night lights up

That was the first time I thought chocolate was kind of delicious.

I swallowed the chocolate, and subconsciously asked him childishly again: "Really?"

He nodded firmly, looked at me with both eyes, and said seriously: "Really."

His words seemed more convincing than that of the nurse sister.

I looked at him and nodded.

He smiled at me again, maybe because he thought I was a little stupid like that, but I was so dumbfounded by crying that I didn't react.

He leaned over and brought a can of iced Coke from the back seat of the car, and took out a handkerchief from his pocket, wrapped the Coke, stretched out his hand and slowly applied it to my eyes.

"I'll do it myself." I was going to grab it, but my eyes were closed and my hands were fluttering, so I couldn't grab it.

He said softly: "You close your eyes, I'll come."

This time it seemed that I had finally cried all my tears. I closed my eyes and felt the coldness on my eyelids.Because it was wrapped in a handkerchief, it was cool, but not too cold, so it was very comfortable.

I asked him: "Senior, where did you get the iced Coke?"

"Before you went to change clothes, I asked someone for it."

"Oh..." After crying like that in front of him, he said that I am not ashamed, it is a kind of comfort anyway, in short, when I talk to him again, I do lose more sense of distance, "Senior, when I was in the hospital, did you Are your eyes swollen?"

That's why he asked for an iced coke.

"Well, it was a little swollen then."

I sniffled and whispered, "I actually cried once in the hospital..."

"Why?" He changed the Coke to the other side and continued to put my eyes on the cold side, talking to me softly.

As we moved closer together, his voice was closer and softer.

His voice can easily make people feel wronged. It seems that no matter what bad things he does, no matter how sad or how many negative emotions he has, he will always be there to wait for you and tolerate you.

I curled my lips: "I saw my mother was surrounded by so many ice packs, but she still couldn't wake up from a high fever. It was very uncomfortable. My mother is so beautiful, but now she is like that... But I can't save her, and I don't even know where. One day she will leave me... In short, at that moment, she suddenly collapsed... Maybe it has reached a critical point."

The more I spoke, the lower my voice became.

He said softly again: "Don't talk about crying again."

I was a little angry: "I'm not a person who likes to cry! I haven't cried for many years!"

"Okay~" He was like coaxing a child.

My poor little self-esteem seems to have been hurt again, my personality is really weird.

After crying, I became angry again. When I heard his tone, I suddenly reached out and slapped his hand away, opened my eyes and said to him: "What I said is true! Today is really the first time I cry in so many years! "

Chu Heng was still holding a Coke in his hand, he didn't want to prevent me from doing this, so he stared slightly at me and looked at me.

"...What I really said is true..." Seeing how he was being fooled by me, my voice became softer unconsciously.

"I know." His temper was very good.

"I—" "I" for a long time, "I" can't finish the second half of the sentence.I bowed my head, "Anyway, what I really said is true..."

"I know, I believe everything you say."

"..." I raised my head again and peeked at him.

He is also looking at me, I am quite embarrassed... I think my character is really terrible, the senior is so nice, I actually lost my temper with him, and Chu Heng is not the nanny of my family in the past.

But Chu Heng was really not angry at all. He untied the handkerchief in his hand, brought another can of Coke from the back seat, lifted my chin, pushed me back, and said with a smile: "Let's continue."

"Oh……"

I finally became good, relying on him to apply my eyes.

But the two of them don't speak, which is so strange.After a long silence, I asked him again: "Senior, are you so nice to everyone?"

Isn't that funny?

But he immediately laughed.

I was going to slap his hand off angrily again, he was very smart this time and moved away earlier.I opened my eyes and glared at him: "Is it funny?!" I just wondered, why did you treat me so well?

Chu Tiantian, who knew everything and was very patient with me, refused to answer.

He withdrew his hand, pulled down the mirror on the roof, turned on the lights, and said to me, "The eyes are much better."

I leaned over to look in the mirror, and it did disappear a lot.I still want to reach out to touch it, but he took my hand and said anxiously, "Don't rub your eyes."

"I didn't want to knead." Seeing how anxious he was, I said again, "Don't worry."

"Wash your face with cold water when you get home, don't rub it."

"I remember, senior."

"Ah."

I looked at him and wondered why he didn't let go?

He also looked at me, so I had to keep looking at him.

I don't know how long it took, but his palms were a little wet, and I had no choice but to move my hands: "Senior, hold my hand."

"..." He let go in a hurry, and immediately turned around, forgetting even the handkerchief, and went to twist the car keys with his head down, "I'll take you home..."

"..."

I was so naive back then, but I didn't understand it, it was just a little strange.

Thinking about it now, Chu Tiantian at that time was really cute.

He was also nervous later that day.

But his nervousness was really unnecessary, because I really didn't understand anything at the time, and I didn't know anything.

On the way home, he suddenly stopped talking, obviously my mood improved, and he was also in a good mood.He doesn't talk, I'm not used to it.

So I asked him again: "Senior, what are you going to find me today?"

"Uh...it's actually nothing."

"What's that?"

"Another child wrote to you."

"Well, if you have a letter in the future, you can send me a text message and I will go to your dormitory to get it."

"it is good……"

I turned around and observed him secretly, always feeling that he was lying to me.

But would the upright and kind senior Chu Heng lie to others?

When he drove again, he didn't deliberately slow down, so he came downstairs to my house very quickly.

When you are in a good mood, everything becomes more pleasing to the eye, and it is easier to speak a lot.

Before I got out of the car, I said seriously to Chu Heng: "Senior, I have something to tell you very seriously."

"You said."

"You really don't want to go there again!"

"it is good."

"You promised me, you must do it!"

"Ok."

He promised too simply, so it's hard for me to say anything else, I hope it's true.

I opened the door and got out of the car, and he got out of the car after me.Standing in front of the corridor, I said goodbye to him: "Senior, I'm going up."

"it is good."

"Be careful on your way home."

He nodded.

He was a little absent-minded, which made me even more surprised, but I couldn't ask carefully.

I had no choice but to pack my schoolbag and go back into the corridor. When I was about to close the corridor door, I turned my head to look at him. If he wants to tell me something, just say it!

But he didn't say it.

I waved to him again: "Goodbye, senior."

He still didn't say ah.

Then I had to go in, I closed the door, and went to take the elevator.

Like the previous few times, I stepped out of the elevator lightly, and went to the window to look down at him, and he was still there.I opened the door to go home, dropped my schoolbag, didn't turn on the lights, ran barefoot to the kitchen, and climbed onto the cooking counter.

In my building, the open space behind the corridor is all on the kitchen side, and I can only see the downstairs through the window by climbing up to the cooking table.

Of course he is still there.

I sat there and called the nurse aunt first.The visiting hours have passed and I can no longer go to the hospital.My aunt said that my mother woke up once at [-] o'clock in the evening, and said that her fever had almost subsided. The doctor also said that there is no problem for the time being. We talked for a long time.After I hung up the phone, I saw that more than half an hour had passed.

Should he go?

As a result, looking down, he hadn't left yet!

What on earth is he going to do!

Has this senior not had a good night's sleep since he met me...

Inexplicably feel sorry for others!

So I bowed my head and texted him, trying to urge him to leave.

But the words can't be too straightforward, senior Chu Heng is too kind, and he can't bear to drive him away.

I thought for a few minutes and typed: Senior, when you get home, let me know^_^.

Alas, yes, I was infected by him, and used this extremely earthy expression.

But when I made this emoji, I was not forced, nor did I find it difficult to accept.Just thinking of those text messages he sent me, I couldn't help using this emoji.

Because of him, I cried a lot and became confident in life again.

I thank him and I like him too.

Of course, at the time I still thought that liking was just a normal liking.

I already really want to laugh when I think of him...

In fact, it's already a little dangerous, unfortunately, I didn't realize it.

After I finished sending the text message, I pressed my face against the window glass, trying to get a closer look at the scene downstairs.

But on the tenth floor, how could it be possible to see clearly at night.

All I can see is that his cell phone is on. He should be reading a text message.I estimated the time and hoped that he would be obedient and go home as soon as he finished reading it!

After reading it, he did indeed move, because the spot of light downstairs moved.

But he didn't move towards the car, he moved towards the corridor.

I was just wondering when my doorbell rang.

I was taken aback.

I'm still sitting on the kitchen counter.

Dazed, the doorbell rang again.

I jumped down hastily, ran to the door, and pressed the button.There was a second of silence on the other side, and Chu Heng's voice sounded: "An Sifeng, it's me."

"..."

How could he know which floor and which room I live in!

"Did it frighten you?"

"No, no."

Actually it was scary.

"I have something to give you."

"Ah?" I was stunned again, what is it?

You know, people like me are very defensive.Home is already my last secret place, and I really don't want to expose it to any outsiders.But I didn't take precautions against him, I was just dumbfounded.What is it, so important that it should be brought up immediately?

"Is that okay, An Sifeng? I'll leave after I give you the things." He said again.

"……Oh."

In a daze, I reached out and opened the lock downstairs.

He laughed, and the voice stopped.

Now it was my turn to be uneasy.

I'm a little nervous.

I paced back and forth behind the door, but soon, about a minute or two, there seemed to be a "ding" sound of the elevator opening outside the door.My house is the closest to the elevator entrance, so it is very obvious.

I immediately stood up straight, but there was a soft knock on the door.

I'm really nervous.

I took a deep breath, and the door was knocked again.

I carefully unscrewed the doorknob and opened the door a little, but it was enough to see his smile clearly.

He waited for a long time, the lights in the corridor were already off, and I didn't turn on the lights in my busy schedule.

But there were lights and moonlight outside the building. I looked at him, and I could see his expression clearly.

"An Sifeng." He called me.

"...um..." I responded in a low voice.

"You can open the door wider, don't worry if I don't go in." He said with a smile.

So I was a little angry again, as if I was afraid of him!I immediately opened the door and asked him unhappily, "What's the matter?"

In this way, he finally became a little nervous.

His hands paused, he raised both hands, and handed me what he was holding: "Here, here you are."

"What?" I asked him. After all, both of us blocked that piece, so we really couldn't see it clearly, but it seemed to be quite large.

"Uh." He even took the time to reach out and rub his forehead.

Is it hard to answer?

"What is it?" I asked again.

"It's chocolate..."

"But I don't like sweets, senior, you can keep them for yourself!" I said as dull as I was.

It hurt Chu Tiantian's heart severely at that time.

He glanced at me, I didn't understand, and blinked at him innocently.

He stretched out a hand, took my hand again, put the box directly into my hand, and then turned around to leave.

"Hey! Senior!" I hugged the big box with embarrassment and called him immediately.

He has hurried to the elevator and reached out to press the elevator.

What an inexplicable person, rushing up in the middle of the night to give some chocolate, and I haven't asked why he knows that my family lives on this floor!

The elevator had already stopped on the tenth floor, and he had already walked in.

I was even more anxious, and called again: "Senior, wait a moment!"

I don't have the key with me, so I can't run out. The key is in the living room, so I can't go back to get it.

I was afraid that if I waited a little longer, the elevator would go down, so I called him by his name directly: "Chu Heng!"

Okay, Chu Heng finally showed half of his figure, standing by the elevator and looking at me.

At this time, the voice-activated light had already been turned on by me.

I turned to him from a distance and said earnestly: "Senior, I really don't eat chocolate. You can keep it, it's a waste to put it here."

"..." Chu Heng's expression at that time was really cute.

Thinking about it later, I was so angry with me, but I couldn’t bear to be angry with me, and then I was a little angry with myself, haha.

All in all really cute.

I didn't know it at the time, so I continued to "piss off" him earnestly: "Senior, take it back. I don't like sweets."

He looked at me for a while, and then said, "Then what do you like to eat?"

"I don't have anything I like to eat..." It's true, I'm actually quite desireless.My mother was born in folk dance, and my grandparents used to write calligraphy. Our family admires these ancient things.When I was young, my mother even hired an old scholar for me, and I studied with him, so that I had a stereotyped "old scholar" at a young age.

When it grows so big, its roots are hard to change.

He looked at me silently, and continued to be angry with me, but he didn't show it on his face at the time, he just said: "Eat more chocolate, eat more sweet things, and life will become sweeter."

"really?"

Are you so superstitious?

"real."

"Is this the chocolate I ate in the car?"

"That's something else, this box hasn't been opened yet."

Although I am ignorant, I have already noticed that Chu Heng is a little unhappy.I don't know the reason, but I didn't continue to fight, the worst thing is to accept it and give it to others.

I nodded: "Then let me go here!"

After I finished speaking, I waved to him: "Goodbye! Go home, senior!"

After the matter was settled, I immediately closed the door and went back to the house.

I turned on the light in the living room and was just about to study this huge box of chocolates.

The door was knocked again.

I opened the door and looked at him wonderingly. It wasn't that he was determined to leave just now, and he couldn't answer no matter how much he called.

Why did you come back by yourself?

Chu Heng looked down at me, and said seriously: "An Sifeng, you have to eat all the chocolate I gave you."

Why use such a formal word as "send"...

But he was so serious, and I also promised very seriously: "I understand, senior."

Only then did the aura on his body relax, and he said to me: "Then I'm leaving."

"Oh……"

This time, he really left.

I climbed onto the cooking table again, saw that he was very obedient, and drove away immediately.

Only then did I feel relieved to take a bath, then applied cold water to my eyes, and lay down on the bed to wait for Chu Heng's text message.

I took the box of chocolates into the bedroom. The box was too big, so I put it on the bed to observe.

I am a person who has seen good things, and I can tell that chocolates are good things, they are all handmade chocolates, and there is no logo on the box.The box is very delicate, with hollow edges, not the kind that comes out of the assembly line.

To tell you the truth, I even wondered if the girl gave it to him, and if he didn't want to eat it, he would give it to me (=-=).

But this can't let him know, whether it's Chu Tiantian's senior or Mr. Chu Heng.

Otherwise I'm doomed...

I waited for more than 20 minutes, and it took me more than 20 minutes to study chocolate, and I received a text message from Chu Heng.

He said: An Sifeng, I'm home.

I like that he calls me "An Sifeng".

He called me by my name very nicely.

He also looks good when he calls my name.

Already felt that way.

I also replied immediately: Go to bed early, senior!

He also hurried back to me: You haven't slept yet?

I will reply again: Yes, I am looking at the box of chocolates you gave me!

He didn't reply immediately, and waited for another three or two minutes before he sent another text message: Then do you like it.

I don't really like it...but the box is pretty, so I like it barely.

I reply: like it.

Chu Heng replied: I like it too.

When I saw his text message, I suddenly felt electrified all over my body.I shuddered, touched my body, and got goosebumps all over my body.

Surprising.

I wrapped my pajamas tightly and typed: Senior, I'm asleep.

He replied: OK, good night.

I also replied: good night.

I put down my phone, turned off the lights, put the chocolates on the bedside table, and lay on the bed looking at the ceiling.

After lying down for a while, I got up, without turning on the light, touched the chocolate on the bedside table in the dark, lifted the cover, and took out one from it.Popping the chocolate into my mouth and chewing it, I came to the conclusion that chocolate is really bad.

I was just about to swallow it whole, got up and brushed my teeth again, when I suddenly found paper in my mouth.

I was taken aback, got up quickly, turned on the light again, and took out a piece of cellophane from my mouth.

There is one word on the paper: wind.

I opened my mouth wide and was stunned for a long time, then looked at the other chocolates in the big chocolate box, I quickly took out another piece and threw it into my mouth, chewed it whole, and then took out the cellophane.

This time it was on the paper: Ann.

I wasn't sleepy at all, so I put the box on my lap and continued to eat chocolate.

If you eat another one, there is still "wind" in it, and if you eat a fourth one, it is still "wind".My movements became more and more urgent, and I ate the fifth one, which was "An", and then I ate several more, but I didn't get the third word.

I was in a hurry and tried to eat, and finally when I finished eating the tenth, I ate "Thinking".

I arranged the papers on the bedside table, four "an", five "wind" and one "si".

I looked at it for a long time, and then took out "an", "si" and "feng" separately.

It turned out that this box of chocolates was not given to Senior Chu Heng by another girl.

This was the first thought that came to me at the time.

The rest, I did not immediately understand.

I just don't get it, why put my name in the chocolate?Is this the newest way to give gifts?After all, I have no friends, and I have never exchanged gifts with anyone.

Did senior Chu Heng give me chocolates to encourage me and tell me that life can be sweet?

This reason is barely valid.

I thought hard about it in the middle of the night, but I couldn't figure it out.

I can only think so.

Blame me for being so stupid... It would be great if I could understand it at that time.

But I don't.

I didn't want to understand, but I was inexplicably happy.

Although the chocolate is really sweet and greasy, I suddenly don't want to brush my teeth, I'm afraid that it will appear suddenly but it's not annoying, but it's surprisingly sweet and greasy.

It seems that I have indeed been short of sugar for too long.

So God let such a good senior appear beside me?

Although I was ignorant, before I finally decided to go to bed, I took out my phone again.

I stared at the words "Senior Chu Heng" in the address book for a long time, then silently clicked on edit and changed it to - Chu Tiantian.

This is the most realistic portrayal in my mind at that time.

The senior Chu Heng who suddenly came by his side was really sweet.

Life seems to really be sweet too.