you may never have loved me

After Qu Lingxi finished speaking, both of them fell silent.

Gu Shen even avoided his eyes this time, and no longer pretended to look at Qu Lingxi affectionately.He took two steps back and forth, sat down on the sofa, kept a safe and friendly distance from Qu Lingxi, and lowered his eyes, wondering what he was thinking.

In fact, Qu Lingxi doesn't like Gu Shen's silence, when he doesn't speak, it's tantamount to acquiescing.Qu Lingxi is very clear that no explanation can overthrow everything now.Rob is Gu Shen's first love, and he is just a substitute with a similar appearance.

What Gu Shen said was useless.

But he still hated Gu Shen's silence.

Disgusted.

Whenever the other party has the slightest bit of affection for him, they will want to make up some ridiculous lies to keep him.However, Gu Shen's current attitude definitely does not mean to beg for nothing to keep him.

It's more like letting nature take its course after being exposed.Everything he does seems to say, "It's a pity, if you hadn't pierced the window paper yourself, we might still be able to go on."

Qu Lingxi felt cold in his heart, but with a smile on his lips, he asked eccentrically, "Mr. Gu. This is my sofa."

Gu Shen was stunned for a moment, but did not refute. After Qu Lingxi said this, she stood up consciously.This made Qu Lingxi a little unaccustomed to it.

Gu Shen leaned against the wall again, standing with his long legs crossed, he fumbled in his trouser pocket twice, and took out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter.His slender fingers trembled slightly, and he lowered his head, as if he wanted to numb his emotions with a cigarette.

Qu Lingxi stared at him, moved her lips, and sneered: "You really have double standards. Don't you know that second-hand smoke is more deadly?"

He didn't know why he expressed his emotions in this way, a dissatisfied bully, always sneering and sarcastic.But he didn't want to cry, Gu Shen didn't deserve him to cry, he couldn't cry, and he couldn't pretend to be calm.

Gu Shen's body stiffened for a moment, and he put the cigarette and lighter back.

Qu Lingxi sighed, thinking that it would be a headache to fall in love with a man who has no heart. Gu Shen might not care if he said every word.

Every punch he punched was vicious, but when it landed, it was light and light, like hitting cotton, which was particularly lacklustre.

After a moment of contemplation, Qu Lingxi also felt relieved.Harsh words can only be used in real couples quarreling, Gu Shen has never liked him from the beginning to the end, no matter how sarcastic he is, he can't hurt the other party in the slightest, instead he looks like a fool who entangles endlessly, which is really unnecessary.

He closed his eyes, pressed his temples on his forehead, and finally calmed down.

Qu Lingxi opened her eyes and looked at him: "Gu Shen."

Gu Shen rolled his Adam's apple, "Well, I'm here."

Qu Lingxi thought for a while, but still asked unwillingly: "In Liangcheng for more than a month, have you ever been attracted to me? Even for a second."

Gu Shen was silent for a while.

His thin lips moved slightly, and his expression was hard to see through. He said that it was not all pain, but it seemed that he had guessed the ending long ago.

Gu Shen looked at him and said, "It's more than a second."

Gu Shen wanted to say something, but Qu Lingxi interrupted him directly.He smiled and said, "Stop, your words are enough."

Qu Lingxi seemed to be talking about the concluding statement after the opening, and her expression was a little relieved: "Although you have lied to me for so long, I shouldn't believe anything you say. But, people always Thinking that what you give will be rewarded, with your words, I won't have to worry about it all the time."

Having said that, he paused and sighed: "I won't remember you anymore."

These words seemed to trigger thunderbolts in Gu Shen's whole body.He took two steps unconsciously, Gu Shen's expression was very aggressive, Qu Lingxi flinched in fear, and even thought that Gu Shen was going to hit him.

Then Gu Shen simply walked a few steps, and when he saw Qu Lingxi's astonished expression, he stopped abruptly.

He calmed down, paused, and subconsciously touched the wristwatch he often wore on his left hand.

Qu Lingxi always felt that the relationship between the two of them would not last long, but she never thought it would be so fast, not even a month.This short month is not enough for high school students to learn one more chapter of subjects, not enough for graduates to interview for a good position, not enough for a seedling to bloom, not enough for a drama to come to an end smoothly.

Nothing was enough, it was too short, their relationship ended without a cause.

When he was squatting in the bathroom to calm down, he thought about it. He wanted to follow the routine of a couple breaking up, return the gifts they gave each other, and say some cruel words that they never communicated with each other.However, at the moment he thought about it, it seemed that there had never been such a sense of ritual between him and Gu Shen.

Qu Lingxi wanted to find something to return to Gu Shen, but couldn't find it.

it is ridiculous.

So there were no harsh words, no quarrels, nothing, a breakup without any sense of ceremony, just like they were together without a sense of ceremony.

Qu Lingxi was sitting and Gu Shen was standing, but no one said a word.

Qu Lingxi was speechless, and raised her eyes to look at Gu Shen: "Gu Shen, why don't you leave?"

Gu Shen didn't respond.

Qu Lingxi was completely helpless: "I can't go, this is my home, if you want to go, you have to go."

Gu Shen remained motionless.

Qu Lingxi had no choice but to squat down and pack Gu Shen's suitcase.Fortunately, he had just arrived, and the suitcase was only opened to get some daily necessities, and nothing else was moved. Qu Lingxi tidied it up fairly quickly.

Otherwise, he really didn't know if he would tidy up, and on impulse, throw all the things that belonged to Gu Shen into the trash can, out of sight.

Within 2 minutes, Qu Lingxi was done.He stood up and clapped his hands: "Okay..."

The next moment, a pair of arms hugged him, and the familiar smell of shower gel accompanied by Gu Shen's unique breath, firmly imprisoned him.

Qu Lingxi took a deep breath, gritted her teeth and said, "Let go, Gu Shen."

Gu Shen hugged him even tighter.

Qu Lingxi said: "Don't make me feel sick."

Gu Shen froze, but still did not let go.

Qu Lingxi suddenly said: "Gu Shen, do you know why I broke up so calmly? Don't you get angry when you know that I've been doubled?"

The other party remained silent like a mute.

Qu Lingxi smiled indifferently, he turned his head, and his beautiful side face was facing Gu Shen's chin.His tone was gentle and affectionate, but his words were wrapped in real coldness: "Because I don't love you deeply."

These words finally shocked Gu Shen.

Gu Shen's pupils that were visible to the naked eye shrunk slightly, and he frowned, even loosening the arms that had been tightly held before.

Qu Lingxi took the opportunity to get out of Gu Shen's confinement, he pursed his lips, and said to Gu Shen: "I should be very angry because I should be replaced. But I'm really okay, you can see, I even cry If you don’t come out, you don’t even bother to scold, and you still have the mind to help you pack your luggage.”

"Love is opposite to hate, as deep as love is, so is hate."

"I thought I loved you very much, but now that I think about it, it seems... that's all."

Qu Lingxi thought to himself, fortunately, he stopped the loss in time within this month, and left before he got too deep, otherwise it would really hurt his muscles and bones for a year or two.

At this level, fortunately, he can completely accept it.After Gu Shen left, he went out with his friends to karaoke, ate and drank, slept, and the trivial matter of falling out of love was over.

Qu Lingxi was telling the truth, but Gu Shen's expression was more painful than when Qu Lingxi exposed the truth.It seemed that he himself could have imagined that one day Qu Lingxi would find out that he was a substitute, but it was unbearable. Qu Lingxi didn't love him deeply.

Gu Shen gritted his teeth, and the veins popped up on his forehead: "Qu Lingxi, don't be angry."

"Really not." Qu Lingxi spread her hands, "I'm not afraid that I can't say anything now. Maybe I didn't have expectations for our relationship, and I was ready to break up a long time ago, but I didn't think so soon That's all. Thinking about it carefully, I seem to be a face controler, I like your face, nothing else matters."

Gu Shen seemed to have received a huge blow, hooked his waist and took a deep breath, his forehead was visibly forced into cold sweat.

"No way." Qu Lingxi wondered, "Is this hard to understand? We haven't been together for long, so to put it bluntly, this relationship is limited to Liangcheng. The wind in Liangcheng made me dizzy, look at me Before, even Yan Li wanted to try dating. You are a high-end version, and you appear in front of my eyes every now and then, so you are sick if you don’t want to fall in love."

Gu Shen kept his head down all the time, so that Qu Lingxi couldn't see any expression.

Shadows fell on his face.

Gu Shen said: "Why do you say that about yourself..."

"I'm telling the truth." Qu Lingxi's expression was very sincere, "You put Rob's innocence and sincerity on me, and you didn't allow me to smoke. To put it bluntly, it must be because this kid doesn't smoke. It's a pity that I'm not you As imagined, I am worldly and selfish, not as good as your first love."

At this moment, Gu Shen's cell phone vibrated.

Gu Shen didn't answer.

On the contrary, Qu Lingxi persuaded him with kind words: "You take it."

Gu Shen paused, then picked it up, and said, "Yes, Su."

His voice seemed to contain a handful of coarse sand, which was extremely hoarse and obscure.

Qu Lingxi sighed in her heart, if she had known earlier she would not have fallen in love with Gu Shen.In this breakup, he also lost two friends, Su and Yaya.

Su chattered.

Gu Shen absently hummed twice.

Qu Lingxi did hear their conversation, he tilted his head: "Have Su and Yaya come to S City?"

Gu Shen didn't look at him: "Yes."

Qu Lingxi said: "That's really embarrassing, I can't entertain them. It's not easy for Yaya to come to S City, I can recommend the famous scenery here to you. Have a good time, and then go back."

Gu Shen remained silent.

"Gu Shen." Qu Lingxi called out, "Are you listening?"

After such a long time, Gu Shen raised his eyes to look at him, and Qu Lingxi realized that the usually calm and rational Gu Shen's eyes turned red.

Qu Lingxi thought to himself, it seems that the other party in the relationship does not love him as much as he imagined, this is quite a blow to the always confident Gu Shen.

Gu Shen said: "Are we talking about breaking up?"

Qu Lingxi also stared straight back at Gu Shen, and asked with a half-hearted smile, "Otherwise? Do you think I'm joking with you?"

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