Growth pain

Yuan Sen walked around the window and opened the door on his own.

Lu Shining was stunned, he thought about countless questions in those few seconds, but he raised his head and asked, "Why did you come here?"

The room was originally small, Yuan Sen was as big as one, sat down next to him, and looked at Chen Shuangyi opposite him with an unfriendly expression, "I came here with you."

"How did you have the nerve to say it?" Lu Shining couldn't hold back his complaints.

Yuan Sen should have been guilty at first, but after hearing the conversation between the two, he couldn't hold back his breath, and said in a low voice, "I wanted to wait for you to finish eating so we could have a good talk... What if you run away again? "

Chen Shuangyi was also looking at this foreign visitor, and asked Lu Shining with the most basic courtesy: "Shi Ning, he is your acquaintance, why don't you introduce me?"

Lu Shining came back to his senses, but his mind froze, who to introduce, how to introduce, how much did this person hear outside the window...

Yuan Sen introduced himself very familiarly, "Hi, my name is Yuan Sen, Lu Shining's childhood friend."

Chen Shuangyi narrowed his eyes slightly, as if he understood something, and asked Lu Shining with his eyes.

Lu Shining was looking out the window.The curtain has been lifted, and people outside can be clearly seen walking around, so they must have heard everything at such a short distance.

He wanted to sigh, and he did, and turned his head to find that both of them were looking at him.

Lu Shining was slightly taken aback, "...what's wrong?"

Yuan Sen said: "Let me introduce, is this your friend?" The implication is, are you sure it is your friend, or maybe not.

At this moment, Chen Shuangyi spoke up: "My name is Chen Shuangyi, and I went to the same university as Shi Ning. I am two years older than him, so I can be considered a senior."

"Senior?" The man's eyes slightly skipped Chen Shuangyi and turned to Lu Shining, "Why haven't I heard you mention it, Shi Ning?"

Lu Shining's scalp was numb from this claim, and his expression was a bit weird, "...I have no obligation to report everything to you, do you want to be my mother?"

Because of this retort, Yuan Sen's face turned ugly, and he opened his mouth to say something.

"Ask the waiter to bring another set of cutlery."

Chen Shuangyi interrupted their conversation.

It was only then that Lu Shining came to his senses, "I'm sorry... I'm really sorry to invite you to dinner today."

"Why are you apologizing, aren't you a friend?" Yuan Sen said and looked at Chen Shuangyi, "A friend shouldn't care about this, right?"

Lu Shining really wanted to punch Yuan Sen.

Why didn't I realize that Yuan Sen also has a way of making trouble for no reason.

Chen Shuangyi said: "Shi Ning really doesn't need to apologize to me. This meal is agreed to be my treat. If you feel sorry, you can just invite me back next time."

Lu Shining didn't want Chen Shuangyi to pay the money alone, and he came to the appointment because Shao Qing was not easy to explain. He just wanted to have this meal and talk about the past, so that both of them should not be entangled in the past.

But Chen Shuangyi was so thoughtful, he couldn't think of any reason to refuse.

While he was hesitating, Yuan Sen said: "Since you are all so difficult, I will treat you to this meal."

Lu Shining raised his head, Yuan Sen's expression was indifferent, even a little serious, "I was the one who popped up out of nowhere, I should be the one to apologize, sorry."

Seeing Lu Shining looking at him, he turned his head and asked, "What are you looking at?"

Lu Shining couldn't help but said directly: "So you know it too."

Yuan Sen: "..."

Yuan Sen lowered his head and said inwardly, "Xiaolu, did you specifically dismantle my platform?"

This time the address is normal.

Chen Shuangyi watched the interaction between the two, lowered his eyes and thought for a while, and suggested, "Would you like some wine?"

Sure enough, the two of them looked at him together, and he smiled, "It's not interesting to drink only the two of us, but now the three of us are just fine."

The wine cup in the Japanese grocery store is very small, and the alcohol content is not very high. The waiter filled the wine glass and went down again. Before leaving, he secretly looked at the three people in the room.

The room was really not suitable for three men to squeeze together.Yuan Sen was obviously talking nonsense with his eyes open before, but now with his legs bent, no matter what he does, he will bump into Lu Shining.

Lu Shining simply moved and sat in the middle seat.

Yuan Sen looked at him innocently: "Why are you so far away?"

"I don't want to be hit by you."

Lu Shining explained that only he knew whether it was the reason or not.

Yuan Sen is simply a source of heat, even if the night in Jingshi is cold in mid-September, don't stick to him.Moreover, he planned to stay away from Yuan Sen, so it didn't make sense to soften his heart again just because he came to find him.

Compared with Yuan Sen, Chen Shuangyi could almost be included in the ranks of natural and harmless.

During the years when Lu Shining liked Yuan Sen, he loved and was loved completely unilaterally.But if Yuan Sen was sorry for him in any way, it was not at all.

He owes him nothing.

Lu Shining simply didn't want to give any more affection.

Yuan Sen and Chen Shuangyi chatted to the sky, Lu Shining looked like an outsider, but he was an outsider with concerns, drank one cup after another of sake, completely forgetting his own alcohol intake, and stopped drinking until he became dizzy, his face was flushed, and his head was bowed Another sigh.

Yuan Sen noticed his abnormality and stopped talking, "How much did you drink?"

Lu Shining stretched out two fingers.

"Come on, will I believe it?" Yuan Sen patted his hand off, "Why do you still drink in secret?"

Lu Shining said, "I'm not drunk."

"Ghosts will believe you." Yuan Sen took his wine glass away.

Chen Shuangyi suddenly said: "Speaking of which, Shi Ning didn't drink very well when he was in college."

Yuan Sen put the wine glass in front of him, raised his eyes slightly, it was obviously a simple action but it made people feel oppressed.

Chen Shuangyi was not affected, and continued: "He loves to cry when he's drunk."

This time, Yuan Sen unabashedly turned cold.

Lu Shining listened quietly, the heat on his cheeks couldn't fade for a long time, and then he heard Yuan Sen say: "You used to like Lu Shining?"

Lu Shining lowered his head to look at the plate in front of him. There were turquoise patterns on it, twisting around and around, and then disappearing at the edge.

Chen Shuangyi poured himself another glass of wine.

"I'm pursuing it now." He said, "Didn't you hear it all just now?"

The atmosphere became a little anxious, and the temperature rose for no reason.

"He doesn't like men." Yuan Sen said.

Lu Shining's neck was sour, but he still kept his head down.

This sentence seemed like a joke, but he couldn't laugh.

Chen Shuangyi was really stunned when he heard the words, and after a while he said: "Are you so sure, he told you that he doesn't like men?"

Yuan Sen said impatiently: "Isn't that inevitable? I watched him grow..."

"That." Lu Shining raised his hand and said, just a simple question, "Do you think I'm dead?"

"No, sorry." This is Chen Shuangyi.

"Didn't you drink too much, lie down and rest for a while, it's nothing to do with you." This is Yuan Sen.

Lu Shining had no choice but to further reflect on why he liked this bastard.

It seems that nothing is good except for the face.

He looked up at Yuan Sen, and felt that it was not easy to grow into this shape. When God created Yuan Sen, he might have thought of it. A good-looking face needs to be matched with a bad character. People who are too perfect cannot exist in this world.

"Are you drunk?" Yuan Sen said and wanted to take a closer look at him, but was pushed away by Lu Shining's slap.

"Yuan Sen, I can solve my own affairs by myself, so you don't need to speak for me." Lu Shining said, "This has nothing to do with you."

As usual, Yuan Sen would definitely be very angry. In fact, he was indeed angry, but he just sat back in his seat and gave himself a step down, "...it seems that he is not drunk."

Chen Shuangyi looked at the two with corners of his mouth bent, and took out a cigarette after a while, "Would you like one?"

Yuan Sen opened his eyes and said nonsense: "Thank you, I don't smoke."

Lu Shining raised his hand, "Give me one."

Yuan Sen frowned, "Xiao Lu, are you sure?"

Lu Shining asked back, "Is there any uncertainty?"

"Then let's go out to smoke a cigarette, and Mr. Yuan will wait in the room for a while?" Chen Shuangyi got up and said.

Yuan Sen: "I'll go too."

Lu Shining said, "What are you going to do, don't you know how to smoke?"

Yuan Sen was stunned, he couldn't believe that Lu Shining would stop him, his expression was very complicated for a moment.

Lu Shining added: "Don't follow, we will be back soon."

He went out and saw Yuan Sen sitting alone in the room at the window, like a puppy left at home alone by his owner, he looked a little pitiful.

"Shi Ning." Chen Shuangyi called him outside the door, "Go over there."

Lu Shining followed.

"Didn't you know your sexual orientation when you were young?"

After going out, Chen Shuangyi really said this.

Lu Shining nodded.

"Aren't you going to tell him?"

"There's no need." Lu Shining said, "Anyway, we won't see each other often in the future."

Even when things got to this point, Yuan Sen couldn't even turn his head around, one can imagine how straightforward it is.

How can Lu Shining speak up, saying that I am gay and like men.

It's the same person as your dad.

Yuan Sen probably couldn't accept that the younger brother he watched and grew up with was the same kind of person as his father.

After all, he tried so hard to get rid of that shadow, but finally compromised, because Yang Qiongfang didn't want him, so he could only live with his father.

From extreme disgust at the beginning to numbness later, he could even mention Yuan Zhen casually.

Yuan Mori's persistence in his youth was a huge joke.

Doesn't it hurt to grind the bones into foam? When the bones grow back, the pain is forgotten.

But now even Lu Shining doesn't want him anymore.

The author has something to say: At the beginning, this article didn’t set a title, and there was an option to choose one of three options. Now that I think of it, “Growing Pains” is really suitable. I like it very much.