you may never have loved me

The doctor said that Gu Shen had woken up.Fortunately, this car accident did not cause too much damage to the two of them, and they will be able to return to normal after a few months of recuperation.

Qu Lingxi was only slightly injured because of being firmly guarded by Gu Shen.

He took advantage of Qu's father, Qu's mother and Qu Ling's absence to go out for dinner in the afternoon, and got up to go to Gu Shen's ward.Gu Shen's condition is generally more serious than his, and he lives in the intensive care unit upstairs.

Qu Lingxi asked the nurse to help him push the wheelchair. When waiting for the elevator, he felt that it was too troublesome, so he changed to crutches to walk the stairs alone.

The news from the doctor was really timely. Gu Shen had already woken up, but compared to him, this man still had various tubes inserted into his body, and he would not be able to leave the hospital for a while.

When Qu Lingxi walked in, he thought it was a nurse, without raising his eyelids, he said calmly, "When can I see him?"

"Who is he?" Qu Lingxi used crutches for the first time, but she was really not proficient enough, so she came to Gu Shen's hospital bed with the speed of a tortoise.

Sure enough, when Gu Shen saw him coming, his dark eyes lit up.

"... Wife."

"???"

It's a disaster, Gu Shen.

If Gu Shen was not too weak, Qu Ling would have been able to stick the crutch on him.

Qu Lingxi sat down beside Gu Shen's bed, picked up some cherries and ate them - I don't know who gave them to Gu Shen, it was full of a large fruit basket, all rare goods.He thought to himself, why there are no such good things in his ward.

His sister, his parents, said they were good to him, and let him eat porridge and vegetables all day long, so that after he was discharged from the hospital, he could go straight to Wudang to shave his head and convert to Buddhism.

Seeing how careless Qu Lingxi was, Gu Shen couldn't help but frowned: "Don't eat without washing."

This tone of teaching his son, Qu Lingxi thought again, it seems that the eyes that stared at him like a dog's leg just now were just an illusion.Gu Shen was still that scumbag.

Qu Lingxi didn't listen to Gu Shen, "If you have the ability, help me wash it."

Gu Shen fell silent.

Qu Lingxi stabbed the knife again, "You are a useless person now."

"The nurse I hired will come at one o'clock in the afternoon." Gu Shen coaxed, "There are less than 10 minutes left, just wait a little longer. I'll ask him to wash it for you."

Qu Lingxi asked with interest: "Nurse? Male or female?"

The nurse wanted to help Gu Shen recover, and he hired a young man.

Gu Shen reported the truth, fearing that Qu Lingxi would not eat the food, so he only heard Qu Lingxi say "wow": "Whether you are tall or handsome, do you have any photos? You should be in good shape after working as a nurse."

Gu Shen: "..."

His veins were twitching, his sour taste was sour, he gritted his teeth and said, "Qu, Ling, Xi."

Qu Lingxi slowly withdrew his smile and sat a little further away from Gu Shen. He lowered his eyelids and raised his eyes slightly: "Do you think that if you sacrificed your life to save me, I would be able to accompany you and spend the rest of your life with you?"

Gu Shen frowned, "I didn't think so."

He really didn't think that way, the car accident was an accident, Gu Shen didn't expect Yaya's father to be so crazy, protecting Qu Lingxi was also his subconscious action.There is absolutely no intention of relying on this to win Qu Lingxi's favor and sympathy.

Qu Lingxi: "Really?"

Gu Shen was unusually a little awkward, "During this time of deep sleep, I dreamed about our past again. I may not have switched over for a while."

Qu Ling said with a smile: "That's a coincidence. I also dreamed about our past."

Gu Shen looked at him steadily.

half an hour.

Gu Shen asked in a hoarse voice, "How much do you remember?"

"All?" Qu Lingxi is not quite clear, "I remember that we met on Christmas Eve, I still remember that I chased you first, and I also remember why we broke up. And me Why did I go to Liangcheng... I remember all of this."

Speaking of this, Qu Lingxi smiled lightly, "Speaking of which, I may know a little more about the past between us than you. After all, you have all the time I waited alone in Liangcheng. Didn't participate."

Gu Shen watched him quietly.

Qu Lingxi began to settle accounts after autumn, and his tone was a bit yin and yang: "So I sent a lot of postcards in Liangcheng. But you didn't reply to any of them. Sure enough, you have a strong heart. If you break up, you will be nothing."

"You were already prepared to never associate with me at that time." He murmured, "If that's the case, why wait until four years later, and then pretend to approach me like a normal person?"

Gu Shen looked at him, and said slowly: "I didn't receive your postcard at that time."

"How is it possible." Qu Ling smiled, "My parents have received it. I sent it to the address of T's main house, how could you not receive it? Unless, you don't live there..."

Qu Lingxi recalled it, and he struggled: "Isn't it? You really don't live there?"

Gu Shen said: "I live at No. 235 Ping'an Road."

"Who wants to know where you really live..." Qu Lingxi felt wrong when she said this, and the address was very familiar, "My house? No, the apartment I rented in country B? I didn't ask that question clearly, so I took a photo Are you the tenant who placed the order?"

Gu Shen: "Yes."

Gu Shen: "It's not a tenant. It's my home, and I still live there."

"What do you mean?" Qu Lingxi was a little confused, "No. Did you still live in that apartment when you returned to country B? It was just a student apartment. You are so expensive now, isn't it too shabby to live there? .”

"It's not shabby." Gu Shen smiled, but the smile didn't reach his eyes, "It's the best house I've ever lived in." Gu Shen didn't exaggerate.He was born in a slum and lived in some low-rent housing. After going to college, he lived in a student dormitory issued by the school.It was not until he fell in love with Qu Lingxi that he lived in such a good house for the first time.

In his heart, Qu Lingxi is a god and an angel.

This kind of humble thought has not dissipated until recently.Everyone has a baby bird plot. When Gu Shen peeled off the bird's shell, the first thing he saw was not his mother, but Qu Lingxi.

It was Qu Lingxi who told him what a warm life is.

Qu Lingxi understood a little bit.He was surprised: "Did you buy it?"

"Yes." Gu Shen said, "I bought it with my own money."

Gu Shen is only the name-holder of the T family. He has personally invested in many companies related to his master's degree, and has accumulated a lot of money in the past two years.

Qu Ling was surprised, he opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.This was a bit beyond his expectation.

Only then did Gu Shen slowly say: "Mr. Abbt kept all your postcards in his study, and I never saw any of them. I didn't open them until he passed away three years ago."

But by then, it was already too late.

Mr. Abbt is Gu Shen's nominal father. Gu Shen is no longer calling him with disrespectful titles like four years ago, but he has never used his father to describe this legendary figure.

Since then, Gu Shen would go to Liangcheng to live for a period of time every year to experience Qu Lingxi's mood at that time.

He found the blessing post of "gu and Cherish" on the marriage tree. The marriage paper originally said: May Mr. Gu love Cherish forever.

It's Qu Lingxi's handwriting.

However, it was quickly crossed out by the writer and replaced with a sentence: May Qu Lingxi and Gu Shen live forever with their loved ones.

Gu Shen thought at the time that this wish might only be realized by Qu Lingxi.

In those years, Gu Shen searched for many traces of Cherish in Liangcheng.Unfortunately, very light, very little.He clearly knew that the deity should be in S City, but he didn't dare to go.

Gu Shen is afraid to see the happy scene where Qu Lingxi has found the one he loves, and is enjoying it happily, ready to be with him forever in this life.

He was looking forward to Qu Lingxi's happiness, but he was also afraid that Qu Lingxi would leave him and really live a happy life.

Unfortunately, Qu Ling managed to retrieve her memory, and it took a long time to digest Gu Shen's information.He said, "Then did you do it on purpose? You purposely approached me in Liangcheng?"

Gu Shen stared at him, "I said it wasn't on purpose. Do you believe it?"

Qu Lingxi shook her head and said, "I don't know."

Gu Shen looked at him with a smile, "Then I'm just getting close to you on purpose."

God knows, Gu Shen really happened to encounter Qu Lingxi who suffered from altitude sickness that day.He didn't know how he calmed down when he received the distress call.

Until he was sure that Qu Lingxi didn't know him, he seemed to be relieved, but also really disappointed.

Gu Shen said vaguely: "At that time, I wanted to let you go."

Qu Lingxi: "What?"

Gu Shen smiled: "Who told you to find some kind of ghost substitute, who hangs around by your side all day long."

He thought to himself, since Qu Lingxi found a fake and claimed to be his cousin, Gu Zhixin had already lost contact with her family, how could he tolerate a bad fake and snatch Qu Lingxi away.

Qu Lingxi murmured: "No wonder you are so indifferent to me in Liangcheng, and I have to chase you."

Gu Shen laughed, and wanted to rub Qu Lingxi's hair, but he dodged it swiftly.

He withdrew his hand, didn't look embarrassed, just said: "Well, I endured it for a long time."

Qu Lingxi patted the palm of his hand, regretting it too much, "Ah— carelessness."

Gu looked at him deeply.

Qu Lingxi regretted and said: "I was so obsessed with ghosts at that time. In this kind of scene, you should kneel down and pursue me, or we have nothing to do with each other and go our own way... Maybe I have found another handsome guy."

Gu Shen knew that he was joking, so he raised his eyebrows and said, "The little nurse you are looking forward to will come later, why don't you introduce me?"

Qu Lingxi smiled so that the flower branches trembled, "That's a good relationship."

The little brother of the nurse takes money to do things, the conscience of the industry, he said that he will arrive at [-] o'clock in the afternoon, no more, no less.What Gu Shen said was also a joke. When the nurse he hired really arrived in the ward, he really regretted it a bit.

He was a handsome guy, yes, he was younger than Qu Lingxi.

The most popular little wolf dog at the moment, although his facial features are not as handsome as Gu Shen's, he has delicate features and a tall and straight figure.For work, the handsome guy shaved his hair very short, exuding a vigorous atmosphere, busy up and down as soon as he was working, and even formulated a set of care rules for Gu Shen.

He also cleaned the inside and outside of the ward, calling it disinfection.

Qu Lingxi leaned against the door and watched him busy, and timely handed out a handkerchief, full of elegant princely halos: "Wipe it."

"Oh oh oh." The handsome guy wiped his sweat.

Qu Ling raised his eyebrows: "College student?"

Handsome guy: "Yeah, the one next door is from A University. I'm a sophomore this year."

Qu Lingxi didn't expect it, "Alumni."

The handsome guy looked at Qu Lingxi in a daze, "Student?" Then he muttered heartlessly, "Impossible, I don't even have the slightest impression of those girls who grow up like this and don't line up to see him." No."

Qu Lingxi let out a snort, really laughing out loud.

Old swan, how can there be such a simple and unpretentious person in the world, kid.

Qu Lingxi shook her head, "Hey, call me senior. You just came in the year I graduated, you haven't seen anything normal before."

The other party... blushed to the back of his head.

Quling looks at the sky with pity.

The handsome guy whispered: "Learn, learn... long, but you look much younger than me."

Qu Lingxi smiled and said, "I graduated from senior year last year."

The handsome guy exclaimed, "Wow, I can't see it at all."

The two chatted for a while and exchanged contact information. Qu Lingxi also knew that his family was in a difficult situation. He might be a single-parent family.

When the junior came out of the ward, Qu Lingxi looked straight at Gu Shen.

Qu Lingxi stretched his waist, he said with a smile: "It's really old."

Gu Shen asked: "Alumni? Work-study program? Single-parent family?"

Qu Lingxi pretended to realize, "Ah——it's like you before. But he's cuter than you, and younger than you."

Gu Shen didn't want to pay attention to him, pulled himself a thin quilt, turned his back to Qu Lingxi, and secretly sulked.

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