night lights up

Being followed, and the same thing happened again at night, I just cursed out of anger, in the final analysis, it was because of fear.

This world is too strange and too scary. Even though I have made all the preparations, I am still afraid.

But I didn't dare to show it, so I could only repeatedly say "it's okay" to myself in my heart.

My strings were very tight, but in the end, this person was Chu Heng.

The strings immediately loosened.

My stiff body suddenly became loose, and I secretly took a deep breath, as if returning to the world.

It's also strange, although he helped me, and it was indeed the first time we both spoke that night, I immediately trusted him.

I calmed down and couldn't speak for a while.

But Chu Heng didn't know what he was thinking about alone. Seeing that I didn't speak, he whispered: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it..."

I stood under the camphor tree, and he stood outside the tree.His face was very brightly illuminated by the moonlight, and the magnanimity, worry and kindness on his face were also so bright.I didn't expect that the "Mr. Chu" that the girls call "Master Chu", who is famous all over the school, would have such a personality.

He actually apologized to me.

I twitched the corner of my mouth in a self-deprecating way: "You helped me tonight, so I'm sorry."

Obviously talking so eloquently on the rostrum, but at this moment, Chu Heng didn't speak again.He looked up at me, then lowered his head slightly.

I have always been protected by my mother too well, and the speed of falling into hell was too fast. At that time, I really didn't understand anything, what Chu Heng's actions represented, and just coping with the disgusting life was enough.

Since he was like this, I took it as nothing, and said: "Senior, I'll go first." In fact, he not only helped me tonight, but also saved me.I thought about it, and bowed to him, "Goodbye."

Then go.

It's time for me to grow up, and I'm not the wayward and ignorant An Sifeng I used to be.

The society is dangerous, and I should know how to thank those who are really willing to help me.

I turned around and walked out of the shadow under the camphor tree.

After walking a few steps, the voice behind me sounded again, I turned my head, and Chu Heng followed me with his bicycle.

There is indeed only one way out of here, and I didn't pay much attention to it.Now that I have such an identity, I don't want to talk too much with Chu Heng, and besides, I really have nothing to say.

He looked at me but didn't say a word, maybe the young master just likes to walk late at night?

I didn't want to disturb him, so I put on the earphones and continued walking.

This time I really started to listen to the song, the volume was turned up to the maximum, and all I heard was SoporAeternus.In the dark, and in the middle of the night, listening to such black songs, you will have the illusion of seeing light.The song is very gloomy, but also very exciting. My mood finally began to show signs of improvement, and I gradually became addicted to the song.

Until my phone died, the music stopped abruptly, and I pulled off my headphones in disappointment.

I looked up and looked ahead, but I saw two other shadows beside me on the ground.

One is a person and the other is a car.

I turned around in disbelief, and Chu Heng was still following me! !

I thought this was no longer a late night stroll, so I stopped and asked him, "Senior, aren't you going home?"

When I turned around to talk to him, Chu Heng seemed a little happy, and smiled slightly: "I'm on my way home."

"...Senior, why are you walking all the time?" I thought about it, and although I was a little self-indulgent, I still asked, "Are you...accompanying me?"

The smile on Chu Heng's face grew a little more, just like the one he saw walking under the shards of the summer sun when he started his freshman year.But at this time, it was moonlight that fell on him.

Chu Heng smiled and said, "It's too late."

It's too late, afraid it's not safe?

There was another burst of surprise in my heart, this person is too good!

I found out that my classmates from the same school were drinking with me, so I didn't look down on them, and it was fine if I offered to help, but now they are even walking with me!

I immediately said: "This road is very safe, senior, go home quickly. It's already very late!"

Chu Heng was silent for a while, then his voice suddenly became smaller again, he asked me: "Shall I take you home?"

"Huh?" I actually heard it, but couldn't quite believe it.

Chu Heng looked into my eyes and said seriously: "I'll take you home, you have class tomorrow morning, it's too late."

In the past 18 years, I was also raised as a young master of everyone, and my nature is hard to change. I immediately asked bluntly: "How do you know that I have classes tomorrow morning?!"

Chu Heng seemed a little nervous, blinked quickly, then calmed down again, and said to me: "I guess."

Chu Heng's voice is very soothing, I believe it.

After all, there is no need for such a famous and excellent senior to lie to me.

I was grateful and knew that if I didn't agree, he would probably follow me all the time, so I nodded, "Thank you, senior." I walked to the back seat of the bicycle he was supporting, but he didn't seem to react Like, turn around and ask me: "Really?"

That look is really silly.

In the past three days, I faced those disgusting people every day. In school, although no one knew about it, I acted as if I had done something wrong, and I was afraid that everyone would know about it.

There are so many things waiting for me at home, I haven't really smiled for a long time.

Seeing his unexpected stupidity, I laughed out loud: "Of course."

Senior Chu looked dumbfounded again, and then laughed along with me.

I got into Chu Heng's car, and Chu Heng took me home.

Along the way, we barely spoke.

I sat horizontally on the back seat of the bicycle, blowing the cool night breeze, shaking my legs slightly, watching the reflection of the two of them on the ground.Then look at the reflections of the camphor trees on both sides of the road, and occasionally see the back of Chu Heng, straight and tall.

It turned out that Senior Chu was such a person.

I suddenly feel very happy.

The road that used to feel extremely long and endless suddenly became extremely short.

It seems that just for a while, after another traffic light, it will be my home.

I saw more and more street lamps, and then looked back at the camphor trees that were getting farther and farther away. I suddenly felt inexplicable reluctance, but I still pulled myself together and told Chu Heng the direction of my home.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but the speed of the bicycle seems to have dropped.

But after all, there is only so much left on the road, and Chu Heng's bicycle finally stopped downstairs at my house.

Originally, I just asked Chu Heng to stop at the gate of the community, but Chu Heng insisted on sending me downstairs.

I didn't think much about it, I just felt that the senior was a good person.

When I got downstairs, I jumped out of the car and said "thank you" to Chu Heng again.Chu Heng hung it on the faucet of the car, and handed me my schoolbag, and I took it and said, "Then senior, I'm going home, thank you so much tonight! Senior, on the way home, pay attention to safety!"

I bowed to him sincerely again, Chu Heng was dumbfounded again.

So silly, and so funny.

I was so happy that I laughed again, even grinning out my teeth, threw my schoolbag on my back, and waved to him: "I'm leaving!"

I turned to go upstairs.

"An Sifeng." He called me again.

"What's wrong?" I looked back at him.

He hesitated for a while, then whispered: "You are there, you—"

The smile on my face disappeared in an instant. No matter how nice Senior Chu is, and how much he takes care of me, he has seen all those things in the clubhouse with his own eyes.

After all, he cared about it. A person with good character and learning like him must be looked down upon.

It's just that he didn't say anything just now.

My face immediately changed, and I said coldly: "Senior, everyone has secrets and helplessness."

I felt very embarrassed. After saying this, I didn't have the courage to look at him again, so I walked into the corridor.

After a second or two of silence, Chu Heng immediately parked his bicycle, ran over, and called me in a low voice but anxiously: "An Sifeng, I'm not, I'm not that—"

I took a deep breath, turned back and said to him: "Senior, thank you for sending me back today, and thank you for helping me. But there are some things I don't want to say, sorry."

Chu Heng continued to worry: "I'm sorry, I, I'm not very good at talking, don't be angry, I'm sorry."

Chu Heng was still apologizing!

But I am not angry.

One person, one life, I will not be angry with those who help me, I am not a white-eyed wolf.

I'm just embarrassed.

Even though we walked together for such a long way, at the end, I only need one word from him to realize that I have long been separated from my classmates, my past life, and an upright and beautiful person like Senior Chu. A completely different world.

I can not go back.

The closer they are, the more I will miss them and the more painful they will be.

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