allow you this life

However, Gu Qiu rubbed against Zhou Fangran so much that it made Zhou Fangran unnatural. He pushed the little Gu Qiu away, his face slightly embarrassed. Looking at Gu Qiu who sniffed and pursed his lips and smiled, Zhou Fangran also suddenly had an impulse at that moment. Bravely revealed his "secret" to the public, but now is not the time. Although he is aware of his surroundings, both Zhang Feng and He Youxuan have an understanding and tolerant attitude towards Gu Qiu, not to mention He Youxuan still relying on himself The relationship with Ye Wan helped little Gu Qiu connect, but in fact, a public coming out will face more serious problems, and these problems will inevitably destroy all happiness in front of reality like a scourge.

But, but, so what if it was announced, Zhou Fangran smiled wryly, he is not a single dog oh no, he should be a "single nobleman", he doesn't know where the person he likes is, let alone the person he likes Is it possible to have a little "different feeling or even emotion" to myself, even a little.

It's so hard to figure out what to do...

Seeing Zhou Fangran's frown and bitter expression, Gu Qiu was a little embarrassed for a moment, he lowered his eyes and scratched his head: "Master She, I'm really sorry, I lost control of my emotions and made you feel bad, I'm sorry ~"

Zhou Fangran came back to his senses and forced a smile.Shaking his head: "What's the matter, let me apologize, haha, I just feel sorry for you, okay, okay, wipe away your tears."

He caught a glimpse of the chocolate cake on the table, picked it up and stuffed it into little Gu Qiu's hand with a smile: "Eat it quickly, I've said so much just now, and you'll feel better if you eat some sweets. Let's go tonight, old He Come back, I'll buy Haagen-Dazs for you to eat, okay~" The affirmative tone at the end made Gu Qiuxi smile, although his eyes were red and swollen from crying, his face was full of happiness.

Zhou Fangran sighed inwardly: The three dogs around seemed to have found their own happiness. Needless to say, He Youxuan was tired of Ye Wantian's little baby, and Zhang Feng chatted well with that "Miss Curry Chicken" too. The water is deep, the water is hot, and the wind is rising. Although little Gu Qiu is still in unrequited love, with the help of He Youxuan and Ye Wan, he should be less than shivering.

What about yourself?

Zhou Fangran could only use a wry smile to conceal the sense of loss in his heart, or life is like this, if God does not favor you, no one can help you.He remembered what he had seen in a movie, and it was also a sentence that supported his first half of his life:

I know someone in this world is waiting for me

even though i don't know who he is

but because of this

i am very happy every day

However, there is a difference between purposeful expectation and aimless waiting.

He thought about it for a while, and felt that there was no other way but to let nature take its course. After thinking for a long time, he took out his phone, opened Weibo, and posted a message:

It was as if I was on the Titanic, looking forward to the future, the other shore, and the Statue of Liberty, but the ship suddenly hit a glacier and sank. Together with my broken heart drifting in the sea of ​​ice, waiting for life or waiting for death.

Life is full of all kinds of bitterness. What is self-righteous at the beginning will always be unexpected within reason. Many times, I am that wishful idiot, but what can I do?

Born gay, sorry.

Zhou Fangran turned off his mobile phone, looked at Gu Qiu and Zhang Feng talking and laughing, Gu Qiu's face and eyes were red but he was very happy, he was full of thoughts for a while, he picked up the basin with dirty clothes and walked out of the dormitory door, he subconsciously He straightened his glasses and looked to the right:

The sun was just right at that time, but the person who haunted my dreams was not there.

kindness?No, he took a closer look, and there was a gray kitten lazily lying prone at the end of the corridor, basking in the sun with its eyes narrowed.

what happened?Zhou Fangran looked at the time, it was already nine o'clock, did Lin Ancheng finish feeding the cat?

But what does it matter to me? Hehe, after all, he is just a passer-by to me, he murmured, before everything is irreparable, turn around and get rid of it early, don't think about him anymore, it's meaningless.

Zhou Fangran, who couldn't help laughing, turned pale. He didn't know what to do, how to really examine his heart.

"Fangran, why are you standing at the door all this time?" Big Heiwang's cry brought Zhou Fangran, who was still in a sluggish state, back to reality. It's nice to be in the sunshine, let me go for a run with you tomorrow." He walked over to the laundry room without giving Zhang Feng time to react.

He opened the door of the laundry room and went in. There were a total of six washing machines, but two of them were broken, which were marked on them.Two more are working, and the remaining two are near the innermost and silent.

Zhou Fangran frowned. He opened the washing machine in the back. There was a big basin next to it. Inside was a ball of clothes that had been dried. He had no choice but to be sure that someone had forgotten to take the washed clothes away. He opened another washing machine. One, with underwear and socks that have been dried, Zhou Fangran looked surprised, does this still need a washing machine?

After waiting for a long time, Zhou Fangran was at a loss for a while, looking at the time and thinking whether to take out the clothes inside...

The door of the laundry room opened suddenly, and a person came in. Zhou Fangran was worrying, and he glanced to the right inadvertently—messy hair and bangs covering his eyes, slim brown pajamas and pajama pants, pulling black flip flops, ankles were white and clean...

kindness?

Zhou Fangran was taken aback, isn't this Lin Ancheng!But judging by his bleary-eyed appearance, he seems to have just woken up.Just when Zhou Fangran was in a daze, Lin Ancheng squinted his eyes and gave him an apologetic smile, scratching his messy hair and showing his white teeth: "Sorry, sorry for delaying your laundry." Then he frowned as if recognizing him:

"Eh? You were from that day..."

"Ah... um... yes... I am..." Zhou Fangran was so nervous that he stuttered, unable to speak clearly.

Seeing him nervous and overwhelmed, Lin Ancheng smiled: "Ha, is your foot okay?"

Zhou Fangran looked at him in surprise, amazed at his super memory, it was already a few weeks ago and the two hadn't seen each other for several weeks since the "farewell before the water machine", he didn't expect him to remember it.Zhou Fangran was a little touched for a moment.

"Ah, it's ready long ago, it's just a bit hot and it's fine."

Facing Lin Ancheng's beautiful and gentle eyes, Zhou Fangran blushed slightly, and the sunlight shone on Lin Ancheng's body, and the person in front was shining like an angel.

"That's good." The corner of Lin Ancheng's mouth curled up. Even though his hair was disheveled and he hadn't washed his face, he still appeared in front of him with radiance. Zhou Fangran almost stopped breathing. After all, he is a good-looking person, no matter what state he is. shining brightly. "Oh, I'm going to take away the laundry done last night." Lin Ancheng scratched the head of the chicken nest a little embarrassedly, "I forgot to pick it up after I washed it last night, I'm so sorry."

Zhou Fangran regained his composure and hurriedly replied: "No, no, what are you talking about, uh..." He swallowed, "Please worry about it."

"Pfft" Lin Ancheng laughed, "Why are you so funny, you don't need to use 'you' to address me, everyone is a student, it's so weird~"

"Okay...okay" Zhou Fangran panicked, "I'm sorry, I'm used to it, and I will use honorific words indiscriminately when I meet people I don't know well. I'm really sorry." Hit and break.

Lin Ancheng smiled and put all his clothes into the basin: "Haha, it's okay, it's really interesting to chat with you. Okay, I'll go back to the dormitory first, and I've delayed you for so long."

Zhou Fangran: "Okay... You... Uh, no, you go slowly, huh?" Realizing his gaffe, he blushed again in embarrassment.

Just as Lin Ancheng was about to turn around, he turned back with a smile: "Don't be nervous, didn't you say that you would use honorifics indiscriminately when you meet unfamiliar people?" He smiled softly: "Look, aren't we familiar now?" Then Turn around and leave.

Zhou Fangran did not see the smile on Lin Ancheng's face.

"Hey, that person is quite interesting." Lin Ancheng pursed his lips and smiled.

Seeing the person he likes walking away, Zhou Fangran stuffed all the clothes into the washing machine in a panic, put in a coin and pressed the switch in a disturbed mood, a feeling of sadness filled his heart, if only time stopped just now, how good it would be, we can appreciate him more for a while.

No no no!You big fool!

Zhou Fangran scolded himself for not being able to live up to expectations. This was a feeling of helplessness and incomprehension. At the beginning, all he devoted himself to was the burden of shaving his head. It was futile, and he was the one who got hurt in the end.

But the reason is very clear, but it is difficult to do it. Feelings sometimes appear involuntarily, and suddenly occupy my heart. I try my best to control myself not to have any distracting thoughts, and not to be desperate at the beginning.However, just like the game of "can't think about polar bears in your mind for 2 minutes", it is a waste of effort.

Lin Ancheng has a girlfriend or a lover. Just by looking at his happy face when he calls his girlfriend, it can be seen that the two have a deep relationship. To paraphrase a famous saying of Lao Guo: A needle can't get in~~~ Water can't get in~ ~~

In the final analysis, Zhou Fangran was so unwilling. This kind of unwillingness was not influenced by any reason or factor. It hooked the heart fiercely like a barb, and pulling it hard would tear off a large piece of flesh. Every day is another kind of torture and suffering.

It's really strange, why I couldn't hold back after just a glance in the corridor. Is the next two encounters just a coincidence or fate?