Do not love me

Pulling back a dark curtain, the gloom of the room suddenly became very clear.If you lower your eyes, it will still be gray. God has given light, but you have to choose another darkness.As a last resort...abandon the light.

There was silence in the gray room.It seems that only the sound of breathing can be heard in the silence, and the rapid and panicked rough sound lingers in the whole room...

He stretched out his hand to support the cheeks that were already full of tears, his dull eyes couldn't find a little focus, and the tears fell drop by drop on the calendar that hadn't been put away in the future... His tightly biting lips were already turning white, and he was afraid of the next second She would vent out uncontrollably, so she had to bite her bleeding lips tighter and tighter.

Wouldn't be such a coincidence, would it?Such a thing will definitely not happen... Desperately comforting the uneasiness in my heart, whether I am deceiving myself or others, whether I can't accept it, now I really want to get rid of all the burdens.Weeping bitterly without any scruples, and at the same time had a reason to find that ruthless boy.

But, she can't do that, can she?Can't make myself any worse...

So what to do now?Now it's time... She is confused, she doesn't know what to do... Can anyone help her?Can't find anyone yet.parents?She didn't have the courage to say 'possibly pregnant' to them calmly.Sister... It's even more impossible not to...

Only him.That cold boy, who agreed to be a boy who is a passerby.He was the only one who participated in her sorrow...

Would he laugh at it, despise it, or think it was absurd?She doesn't want to bother with it now, because she doesn't have time, and she's too late.

Thinking of that boy, Yui Asakami jumped up from the desk violently.He turned around and poured out everything in the backpack in a hurry.It was a mess... that piece of paper... the strong handwriting was slightly blurred, but it was still clearly readable.

At this moment, Qianshang Weiai has never been so thankful that she didn't say the phrase 'we are irrelevant'. ' Although they are irrelevant in the first place.

With trembling fingers, he pressed the number... and his heart was also beating wildly.That voice was emphasizing that she...was mean.Using the kindness of others to save myself time and time again...

For as long as a century has passed, the phone rang for a long time and no one answered it.

Close your eyes tightly, your heart sank little by little... and finally drowned in endless scars.Thinking of the boy who always looked at him with disgust, if he knew... what kind of mood would he feel?surprise?panic?Or... more disgusting?Qian Shangwei can't guess and doesn't want to guess.The most important thing now is to verify whether it is true, right?

Can't wait any longer.She lost her patience and had always hated waiting the most.So, she got up abruptly, opened the door and ran out.Now she must find the only...the only boy who won't laugh at herself.Desperately want help.Powerless, she has no way to save everything alone...

"Ai Ai..." The door slammed too loudly, and Asakami woke up suddenly from the silence.Looking at the small figure that disappeared in the wind, deep self-blame spread in his chest.

I never knew that my negligence had caused so much harm to my little daughter.Naively, they thought that she could really care about those things in the past.Just running away.There was no way to keep her six years ago, and it is doomed to be sad today six years later.

Running on the street like a lunatic, his blurred eyes looked at the road ahead very clearly.

Her physique has not been very good.Every time she runs, she is always tired like a dog, and now she is no exception.It's just that he ran a little faster than usual, and his legs were already twitching and shaking.It's hard work, but I can't stop...

His collar was wet with sweat, and finally... he saw a familiar building.That place... suddenly felt strange.

Instead of taking the familiar path, he turned his head and ran into the unfamiliar building of the Department of Economics.Tezuka... Tezuka Kunimitsu... Which floor is that boy on?In which department?I don't know at all... I don't know at all.I don't know anything about that person.

He stopped in his footsteps, it turned out that he was so confused, like a headless chicken, he couldn't find any clues, so he was blindly doing crazy things like a lunatic who didn't know anything.

The students coming and going passed by her blankly.No one knew how fast her heart was beating.No one knows her sorrow.No heartless people would meddle in her sorrow.Suddenly I felt very pitiful, so pitiful that I became transparent.

Tezuka Kunimitsu... Could it be that in this deserted world, as long as he can stop and help himself?

She stood still helplessly.

I don't know what kind of person bumped into me unconsciously.When he recovered, the person who hit him had already disappeared into the crowd, and the culprit could not be found.Turning around, following the unfamiliar memory of last time, she started running wildly again.This time, she couldn't hide her joy.Because I know that the person who can save me is in that position.Very selfish, I always knew that I was selfish to the extreme, but she was really tired, so tired, everything weighed her down and she couldn't breathe.There is a person, no matter whether that person is a stranger or not, and whether he has little relationship with him or not, as long as he gives himself a shoulder, a shoulder to cry on, he can completely disintegrate her fragile right now, right?

Finally, after exhausting all my strength, I came to the stadium with him.She is still standing outside the court, far away from the court.Because she was afraid that her dirty self would desecrate such a holy place.Is this the place where the dreams of racquet-wielding teenagers originated?Why is she qualified to step in?

Tezuka Kunimitsu on the court is so beautiful, like an angel.Under the sun, such a serious and rigid person can also make people involuntarily glow softly.

"Let's stop here today." Rubbing between his brows, he didn't look at the figure outside the court.She was standing too far away to be easily noticed.Tezuka put away his tennis racket and spoke to the hardworking boys.

"Yes" everyone answered with sweat profusely, got up and put away their favorite rackets and walked to the locker room.

"Tezuka, do you want to go together?" Fuji asked with a smile, looking at Tezuka who was frowning at his phone.

"Well, no need." I don't know why the intuitive Tezuka rejected Fuji's offer.The strange call made him frown even more.

"Really. Then I'll go first." Without forcing, Fuji closed the locker and walked out of the locker room.

Suddenly, the locker room became extremely quiet, and the players left in a hurry.Tezuka put the tennis racket on his back, closed the locker, turned and walked out, still holding the phone in his hand, hesitating whether to call back or not.This strange phone call made him very depressed.

Finally, the boy who had been waiting for him came out.In the distance, under the cherry blossom tree, Yui Asakami looked expectantly at the boy who was looking at his phone looking up and saw himself for a moment.It was as if a nail had been pressed under his feet, and he couldn't lift his feet.

As if he had made a big decision, Tezuka pressed the green call button and moved the phone to his ear.

There was a tremor in his hand, Yui Asakami buried his head, the small mobile phone in his hand was trembling.The displayed number is both unfamiliar and familiar.

The pleasant phone rings.So close... Tezuka was stunned, and the moment he looked up, he really saw the girl looking down at the phone in her hand.Standing under the cherry tree, she looked very strange and ethereal.As if he was never from this world.

Turning off the phone, Tezuka approached the pensive girl step by step.As cautious as approaching the most revered goddess.

The faint smell of hay surrounds the nostrils.It smells good, she still remembers that she sucked it greedily that day.Only that time, she was bolder.

His approach made her feel inexplicably at ease.I don't know if this peace of mind is good or bad.She was a little obsessed.

"Shallow up..."

"Tezuka-kun." She interrupted him before he could finish his sentence.She suddenly raised her head and looked straight at his eyes that were covered by the glasses but were still bright.

Gentleman Tezuka shut up and waited for her to explain herself.

This kind of action made Qiangami Weiai lower his eyes again, dumbfounded.At this time, I don't know how to speak.Tears fell silently without warning, dripped on the toes, and wet the canvas shoes.

When did I become such a crybaby?

Sniffing, Qiangami Weiai tried not to let the people in front of him see him crying.Although I have seen it when it was so ugly.

Her pretending to be strong made Tezuka grip the phone tightly.Turning a blind eye is what she wants, right?Therefore, he will pretend not to see it.

"Tezuka-kun... help me, please?" Rescue her from the deep pool, rescue her from the swamp, these pains are almost oppressive and suffocate her.There is no way, there is no one who can help, and it seems that he is the only person who exists by his side in the whole world.

Tezuka was confused.He didn't understand why she was begging?

Bitterness spread on her lips, and she saw the doubts and the pity in his eyes one by one.I hate being pitied, but it doesn't matter now.Because she is so humble and pitiful that she needs sympathy.

"I think... I might be pregnant..." And that child... shouldn't exist, no one agrees...even the father he doesn't know.The cloud was calm and the wind was light, she gently spit out the bitterness.

Pregnant?Children... what is possible...

Is it heavy?For Tezuka, this news is a heavy blow.It's just...why can you still say it so indifferently?Tezuka tilted his head and looked closely at the little girl in front of him.Obviously, the shoulders are so weak, and they are still trembling... Bravery, can always be brave in front of him to save something precious?

Silly girl... Didn't she say that she could cry in front of him when she wanted to cry?

forget it.Tezuka Kunimitsu, what qualifications do you have for doing this... It's clearly your own fault.If there was no awkward hesitation at that time, it could have been avoided by going upstairs, right?

The palm of the hand is white, the reason is too hard.A sour taste spread from the bottom of my heart.Unexplainable, unexplainable discomfort.It's just that he can only ignore it now.Because the little girl in front of me is very fragile.Although pretending to be very strong, pretending to be no big deal.

"Aren't you willing to help? Hehe...Yeah, why should I ask Tezuka-kun for help...I'm so dirty..." Seeing that Tezuka didn't reply after a long time, Yui Asakami lowered his eyes and laughed at himself in a low voice.

"Don't say that." Because of her passivity, Tezuka was angry.He suddenly yelled at her angrily.I don't like it, I don't like her talking about herself like this, calling herself dirty...

His sudden roar made Asami Weiai stunned for half a second, and could only stare at his handsome face quietly in a daze.Because, she wanted to see clearly what he meant.

"Have you forgotten? When I want to cry, I will cry in front of you, and you, too, can't you?" These two sentences, a relatively long paragraph, all the words she has heard from him, this sentence is the second time.

"Thank you." I couldn't say any words of gratitude, and I couldn't act like a hypocritical cry.She sincerely and deeply bowed to him...

Thank you very much, Kunimitsu Tezuka, although I don't know what to do next, at least I am no longer tired alone at this time.Very selfish, right?You must have thought so when you heard my request, right?But kind you still agreed.I think, the only thing Qiangami Weiai has had during the 17 years of her life is getting to know you, right?

When I fell, I thought I was sunk.Unexpectedly, I was rescued by you...