Do not love me

When he woke up in the morning, Tezuka was nowhere to be seen in the whole room, and Yui Asakami searched for a long time and found only the instruction note that Tezuka was worried about himself.Forgiving Tezuka for leaving without saying goodbye, Asakami Yui looked at the beautifully calm lake for a long time by the floor-to-ceiling windows in relief before turning back to the house, doing her own things to pass the extremely boring time.

When eating, one person sat at the dining table, and then looked up from time to time to look at the empty seat where Tezuka was supposed to be sitting.

After looking at it for a long time, he lowered his head again.Continue to bury your head in your food.

I miss you a little bit.

When I was sleeping, I thought of his nice faint grassy smell again.He couldn't help but bury his head deep in the quilt that still smelled like him, and murmured.

Caring, missing quietly passed away in the passing time.It was countless times he sighed, preventing him from being remembered in his mind.Annoyed, he lowered his head and waved away all his thoughts and wandering with the back of his hand.

Get up, not wanting to embarrass yourself enough to be the kind of person she hates to wait for.She should find something to divert her mind from drifting away.So, she decided to go to the supermarket for big purchases.She has to buy a lot of things, a lot of things that she was unwilling to give away before, to fill the empty refrigerator.Even if she still can't use it in the end, at least, it's not so lonely.

She is an activist, so she doesn't need to give herself much courage.Decided to put into action.

So, ignoring herself with a low fever, she took her wallet and walked to the room after dinner.It's a gray day, and it's not completely dark yet.There was not even a hint of greed in the empty air.Maybe it was really too lonely, and even the weather, which was still good, seemed to be gray.Shaking his head and laughing, it's becoming more and more unlikely that he's used to his superficial only love.I always feel so sad about autumn, and I don't know who indulged in the bad habit?

In the supermarket, she lost her mind and put things in the car basket when she saw something that could fit in the refrigerator.This kind of radical to crazy behavior often happens.I don't know if it is really depressed to the point of wanting to use extremes to cover up panic and fear or psychological trauma?

On the shallow side, there is no solution.Because I can't find the answer, and it's not the question I wanted to ask.

All she cared about was the day when Tezuka was planning to return to China.Every day, every hour, every minute, even every second, she is counting.Used up the supplies, emptied the fridge, emptied myself.To such an embarrassing step, I kept calculating and looking forward to it.

Expectations slowly turned into memories, and memories turned into searching for memories every day.It wasn't until the memories were exhausted that she suddenly realized that...there are so few memories between herself and him...So, she decided to create more memories.Only their memories.

He didn't dare to call to disturb him during the game. After watching the TV broadcast, he realized that it was the last final match this morning, and he was very fortunate to know that they had won the championship.In fact, it should have been guessed long ago that his championship position is a matter of course.So, she is not surprised.All he cared about was that he was coming back, at last after being away for a week.A week is her limit, the limit of living alone without him.Thankfully, I can finally see him again.She was so happy, so excited, she wanted to immediately tell the good news to Kenya Shinozuka who had been with her all the time when Tezuka was away.Now, she desperately hopes to have someone to share her happiness, to witness that she also had caring, loved ones, and happiness.Even when it's gone one day.These memories and these testimonies will accompany her throughout her life.

After thinking through too many things, Qianshang Weiai suddenly no longer embarrassed and no longer decadent, suddenly sobered up.I took Tezuka's favorite eel, and was thinking about giving him his favorite food, but hesitated again. For eels, wouldn't it be better to buy fresh ones tomorrow?

Gritting his teeth, he slapped his forehead hard.I was so happy that I got carried away.Didn't even think about these questions.

Withdrawing his hand in embarrassment, Asakami touched his nose with a blushing face, and stuck out his tongue.

Turning around, I just saw Ren Zuqian staring at him curiously.When did he walk behind him?

Suspiciously thinking: "Qianye, why are you here?" For this boy with the same surname as the person who is related to the baby, Qiangami Weiai does not have much rejection.He is different from that man named Yushi Ninzu. Compared with that proud noble boy, this boy in front of him is much easier to get along with.

"Sister Weiai, it's almost dark, why are you still here?"

...the black lines all over his face, except for this title of course.

"I'm shopping. Tezuka will be back tomorrow. I want to buy something for home. Come with me."

That's right, it's getting dark.That lonely path is dangerous.It just so happened that it would be nice to have someone to help her.

Tezuka?Is that the boy that Sister Weiai often mentions to help her a lot?Shinobu Ken also thought about it, it should be that Tezuka.

"Well, let's go then, I'll help you carry your things. But, sister Weiai, why are you so red?" You seem to be panting a lot?Could it be a cold?

"Ah, me?" Touching his face, Yui Asakami forcibly suppressed the dizziness and raised his face to see that the face of Ren Zuken also suddenly became blurred.

"It's a little hot..." Before he could finish speaking, he staggered and fell forward.

"Be careful." Luckily, Ninzu Ken, who was quick to respond, quickly caught Yui Asakami's falling body.

Holding his belly, Asakami let out a sigh of relief happily.Fortunately, it didn't fall.

"Are you alright?" Nina Zuken also straightened Yui Ai, who was only concerned about his stomach, and asked with concern.Frowning in disapproval, this child is more important to Asakami than her own safety...

Suddenly, I have an unspeakable affection for this unmarried and pregnant girl. It's not a strange feeling, but I just think she is a very good mother.A very good person, very strong, even in this dire situation, she is always worried about her children.Not hesitating... to give up your own future just for the sake of your children.

What a silly girl, but it hurts so much.

"Yeah, I'm fine. It's just that my feet hurt a little." Maybe it was because of the sudden dizziness just now that I accidentally twisted my feet when I fell down.

While talking, Asakami Yui-ai tried to move her foot, and it hurt a little.

"Ah, let me hug you." I couldn't bear to look at Yui Ai Qiangami who was enduring the pain, and he also held Yui Ai Qiangami who was still trying to walk bravely.

"Uh, no...no need..." Not wanting to trouble Qianye, Qiangami Weiai waved her hands repeatedly and refused.She doesn't like herself who always makes trouble for others.

Knowing her concerns, Ren Zuqian didn't force her, but he held up her thin arms with a grim expression and said, "I'll help you." Don't let him hug him, he'll just take a step back.

"Well, thank you." Compromise, who can't move his feet.

Curling his lips, Ren Zuqian didn't really like to hear her say such polite words.Obviously he told her before that you don't need to be too polite to him.

Dragging his tired body, he walked briskly with a small luggage bag that he couldn't put down in time.Seeing that the sky was getting dark, Tezuka quickened his pace.Some couldn't wait to rush to the villa.

Finally, in a hurry, he saw the villa that made him worry about it every day for some unknown reason. Tezuka opened the door and walked into the villa.It was pitch black in the room, not even a single light was turned on.Upstairs, her room was still dark.Pressing the light switch, what caught my eye was not the expected picture, without her presence.The room was empty.

The living room, the kitchen, and the entire villa have been searched, but there is still no clue.It was so late, there was no one in the room, and there was no sign of her anywhere.Where will she go?Racking his brains, Tezuka really couldn't figure out where Yui Ai would be?Will there be any danger?I can't help but think wildly, and it was the same when I was in the United States. I checked my phone every day as usual, and I was afraid of missing a message from her.I was worried for a week. As soon as the game ended in the morning, I didn’t even have time to attend the celebration banquet. When I returned to Japan, I didn’t even go home. I hurried to Karuizawa.Just to see her safe and sound.

Tezuka, who has always been calm and self-controlled, also walked back and forth in the room in a rare state of desperation.For the first time, he rushed back so impatiently.For the first time, he was affected by too many emotions.For the first time, he was extremely anxious.Qianshang Weiai has caused many firsts for him, which are hard to tell and can't be counted.I'm afraid, these are also beyond the imagination of Tezuka himself.

The load on his heart made him unable to bear such a weak beating. After waiting for a long time, he became impatient and decided to go out to find her.It was so late, he couldn't rest assured that she was outside.

He ran out of the villa in a hurry, and under the moonlight, he anxiously searched all the way.

Gasping for breath, he was obviously exhausted, and he was so tired that he seemed about to collapse in the next second, but every time he stopped, he couldn't help becoming uneasy.So he continued on the path of searching, the unprecedented panic and uneasiness touched his nerves.Can't stop.He didn't stop to look for her whereabouts.

Too much worry, too much liking, suppressed in his chest, so that when he exhausted his strength and finally saw her walking with the help of another man who was not him on the path home.The man held a full plastic bag in one hand, and put his arm around her shoulders, so hard, so tight, that he wanted to give all his energy to her, which made Tezuka angry, upset, and even It's jealous.I really want to rush forward and forcefully squeeze those hands that don't belong to me.However, good self-cultivation and strong self-control made him bear it.

"Asakami." With an uneasy expression, he walked up to the two people who were not far away, Tezuka was expressionless as if he was greeting someone he knew normally.As awkward as a child.

"Tezuka?" Hearing the familiar voice, Asakami Yui raised his head in surprise.In front of her, isn't it the person who made her lose her mind?With such a trace of uncertainty and unconcealable surprise, he murmured.

"Well, I've been looking for you for a long time, but I can't see you..."

Before I could finish my words, I was drowned out.Overwhelmed by a tight hug.

"I miss you so much." She broke free from Kenya Ninzu's hand, ignoring the injury on her foot, jumped up and hugged the waist of the person she had missed for a long time.The position where the head rests happened to be the position of the heart, and she was filled with joy when she heard the sound of his heartbeat.

The sudden body temperature made Tezuka stiffen suddenly.I am afraid that only the so-called heart is still active in the whole body.

After a while, when he came back to his senses, there was a faint smile on his lips.

He loved being held by her like this.I like to hear her say what I miss like that.What is more gratifying is that her own position in her heart...is far more important than the boys beside her.

"Ahem..." Ren Zuqian, who didn't want to be a transparent person, couldn't help coughing twice in embarrassment, to wake up the two people in front of him who didn't take themselves seriously at all.

The two people who were disturbed at the same time looked awkwardly at Kenya Ninzuzu who was watching the show.Immediately, both of them blushed...They both forgot that there was another person...

"I said, Sister Weiai... Oh, Tezuka-kun, it's you."

Ren Zuken also cried out in surprise, to be honest, he really didn't expect that the Tezuka that Sister Weiai kept talking about was referring to Tezuka Kunimitsu.

"Ninzuzu, hello, long time no see."

After straightening his face, Tezuka restrained his smile.Facing Ken Ninzu's laughing face with a cold face.

Tezuka did not expect that the man whom he regarded as the man he hated in the last second would be the cousin of Ninzu Yuuji.And he happened to watch the scene just now...

"Tezuka, Kenya, so you guys know each other?" After tidying up his clothes in embarrassment, Asakami Yui looked at Kenya Ninzuzu with some surprise. He had never heard him say that he knew Tezuka.

"Ah, yes, I also play tennis. Miss Weiai doesn't know, right?" An ambiguous smile shuttled across Tezuka's body, and then turned his head, when he looked at Yuiai Qiangami, Kenya Ren Zuzu had that dishonest expression again. The scriptures are random.

"Tennis player... If you put it that way, Yushi Ninzu..." Yushi Ninzu has something to do with him, right?

"Thank you for sending Asakami back. It was very late, we went by ourselves, and Ninzuzu had to rest early. Before the voice finished, Tezuka interrupted her next words. He reached out and took the bag that Ninzuzu also handed over.

"Okay, Sister Weiai, come to me tomorrow and cook something delicious for me." Blinking, Ren Zuqian also turned around wisely and left without a second thought.How could he not understand that he was not welcomed by this ice player.

"Well, good night, Qianya." This boy is very cute and not annoying, so Qiangami Weiai is also a rare good temper.

Waving his hand, letting Kenya Shinozuka's upright figure disappear into the darkness, Yui Asakami turned his head, stretched out his hand and actively grabbed Tezuka's other free hand.

"Tezuka, let's go home."

Tezuka, who was originally very close to Kenya Shinozuki because of Yui Asakami's rare intimacy and criticism, gradually lost his anger after hearing her say 'go home'.Nodding, he shook her little hand back.

"My foot was injured, so when I met Kenya just now..."

"Guoguang, call him Guoguang." Call that guy by his name, and he also stubbornly wants her to call him by his name.

"Uh..." Yui Asakami, who originally wanted to explain something, was stunned for a while by Tezuka's sudden request, and when he recovered, Tezuka had already stretched out his hand to hug him.

"Uh, Tezuka...Kunimitsu...I can walk by myself." Kunimitsu...Kunimitsu...sweetly practiced for countless times in her heart, and it's really awkward to say it now.Still, it feels really good.

"I'll hug you." Without any unnecessary explanation, Tezuka said what he meant with certainty.

Obviously, there was no room for her to refute at all.But forget it, she was happily carried by him and walked home.

Smile, an unstoppable smile spread across his heart.She couldn't help but hugged Tezuka's neck tightly, and she hugged him even tighter.I really like it... I really like it... the feeling of being cared for by Tezuka...