I am in love with myself

Jian Yixi's laptop desktop was full of folders, some were locked and some were not. An Mu tried to unlock a folder. It was her birthday. She didn't look at those files. After roughly scanning around, the line of sight fell on the last single word document.

The document was also encrypted. Fortunately, An Mu already had an idea to crack it. After looking at the name of the document, he decisively entered the full spelling of "I love you".

Late→wan→woaini.

In the huge office, she was the only one staring at the screen intently, her amber eyes reflected the white light of the screen, floating and sinking.

It was a letter, not long, only one page.

[When you read this letter, I think we will never see each other again in this life.

You should have already guessed the purpose of my trip to Germany this time, don’t try to find me, I can’t find it, I’ve already changed planes in Germany, and I don’t know where I flew to right now.

Don't be sad, don't think I'm sacrificing myself for you, it's not.

I don't feel that there is anything wrong with my death at all, so there is no sacrifice at all.

I didn't make this choice for you, as I said at the beginning, I don't want to be in pain for the rest of my life, so I made the choice I think is the best.

Not for anyone, just for myself.

Remember when I asked you what happened in your last life?

I just want to know how miserable I would be without you showing up to help.

Without you, I would suffer so much humiliation that even my parents couldn't protect me. If Mao Mao was implicated for me, even if I survived, I would live for at most three years before dying in a car accident.

But now, my parents are still alive, and I can leave enough money for them to retire in exchange for, and you protect them for me and fulfill my filial piety, but I died a year or so early. I earn so much money, even if I don’t die, I feel sorry for the chance of rebirth that God gave me.

That's right, God gave "I" a chance to be reborn, and I am you, have you forgotten?

I am your past, I deserved to die as early as the moment you were reborn, I died well, I am not sad at all, and you don’t have to be sad either, people have to say goodbye to the past in order to live better in the present.

I am happier than you. I have embarked on a journey. Whether it is the sunshine of the Aegean Sea or the street view of Barcelona, ​​I have seen it earlier than you.

I won't look back, because happiness is never behind me.

the same as you. 】

Jian Yixi disappeared just like that, without any signs before disappearing, or in other words, there were signs, but no one noticed

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She sorted out all the company's documents, and put them in the computer in an orderly manner. In exchange for the entrustment agreement for the company's management rights drawn up by herself, the entrusting party is Xu Qinglan's company. The details have been discussed, and Jian Yixi also signed it. An Mu is the only one who can't write.

Once the agreement is signed, Xu Qinglan has the right to manage the company, and can get 30% of the dividends every year, 20% will be transferred to the account of the adoptive parents, and 50% will belong to An Mu. Although An Mu has no right to manage, he has the right to know and the company to buy and sell No need for Xu Qinglan's consent.

It can be said that Jian Yixi's arrangements were meticulous. It can be said that everything imaginable was arranged, not only the company, but also the adoptive parents' side, Wang Yanqing's side, including Mao Mao and the second brother.

Wang Yanqing said that Jian Yixi didn't take anything with her, only her clothes and the two wishing bottles brought back from Weicheng all the way.

In other words, Wang Yanqing said that on the day when the wishing bottle came back, Jian Yixi was locked up in the room for a whole day, and it was the first time she asked for leave and didn't go to the company.

Wang Yanqing also said that Jian Yixi had no intention of persecuting An Mu from the beginning. She really wanted to obtain a certificate from him. They had signed a prenuptial agreement, and their property belonged to each other. The company had nothing to do with each other. To be fair, Jian Yixi really planned to give up An Mu.

But for some reason, after going out with An Mu for a while, Jian Yixi suddenly changed her mind, and finally gave up on getting the certificate.

At the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau that day, Jian Yixi had seen An Mu's car change. Before going downstairs, Wang Yanqing told him to pretend that he wanted to show An Mu's marriage certificate. An Mu would be convinced by such a feint. No doubt.

Wang Yanqing talked a lot, saying that in the past year, Jian Yixi had a very bad life, her stomach always hurt and she couldn't eat, but she was always forcing herself to eat, sometimes it hurt so badly, she took painkillers and continued Eat, she said she didn't want to collapse so early, because she didn't do a lot of things.

He advised Jian Yixi not to work so hard day and night, too hard work is not good for the stomach, but Jian Yixi refused to listen, always saying that time is running out, it's too late, he doesn't know what she's talking about, it's too late up.

Before that hemorrhage, Jian Yixi finished taking her medicine several times, and she was so painful that she couldn't drive. He went to deliver her medicine in the middle of the night, and collapsed from the pain twice, and couldn't hold her stomach. He was the one who held her for fear. She couldn't breathe well, so he put his arms around her shoulders and tried to straighten her figure.

Speaking of this, Wang Yanqing sighed wearily, the distress in his eyes was not at all disguised.

"People who have never been in pain don't know. The pain is so severe that it is really difficult to breathe. I watched her face covered in sweat and pale, and she opened her mouth to breathe in desperately, but she couldn't breathe.

I can't suck it in, it's like... like a fish on the shore under the scorching sun, that... that feeling of powerlessness that can't help her, I don't even know how to describe it. "

Wang Yanqing babbled and talked a lot, but An Mu couldn't remember clearly anymore. Her mind was very messed up and she had no clue.

Jian Yixi really deleted her this time, and the red exclamation mark really appeared on the V letter recovery.

Jian Yixi is determined.

In other words, it was calculated that she might threaten Jian Yixi with suicide, so she simply cut off all contact with her, leaving her with nowhere to use her energy.

Wang Yanqing's indescribable sense of powerlessness is probably the same as this.

An Mu tried to calm down, but she couldn't calm down at all. Her heart was on fire, and she had nightmares for several nights in succession. Every time, she woke up from Jian Yixi's death.

She asked Liang Sirui for help, hoping to hack into Jian Yixi's phone through her phone number and find her location.

But Jian Yixi has never contacted anyone through that number, anyone who calls will turn off the phone, even Liang Sirui has nothing to do.

The second elder brother used all the power at his disposal, the second sister-in-law also used her father's power, Wang Yanqing also entrusted acquaintances, and even Ann's father and mother, who were far away in France, heard the news and searched around in Europe.

But it was too late. From the moment Jian Yixi left Germany, it was like a drop of water into the sea, and it was hard to find her. The only thing that could be found was that Jian Yixi transferred from Germany to Holland. The Netherlands went to Athens, and it was never found again.

An Mu thought of her adoptive parents. Jian Yixi could not contact anyone, but it was impossible not to contact her adoptive parents. She was so filial, it was impossible for them to worry.

An Mu called her adoptive parents. Unexpectedly, her adoptive parents knew about Jian Yixi's disappearance. An Mu was full of manuscripts, which were useless. She just listened to her adoptive father's vicissitudes of life saying what she didn't know. thing.

"Xixi went home before going to Germany and told us everything. We didn't plan to let her go so far away. We wanted to spend more time with her in the last few days, but she said she wanted to go and see In this world, if you don't want to leave with regrets, how can we be willing to stop her?"

"Did she say everything? How did she say it?"

"She has stomach cancer and showed us the medical certificate."

Stomach cancer?

Medical certificate?

"Where is the medical certificate?"

"Xi Xi took it."

This medical certificate is absolutely false, Jian Yixi obviously had gastric perforation, and she is almost recovered.

"She said nothing before she left.

? ”

"She said she would come back when she couldn't walk anymore."

If you can't walk, it means that there is no cure, and no matter how close you are, you can't change the established death.

Jian Yixi's sudden and decisive departure, even letting go of her adoptive parents, was beyond An Mu's expectations.

Jian Yixi really intends to die, how can she be so stupid? !

She fell on deaf ears to what she told her?

It is said that boiling a frog in warm water will surely succeed one day. Why did she have to choose the worst path? !

An Mu fell everything that could be dropped in the house. The mania in her previous life finally got better in this life, and suddenly it relapsed.

She couldn't control her temper, An's mother was worried about her, and came all the way to take care of her, but she dropped her chopsticks at the dining table, and An's mother was so shocked that she couldn't say a word for a long time.

Whether it's the original owner An Mu, or the current An Mu, he has always been elegant and well-bred. When was he so rude and irritable?

Although An Mu immediately picked up the chopsticks and apologized, the mania buried in his heart was hard to suppress.

In the blink of an eye, it's the end of the semester, and it's almost time for the final exam, but there is still no news from Jian Yixi.

An Mu was arguing in the school cafeteria when someone jumped in line, and the plate in his hand was pinned on the other party's head. Fortunately, it was only an empty plate. If there was a freshly made hot meal, the consequences would be disastrous.

An Ma finally realized that something was wrong with An Mu, so she took her to see a psychiatrist.

But what's the use?The ancients all knew that a heart disease needed a heart medicine doctor, but Jian Yixi couldn't find her, no matter how professional a psychologist was, she couldn't cure her disease.

On the way home, An's mother got out of the car and went to a small supermarket by the side of the road to pick up toilet paper. An Mu was waiting in the car. An's mother moved very quickly, and it took only 3 minutes. When she came out, An Mu had already got out of the car and was standing in the car Beside the flower bed at the junction with non-motorized vehicles, I stared at the vehicles coming and going in a trance, my amber eyes were out of focus, my hair fluttered in the wind, and even my thin body was shaking, as if I was about to fall into it in the next second. Traffic flow kills Huang Quan.

An Ma was so frightened that she dropped the paper and ran over to grab her, but An Mu looked at An Ma blankly.

"What's wrong mom?"

"Ask me what's wrong, you just..."

Looking into her daughter's clear eyes, Ma An seemed to be choked by the throat suddenly, unable to speak a word.

The daughter was ill, maybe since she swallowed the medicine for that Chen Han, she has been in a bad mood.

At first it was for Chen Han, but this time it was for Jian Yixi?

No, she will never allow her daughter to come out again

Any mistakes!

After the final exam, An's mother took An Mu to France, and An's father also dragged all possible relationships, and inquired about Jian Yixi's whereabouts.

In a foreign country, An Mu met Chen Han by accident. Chen Han's studio has developed into a brand company. Although it is a niche brand, it has a cutting-edge audience, earns a lot of money, and its popularity in the industry is also increasing day by day. This time I came to France. Participate in the International Fashion Festival.

I haven't seen him for many years, but Chen Han hasn't changed much, his brows and eyes are much softer than before, and he smiled happily when he saw her.

"Let's have a cup of coffee together."