you may never have loved me

It was a one-inch photo that I didn't know where I took it out. It could be seen that it was an old photo, with a sense of age, and it was an old black and white photo.

But Qu Lingxi has to admit that even if it is a one-inch photo, the other party's aura is compelling.

There is no doubt that the boy in the photo is good-looking, even called a pure beauty.He is very young, with collagen all over his face, black hair softly sticking to his face, and a pair of smiling eyes shining brightly, but there is no coquettishness at all, only the innocence and freshness unique to teenagers.

If one had to describe him with a plant, it would definitely be gardenia, exuding a pure and sweet fragrance.

These were not the things that shocked Qu Lingxi the most.

What hit him the most was this boy who was cherished by Gu Shen... He really looked too much like him.From the facial features to the shape of the face, everything is similar.

If it is said that Yan Li and Gu Shen have some blood relationship bonus, then at most there are only two or three points of similarity.However, he and this boy are at least [-]% similar.

People who don't know him, Qu Lingxi, probably think that these two are the same person.

He was also extremely surprised when he saw it for the first time.There are actually two people in this world who look so imaginable. If he hadn't been sure that Qu Ling and him were the only ones born by Qu's parents, Qu Lingxi would not hesitate to suspect that these were his long-lost brothers.

If you want to talk about the difference, then you can only dig out from the temperament.

This boy looks much more innocent and clean than him.

Although Qu Lingxi is still young and is often called "little friend" by Gu Shen, he knows very well in his heart that he has long passed the age where he can be wanton and childish. "Children" are just lovers' private fun, and they can't be real.

However, the boy in the photo is really young, and the wanton youth jumps out from the photo, which cannot be stopped, he is a real kid.

His eyes were not stained with a trace of social vulgarity, he was as innocent as a child, and even his smile was so simple.Qu Lingxi thinks that she can't compare to anything.

Qu Lingxi thought to himself, Gu Shen called himself a child, which is really an insult to the word.

This level of nickname should be suitable for this boy, and it really doesn't fit him.I am 24 years old.

However, Qu Lingxi changed her mind and felt that she was thinking too much.Perhaps Gu Shen has called the boy hundreds or thousands of times "little friend" long ago, and he is reluctant to use this nickname for him, but it is nothing more than embedding flowers and trees, loving the house and the crow.

At that time, Qu Lingxi could only catch a glimpse of this photo. He was afraid that his heart would not be able to bear it, so he quickly closed his wallet.

But the boy in the photo is indeed very powerful, as if under a gu, even with just one look, his eyebrows and eyes are lingering in Qu Lingxi's mind.

Grasp his heart firmly.

It's hard to express Qu Lingxi's state of mind at the moment, anyway, he looks at the food on the table and has no appetite, just wants to keep breathing to calm himself down.

Gu Shen felt the coolness of Qu Lingxi's skin, and frowned: "What's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable?"

"It's okay." Qu Lingxi endured the inexplicable discomfort, stood up as if nothing had happened, his chest rose and fell slightly, and he took a light breath, "I'll wash my face again to wake up."

Gu Shen suddenly grabbed his hand.

Qu Lingxi smiled dryly: "I really don't feel sick, I'm fine, don't worry."

Gu Shen still didn't let go.The two stood opposite each other, even the air became stalemate.

Qu Lingxi tilted her head, expressing her doubts.

After a while, Gu Shen was finally willing to let go of his wrist, retracted his gaze, and landed lightly on the coffee table.There happened to be his wallet there.

Qu Ling left Gu Shen's side as if fleeing, he rushed to the bathroom, closed the door with his back, stood like a wooden man, panting up and down.

5 minutes ago, Gu Shen used his shower head and shower gel to take a bath, and the hot mist in the bathroom was so dense that it couldn't even dissipate.Obviously it was his usual shower gel, but after being used by Gu Shen, it gave it a different feeling.

Even the air is ambiguous, hot, and maddening.

It was only then that Qu Lingxi remembered that the shower gel he used recently was that hateful gardenia fragrance.He used to like this smell very much. It is a first-line toiletry product of brand C. The fragrance is divided into front, middle and back notes. The top note is pure gardenia fragrance, which is light and very suitable for his taste.

He has used this shower gel for three full years, and after the domestic counters were withdrawn, he even asked his friends to bring it every month.Only for the [-] or so days in Liangcheng, he thought it was troublesome and used the toiletries provided by the hotel.

It was ironic to smell this smell again today.

Whenever he took a breath, he thought of the boy.I'm afraid I won't be able to use this shower gel again.

Qu Lingxi opened the window of the bathroom, and after ventilation, the disgust and stuffiness in his heart dissipated a little.

He simply sat on the toilet in a daze.

After posting for about 5 minutes in a daze, he suddenly thought of something and took out his mobile phone to find the software for booking a homestay.Then I searched for the contact information of the proprietress Nathan from the detailed introduction.

Found it soon.

It's time to ask.

Qu Lingxi's fingers trembled slightly, he did not choose to call, but sent a text message and edited a long paragraph.The general idea is to show her identity, and then ask her if she is Nathan.

He thought the proprietress would be very busy, even if she was slow to reply to his messages.

Unexpectedly, the next second he spoke, Nathan immediately responded.

The other party replied: "Yes."

It was God's will, and there was no way to hide this time.

Qu Lingxi was silent for a moment, not knowing how to ask, but Naisan asked first: "What's wrong?"

He typed: "You said that Rob and I look alike, how similar are you?"

This time Nathan took a long time to reply.

She replied: "It's not very similar either."

Probably because she was shocked by Qu Lingxi's taboo attitude towards Rob last time, her reply was very official.

Qu Lingxi was dissatisfied, "Do you have his photo?"

Nathan hesitated for a long time.

A word jumped on the screen.

"Have."

This time without Qu Lingxi asking again, Naisan sent a photo.The Internet speed in the restroom is mediocre, which often brings Quling Ximeng back to the 3G era.

He watched helplessly as the picture scrolled from 30.00% to [-]%, stuck at [-]% for a while, and finally stopped at [-]% slowly.

The waiting will come.

The moment the photo appeared in front of Qu Lingxi's eyes, he knew it was over.

This is a group photo of three people, Nasangzhangma and their Rob.Even though Rob was wearing the same traditional costume as the Liangcheng people, Qu Lingxi could still recognize him as the boy in the one-inch photo.

His facial features are more than [-]% similar to his, with a lonely smile in his innocence.The background is the Bulong Snow Mountain that Qu Lingxi has been to, and the boy is standing under the vast snow mountain.

Contacting Yaya and Su once disclosed some small information about Bai Yueguang. Gu Shen would come to Liangcheng to live in Liangcheng every year for the sake of his old friend.

These small fragments, combined one by one, can be connected into a story.

Rob is Gu Shen's first love boyfriend.

And he, Qu Lingxi, is just a high imitation fake.

Maybe it's not even a high imitation, except for the similar facial features, the temperament and charm are completely different.Qu Ling felt that even if he and Rob stood together and wore the same clothes, people who knew him would be able to tell at a glance which one was him and which one was Rob.

It's ridiculous that he used to feel guilty about that little affair with Yan Li.

Gu Shen himself is the one who has developed the stand-in style to the extreme. If it weren't for those small mistakes, he saw postcards and one-inch photos, he really wouldn't have guessed this direction.

Qu Lingxi sat on the toilet alone for about half an hour.

He didn't know what he was thinking, and he didn't seem to think about anything.I let it go all the way, and seemed to think a lot, taking everything that would follow into consideration.

Until Gu Shen came over and knocked on the bathroom door twice.Only then did Qu Lingxi realize that he had been here motionless for too long.

Gu Shen said, "Xiaoxi, come out."

Qu Lingxi stood up and splashed cold water on her face.Water flowed into the collar of the shirt, Qu Lingxi was shocked, opened the door and went out.

Gu Shen leaned against the door, met his gaze, and said, "Let's talk."

Qu Lingxi wiped her face with a dry towel, lowered her eyelashes, and curled the corners of her mouth, feeling a little ironic: "What are you talking about?"

Gu Shen sighed, and approached Qu Lingxi, very close to him, so close that he could hear each other's breathing.Qu Lingxi thought that Gu Shen was about to kiss him, so she tilted her head sensitively to avoid it.

Who knows, Gu Shen just touched Qu Ling's eyelashes.

He gently rubbed the pulp between his thumb and index finger, his tone was extraordinarily gentle, as if it could be turned into water, and he said distressedly: "Xiao Xi, you are crying."

Qu Lingxi shook her head: "No. I just washed my face."

Gu Shen said: "You can't lie to me."

Qu Ling regretted not talking to her, and was noncommittal.

The two were silent for a while.

Unexpectedly, it was Gu Shen who broke the silence first, and said simply: "You should have seen the photos."

"What photo?" Qu Lingxi was still going to play dumb.

Gu Shen said quietly: "It's in my wallet, a one-inch photo, black and white."

"Oh." Qu Lingxi pretended to be ignorant, "That, I saw it. What's wrong?"

Gu Shen didn't speak, just looked at him fixedly.

Qu Lingxi could no longer pretend to be stupid.

He suddenly laughed, a little sad, "Why do you have to expose it? Gu Shen? Why don't you let me speak first? Can't I save my last face? Isn't it that I am pitiful?"

Repeated questioning was thrown out, but it was of no use.

Gu Shen said, "I can explain."

"Explain? How to explain?" Qu Lingxi raised her eyebrows, "You want to say...you did approach me with some purpose at the beginning, but later in our relationship, you gradually felt my kindness, Falling in love with me... um, is that so? Is this what you want to say?"

Gu Shen frowned upon hearing this, but did not deny it.

"My God." Qu Lingxi sneered, "You think I'm really that stupid? Believe this kind of rhetoric."

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