allow you this life

"Okay." Little Nail Wang gritted his teeth, "I'm recruiting."

"Wait a minute!" Zhou Fangran couldn't wait to get a chair and sit next to the little Naiwang, and then prepared to eat and drink while listening to the story, "Okay, tell me."Daheiwang also put on a posture to listen carefully.

"Huh~~~" Xiao Naiwang lowered her head and took a deep breath, then turned her head to face Zhou Fangran and stammered:

"Brother Zhou, I... am... in love~"

Zhou Fangran's face was shocked, and after two seconds, "Pfft!" A mouthful of soy milk "shot" all over his pussy, and then he let out a crisp laughter like a wind chime.

"Fuck, Brother Zhou!" Little Nailwang hurriedly stood up to clean his body, Zhang Feng hurriedly handed over the paper towels and then wiped the soy milk stains from Little Nailwang's clothes, while poking Zhou Fangran who was holding his stomach and was speechless.

Gu Qiu froze suddenly, with sad eyes: "It's funny, isn't it?"

"No, no," Zhou Fangran couldn't help himself, "It's just that I didn't expect it, I didn't expect Xiao Qiu'er, your first love is a little... a little... Hahaha, you only have spring after spring~~~ Anyway, I was not prepared lahahahaha"

"Are you surprised?"

Zhou Fangran smiled and raised his eyes to meet Gu Qiu's gaze.

His tearful eyes contained the dissatisfaction of being laughed at, and more of the sadness of being secretly persecuted.

Zhou Fangran was surprised to realize that he overreacted, and quickly apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry," and he quickly took out a tissue to wipe Gu Qiu's clothes.

"Brother Zhou was too rude just now, I'm sorry." Zhou Fangran himself hates himself for this, sometimes he gets carried away or gets emotional, and it's easy to accidentally hurt others when he speaks without thinking. own a few mouths.

Seeing Gu Qiu biting his lip and trying not to cry, Zhou Fangran really gave himself a mouth, and then sincerely apologized to Gu Qiu again: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you see, Brother Zhou's mouth is like a belt. Yes, I'll teach it a lesson later, don't be angry, okay?" He said, holding Gu Qiu in his arms with distress, "Is this good, Brother Zhou treats you to Haagen-Dazs? I'll buy you the best "

The little Naiwang glanced at Zhou Fangran with tears in his eyes, lowered his head and pouted: "I want cappuccino~"

"Okay, okay, I'll buy it for you." Zhou Fangran hastily wiped away the tears that were about to burst into the eyes of the little Naiwang with his fingertips

"I want macadamia nuts~"

"Okay, okay, you can eat whatever you want, and I'll buy it for you." Zhou Fangran hugged Xiao Naiwang with his left hand and rubbed his shoulder vigorously.

"I want rum~"

"Ah? Er... have you finished eating?"

"That's for Brother Feng." The little milky Wang pointed at the big black Wang.

"Okay, okay, I lost to you, let's buy it for Brother Feng." Dahei Wangzheng looked confused, but when he heard that he also had Haagen-Dazs, he immediately smiled.

"And yours~" Xiao Naiwang continued to pout, "You want to eat too~"

"Ah???" Come on Brother Gu, I bought it for you just to coax you

"Do you want to eat or not?" Little Nail Wang looked up at Zhou Fangran, his eyes frigid

"I eat, I eat, is it okay if I eat, my little ancestor~" Zhou Fangran thought about his wallet helplessly, then poked the little Naiwang's ribs with a wry smile, Gu Qiu burst out laughing, and then With a proud face: "Next time you laugh at me, I will eat Haagen-Dazs~"

Zhou Fangran's shocked face + black line face + begging face: "My God~ Brother Qiu~ If you don't let me go, you have to let go of my wallet~" Zhou Fangran held his forehead + wanted to cry but had no tears.

Gu Qiu finally smiled through his tears and gave Zhou Fangran a few small fists.

From the moment we met at the beginning of the freshman year, this little cutie has become the most favored person in the dormitory and even in the class. Everyone dotes on the little tit, and even Zhou Fangran is a little jealous, but he I was very lucky to meet such a lovely person as Gu Qiu. Although I usually bullied him a lot, Zhou Fangran would never do anything that really hurt him.

Every time Gu Qiu goes to class, the earliest purpose is to help the brothers occupy a seat in the dormitory, and sometimes use his thin body to carry schoolbags for the brothers. The homework is also done the best in case the brothers "contingency needs", and the dormitory hygiene is rushing. Cleaning and helping to bring meals, never complaining, such a kind and considerate little darling who can't bear to be hurt even if he loves it, of course, every time Zhou Fangran will be knocked down by the nirvana Wang Guqiu's nirvana - Star Eyes, everything depends on him Well, this time it was also a coincidence, he is well aware of the shortcoming of this foodie Wang - of course he can't resist food, so using food to deal with foodies is the most suitable medicine.

It's just been a year, and Gu Qiu's little milk Wang's personal affairs have not changed. He has been immersed in studying the three-point line in the dormitory, library, and cafeteria. When it comes to girls, the little milk Wang Guqiu, who was excited at first, becomes quiet all of a sudden, doing her own thing silently or pretending to snore. Every time at this time, the little milk Wang naturally becomes the object of "taunting + teasing" in the dormitory. But everyone is not malicious. In the final analysis, these are still personal privacy, but I can't get to the bottom of it.Today, the little Naiwang was ready to muster up the courage to seriously announce the biggest secret he had never told, but Zhou Fangran sneered at him, of course he was upset.

Zhou Fangran looked at the time and didn't pay attention to the noise just now. It was already eight o'clock, and the Haagen-Dazs store in the school didn't open until nine o'clock. Nai Wang was willing to give up.

Then Zhou Fangran picked up the steamed stuffed bun and soy milk again and sat down to tidy up and listen carefully. Zhang Feng also moved the stool and sat down with arms crossed.

Zhou Fangran took a sip of soy milk.

Gu Qiu leaned against the table, wiped his eyes, adjusted his breathing, and said slowly, "I'm in love."

Zhou Fangran swallowed the soy milk, took a bite of the vegetable bun and nodded: "Well, we got it, let's get to the point, who do you like or who likes you or do you like each other or..." Zhang Feng poked him again to signal him to shut up and concentrate on eating Don't stick in the mouth of the little tit. (not driving)

Little milk Wang curled her lips: "I like others." He paused and swallowed, "It should be considered unrequited love."

Zhou Fangran's heart sank, and suddenly there was a lot of sympathy and sadness for Gu Qiu. He had also been unrequitedly in love and was rejected in the end. He had experienced this feeling before, so he felt the same.

Zhang Feng frowned: "That's it, but you blocked what Youxuan said just now, so it seems that he introduced you to him?"

Xiao Naiwang nodded: "Well, Brother Xuan introduced me, but the person I fell in love with was someone I met in the library a long time ago, probably in the first year of freshman, and then I had a feeling, and then~ ~~”

Zhou Fangran took his first bite of the vegetable bun and took another two bites: "So you are 'love at first sight'?"

Gu Qiu nodded: "It should be..."

Zhou Fangran thought to himself, why is he so similar to Lao Tzu, and he remembered the figure in the corridor a few weeks ago, his face turned red, and he quickly took a sip of soy milk, but was choked and coughed, Zhang Feng patted him on the back: " Be careful and no one will snatch yours." Zhou Fangran was so embarrassed that he continued to ask:

"Ahem~ Then what? How did Youxuan introduce you to each other?"

"That..." Xiao Naiwang swallowed again, as if she was about to make up her mind: "Do you know Brother Xuan's girlfriend?"

With one voice: "I know"

"Well, Brother Xuan's girlfriend, Ye Wan, actually has something to do with the person I like, so..."

"Oh~~~~~~" Zhou Fangran suddenly realized, "So that's how it is." Zhang Feng smiled and poked him again: "It's too exaggerated."

Little Naiwang scratched his head with an embarrassed smile, then lowered his head and lowered his voice:

"Well, the person I like is brother Xuan's girlfriend, Ye Wan's... um..."

Both Zhou Fangran and Zhang Feng unconsciously leaned forward: "What, Ye Wan's what? You speak louder."

Gu Qiu raised his eyes, his eyes were fiery, his will was firm, and his voice was soft: "Ye Wan's younger brother" thought for a while and then said: "Dear".

Zhou Fangran and Zhang Feng's leaning bodies froze for a while, with expressionless faces for a few seconds, and then almost fell down by coincidence.Zhou Fangran stared in disbelief at the little Naiwang who blushed and shy after telling the secret, and couldn't digest what he said for a while.

He hurriedly took another sip of soy milk and choked again. Zhang Feng hurriedly patted his back: "So, Xiao Qiu, you are..."

"Yes, I'm gay." Gu Qiu looked up with firm eyes.He looked at the expressions of the two people on the opposite side and repeated: "I'm gay, comrade? Gay guy? Haven't you heard of it?"

Zhou Fangran's face was shocked to the Nth power (N tends to infinity)

Gu Qiu swallowed his saliva, presumably the two bastards on the opposite side should have understood what it meant. He came out of the closet suddenly. Although he was prepared, he really surprised others. What those two people are thinking now, Xiao Naiwang is uneasy.

"It's disgusting, isn't it?" Gu Qiu looked gloomy when he saw their reactions, "It's perverted, isn't it?"

"No, no, what are you talking about?" Daheiwang said first, stood up and comforted Gu Qiu solemnly, he patted Xiaonaiwang on the shoulder: "Xiaoqiu, what are you thinking about us, we are not the kind of old-fashioned old-fashioned people, Although I don't know much about this aspect, we will never discriminate against you, you are the "treasure of the town house" in our dormitory, right Lao Zhou?" He turned to face Zhou Fangran, Zhou Fangran came back to his senses a little, Embarrassed face: "Uh, yes, yes, we will not discriminate against you"

"Brother Zhou," Little Nail Wang bit his lip, "Tell the truth, Brother Zhou, I can tell by your expression that you hate me now." He started wiping his eyes again, until they were red.

Zhou Fangran reacted, stood up and pulled off Xiao Naiwang's hand: "Don't wipe your eyes, your hands are dirty." He took out a piece of paper and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and when his fingers touched the corners of Gu Qiu's moist eyes, he was relieved for a moment: Unexpectedly Lived together for a year but didn't find that there was another person of the same kind beside me.

"How could I hate you?" Zhou Fangran joked: "We've been 'living together' for a year, don't you know me? I never hate a person because of their sexual orientation, I only hate those characters It’s worse than myself haha. Besides, this is your own business, it has nothing to do with anyone else, not to mention it’s normal, there’s nothing shameful about it, you have to remember…”

Zhou Fangran suddenly hugged the little milkman in his arms, leaned his upper body slightly, and said softly: "Whoever you like is your right, others have no right to interfere, you have to believe..." Zhou Fangran stood up and put his hands on the little milkman. On Wang's shoulders, his eyes were equally firm: "You will always be our 106's cutest roommate, and also my Zhou Fangran's best friend, and this will never change no matter what."

Only then did Zhou Fangran see that little Naiwang's face was watered and tears were streaming down his face.

Zhou Fangran felt distressed, pulled out a tissue to wipe his tears, and then patted Xiao Naiwang's head.

Gu Qiu suddenly threw himself into Zhou Fangran's arms, hugging him and crying loudly:

"I'm so scared, Brother Zhou, I'm so scared, I thought you all would hate me, I think I'm disgusting, I'm so afraid of losing you good friends, just now Brother Xuan almost...almost told the secret, it scared me to death, Because I... I'm going to rot in my belly..." Xiao Naiwang's crying was like a needle prick in Zhou Fangran's heart, he silently hugged Gu Qiu back, letting his tears wet his clothes. "But you forced me to say, I'm under a lot of pressure, and you laughed at me again" the little milk fell into Zhou Fangran's arms, and Zhou Fangran hugged him even tighter, while Zhang Feng also patted the little milk distressedly. Wang's back gave him a smooth ride.

"You don't know that I liked boys in high school. I thought it was a disease. I wanted to go to the hospital for treatment, but I was too embarrassed to tell my parents so I had to hold back." Gu Qiu cried and said, "I thought he would heal after a while I didn't expect... I didn't expect that I didn't recover after I got to university, so I don't know what to do." Zhou Fangran felt uncomfortable, and he patted Gu Qiu with mixed feelings.

"When I was a freshman, I met that person." Gu Qiu suddenly raised his head, looking at Zhou Fangran with red and swollen eyes, "Brother Zhou, I like that person so much, I fell in love with him the first time I saw him." He fell on Zhou Fangran again Huai Li: "I tried every means to find information about that person, and later... Later Brother Xuan saw the clue and asked me. I tried my best not to tell him at first, but later Brother Xuan agreed to keep it secret for me. It's all said"

Gu Qiu suddenly broke away from Zhou Fangran's arms, turned around and squatted down while supporting the table: "But I'm really scared, I'm afraid Brother Xuan will say it, I'm afraid you will know that I'm a pervert, laugh at me and discriminate against me, Brother Zhou..." He looked at him with tears in his eyes. Zhou Fangran, the sadness in his eyes made him very distressed, "Do you know what it's like to be laughed at by others and not understood by your parents? Do you know how painful it is to be hit by those harsh and harsh words?" He sat on the ground weak "But I just can't control myself! I just like boys! What can I do!" At the end, Gu Qiu buried his head deeply between his legs in pain, and every word he shouted hit In Zhou Fangran's heart.

"I'm under a lot of pressure, I'm really under a lot of pressure," Gu Qiu calmed down a little, choked up, "I'm afraid... my college life... I'm going back to the past, when the sun was dark," he raised his head Looking at the ceiling, I seem to think of those unpleasant days of being bullied, tears can't stop streaming down.

Zhou Fangran didn't fully understand until today that Gu Qiu was "getting along" with them under such great pressure. He squatted down and wrapped little Gu Qiu's thin and trembling body from behind in distress. His eyes were red. Every word of Gu Qiu's words hurt his heart, and it hurt the softest part of his heart.He thought of every night, the "cynicism" towards him by himself and others, even if it was unintentional, would still be a great harm.It is very likely that little Gu Qiu hid in the quilt and silently grieved and shed tears because of his incompatibility with this world.

Thinking of this, Zhou Fangran tightened his arms and began to choke up: "Don't do this, don't do this, Qiu'er," Zhou Fangran burst into tears, "I know, I know, I'm sorry, I shouldn't laugh at you," Zhou Fangran sobbed. With his nose and chin resting on Xiao Naiwang's trembling shoulders, he suddenly felt so lucky that he had met a "true and reliable friend". "But you should have said it earlier, how would you know what we think if you don't say it, right?" Zhou Fangran sighed, "But... I'm sorry"

"It's us... No, it's me, I don't care enough about you, I'm not competent as the dorm head"

Seeing that Gu Qiu's emotions were no longer fluctuating but only crying sadly, Zhou Fangran stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, and turned him abruptly: "Look at me! Xiao Qiu, look at me!"

Gu Qiu’s tearful eyes were full of sadness, and he looked at Zhou Fangran’s firm gaze, “Gu Qiu, listen, we didn’t know about this before but now we know,” Zhou Fangran paused, “So, you are our real Friends and brothers, because we have nothing more to keep from each other, and we will never have any opinions or thoughts about you, and we are still the same, because this incident will not change anything, the only thing that changes ..." Zhou Fangran paused, and Xiao Naiwang raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were full of doubt and uneasiness.

"The only thing that has changed is my opinion of you." Zhou Fangran's voice has never been as gentle as it is now, "You make me admire you, Xiaoqiu, I admire your courage. You speak out loudly, which shows that you dare to face this matter squarely." , much better than those cowards!" Gu Qiu choked up: "Really? You really think so?"

Zhou Fangran laughed, but tears also flowed out:

"Fool, you silly boy!" The little milk with a messy hair came forward and purred vigorously, "I will lie to you at this time? It's just..." Zhou Fangran choked up: "Suddenly I feel so sorry for you, you are like my brother, If you are bullied or have something on your mind, just hold back and don’t say anything, don’t worry, from now on, it’s wrong to say the wrong freshman... As soon as we meet in the freshman year, you will have three veterans! We will always protect you, whoever bullies you and me I will never let him go, at least...hehe" Zhou Fangran smiled and clenched his fists:

"My itching skills are not vegetarian."

Gu Qiu grinned, stepped forward and hugged Zhou Fangran, and buried his head in Zhou Fangran's arms. At that moment, he was very relieved, and felt that he was lucky to meet such a good roommate in his life. Offending now seems to be a bit worth it.