sent to nothingness for reflection, but An Mu survived instead of Yuan An Mu. Yuan An Mu's suicide was automatically corrected to "nothing", so she could not be sent to nothingness .

However, Yuan An Mu couldn't be reincarnated, because her body was changed to live, and it wasn't a fantasy world that could be monitored by the rules, but a soul transmigration caused by an accident outside the rules.

The original An Mu's soul was judged to be living in the body normally, that is, a living soul. It was a living person. How could a living person be reincarnated?

So Yuan An Mu stayed in this world as a special case.

But if you stay, you will stay. After all, she is just a bunch of particles, and she wants to be appreciated by others.

To know, particle energy needs to be consumed. Particle energy is the support for the existence of the soul. Once the energy disappears, she will be wiped out, unless someone firmly believes in her existence and creates a magnetic field of thought to continuously replenish her energy.

However, An Mu lived in place of the original An Mu. No one believed that the real her existed as a soul. She had no energy source at all, so she didn't dare to let anyone feel her.

Except for that one time.

That time, Chen Han was desperate and made an unwise choice. Yuan An Mu had no choice but to enter An Mu's dream, and asked An Mu to help Chen Han.

Yuan An Mu has been by Chen Han's side all the time. It took only half a year for Chen Han to go from crazy longing to firmly believing in the existence of Yuan An Mu's soul. into her soul.

Chen Han said that the day An Mu died was when her Mu Mu was reincarnated. She originally hoped that she would die sooner and end this boring life sooner.

But now she doesn't think so anymore, she hopes that Mu Mu who is with her can live for a long time, and live a little longer than Mu Muchang, even if it is only for one day, she can't let Mu Mu stay alone in this place. world.

"I am very happy, because she is always there. Even if no one understands or believes, I firmly believe that she is always there. I love her, and she loves me. We will always be so happy, so Ann Mu, I also hope that you can live a long life, so that we can live forever."

long long time...

"You have been here for a long time, what about us?"

Chen Han looked at her in surprise.

An Mu laughed suddenly, and the branches trembled from the laughter. The arm holding the table trembled, causing the coffee to ripple.

"Hehe...it's okay, it's just ridiculous. This world is too ridiculous. I didn't expect that I would be able to make you all alive. If she knew, wouldn't she be pleased to add another stroke to her merit book?"

Chen Han frowned and said, "What are you talking about?"

An Mu shook his head and stood up in a daze.

"I'm going back. I'm very glad to meet you today. I wish you happiness."

An Mu left the coffee shop with one foot deep and one light foot, his mind was filled with Chen Han's happy smile, and the hidden worries that he had been unwilling to face these days broke out.

Yuan An Mu could have a soul, so what about Jian Yixi?

Will Jian Yixi, who has been revised by the world's rules, have a soul?

This death is simply

death?

Is it death in exchange for soul flying?Is it parting in this life, or is it hard to see forever?

Going up to the poor and down to the underworld, would there be someone like Jian Yixi in this world?

An Mu stood on a busy street in Paris, looking up at the sky. The sky was blue, with white clouds like fluffy clouds, and even the sunshine was so good, as if there was only splendor and beauty in this world, and all the darkness and pain did not exist.

An Mu touched his face, it was warm and sunny.

She thought she was going to cry, but she touched the corners of her lips that were smiling. She thought she was laughing, but her chest was so congested that she could hardly breathe.

Does Jian Yixi know that her death may be wiped out?

If she knew, would she choose this way?

Will she not regret it?Won't you be sad?How on earth did she make such a ridiculous and stupid decision? !

An Mu squatted down covering his head, fear lingering in his mind.

——Jian Yixi might lose her wits.

——Jane Yixi will lose her soul.

——Jane Yixi's soul flies away.

——The soul flies away! ! !

An Mu stood up abruptly, as if returning to the day in her previous life when she suddenly learned that her adoptive parents were deliberately killed by Jian Yihu, her teeth were gnashing loudly, her red eyes were scarlet and frightening, and the thin tendons on her forehead bulged wildly, like It was just infected with the zombie virus, and the whole body was clamoring for destruction!

Duang!

An Mu kicked the lamp post by the roadside violently.

The mania that she had desperately restrained these days broke out, making it impossible for her to think normally!

Duang! Duang!

She kicked several times.

She knew it was impossible, she had to calm down.

But she couldn't calm down, her brain was about to explode!

A French aunt by the road called the police, saying that she had taken drugs and was undermining official duties.

She rushed over uncontrollably, grabbed her mobile phone, and smashed it to the ground.

The French aunt screamed for help. She tried to cover her croaking mouth, but she was so scared that the aunt sat down on the ground, and her high heels broke.

"Don't hit me! Please don't hit me!"

She didn't want to hit her, she just thought she was noisy, can you shut up?can it? !

A hand suddenly reached out from behind and grabbed An Mu's arm.

Chen Han, who was worried about chasing her out, dragged her in disbelief, first dragging her to the side of the road.

An Mu turned his eyes to look at her, panting as if he had taken medicine, the hair sticking to the corners of his lips fluttered with his breath, and the scarlet eyes seemed to be dripping blood, which made Chen Han's heart tremble.

"You What's the matter with Jian Yixi?

"Jian Yixi...hehe..." An Mu's eyes became more and more terribly red, "Jian Yixi is missing, I can't find her, what should I do? The world is so big, where should I go to find her? "

Chen Han said seriously: "If someone asked me this question, I might not be able to answer it, but you, I don't think this is a problem at all. Where should you find her? Ask yourself, aren't you her? If It's you, where are you going?"

If it was her...

She wouldn't be stupid enough to choose this path!

But what if you really choose?

Where will she go?

Suddenly, An Mu's pupils trembled, and he grabbed Chen Han's arm instead.

"Thank you Chen Han, thank you!"