allow you this life

Is this fate?Zhou Fangran was speechless.

He walked back to the dormitory slowly, looked at the time, it was 10:[-], and the time he spent with the person he liked might only be about [-] minutes, he patted his cheek and warned himself: "Stop delusional! It's useless at all! "

OS: "Even if Lin Ancheng is a crook, he won't have the slightest thought of you"

Zhou: "Why?"

OS: "I asked you to take a pee to take a picture of yourself last time, but you haven't pissed yet!!! Kidney deficiency?"

The corner of Zhou Fangran's mouth twitched, and this little O who always lived in his heart but never knew whether he was dead or alive was bounced away over and over again.He still took out his mobile phone as if nothing had happened, thinking that Soft Light was going to abuse his dog eyes again~ But before vomiting, Zhou Fangran still whistled and exited the camera, turned on the phone, and continued to "nausea" as if nothing had happened.

Zhou Fangran, who has never had the slightest confidence in his appearance or even low self-esteem, felt lonely for a long time, but he also felt relieved, because of the condition of the wine bottle's appearance, he could completely give up, hahahahahahahaha.

He breathed a sigh of relief, and found that the little milk Wang Guqiu was packing his schoolbag and seemed to be going out, "Where are you going?" Looking at the excited look on the little Guqiu's face, Zhou Fangran guessed something

"Ah..." Gu Qiu's face has long since lost the sadness and worry just now. Although his eyes are still red, he seems to be in a much better mood. "Just now, Ye Xiao sent me a text message asking me to go to the library to read." In the end, Xiao Naiwang's face was flushed.

It would be a lie to say that he is not envious, Zhou Fangran has a strong premonition that Gu Qiu and Mr. Ye must have good results.

"Okay, alas" Zhou Fangran pretended to be sad, "little Gu Qiu is loved by someone, and I still have a pile of firewood here. It seems that this life is destined not to encounter a raging fire~"

"Oh, don't make fun of me when you grow up here." Little Gu Qiu was a little embarrassed, grabbed his schoolbag and rushed out of the dormitory.Zhou Fangran and Zhang Feng on the other side were dumbfounded by the speed.

The power of love is great!

Zhang Feng shook his head helplessly and grabbed his backpack: "Fangran, I'm going to climb the mountain today, do you want to accompany... uh, come with me?" Zhou Fangran looked at the little milky smoke remaining at the door of the dormitory, bored, without thinking Just blurted out: "Ah, anyway, I'm fine, but..."

"Um, I made an appointment with Xiaohong long ago, we..."

"No need!" Zhou Fangran interrupted Zhang Feng suddenly, the corner of his mouth curled up: "I remembered that I still have something to do with the student union, oops, I'm sorry, you two go!"

Zhang Feng moved his mouth but didn't say anything, so he patted Zhou Fangran on the shoulder and smiled apologetically: "Well, that's really a coincidence, I'll bring you something to eat."

Zhou Fangran smiled: "Okay, thank you."

Da Hei Wang's cell phone rang suddenly, and after answering, he picked up his bag and waved his hands and hurried out of the dormitory door.

For a while, the dormitory was empty, only Zhou Fangran, an old single dog with nowhere to go, felt sad for a moment:

"Ah~~~bitter~ah~~"

Zhou Fangran felt very tired, so he rested on the table with his forehead~~~

……

"Fang Ran!"

When Zhou Fangran heard someone calling him, he turned his head. The person standing in the backlight was actually his first love. He was still standing there so dazzlingly, and opened his arms to him with a full smile. Zhou Fangran was not very excited, but Calmly and slowly, she walked to his side and was embraced by him.

"How have you been lately?" The two spoke almost at the same time

First love: "I'm doing fine, I'm just worried about you, so I came to see you"

Zhou Fangran broke away from his embrace: "No need, I'm doing well too, ever since you and I split the table." He paused, then smiled: "I've never been so happy, all the pressure is gone, really good!"

First love: "Fangran, seeing how you've lost your mind, why do you hide it from me? With our relationship..."

Zhou Fangran remained expressionless: "You are wrong! We have been okay since that day!"

First love: "Then at least we're still friends"

Zhou Fangran's face was frosty: "No, it's better to miss each other than to meet each other. It's better for us to be apart."

First love: "You owe me, and you haven't paid it back!"

"What do I owe you? Funny! Food? I ask you more than you ask me, homework? We have all copied each other, bastard? Hehe, I just pretended not to know that you pried the corner of the wall from me... "

"Fangran" his first love looked serious: "I'm not talking about these things. I'm talking about your feelings for me. Your actions and confession for no reason frightened me. You know, I'm scared. At the beginning, I was a boy who only knew that boys would only like big girls, but I didn't expect boys to like boys too, so I didn't know how to respond to you, so I had to choose to avoid you, but I didn't expect to hurt you, I'm sorry, really I'm sorry, forgive me for my timidity and cowardice when I was young."

Zhou Fangran couldn't help laughing: "Haha, then we... who owes whom?"

The first love shook his head: "Of course you still owe me, you frightened me, your reckless behavior frightened me a lot, and completely ruined our... um friendship"

"Then what do you mean by coming to me today?" Zhou Fangran lowered his eyes and felt lonely. His first love hit his sore spot right away. If it wasn't for his youthful and frivolous back then, as long as he thought about it a little, he wouldn't act rashly, and wouldn't have given birth to a huge hole. A gully tore between the two.

"Are you going to settle accounts with me?" Zhou Fangran smiled softly

"No," Chulian denied, "It's been so long, I don't care anymore, and I don't think you care either!" The determination in Chulian's eyes made Zhou Fangran a little uncomfortable, his thoughts were guessed but he couldn't deny it .

"I'm just looking for you, how should I say, the old love is over, haha" the first love smiled bitterly: "Fangran, in fact, you have always been important in my heart. I will always be the kind of friend to you..."

"Enough!" Zhou Fangran said impatiently, "What the hell are you trying to say!"

"No other meaning." The first love looked painful, "I know that you actually have no feelings for me for a long time. If you even have a little feeling, you just keep this feeling in your memory in high school. I feel that it has been diluted, or it may have been washed away directly.”

Zhou Fangran frowned but was noncommittal.

Facing the gentle eyes of his first love, Zhou Fangran saw that his eyes were full of sincere love: "Fangran, I am just worried about you, I know your inner thoughts, I know you too well, you are also timid and brave For example, your timidity means not daring to face yourself, or you simply have low self-esteem, for example, your bravery means confessing to me, but that’s all in the past.”

First Love held Zhou Fangran's shoulders, her eyes were gentle and firm:

"What I'm talking about is now, whether you want to do it now or how to do it is up to you, but you must face up to yourself like Gu Qiu. Think about it, you used to like me so much and I like you too, you don't You're not useless, you have your strengths and your personality and that's what attracts me to be your best friend,"

"Be yourself, face yourself bravely," Chulian smiled, "Take me as an example, didn't you think I was 'excellent', but I also secretly picked my nose and wiped it under the table, You just didn’t watch it, haha” Zhou Fangran frowned, feeling a little disgusted but more relieved, the person he loved so much turned out to be so down-to-earth. Both my first love and my best friend naturally showed my "common side" to myself in high school, but I sometimes pretended to hold it in front of him and couldn't let it go.

In his eyes, he is his best friend, so he has no reservations in front of him.

In his own eyes, he is the person he loves the most, so he has no choice but to restrain his shortcomings.

"Fangran, just do what you want, but you have to leave a way out for yourself~"

"What about us?"

The first love didn't answer, but pushed him away...

……

Zhou Fangran woke up suddenly!