you may never have loved me

Five months later, Qu Ling regretfully canceled the application for the extension of the exchange student period.He took back the application form from his mentor.

The instructor also asked him very surprised: "Why? Cherish? Doesn't school life make you happy?"

Qu Lingxi forced a smile, "School life makes me happy, but I have messed up my private life, and I may not be able to continue my studies in good condition."

The tutor regretfully signed his name, and he shook his head: "That's a pity. Your major classmates like you very much. I like you very much too. You are a good boy."

Qu Lingxi bowed solemnly to her mentor.

"Thank you for your love."

The instructor looked at him in a little surprise, then stroked the back of his head kindly, and said with emotion: "Cherish, you have really grown up."

Soon, Qu Lingxi was going to sublet the apartment.His apartment is close to the school, the decoration is young, and the facilities are complete. It is very popular for sale on the school website.However, he still hung up on it for several weeks without reselling it.

Just when he was about to talk to the landlord about whether he could lower the rent, or pay in advance during the contract period, the apartment was photographed by a Sanwu account.

The three nos refer to no information, no avatar, and no username.

Fortunately, this Sanwu is quite rich.It didn't even communicate with Qu Lingxi, it paid directly.

Qu Lingxi was shocked, and found this person's account on the school website, and communicated directly as a seller.

quqibinggan: "Hi, friend. Did you pay for it?"

279517 &: "Hmm."

Qu Lingxi was shocked again.

quqibinggan: "You don't want to see the next room, then decide?"

279517 &: "The house is fine, I know."

quqibinggan: "??? Maomao Shocked.jpg"

Qu Lingxi felt the coolness behind her back and felt the wonderful spiritual atmosphere.

279517&: "My ex used to live near here. I think the house is nice."

Quqibinggan: "...Oh."

Qu Lingxi doesn't gossip, he just feels that this big brother doesn't respect his privacy at all.Can such a personal matter of the ex be casually mentioned to netizens who have never met in person?

The big brother Garbled Code may also feel that the topic is too strange, so he hastened to make up for it.

279517 &: "Why are you subletting it? Don't you live?"

Quqibinggan: "Well, I'm an exchange student. I'm going back to country C next month."

The other party was silent for a full quarter of an hour.

Qu Lingxi took the initiative to attack with the seller's mood of "whoever pays is the master".

quqibinggan: "Hmm? What's the matter, sir?"

He also comes with a new panda head emoticon pack.

279517&: "Nothing? Something happened just now. Which country are you an exchange student from?"

Quqibinggan: "Country C. My panda head emoticon pack proves everything." Quqibinggan said, adding a super cute giant panda emoticon pack as a gift.It's just that before it was anime-style, this time it's photo-style.

Gun Gun is charmingly naive, nestling on the side and eating bamboo.

279517 &: "It's cute."

Maybe the other party thought it was a bit perfunctory, and added a sentence.

"Country C is also very good, I've always wanted to go."

Isn't it just a polite thing, anyone can do it.

Qu Lingxi said: "It's easy to say, sir, when will you come to see the house. I'll give you the key."

The other party was silent again.

279517&: "When are you leaving?"

Qu Lingxi said, "Next weekend."

279517&: "Then I will come to see the house next weekend."

Qu Lingxi had never seen such a caring buyer, and he said hello twice.

The weekend is coming soon, and Qu Lingxi has already packed her luggage.He sent most of the dispensable clothes and daily necessities to his home in China, leaving only one or two changes of clothes in the suitcase in case of emergency, and temporarily stored a book for reading on the plane .

The weekend is coming soon, and the garbled brother is just as he expected, he is a mighty and majestic white brother, with only the tattoos of "Left Green Dragon" and "Right White Tiger" on his arms, he can go to Chinatown to be a good social brother and earn money earned a lot.

The communication between the two was very convenient. Qu Lingxi handed him the key and said a few things to pay attention to.

The garbled brother suggested, "Are you going to the airport? I happen to have a car, so I'll take you there."

Qu Lingxi didn't want to be so troublesome, and just wanted to refuse, but he heard the big brother rubbing the back of his head with a smile: "Didn't you say that I will go to country C in the future, and you will take me to see giant pandas?"

Qu Lingxi understood.He finally agreed to the other party to send him there.

On the way to the airport, Brother Garbled Code focused on driving.Qu Lingxi looked at the scenery along the way, and suddenly said: "You are a little different from the Internet."

The elder brother was startled, he was not paying attention for a while, and almost turned the car in another direction.

The elder brother asked softly, "Why is it different?"

He obviously memorized the precautions very clearly last night, so how could he be easily exposed.

Qu Lingxi smiled: "I can't say. Maybe it's because you're boring online, but you're more talkative in real life."

The eldest brother smiled awkwardly, thinking that it would be good if he didn't go through the gang, otherwise Mr. Gu might have to deduct all the employment money this time.He found a reason: "This is normal. How can it be the same online and in reality."

Qu Lingxi also said something casually and didn't take it to heart.

He said, "That's true."

Getting out of the car, the elder brother waved him away.

Qu Lingxi breathed a sigh of relief.The other party is obviously very friendly, but he always feels like he has fallen into a trap.He arrived at the airport safely without any vicious/sexual/incident.

He thought to himself, it is better not to think too badly of people.

However, the way back home was not as easy as Qu Lingxi thought.

When checking in, the staff at the airport in country B said apologetically, "I'm sorry, sir. City S in country C is experiencing severe weather at this time. The plane may not be able to depart on time."

Qu Lingxi wanted to give her parents a surprise, so she didn't say anything about returning to China.Maybe because he hadn't returned to China for a long time, he forgot the changeable climate of his hometown, so he looked down.

Good guy, the torrential rain overnight and the typhoon are approaching, today is still a side dish, and tomorrow will be the highlight.It looks like the plane will be delayed by at least two days.

Go to a hotel for two days?

But he was eager to return home, and he couldn't stay in country b for a moment.

Qu Lingxi hesitated for a while, then asked, "Is there any flight available in country C? The sooner the better."

The other party said: "Wait a moment."

An hour later, Qu Lingxi got on the flight to Liangcheng.

There are many people from country B around his seat, and it seems that they all yearn for the beautiful scenery of Liangcheng, and they are here to travel.He also yearns for it. Liangcheng is located in the west, far away from S City. He has never been there since he was a child.

Qu Lingxi rested her chin and looked at the sky outside the plane, thinking, is this a blessing in disguise?Also traveled by the way.

The journey is long.

Qu Lingxi took out the book he had prepared long ago, and prepared to read it for a while.This book is very profound, it is a philosophical book, and he is going to sleep if he gets sleepy after reading it.

He planned well, which is why he brought this book.

But he didn't expect that there was a letter in the book. The handwriting was strong and strong, which made him feel very familiar.

"dearcherish:

I didn't expect you to see this letter.I sandwiched it among your most hated philosophy books.Why would you leave it, but don't want you to find it?I think it's more like a self-analysis of my heart.

I love you.

Regardless of whether I have broken up with you in reality, or erased my feelings for you against my will.I still want to write it down, I love you, I love you, I love you... Qu Lingxi.

This may be the first time I call you the name of country C, or it may be the last time.

Maybe in your eyes, I am dispensable, and you don't even tell me the name of your country C.I had no intention of seeing your passport in your drawer.Well, Qu Lingxi, a nice name.

Without you, I may feel the loneliness of eternal life.As a layman, I have seen the most beautiful red roses.This glance may be eternal life.

- yours, gu. "

The time when Gu Shen wrote this letter was half a year ago, when he learned that Gu Zhixin's pancreatic cancer was late and he wrote it.He had long expected that one day he would break up with Qu Lingxi, but he never expected that the lead/fire/suo would be so unbearable.

How can a person with half a foot in the mud be with a clean moon?Others will despise him when they hear it, thinking that he has tarnished the purity of Moonlight.

Qu Lingxi mechanically put away the letter and put him back in the philosophy book.Then he felt that it was inappropriate, so he solemnly put the letter in the carry-on bag, and felt that it might be crushed, so he finally put it back in the inner pages of the philosophy book.

That page happened to be a love poem.

Qu Lingxi didn't quite understand it, but he knew it was a love letter.He thought, did Gu Shen put this letter here presumptuously because he thought he would never read it in his life?

He was in a daze, but the lady from country B in the next seat looked at him worriedly: "Hi, sir. Are you okay?"

Qu Lingxi wiped her face and said, "It's all right."

Ms. B said: "Would you like a glass of water?"

"No need." Qu Lingxi's voice was tearful, "I'm just too happy."

After getting off the plane, Qu Lingxi immediately called Gu Shen.

After several consecutive busy messages, Qu Lingxi realized that Gu Shen might have dragged herself into the blacklist.He stayed in a homestay with his suitcase.The proprietress was very kind to him, and her name was Naisan; the proprietress had a young son named Yima who had just learned to babble.

Liangcheng people are very enthusiastic, but he is eager to return.

He wanted to go back to Gu Shen's side.

He called Gu Shen again and again, but the other party didn't answer.Until one day, a strange voice came from the opposite side, and Qu Lingxi suddenly realized that Gu Shen might have canceled this number long ago.

Unfortunately, Qu Ling did not give up, he began to send postcards to Gu Shen, and sent them across Haiti.When he encounters a beautiful scenery, he will also send it home.

It's a pity that the postage itself is slow, not to mention that the location is far away in country B.Qu Lingxi stayed in Liangcheng for nearly several months.However, these postcards sent to country C received no response.

When he thought there was a problem with the mailing, the postcard from city S came back.

Qu Ling asked him where he was and why he dared not go home.

Qu Lingxi got a cool city name, called Luo Bu.

What does he mean by asking Yima Luobu?Yima said, this means waiting in Liangcheng, endless waiting.

Qu Lingxi felt that the name of Liangcheng was too suitable for his current situation, so he readily accepted the name.

After countless times of feeling cold, he was finally no longer ready to wait.He sealed the unsent postcard with the letter left by Gu Shen, and handed it to Nathan for safekeeping.

Nathan asked in surprise, "You don't want any of these?"

Qu Ling said with a smile: "It's not something valuable, I'll keep it with you temporarily. If I want to come back one day, I might change my mind."

On the last day before leaving, he also wanted to see the snow-capped mountains that once shocked him.

Qu Lingxi carried the camera on her back and went on foot.He thought that after living in Liangcheng for a few days, he knew Liangcheng well - Liangcheng was warm and indifferent.The danger came, and no one expected it.

The once-in-a-century avalanche caused the people of Liangcheng to suffer a lot.

As a victim, Qu Lingxi was immediately sent to the next city for treatment.

After that, his memory was also suppressed by Chen for several years along with the snow in Liangcheng.