Growth pain

Lu Shining and Chen Shuangyi had only been out for more than ten minutes, but Yuan Sen felt that the time had passed extremely long, and finally he couldn't help getting up.

Just when the two came back, Lu Shining opened the door and looked at him: "Where are you going?"

Yuan Sen sat back again, "I'm not going anywhere."

Lu Shining didn't have a strong smell of cigarettes on him, and he looked much refreshed after going out.Yuan Sen saw it.

The meal was almost finished, and when it was time to pay the bill, Lu Shining wanted to pay, and Chen Shuangyi also wanted to, the two competed to pay, and Yuan Sen pulled Lu Shining's cuff off.

Lu Shining turned to look at him, this time only looking at him.

Yuan Sen said, "I paid for it when you two went out."

Lu Shining: "..."

Walking out of the grocery store, the night is already deep, and the colorful neon lights on the street are flickering.

Chen Shuangyi said: "I came here by car, let's take you back."

Before Lu Shining could speak, Yuan Sen replied without authorization: "No need, Xiaolu and I still have some things to talk about, so we can just walk back."

Chen Shuangyi first looked up at Yuansen, and then at Lu Shining, the meaning was obvious, he made the decision.

Lu Shining didn't think he and Yuan Sen could come up with anything. The previous conversations made no progress, which only increased the pressure on both sides.

Just as he was about to refuse, Yuan Sen suddenly said, "I just came here, aren't you going to take me around?"

Lu Shining opened his mouth, "I'm not very familiar with this place either... I'll get lost."

"That's just a coincidence." Chen Shuangyi took the words, "I'm quite familiar with this area, I can show you around, just happened to be walking to digest food after eating."

He smiled and looked at the two of them, Yuan Sen was obviously reluctant, while Lu Shining was a little stunned.

In the end, the three big men still set foot on the commercial street, starting from the bridge where the lanterns were hung and walking inside.

There are many special snacks in Jingshi that Chuanyang does not have. Chen Shuangyi dutifully introduced them to two people from other provinces.

While he was talking, Yuan Sen lowered his head and asked in Lu Shining's ear, "What does he do? A tour guide?"

Lu Shining: "...No, don't talk nonsense."

Yuan Sen straightened up with a dull face.

Chen Shuangyi asked Lu Shining if he wanted to eat Shuangpi Nai. Yuan Sen remembered that Lu Shining was not very interested in dairy products, but Lu Shining nodded.

"Don't you not like drinking milk?" Yuan Sen asked casually, not ruling out the suspicion of finding a sense of presence for himself.

"I didn't like it because I drank too much when I was young." Lu Shining replied, "It doesn't matter now."

Yuan Sen fell silent.

It seems that there is such a thing.

When he was in junior high school, he handed over all the milk that Yang Qiongfang gave him to Lu Shining. Lu Shining never said no, he would just keep going.Later, he still learned from Lu's mother that Lu Shining didn't like drinking at all.

Yuan Sen suddenly languished, and the other two chatted instead.Lu Shining has only been to the commercial center with Shao Qing in the past month, and he hasn't been to any other places. Chen Shuangyi introduced several scenic spots to him and he is very interested.

Halfway through the walk, Chen Shuangyi suddenly met an acquaintance, who seemed to be an elder, so he could only stop to communicate.

Lu Shining and Yuan Sen went to wait for someone under the poplar tree a few meters away. They wanted to sit on the bench and rest for a while, but the chair was too dirty so they had to stand.

Yuan Sen said again: "I heard that you deleted Zhao Shengnan's WeChat."

Lu Shining was startled, and finally he was willing to look up at Yuan Sen, "Didn't you delete it?"

"I deleted it?" Yuan Sen thought for a while, "I seem to have a little impression."

Lu Shining's eyelashes trembled.

"But when did he add you?" Yuan Sen didn't struggle too much, and went directly to the next question, "Why didn't you tell me?"

"Why did I tell you?" Lu Shining looked up at him, his pupils were dark but bright.

Yuan Sen still thinks that Lu Shining looks like a puppy, but it's a pity that he is a puppy that can bite.

It's still the kind of little dog that bites someone and turns around and runs away.

He felt a little resentful, and couldn't help pinching his face, but Lu Shining dodged it and blocked it with his hand, it seemed that he was always on guard.

"Chen Shuangyi taught you to smoke and drink?" Yuan Sen asked suddenly.

Lu Shining didn't answer.

Yuan Sen lowered his eyes to look at him.It's not the first time he looked at Lu Shining so seriously.

My childhood always gives people a feeling that I have not grown up. Although my personality is more than a little awkward than before, no matter how I look at it, I am still the well-behaved and sensible child from before.

So what the child said was true, and if he didn't want to see him, he really didn't want to see him.

Thinking of this, Yuan Sen felt very uncomfortable, and couldn't help but accentuate his tone: "Lu Shining, do you know what that man means to you, right?"

Lu Shining's heart skipped a beat, his eyes were somewhat flustered, "What?"

"He's interested in you and you're still so close to him, and Zhao Shengnan, don't you know he's gay? How dare you add him?"

Lu Shining heard the accusation from Yuan Sen's words, his head went blank for a moment, and then he pursed his lips, "What position are you using to tell me these things now?"

Yuan Sen took a step forward with some irritability, and the shadow fell on Lu Shining, including the fundus of his eyes.He didn't answer Lu Shining's question, but just threw out his own question, "Since you know, why did you go out to smoke with him and agree to go shopping with him?"

"I'm an adult, I know what I'm doing, I don't need you to teach me."

Lu Shining's flustered mind calmed down, and his mind was clearer than ever.

"Yuan Sen, you can't really treat yourself as my brother, you can control me in everything, you have to control who I associate with when I work... Have you forgotten that we are just neighbors, when I was in college You have your life, and I have mine, Chen Shuangyi was a senior who took good care of me in college, your attitude towards him embarrasses me..."

"Are you angry with him and me now?"

Yuan Sen asked word by word, and stretched out his hand to tighten Lu Shining's wrist.He always does this action, not wanting or fearing that the other party will run away.

"It's not about anger, why can't you understand what I said...Okay, okay, let me tell you in another way. Don't you want to know why I came to Jingshi? I can tell you now, I can't stand you Take care of me, I haven't contacted you for several years, why do you take care of me as soon as you come up, I have to tell you who I get along with and who I am friends with, and you want me to meet your friends..."

The more Lu Shining talked, the more wronged he was. He thought he was still drunk, but he didn't want to admit it, tears fell down suddenly, and then he couldn't stop.

Yuan Sen panicked, and let go of his hand to wipe Lu Shining's tears, "Why are you crying? You spoke harshly to me, what are you crying for? Xiaolu, Ningning... I was wrong, my brother was wrong, can you stop crying? "

Lu Shining avoided Yuan Sen's hand, many people on the street looked at him, he also felt ashamed, wished he could disappear immediately, but he could only sob a few times, and continued: "Leave me alone, I beg you, bro."

Yuan Sen was really in a mess.

All hard thoughts fester into mud at this moment.

Isn't that bullying?It turned out that it wasn't protection, he was just bullying the children.Lu Shining didn't need him at all, and would live better without his "care".

But Lu Shining called others "senior", Yuan Sen felt aggrieved again, he didn't participate in those intimate pasts, and he couldn't find a result even if he asked, Lu Shining refused to tell him anything, many things were hidden from him, and the things were completely out of his hands under control.

What can be done then, Lu Shining regards him as a huge trouble, and avoids him even if he goes to work in other provinces.

Now crying again.

The child who usually refuses to cry in front of family and friends was made to cry by himself.

Yuan Sen felt powerless and flustered like never before, and finally realized that it is not something that he can go back to the past as long as he thinks about it, and as long as he keeps chasing it, he can get a satisfactory answer.

Lu Shining said: "You leave as soon as you say, and come back when you want to come back. When you come back, you ask me to get along with you as before... To be honest, I didn't feel very happy when you came back."

"Hush, shush." ​​Yuan Sen wanted to cover his mouth, but he was afraid that he would cry again, "Stop talking, I made a mistake, Ning Ning, brother will change it."

"There's nothing to change, just don't come to me again." Lu Shining's eyes were red, but his eyes were clear. He said seriously, "You want a family and affection, and I can't give you Yuan Sen."

"You look like Aunt Fang now." Like what he witnessed in the corridor a long time ago, Yang Qiongfang left and came back to hug her son tightly. "You only hold on to me now when you need me. After a while, anyone can take my place."

Yuan Sen seemed to be unable to hear, and still stubbornly wiped his tears.

It's really strange and ridiculous for two men to look like this in public.

"But Yuan Sen, I have my own life, not a puppy picked up on the street, you can call me anytime you want." Lu Shining said, "Can you let me go? Brother."

Spare yourself too.

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