Do not love me

Does happiness age too fast and go too fast?I have asked myself this question more than once, and I often ask myself in such an uncertain way, and I have avoided it more than once like yesterday or the day before yesterday.Today... Finally, there is no way to choose to avoid it?God wants her to give an answer?No... No, even, she can't even answer it.

Going to the kitchen under the pretext of pouring water, Asakami bit her lower lip uneasily, and was inexplicably flustered when making coffee with her hands.Without any warning, without any psychological construction.She was inexplicably flustered by Sanada's sudden appearance.

Genichiro Sanada, she is not unfamiliar, nor does she hate him.On the contrary, she should like him.Simply, appreciate it.It's different from liking Tezuka.If he hadn't seen the diaphragm in his eyes that he hadn't seen before the first meeting, Qiangami Weiai would have asked him about his recent situation and the living conditions of that cute little girl in a friendly manner.Obviously, the boy's cold silence rejected those friendships.

"Tezuka, after the game, I heard that you didn't even come home, but just said hello in a hurry?" Xiao Azusa heard these things, and he was convinced of the news at Tezuka's house.At that time, he guessed that he must be with her.

Why do you know that they are in this place that almost no one can think of? Of course, it is also due to Asakami Yuai's feelings for Sanada Zhiai.Easily got their addresses from loved ones.They are doing well and appear to be very happy.Sanada should have been happy for them, but Sanada went against his original intention.He had to admit that he didn't like watching them happy like this.Perhaps more because of his status as Sanada Azusa's cousin.He comforted himself like this.

Fiddled with his fingers casually, Tezuka finally raised his head in silence and looked at the boy who was always wearing a black hat opposite him.Oh, maybe it's time to call it a 'man'.They are all different, those hot-blooded teenagers who fight against each other and work hard for their dreams are all a thing of the past.Now, they are all overwhelmed with responsibility.

"Yes, I just went home to say hello." Then he rushed to her side impatiently.By the side of those who want to protect.

When he said this, he was as calm as ever.It seems that what I do is a matter of course.However, under the seemingly calm appearance, the person who understands is always very sensitive and can smell different meanings.Holding the black coffee that was messed up by himself, Asakami Yui stopped her trembling steps.

She was very grateful to Tezuka for his thoughtfulness, and was very relieved.However, she also knew that she had done something wrong.It is wrong to have such emotions.She should be worried about him, because she clearly knows that he is making a choice between responsibility for himself and his family.

"Tezuka... I didn't stop you at that time, I think I was wrong. Your relationship is so deep that I can't control it. But, Tezuka, Azusa is my cousin. I have no reason to see Sanada The family members are treated like that by you." He doesn't care about Azusa Sanada, but the matter concerns the Sanada family and the Tezuka family.He has no reason to condone.

Shen Shen sighed.Tezuka could understand Sanada's feelings.I had expected this day a long time ago, and I should be grateful. Sanada's arrival today was not to destroy, but to let him know based on a friendship he didn't know about.

"Well, I know what to do. I won't hurt the family." Burying the last pride, Tezuka was extremely sincere.

...For the family, it will not hurt.

What a sincere promise.Qiangami Yuai knew that he was a person who kept his promises, even if it was difficult, as long as he made a promise, he would keep it even if he died.

So... Now, is she the stumbling block that hinders everything?

That's what it means.What Sanada meant...it was just her.It's that simple.It turns out that happiness can be obtained so simply.

As long as she is gone, no matter how painful it was.Those hurts will eventually pass.Tezuka's love... the heart that loves her will also be like this.As long as she is not around, his hurt and love will also leave together.How nice it is.

God knows how stupid I was once, not even thinking about such a simple question.

My heart really hurts...

Lowering his head, his hands involuntarily pinched the tray he was holding tightly.He raised his eyes, which he didn't know whether they were infected by the mist of the freshly brewed coffee or confused by tears, and he saw the embarrassed expression of the tall and straight boy sitting on the sofa.

My heart aches... But, Tezuka, I only want you to be happy.as long as you are happy...

In the whole world, as expected, only that person occupies her heart the most.But it doesn't matter, there will be you in the future, won't you?The palm of your hand gently stroked the slightly beating belly.

Pretend to smile, she, a normal smile.Approached the two men who were fighting each other, and served coffee with a strong bitter taste.

"Sanada-kun, please use." Her politeness was only given to the unfamiliar Sanada-kun.However, she pushed the coffee closer to the person who was always by her side.He would automatically pick it up, taste it, and then reveal a slight trace of her bitter coffee.Swallowed without saying a word.

I am always moved by his kind gestures.As usual, Yui Asakami was silent, paying attention to Tezuka's expected actions.The heart is filled to the brim.Up panicked.

It was never like this before, except, today.

Because today, there is still a lot of sourness in my heart.

Qian Shang Wei Ai, from today onwards.You can't be moved so easily that you want to cry.She silently warned herself.I'm afraid that I won't be able to adapt in the future.

"Wei Ai, you..." She called him Guoguang, and she also awkwardly asked him to call her by her own name too.

"You talk to Sanada-kun, I'll go to work first."

I know that this time is not an atmosphere that suits me, Qianshang only loves and doesn't force it.Turn around and leave.

"Asakami-kun." Sanada stopped her.

"Yes, Sanada-kun. What's the matter?"

Biting the corner of her lip in embarrassment, Sanada actually didn't know why he stopped her suddenly.Probably, I don't want to be misunderstood as that kind of unsympathetic person.

But since he called to stop, he had to say nothing.

"Well... Well, my dearest let me tell you, take good care of yourself." In fact, I probably wanted to tell her that.

"Well, thank you."

She smiled and nodded, putting away his kindness.Turn around to give them space.

That day, Sanada and Tezuka talked a lot, but Yui Asakami didn't hear them.Probably, it doesn't matter if you listen or not.You can guess the content of their conversation.

At night, Qian Shangwei suffered from insomnia, and she was afraid.The whole person has been curled up on the bed, trembling uncontrollably.

Sanada and Tezuka, who didn't leave, surrounded her very worriedly, looking for doctors and medicine.Later, I found out that she just had a high fever.

"Tezuka, can you make the two of you happy by doing this?" In a daze, she heard Sanada's voice a little bit annoyed.

"I won't leave her alone."

"Idiot, I don't want you to ignore her. I will take care of her. You marry Xiaozi, and I will take care of her. Xiaozi, the Sanada family, and your relatives will not accept her. You think you have to fight Are you qualified?" Sanada was angry, he didn't understand the so-called feelings that could hurt even his family members.Therefore, he also couldn't understand Tezuka's actions.

Speechless, what can I say to justify?

After thinking about it for a long time, Tezuka had nothing to refute, and Yui Asakami had nothing to refute.

"Perhaps, you are even prepared for the worst?" The silent Tezuka made Sanada flustered.He asked in a low voice, not sure.As if afraid to hear the answer.

No nodding, no response, Tezuka remained silent.Yes, he had prepared for the worst...

"You're crazy!"

I can't believe it... This is the choice Tezuka Kunimitsu made.Sanada roared suddenly.He really couldn't understand the feeling of so-called love to the point of heartache.In his cognition, Tezuka is someone who can't do this.

No, not crazy.

Asakami Yui defended him.But a tone also came out.It is not Guoguang who is crazy but his own family.She clearly knew that she would bring him serious harm, but she insisted on...

sorry

Guoguang, I'm sorry...

Apologizing desperately, she thought, she knew what to do next.

The sky...is gray and bright, and my heart...is sinking in the valley.There is no longer any way to be rescued.

I knew this day would come.I knew that happiness would not last long.I have known for a long time that she is not a person who can have happiness.Fortunately, I have made such preparations and left behind so many memories, these memories... can be kept and cherished slowly for the rest of my life.

struggled to get up.Qiangami Weiai got out of bed with difficulty, walked to him who was sleeping, and picked up a thin blanket to cover him.Then kiss the corner of his eye.

The long eyelashes fluttered slightly.It also shook her restless heart.

For the last time, such a kiss.So, please.God, don't let him find out.

However, God really doesn't give face.Never giving her face, he still woke up.In the hazy eyes, she could see her own reflection clearly.

Only her reflection.

Smile, a strong smile she couldn't help.

"What's the matter? Are you feeling unwell?" He thought that her smile and the uneasiness in her eyes were due to her unwell body, so he anxiously tested the temperature with the back of his hand.

"I'm fine."

Hearing her powerful voice finally seemed to come alive, Tezuka breathed a sigh of relief...

"Guoguang, you go home."

But in the next second, his face became tense again.It was like taking some kind of dumb medicine, but he couldn't speak with his mouth open.

"You go back, I think I can take care of myself, or I have a friend to take care of me, the child's father... Got it, he said, I'm sorry..."

"You are lying."

He interrupted her angrily, he had been by her side for so long and never...leaved...Suddenly, he was confused.When she was in the United States, she didn't have a phone call...

"No...I didn't lie, I'm sorry Tezuka, I...love him."

like?What about him?What is he?

That's right, only love is willing to give birth to his child... "Then, what about me?" He originally wanted to proudly say something he didn't care about, but he didn't expect that the words had changed by the time he spoke.

Of course it's love...

Wanted to answer his question like this.But she can't, can she?

"Thank you for helping me all the time. It's always been me. I feel very tired, Tezuka. You are a good port of call." She tried her best to make her expression look like she was really grateful...she did her best.There was no way to pretend any more.

It became so fast that even the name changed from the first name to the last name.Tezuka was angry, more heartbroken.What hurts her heart is her so-called harbor of anchorage.Is he just a haven for Xiu Tian?

"Tezuka, I really appreciate you. But, can you let me stay after you leave? The child's father..."

She was reluctant to part with this place full of memories... More because there was nowhere to go...

"Is it okay for the father of the child to leave after making arrangements..." She begged for everything, she became small and vainly pleaded.

After all, I couldn't bear it, Tezuka didn't say anything, as if he had acquiesced.

At that moment...he felt that he was extremely humble and extremely hateful.

What else can I say?Humble to keep wishful thinking love?No, that's not something Tezuka Kunimitsu could do.Although, he has done a lot of things that Tezuka Kunimitsu would not do.But this time, he no longer compromised his heart.

He is also tired...