Do not love me

Many relatives find it strange, right?What is Tezuka to Yui?The following few words, if you have the heart, please read carefully.Although it is a bit hypocritical, Maruko really likes Mrs. Browning's words. Its existence is Tezuka's existence for Aiai.

The face of the world, suddenly changed, when I first heard,

Your footsteps gently cross me and the edge of death.

I fell, I should have sunk.

Unexpectedly,

Rescued by you, and taught me a new song of life......

The moment I hold your helping hand, my heart will beat. At that time, I know that I have no right to choose.Only you are the greatest happiness in this life.

I want to wait, but the humble me is too short to touch your temples even if I stand on tiptoe.

Sinking, you will involuntarily sink for the tenderness mixed with your coldness.I think I'm really getting weird.If I can't see, I will be worried and afraid that you will leave me, and I will wonder whether you are also gentle to other girls in my heart.Inexplicably, I started to be frightened, and sometimes I would occasionally have a small happiness.Even knowing that in the end you don't belong to me...

bored, bored.The chest is dull for no reason, and it has been like this recently.Joy could not cover up the distressed chest, holding the notice from the Supreme Court in both hands, wanting to smile, just pulling the corners of his mouth, his chest ached like a split wound.

She got up and poured a large glass of water, now she desperately wanted to calm down her boredom with something cold.

After pouring a large glass of ice water, I finally got better.But I still feel uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that I want to vomit.Suddenly, he remembered the green apple that he had bitten into.Has it been a while?

It's been a week or two weeks or more...but I still vividly remember the sour taste.

It's weird, she somehow wants to try again, even irrationally desperately wants it now.

She searched the kitchen and the refrigerator full of food, but no, there was no such apple as she wanted.After searching in embarrassment, she felt like a lunatic, a lunatic who had taken drugs.

He didn't eat breakfast, and collapsed to the ground from exhaustion.He stretched out his palm, but it was still empty.Now she really wants to put the imaginary apple into her palm.Turns out, this is what it feels like to want something desperately...to have hope, but also to fear that disappointment will soon come.Mixed with a touch of happiness and sadness.

It was so contradictory, she got up with a sarcasm, she had no strength to deal with it.Go out with your wallet and go to the nearby supermarket to buy that kind of apple yourself.

Qiangami Weiai seldom goes to the supermarket, because she spends a lot of time studying. She was fine in China before, and every time she went to the complicated but warm vegetable market with her grandparents.Walking into the supermarket suddenly is really uncomfortable.

There are a lot of fruits, looking around, Asakami Yui noticed the green apples on the white veil, very similar to the ones at Atobe's house.It should be that one, right?With joy, Qianshang Weiai hurriedly walked up to it.It was like getting treasures from all over the world. I was so at a loss that I even forgot whether to find a basket, so I just picked up a lot and hugged it in my arms.

Walking out of the special zone, Qiangami Yuai focused on looking for the exit. She has always had a bad memory, so she would forget the way she came from at this time.Secretly despising herself, she looked around and looked at the people passing by. This supermarket is actually not that big, it only has one floor in total, and she couldn't find the direction.

These little things are so cute.Holding the apple all the way to the infant products section, Asakami Yuai looked enviously at the parents who prepared things for their children.

Those children are born because of the love of their parents.Must be very happy.

Turning around and walking out of the baby zone, right behind her was... supplies for the women's zone...In an instant, Yui Ai Qiangami's gaze settled on an unknown location.

She suddenly remembered... It seems that she hasn't used those things for a long time.

how long?a month?Still two months? ....Have you not been here for a long time since the last time your menstruation was over?

Terrified, her pupils dilated several times in an instant... She didn't even feel that the precious apple in her hand was smashed to the ground... No, it wouldn't be such a coincidence... God has given her too many coincidences She also gave her too many arrangements... This time God will definitely have mercy on her.It makes no sense not to give him a chance to show mercy.

Is it because I am too sensitive and too mentally disturbed?She shook her head and stepped back... I couldn't believe it... Ahead... was the exit of the supermarket. Ignoring the surprised eyes of the crowd, she hurriedly squatted down and hurriedly picked up the scattered apples.

"Miss, the total is 1 yuan...Miss...Miss..."

"Ah, oh." The absent-minded Asakami Yuai came back to his senses after the cashier lady called out several times in a row, hurriedly buried her head in the wallet to take out the money, smiled apologetically and handed it to the cashier lady and took the bag An almost smashed apple.

He took one out of the bag in a daze, as if he didn't see that the apple was broken, and he couldn't see the dust on it.One bite, the long-lost taste.Sour, astringent.But very tasty.

Now she loves it so much.The pain in the chest seems to be gone.

It's just that my heart is twitching.Stomach aches.The acid that is too irritating, the stomach and heart that have been flat for a long time are not suitable.So in convulsions and pain.

This time she didn't want to throw it away, one after another, as if she couldn't live without those apples, she ate one after another.Even though... the teeth are protesting that they are too sour.

Untiring, go home, sit on the warm sofa, still don't give up...continue to gnaw...the endless moment.

"Hey, what are you doing?" Nama Asami, who had just walked into the house, saw Yui Ai, who rarely appeared in a room not her own, sitting on the sofa in the living room, curious about what she was doing, So come closer.

Asakami Weiai stared at the front with empty eyes, chewing the last green apple in his mouth, and there was a faint trace of blood on the corner of his mouth... Asakami Nama was taken aback.A deep sorrow welled up in my heart... "Ai Ai..."

She called her, but her beloved daughter did not respond...

"Don't eat anymore...it's bleeding...you idiot...don't eat any more..." Kneeling down in pain, Asakami Nama reached out to snatch the apple she was still chewing.

"No, don't take it away...Mother, please." She reacted surprisingly when the apple was taken away.Like a frightened little white rabbit, she begged and grabbed Nama Asakami's hand that was about to withdraw. No one would refuse that kind of expression.

"Hey...what's the matter with you...tell mom, mother will feel sorry for you..." Why did it happen suddenly? She really didn't understand how the well-behaved and chilling daughter who had always kept a distance from her would be in one day. Become like this?

The teeth must be hurting... all bleeding.

The heartache... is almost imperceptible, Qianshang Weiai raised the corner of his mouth sarcastically: "Does it hurt? My mother will love me too..." It seemed to be muttering and complaining about something...

Asakami was stunned by her daughter's indifferent expression for half a second.

"Hey...what's the matter with you? Why do you think so...Mom and Dad have always loved Ai Ai so much."

Yeah?Is that so?But it doesn't matter now.She also loves herself, and it doesn't matter anymore... She lowered her head, tears had overflowed her entire cheeks, until she felt her mother's warm environmental protection tightly wrapping her trembling body, she secretly raised her eyebrows. Frowning...Looking at her mother's beautiful face like her sister...Whether she is telling the truth or not, it's fine now...at least...the warmth at this time is real.

"Fool, mom and dad have always loved Ai Ai very much, but...Ai Ai is so sensible that we have forgotten how to love...Fool..."

In my memory, my mother's voice was so strong that it seemed like a queen's order.Such a low whisper mixed with heartache is... sad, right?

Qiangami Weiai gently hugged her mother back, buried her face in her neck, her breath was full of pleasant smell.There is a greedy temptation to want more.

It's just... I am no longer qualified to own these.It smells good, mother's smell... Reach out, push away... Qianshang Weiai didn't dare to look at her mother's face, and stood up from the sofa with her head down: "I'm sorry, Mom, I'm so tired..."

Thank you for loving me... But, I am no longer a good daughter.I'm sorry...and, I love you all.

Her heart was talking... saying words of apology and sorry, and words of love... Even if all this came from a dream, she still loved them.Because she has only her relatives in the whole world.

The days circled in red pen on the calendar made Yui Asakami's brain stop thinking, and his whole body trembled, feeling unprecedented fear and chill.The corners of her pursed lips trembled unconsciously...

The author has something to say:

``````` Few, this chapter.Also, Tezuka's appearance should be the next chapter,

Since Wan has a stomachache for a day, I want to pass on these for a while````

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