Do not love me

Tezuka left, and quietly left this once sweet hut before Yui Ai Asakami woke up.

So peaceful, so devoid of the slightest bit of intense emotion, he left with Qian Shangwei's only preciousness.Maybe it's because I didn't love deeply enough, or... because I loved too deeply, too tired, too hard.Yui Asakami made two such assumptions after Tezuka left.Of course, she still chose the latter answer.Self-deception or sincere hope are the only answers that you must choose.Subconsciously, she recognized the feelings Tezuka gave her in this way.

Her cold has never been better, sometimes it feels very serious, like a lifeless person who is about to die, sometimes she just sits by the lake for a whole morning like a normal person, then cooks and chats with Sanada who has not left Two sentences.

Sanada stayed for several days, and his purpose was always clear, he was just entrusted to take care of her.It should also be guilt.Because of guilt, he never said anything directly, but occasionally heard him vaguely saying that he would take her back to Kanagawa, but she always covered it up by her pretending to be stupid.She can only appreciate Sanada's kindness.For the time being, there is no way to leave this place that only belongs to him and her, and for the time being, I don't want to trouble an irrelevant person because of other people's guilt. The second Tezuka... no one should appear.In the past, it was because she was too capricious, but now both sides suffer...

The weather after the winter rain is always gloomy and cloudy.Affects everyone's happy mood.

Another morning of sitting still.

Missing comes from having nothing to do.She has been too busy recently, so she often can't help thinking of him.It is said that longing is a disease, and now she is not immune to the virus.It is the kind of virus that is deeply hated. Once it develops, it cannot be cured by thousands of panaceas.

Taking a deep breath, the smell of green grass lingers on the tip of his nose, and the familiar smell that belongs to him is everywhere in the room, but why is such a fresh smell so choking?The tip of her nose has been tainted so red that she almost... can't help but cry, it feels so sour and astringent...

"Asakami, come back to Kanagawa with me." Sanada finally mustered up the courage to repeat what he had been avoiding all this time.And what he said this time was so firm, so undeniable.

The corners of her lips were pursed tightly, her back turned to Sanada.Yui Asakami hastily wiped away the infected tears from the corners of her eyes with the back of her hand.

Turning around, she stared directly at Sanada's black and white pupils with red eyes.

Sanada's aura is not something she can bear. If it was before, she would definitely nod passively and foolishly, but not this time.There was no way she could do that.

"I'm sorry, thank you for your kindness. Sanada, I don't want to go to that place." She just wanted to stay here, even if it was only for the short time until the baby was born, it was worth it.Only during the time she stayed here could she think of that man, she was afraid, and in a blink of an eye, she couldn't remember his clear face.

She only allowed herself to miss these times.

So, don't deprive her of this little miss left.She doesn't want to be a person who dare not even admit her feelings.

Been lying to myself for so long.Enough is enough, everything is enough.

Just miss it.

There is no other way, being rejected so directly.What else can I say?Sanada lowered his eyes and sighed secretly.He didn't want others to see his disappointment, so he buried his injury.

Before today, he had to go back to Kanagawa, and he had spent enough time in this place he didn't like.There's no reason to stay any longer.

"I will leave before dark today and go back to Kanagawa." The last time was a chance for her and a chance for myself to make amends. "I'll wait for you at the station." Stubbornly, he didn't even want to let go of the last chance.

I feel a little uneasy about my conscience, and a little... my heart aches for them like this.Sanada couldn't figure out what his emotions were.It will hurt, it will feel uncomfortable... The only thing missing... I am afraid it is the joy of completing the task that I have come this time.

Tezuka has already left as he wished, which also means that his task has been completed and will not cause embarrassment to the two families.However, he couldn't laugh...Is it because, naturally, he didn't like to laugh or...was he blocked by some other emotion?

He didn't want to admit the latter answer.Therefore, he can only choose the first answer.

Naturally, he doesn't like to laugh.

So flustered, but he was still willing to accept it.

Before he had time to eat lunch, Sanada left with his luggage.He didn't even look at her when he left.He knew it well, this time he could honestly admit that he was still afraid of seeing her because of the red eyes of that iceberg boy.

Damn, I kind of hate her like that.

She wanted to impulsively erase Tezuka's memory in her heart.He, fled.Scared, I really did that in the next second.

The wind blew by, and the wind chimes hanging by the door rang non-stop.The crisp voice always disturbed her beating heartstrings.I don't want to cook anymore, there is nothing to cook alone.

Stupidly gnawing on the dry bread, and then doing this and that in a daze... When it was dark, she turned around and saw that the room was already in a mess.Then it was another busy day.

Coming and going, repeating it for an unknown number of times, Qianshang Weiai is no longer tired to the point of being tired.Finally closing his eyes, he fell asleep on the messy sofa in the living room.

What Sanada said to wait...she forgot.Deliberately let yourself forget.

Because at that time, Sanada's last look when he opened the door and left was the same as the way Tezuka looked at himself that night.The same is covered with thorns, making it untouchable.

The sin is heavy.There is no way to return it.This life, this life, what she owed.I can't afford it anymore.In the next life, in the next life... I can only entrust them.

Not long after Sanada and Tezuka left, she was also in a daze for a long time.However, she soon realized that she couldn't go on like this.As a result, the previous days in Kanagawa were restored. The only difference is that Sanada Chiai became Kenya Ninzu, and the words "little uncle" and "uncle Bingshan" were missing from his mouth.

Fortunately, she needn't be alone.It is said that after too long a memory is addictive, so she chose to forget it before it was too late, and devote herself wholeheartedly to the continuation of the next life.

The weather was not hot, even though it was winter, there was still a layer of cold sweat on his forehead, Qian Shangwei wiped the sweat with the back of his hand, and tapped on the computer keyboard calmly.Recently, she found a part-time job on the Internet, which will not be too tiring, as long as she helps translate small documents.There are things you can do at home, and you can also find some financial support for yourself.However, there were several days when I couldn't complete the content due to physical discomfort, so I had to step up to do it now.Unexpectedly, it was interrupted by a familiar knocking sound.

"Crack..."

Looking back at the floor-to-ceiling glass windows, Ren Zuqian still looked very familiar with him, even without knocking on the door, he knocked on her glass window and opened his mouth to talk to her.

Confused, he narrowed his eyes, noticed Kenya Ninzuzuka's oil paper bag, and suddenly saw the meaning of his words from the shape of his mouth.

"Sister Weiai, do you want to eat the sushi I made?"

Is this sentence?Qian Shangwei, who finally understood, could smile a little because of her own comprehension, a little thing... It would be good for her to temporarily forget the so-called relationship between heaven and earth.

Excitedly opened the closed door, Qianshang Weiai saw that Ren Zuqian, who was still in front of the glass just now, was already standing at the door, and he hilariously covered the food with his hands.The look of being afraid of the food cooling down made Yui Ai Asakami laugh out softly.

"Kenya..." What a childlike boy.

"Hehe, I'm afraid it will be cold. Hurry up and let me in, don't you want me to stand outside and get frostbite?"

Shinobu-ken frowned indifferently.

After being reminded so bluntly by him, Qiangami Weiai was passive and moved away from her belly-stretching body.

Rubbing my stomach, I seem to be quite hungry, and I don't care about any work.Sit down with Ren Zuqian, let's try the food that the young master said is the first cook.If the appearance is not good, just ignore it.

After making up his mind, Asakami looked forward to seeing Ren Zuqian also take out him as a treasure... the rice ball.

Is this sushi?Face full of black lines.

Qiangami Weiai didn't know what these balls, dark, and strangely shaped piles mixed with green seaweed leaves, she didn't know, but they knew her, what was it called?

"Well, Kenya... Is this the sushi you made?" Japanese sushi should be easy to make, right?However, what kind of master would make something like this... like rice balls, but full of squeezed and shapeless things?I couldn't help admiring the smiling and proud boy in front of me.

How could he still smile so proudly and confidently?

"Yes, let's try it."

Forbearance's supervision made Asakami Yui's expression change, and she tightened the bamboo chopsticks in her hands warily. She didn't dare to bet the lives of herself and her child...

The entanglement on his face made Ren Zuqian also smile.Well, it's always good to try it yourself, but to be poisoned to death by the food you cook... That's something only a man does.

While he was struggling, he didn't know which unknown angel figure rang the doorbell.

As if being rescued, Qiangami rushed to his feet, trotted and opened the door with a rescued expression on his face.The performance of sister Wei Ai, who is always weak and weak...shocked Kenya Ninzu.He opened his mouth wide, he really wanted to remind this pregnant aunt who has always been confused recently, be careful of your baby.

However, the words did not come out.The sudden stillness at the door made Ren Zuqian raise his eyebrows curiously.

Time is like a shock..."Sanada..." And...

It was an unexpected character... For a moment Yui Asakami was stunned.

"Sister Weiai...I miss you so much, why don't you come to me..." There is also the little girl with blurry eyes, Sanada's love...

"My love said that I want to see you, so I brought her here. Do you mind letting her stay for a few days?" He has reached a consensus with his love, and if his love comes over, he will report to Qian Shang at any time The only news.It's a form of care.

"Uh...Of course I don't mind." I didn't expect Sanada-kun to say that, he was stunned for a while, and then smiled happily.Of course she doesn't mind, she likes Beloved very much.

"Really, sister Weiai, can I live with you? Really, that's great. But... who is that person?" The sharp-eyed Sanada Zhiai always has a bad face when the opposite sex appears next to Weiai .She looked at Kenya Ren Zuzu who was eating happily with a dissatisfied face.

"Ninzu-kun?"

There is no doubt that this is Genichiro Sanada's voice.

"Hi, Sanada-kun, long time no see." I really didn't expect to see two emperors at the same time here, but where is Tezuka Kunimitsu?He went back to his home and turned into a black-faced emperor on the ice?Hmm... Sister Weiai is really amazing...

Nodding affirmatively, Kenya Ren Zuzu suddenly became very happy and waved his hand to greet that little girl, Sanada Chiai.

However, Dear Love has no love for men who approach her only sister, whom she believes will be her aunt.Just ignored it.

Smiling awkwardly, Ren Zuqian is not as knowledgeable as a little girl.

However, Sanada's complexion suddenly became very bad for some reason.Ninjazu Kenya nodded politely, and walked into the room with a black face, looking at Ninzuzu in a strange way, especially the food in front of Kenya Ninzuzu and Yui Asakami Tezuka's bamboo chopsticks.

Even her bright smile.

He saw that her smiling face was smiling before she opened the door and saw it.

He didn't like the feeling of her laughing for someone else.

Inexplicably, there was a tightness in his chest.